jay :]

now and forever putting the virgin in virginia

[mooni]

intro that i really i need to redo below:

hi! i'm jay, a silly lil guy doing silly lil things on the internet. this silly lil guy has some lil facts and features to share with you, most of them being equally silly in nature

minor, so don't be weird

c!fundy has my soul in a constant chokehold

so many fandoms

i do not control the hyperfixation it controls me

writer, artist, and wannabe voice actor :p

aroace

genderfluid!! any pronouns besides it/its are okay but they/he are preferred rn

cc!william gold is not supported here in the slightest, so wss members all get a hard dni

[mooni]

it's pride month jay. you know what that means.

huh what

[starlightdragon321]

You want us to be like. Gay council. What.

[mooni]

it's pride month jay. you know what that means.

huh what

[mooni]

FUNDY ITSFUNDY FUNDY

and with that you've summed up my entire 2024

[breakthecycle-inhalf]

the light you seek is within you

the darkness you fight is within you

the universe said i love you, for you are love

[mx-maledictus]

I. Was inspired.

Donovan is @mooni 's oc :>

(Explanation of the last 3 drawings/little comic:) Daniel doesn't mean for his hair to be long, but he forgets to get it cut and his mom is always busy, so it ends up growing out. After meeting Donovan, though, I think Daniel would actually like longer hair like Don has. (Cool person (Don) -> feature of cool person (longish hair) -> feature must be cool)

[mooni]

these are the only people ever btw. fun fact. everyone else is gone and it’s just these two

[mooni]

comic from october 2025 of donovan and @shrimp-lord-of-hell’s extraordinarily silly guy daniel 😌

[hogletthe2nd]

VIVIENNE REFFFFFFUGHHHH

[keyriingz]

ocean front property by francis doom and walk by tom cardy. they are nothing alike but they’re both bangers

oohhoh.. thank you for the recs. hmm I will give you this

[mooni]

THAT'S RIGHT OCEAN FRONT PROPERTY ANON WAS ME thank you for the rec keys.. it's very good keys...

[mooni]

headshot doodles from a couple days ago

[keyriingz]

c!crimeboys aren't even brothers because They’re something more sinister and worse and more heartbreaking

[keyriingz]

So do you guys like cwilbur

[mooni]

no actually i HATE c!wilbur. hate hate hate. i tried to kill c!wilbur once but someone beat me to it. if i could choose one person to get rid of it would be c!wilbur. i hate c!wilbur.

[mooni]

do yui imagine cfundy as a fox or human more.importatn Qauastion

my own c!fundy design is more humany but i do support anthro fox at the end of the day

[mooni]

hallucinating is so funny when the hatman is in the closet until he won’t go away

[fuzzyjusttoomuch]

Reminder for SOME Pressure fans in particular.

Anyway. ok ok. I wanna talk about fawning for anyone who may be confused.. cuz like reading through Zeal's response made me just drag my hands down my face like bruhhh are we fr

There are four different types of trauma responses. Everyone knows about fight of flight, but fawn and freeze are something that rarely get touched on. Fawning specifically is a trauma response that I have personally found to have stemmed from constant emotional abuse, manipulation and gaslighting. Aims to minimize the damage as much as possible. Not only involves does it lying to your abuser about your own feelings and experiences toward their actions, but it's also an attempt to gaslight yourself into "wanting" or "accepting" the damage done, basically. It's like you're desperately trying to convince yourself that what the abuser had done was perfectly okay to delay the inevitability of the mental damage. Holding your shattering world together with glue. The fawn response is a percieved way to further protect yourself from future harm from the abuser, as you are aware on how they will react if you tell them anything they DO NOT want to hear. You know that the abuser may become withdrawn and upset and/or lash out at you if you tell them the truth. They may blame you or throw a massive pity party for themselves which results in you having to console them. And it's not anything you want to deal with, as it's exhausting and draining. So you just tell them what they want to hear. Leaving an abusive situation is difficult. Your judgement and mind are clouded with fear. The fear of losing the person you thought you could trust most. The fear of realizing the gravity of the blatant disrespect commited against you. And most importantly, The fear of what they will do after you try to leave. Beside, it's easier to put the blame on yourself than to accept that someone had taken advantage of you. I hope my explanation can put things into perspective.

[mooni]

it's been years but the fact that c!fundy never got an actual ending makes me violently ill. especially cause like. he basically says outright he wants to self destruct and isolate himself and no one comes to help. he jumps off a cliff and it's a c!crimeboys stream the next day. he's honest and raw and real and himself and it's a side note in conversation.

c!fundy's only story was the one told by those around him, and those people forgot to give him the pen when they were done.

[memories]

#holy balls that’s a lot of tags is my biggest hobby… and my greatest fear.

[ghghghostt]

@mooni ITS THE TUMBLR TONE TAGS COPYRIGHT GHOST.SEES.STARS 2024

[mooni]

TUMBLR TONE TAGS OFFICIALLY ENDORSED BY TUMBLR

[ghghghostt]

EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW SOON MORE AT ONE AM /ref

[mooni]

watched the 1am broadcast… what lovely eyes <3