lilbunminx

~ a psych grad student that definitely shouldn't be left unsupervised ~ alt & pink ~ planes, art, thrifting, and good food

[lilbunminx]

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ WELCOME ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

♡ We most likely have a CDD (still figuring it out) but definitely experience being plural.

♡ Formally diagnosed with ASD, PTSD, and Bipolar I Disorder.

♡ We post our fandom and hobby-related things (Psychology, Planes, MLP, Warrior Cats, Sims, Wiz101), random thoughts, system stuff, and vibes.

(more under the cut)

✧ BOUNDARIES ✧

♡ 18+ preferred for interaction. However, we aim to be appropriate within convos with minors who follow us. So we do have boundaries on certain topics and expect communication on both sides if convos get uncomfortable.

♡ Please no severe syscourse, purity culture, or endo hate

♡ Our askbox is open

🧠 TAGS:

#📜collective musings – system-wide stuff

#🚨trauma vent – heavy content

#💭dreamlog – dreams + symbolic writing

#🗝rusted prose – old writings

#lilbunminx - blog tracking

[c0smic-c0llective]

Dream Protector - Role

Flag by the Cosmic Collective (a request)

Term by some system (https://pronouns.cc/@somesystem)

Role definition

A headmate who protects dreams. Dreams allow us to processes parts of our life while we sleep. Dream protectors can work in many ways including, by eating dreams, guiding dreams away from nightmares, helping a headmate processes dreams/nightmares, and more.

Color meanings

Red from the protector flag

Indigo for dreaming

Soft Mint for dreams

Grey-White for guidance

Black for nightmares

[drpepperwhoree]

remember that pride is still a protest

[ramdaughter]

your bare minimum isn’t actually that bare or minimum. my dad once told me that there’s nothing in this world that’s easy and that’s true tbh. everything we do takes energy, time, and effort. even the little things. if you feel like you’re not doing enough please try to think about your circumstances and what’s currently available to you: chances are, there’s something that’s diverting or otherwise draining you. and to pull away from that and get something done regardless? well, i think that’s really admirable! please try to take pride in the things you do accomplish in a day, no matter how small or trifling you perceive them to be. you can’t be proud of your growth if you don’t notice where you already are!

[ramdaughter]

no offense but this conversation was literally a major turning point in my life

[ramdaughter]

your bare minimum isn’t actually that bare or minimum. my dad once told me that there’s nothing in this world that’s easy and that’s true tbh. everything we do takes energy, time, and effort. even the little things. if you feel like you’re not doing enough please try to think about your circumstances and what’s currently available to you: chances are, there’s something that’s diverting or otherwise draining you. and to pull away from that and get something done regardless? well, i think that’s really admirable! please try to take pride in the things you do accomplish in a day, no matter how small or trifling you perceive them to be. you can’t be proud of your growth if you don’t notice where you already are!

[ramdaughter]

no offense but this conversation was literally a major turning point in my life

[the-vulpeculae]

just found out all of our close friends that are systems (+ one singlet that genuinely shouldn't even have an opinion on this) are strongly anti endo. how fun. we're not even endogenic but we're very much PRO endo. we told them we're strictly neutral though because we're scared they'd literally never speak to us again and/or hate us.

this sucks this sucks this sucks we hate this we hate this we HATE THIS

[kosmogrl]

[2kcyber-chain]

this ampersand template is a bit markdown-heavy, but it's a template we've really enjoyed making and using! it is mostly tailored to our own needs, so feel free to customize and personalize. Hope you enjoy!

copy/paste in comments

[hazedxg0]

It really does say a lot about how romanticized and theatricized alters are online when people go into denial or feel isolated for displaying the most textbook DID/OSDD symptoms.

Not knowing who's fronting, not knowing how many alters you have, not knowing when you switch, not knowing alters' names or why they formed, alters not having names, having no internal world or a very vague one, having no internal communication, struggling with external communication, experiencing alters as different overlapping states of self instead of separate people, hell even just experiencing amnesia.

These are all extremely common symptoms of DID/OSDD, especially when you're untreated or early in treatment. And yet they're all common reasons for why people feel like they don't belong in this community, because the reality of this disorder somehow doesn't conform to the online expectation.

How bad is the state of CDD awareness, even among those who proclaim to have it, that the most common manifestations of DID/OSDD are so underdiscussed that the majority of people with these conditions cannot find understanding even in a community meant for their disorder? When anything that doesn't play into the "alters are separate people and friends in your head" narrative is ignored and erased?

[royal-napoleon]

Looking for testers Plural and Mood tracker app

Working on an app for the plural community with moodtracking functions as well.

For finding bugs and general feedback, need more testers.

Join our discord server for the latest version of the app: Discord Server link

The app doesn't has a name yet, neither a picture. This is a series of the first test rounds.

screenshots version V001.5b:

This app is full of bugs, they will get fixed but without testers no app progress. Join the testteam!

[royal-napoleon]

New version isn't as bugging anymore.

Join the discord server for app releases,

there is now Pluralkit and Simply Plural import in the app

[royal-napoleon]

Featurelist since V001.6a

Frontpage

Show fronting members

Showing members and groups

Profiles

Profile picture

personal colour (circle right of the name)

Name

Showing and toggling on/off custom fields (set custom fields in the settingspage)

Using markdown layout in custom fields (example: **bold** _italic_)

Note viewing: View notes which has been tagged with this member (also add new notes)

Mood tracks view: View moodtracks which have been tagged with this member + Mood stats

Edit profile

Check personal to do lists + editing them

Menu

Add members

Add groups (and supgroups)

All notes

All to do lists

View fronting statistics

Moodtracking

View mood statistics

Settings

Settings

Toggle language between Dutch and English

Change entire colour scheme layout of the app

Change colours for moodtracking

Add custom fields + Note a basic template that shows on all profiles which can be edited per member on there page

Export and Import app data

Import Pluralkit, Simply Plural, Daylio

Add members in bulk to groups

Added an option to choose opening page of the app

PDF export for printing

Notes

View all notes

Add notes: Title, link multiple members, write your note

Edit notes

To Do Lists

Make to do lists

Link (big lists and smaller tasks) to members

Tap to check them off, different options: ✅➡️⬅️⏳❌

Set deadlines

Plural statistics

Choose period (default 30 days)

Total fronting time

Co-fronting

(mini-)visual timeline *

Switch frequency per member

Switch frequency per hour

Visual Timeline *

Shows duration and timeperiod of members who've been fronting

Zoom function

You can look into the past as much as you want (goodluck scrolling tho if it's a long time ago)

tap to see date and time (also option to edit)

Front Timeline *

Shows entire front history

You can edit by tapping

Mood tracker

tap basic/global feeling

Link members

Add groups and activities

Hold activities long pressed opens an option to edit or delete them

Write notes

Save button

view mood timeline

Delete past entries

Mood statistics

Mood history

Mood distrubution

Mood activities

Press any of the small bolls and they'll popup with data

[royal-napoleon]

New in the app (V001,6f) :

Send members a message and they get notificated when they enter front.

Activate and deactivate modules in the app. Want to track front but no moods? Just turn it off !

Join the discord server and download the app

Some highlights:

[lilbunminx]

We must accept we are changed. We can't go back. That person is not the same and we will never be the same. To morun the supposed innocent self, but rather know the truth. We don't share everything but all hold enough to pretent we aren't a "we" but rather a "me".

[crabanarchy]

I can tell my evil advisor has been feeling down lately so I've been pretending to take big sips from his cursed chalice and then roaming the palace grounds groaning and clutching my abdomen. Lowkey I know it's deceptive but I can tell it's really cheering him up. I heard him evilly cackle for the first time in weeks. WIBTA if I keep doing this

[lilbunminx]

Ok people give you shit for meds in mental health spaces but what about for when the med genuinely helps you, in like everything motivation, organization, finally kicking that shitty brain fog to the curb and remembering more than one thing at once for once. I’m so happy, like genuinely happy. This is different from my mania or depression. I don’t feel passive or like a watcher of my life, which I have felt since last July. It’s been so hard since then, and then some relationships fell through and honestly good riddance, it was adding to the stress. Guess I’m just an anti-social system person, whatever. I am introverted. I’m just happier by myself and with a handful of friends and my necessary connections of work, lab, and grad program, and my med has finally got me out of that damned funk.

[asteroidtroglodyte]

Me, tears streaming down my face, sobbing, as I stare at the stars: it’s just so beautiful

The medieval peasant I went back in time to give a bag of Doritos to, concerned: what terrible and powerful sorcerers they must have in your age, to be able to veil the vault of heaven itself from view, as you say

Me, sniffling: I didn’t realize, I can’t, it’s so much, I, I… are the chips good, at least?

Medieval peasant, trying to make me feel better: they’re… magical, strange traveler

[madbrake]

I've wanted to draw Scourge for forever but I always had a really hard time getting him to look right! He's had so many iconic looks over the years thanks to the fandom so he was a little daunting, but fun.

[galactic-hyperhearse]

typing in my wizard101 password into the launcher with surgical precision so i don't get locked out of my account upon 1 failed attempt

[softwarepony]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

princess of hope!