Shattered Thought Realm

Mixed origin (Traumagenic, Repressogenic) system. Endo safe. Nonhuman. 2D Artist, 3D artist, Writer. Collectively genderqueer.

[moonsydracoryf]

Nice to meet you, we are-

Moonsy (Host):

Ftm/non-binary

Engaged

Artist- 3D, 2D, and music

Alterhuman shapeshifter

Base form- Dracoryf

Honeycomb:

Genderfluid, prefers he/him and prefers having a female body

Engaged

Artist- 3D, and 2D

Shapeshifter

Base form- fluffy anthro shark

The embodiment of extreme obsession over and dependency on the one you love

Slicer:

Ftm

Engaged

Gore artist, 2D, 3D

Base form- Dracoryf

The embodiment of hunting instinct and sadomasochism

Viktor

TransMale/Nonbinary/FangGender

Engaged

Form- Fruit Bat Vampire Bat hybrid

Gore

Male/Nonbinary

Vlishachary

The embodiment of self hate

Collectively autistic, and schizoaffective bipolar type

I- Moonsy, believe I have some form of OSDD, I go into different dissociative states that have their own personality and quirks, I'm still me but not quite

apologies for the roblox felandia morphs, we're still working on models for Gore and Honeycomb.

UPDATE:

Gore has a model now UPDATE:

Honeycomb has a model now

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BYF:

We are heavily leaning Proship/Profiction because fictional stuff doesn't hurt anybody if you just ignore it, and we have not seen a single decent argument against that. come at us with one if you want

We are pro para, anti harmful contact for harmful paraphilias

We are Pro Endo

We are pro Neopronouns

We are anti radqueer

We are collectively nonhuman, and are pro animal packers

One of us (Slicer) is a paraphile and has the following (HE HAS HIS OWN BLOG(@0bsess1v3-dracoryf) AND WILL NOT BE TALKING HERE MUCH):

Ped0philia (only actually attracted to fictional characters for this one, has never and will never hurt a child)

Z00philia (has never and will never hurt a real animal)

Necrophilia (Only likes fresh gory bodies, has never and will never violate a corpse)

Biastophilia/raptophilia (has never and will never touch someone without consent)

So if interacting with us knowing one of us has these paraphilias bothers you or makes you uncomfortable, then you can go :3

[editedantiendoposts]

Reminder to anti-endos that pro-endo and endogenic blogs are not for you.

If you want your asks to be included on a blog so badly, chances are, there's already a anti-endo version.

Get the fuck out of our spaces.

[of-static-and-fog-sysblog]

when ur sysmates are watching your daydreams in the background and you finally notice them;

[returnsandreturns]

i made my character a human fighter who’s a housewife/empty nester seeking adventure and wholesome fantasy violence after discovering that her husband is having an affair

is this……

is this how you dungeons 

is this how you dragons

[thegoodqueertheywarnyouabout]

im sorry, but is her age “it’s rude to ask a lady her age”?

[returnsandreturns]

yes. also her weight.

[fishbizkit]

this is a million percent how you dungeons AND dragons

[tiktoks-for-dead-pope]

[countofeight]

Glad it’s not just me

[ventela1]

The first time I saw this video I didn't reblog or save it anywhere and it's been genuinely impossible to find again. I searched every variation of "dyke falling apart car bentley review asmr meme" I could come up with on Google and across multiple websites/apps.

So, thanks for putting this back on my dash.

[bookwyrmonastring]

Thank you, @isuggestplural

For saying those words that changed our life:

"There's never anything wrong with looking at yourself with a plural lens"

I can't find the exact post, maybe we paraphrased it in our mind.

But was the last push we needed. I don't know if words can express how much joy our systemhood has brought us. I love my headmates, I love how much they've helped me, how much we've helped each other. I love them all. We are companions closer than flesh. I'm so glad to know them. And I will carry on the mission that brought me to them.

So, dear reader(s), try it! Talk to yourself, love yourselves, name your 'parts'. Write notes, delegate tasks, talk to a trusted friend about it if you can. You are hurting no-one by thinking of yourself as plural. If it helps you to identify that way, then do it. When I worry we're faking, or that I'm not really plural, I think "if I wasn't plural, what would I be? A person who hears other voices in her head and works with them to live our life/lives together? I think there's a word for that." So, go for it. You have nothing to lose by learning who you really are. Look through that lens, and maybe, things will look clearer than they ever have before. Whatever truth you discover, we want you to know: you are not alone.

[lesbianumbreon]

You are not a fake system because you can't hear your alters, most of us can't! Most people with DID have very limited communication between alters in general.

You are not a fake system because you don't know your headcount, or you don't know your alters names. That can take years! For some people, they need a long time in treatment to even get that ball rolling.

You are not a fake system because you don't know what other alters are doing. You don't need to know who dressed you this morning or who bought the food you're allergic to, high amnesia is normal.

Don't feel like any less of a system because of expectations set by the internet. You don't need to present the same way as people on the internet. The presentation of DID on the internet can be pretty atypical, so don't spend your time comparing.

[plurapony]

what if we just started treating fakeclaimers like creepy old men. how about that.

like helloooo why are you trying to figure out if bad things happened to me as a child??? why do you want to know about the results of how my childhood affected me???? ummmm that's kinda weird ngl.

[graveyard-system-shenanigans]

Frequently Asked In-System Questions #10

"Why? Did you just say that to her?"

"Fellas, what in the fuck has just stumbled out of our mouth?"

"Whomst the fucketh hath the control over the speaking hole just now?!"

[survivorsofsynecdoche]

Before I got professional help from a DID specialist, I was a very violently anti-endo sysmed. Ironically, pursuing help and taking my medication regularly helped me open up to the idea of non-traumagenic systems.

Before I had access to professional help, I was angry at the world. I was angry at the doctors for not accepting my insurance even though I so desperately needed their help, and I was angry at the endogenics for seemingly getting the "easy" and "fun" parts of my disorder. It was insecurity. I blamed them for how people outside of the community treated me, I blamed them for making us look bad.

I held out hope for the definitive "medical truth" to validate me, I wanted someone to look at me and say:

"I know EXACTLY what is wrong with you, and I can fix you."

But sadly that was just a dream. After cycling through a handful of specialists and settling on my current one, I realized they're learning from me as much as I'm learning from them. Every single specialist had a wildly different definition of what DID looks like, and even is. What it's caused by, and what it's not. Some specialists were open to the idea of endogenic systems existing, some were not.

DID/OSDD medical information is a footnote in a medical textbook. So many of the terms that diagnosed traumagenics use are not decided upon by a medical consensus. Even the specialists are extrapolating heavily based on the very limited information there is about this disorder.

That's when it hit me.

The doctors don't know shit. The community dosent know shit. So damn it all to hell I don't care anymore.

Traumagenic and Endogenic systems are in the same boat. We are all still discovering what it even means to be plural. There's no set definition, even within the sysmed community. So why are we so desperately trying to invalidate each other's experiences just to try to convince others, and ourselves, that our lived experiences are real?

[pezpenser205]

being friends w systems is nuts cuz youll have a guy in the friend group that goes away for a bit and comes back like "i got out of the nightmare loop" or "sorry i was gone i got put in the torment nexus" and its not even an exaggeration they really were in the nightmare loop or the torment nexus for a week and are forced to be normal about it

[seagulltheseawing]

say hi to salp / salad or he’ll bite off your fingers

[rwuffles]

ISSUE HAVER．   ➷

pt: issue haver. end pt.

DEFINITION ⠀✦⠀ a flag for when you have fucking issues. can be a joke flag, but if you want to use it genuinely, feel free to; let it be known that this flag was given to me in some fuckass prophetic vision.

pt: definition, a flag for when you have fucking issues. can be a joke flag, but if you want to use it genuinely, feel free to; let it be known that this flag was given to me in some fuckass prophetic vision. end pt.

TAGS．  @radiomogai @sevvys @angeltism @zoeynovie @boingogender @knwight @pupcoins @monarchenwinter @the-astropaws @flutteringwings-coining @acronym-chaos @idwl @catboy-autism @hysangel @fangpunk @somniabyte．  ➷

[ironwoodcollective]

Because TikTok does not work in the US anymore as of today and we've heard tell of what systok was like, just gonna bring these back for a sec..

[moonsydracoryf]

I feel like Honeycomb has been around for a long time.

I feel like they first came out while our father was hitting us, so maybe we're mixed origin?

[brainkeeper-service]

Intupsychhorror

(intu(sui) psych(ological) horror)

an intusui term for when one's internal selfs can be best described though the concepts of psychological horror. This can go under multiple intusui umbrellas.

inspired by @the-silent-fellowship 's terms.

0 1 . — @kiruliom (testing if u like psychological horror), @khaenriahplurals, @boingogender, @monarchenwinter, @rwuffles

0 2 . — @radiomogai, @intusui, @horrormogai

[pearapeachfuzz]

Being pro-paraphilia, to me at least, isn’t about encouraging people to become pedophiles or zoophiles (not that I even think that’s possible), nor supporting abuse, nor is it about supporting the idea that all paraphiles need therapy and should aim to get rid of their paraphilias. It’s about being against shame and self-hate and repression.

I think paraphiles should definitely get therapy if they need it, for example if they feel they’ll harm someone, but not every paraphile needs therapy. Anyone with any paraphilia, yes even the bad scary ones, can know that abuse is wrong.

And paraphiles shouldn’t be forced to keep their fantasies or attractions private. There is no getting rid of paraphilias, there’s only repression. I support paraphiles being able to be open about their attraction to get help if they need to. If a pedophile feels like they’re going to harm children but feels like they cannot be open about it, they may not be able to get the help they need.

I also support paraphiles being able to be open just because. Hiding a part of yourself can be horrible and isolating, especially if the part you’re hiding is important to you or is a big part of who you are.

Being pro-paraphilia doesn’t automatically mean being pro-abuse. And telling paraphiles that they should be ashamed and hide or ‘get rid of’ their attractions is not the great help you think it is. Repressing paraphilias doesn’t make them go away and doesn’t make you any less likely to harm anyone. Accept them and learn how to live with them.