It's okay if you didn't watch some series/ movies that many other people did.
It's okay if you didn't have the time/ energy to do something for yourself today.
It's okay if you can't/ don't want to go out due to multiple reasons.
It's okay if you don't feel like socializing/ getting out of your room sometimes.
It's okay if you feel like sleeping all day.
It's okay if you feel sad/ angry/ disappointed/ scared...
Your feelings are valid. They are real, it's not just in your head. I see you, I understand you. You're worth everything that's good in the world. You're not alone. Never will be.
Friendly reminder that you do not have to be on adventures and experience new things all the time. You might feel this pressure to do "cool" things every day just so you can tell other people what you did. But darling, you should live your life for yourself, not for the stories you might be able to tell. All you really need to do is be. Be in the moment. Be kind to yourself. Be there for yourself. Listen to your soul, listen to what it craves. Go on adventures and explore the world for the right reasons. Rest and recover when your body tells you to. I know that sometimes when you stand still, there can be a lot of uneasiness, because you think you have to go somewhere and do something amazing. But remember: It is absolutely okay to have days where all you do is breathe and take it easy. There is so much meaning in the slow days as well, my love.
Lately I've been really busy with my uni exams, but I tried to write this as good and fast as possible. I hope you like it <3
Requests are always open.
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The way I love you
Pairing: Hwang Inyeop x fem!reader
Genre: This is really soft. Fluffy, established relationship.
Summary: You comfort Inyeop about something and for the millionth time, he is again reminded of how much he adores you.
Warnings: none, they're just REALLY in love with each other, lots of nicknames. (let me know if I missed something)
You and your boyfriend Inyeop are playing a game on the new PlayStation you had bought together a day ago.
"I'll win and you don't even seem to care!" You scream, laughing at Inyeop's unconcentration.
"This is broken." He mutters under his breath, throwing the PlayStation remote away, defending himself.
"What do you mean? We just bought it yesterday." You pressed the pause button, looking up.
He seemed like something was bothering him.
"Hey. What's wrong baby?" You said in a soft voice, your hands cupping his face as he looked at you.
He pouted like he always did when you talked to him like that.
You pressed a little kiss on his plump lips, hoping he would let you know what it is that's upsetting him.
"I don't want to stress you out with my problems baby..." He began, sighing.
"Darling... I'm here for you... Don't say that." You scolded him, taking his hand in yours.
"It's just... We've been doing so good lately, you studying hard for your uni and me working so much... I wish we could take a break and go somewhere beautiful... You know? Just the two of us for like 2 weeks maybe? But for my boss that would be too much to ask for. I hate that I have so little control over my life." He looked down sadly.
"Inyeop..." You wrapped your arms around him, his head resting on your shoulder.
"You've been thinking about a vacation? Oh, my love..." You held him close, brushing his hair.
He felt so comforted and safe. When you hugged him all his worries and negative thoughts flew away.
"You did so well baby, I'm sure he will understand you need a break." You looked at him, your eyes full of love.
"Do you really think so?" He said and placed his lips on your head.
"Yes Inyeop, I'm sure of it. Don't worry too much... Okay? We will find a way."
"Okay... You're right." He smiled.
You ended up massaging his shoulders and back, him being a complete whimpering mess. "My poor boy." You hugged his big back.
"I'm so proud of you, my Inyeop." You praised him, kissing his cheeks, nose and lips.
"Mmmm.... Y/n... You're so good to me." He pulled you on his lap, holding you close.
Your heart skipped beats when you looked up into his eyes, and you knew this feeling will never pass. You loved him every day more.
"I adore you, my princess." He whispered, then kissed your lips so sweetly. Your kisses were so addictive and once he gave you one, he ended up craving a thousand more.
"Inyeop..." You breathed on his mouth as he bit your lip.
Playing with his hair, you pulled on it a little while kissing him, knowing he likes it when you do.
He gently lied you down, pressing his lips on your neck.
“I never understand how you get more beautiful everyday.” He whispered, looking up into your eyes.
Your heart melted and you couldn't help but let out a giggle at his compliment.
“Kiss me.” You suddenly said.
He looked into your eyes as your cheeks burned a shade of pink.
It was love. You felt it running through your veins. In your heart, in your tummy that felt so warm.
He was happier than he has ever been, knowing you're the one. He had finally found his soulmate. His person.
He gave you one last kiss on your forehead and held you close on his chest.
It was getting late, the moon making it's way through the dark sky.
All nights were similar to this, kissing and holding each other to sleep, and in the mornings you woke up to the sound of his soft breathing, legs tangled around his waist, him sleeping on your chest.
Hi 👋 could I request a fluffy fluffy fic on girl reader and jungkook and she cares for him when he is sick with a cold. Fluffy and cuddles and comfort.
Hello! Thank you for your request! This is actually the first one I got since I started this blog, and so I really hope you like it. ☺️
Requests are always open.
Warm
pairing: Jeon Jungkook x fem!reader
genre: fluffff, established relationship
summary: Jungkook isn't feeling well and you take care of him.
You, your boyfriend, Jimin and Taehyung were hanging out in the living room of your apartment.
„You know that one time when Tae was drunk and he tripped over Tan?“ Jimin laughed, his eye smile showing.
„Yes, omg! I was so worried! Poor Tannie got so scared.“ You laughed with Jimin, seeing Taehyung win another round of the game, him and Jungkook were playing.
„I’m getting tired.“ Jungkook scrunched his nose, a small smile on his lips.
„Oh come on, you’re just jealous that I won every round!“ Tae pushed his shoulder, but Jungkook felt too weak to joke back, the way he usually did.
You thought he may have something on his mind, because when Taehyung got up from the couch to get another drink, he simply stayed there, rubbing his forehead with his fingers.
„Hey… I think it got pretty late.“ Jimin notices.
You nod. „Will you drive Tae home? I think he’s drunk again.“ Chuckling, your eyes wander around, finding him dance to no music at all.
„Yeah, of course.“ Jimin laughs, hugging you.
„You’re a good friend Jimin.“ You smile at him, as he nods standing up, making his way to Taehyung.
Jungkook is suddenly standing next to you and you can’t help but think he looks really tired.
„Hey…“ You caress his back, as he lets his head rest on your shoulder.
„Baby, you tired?“ You kiss his forehead, meeting his doe eyes, that are slowly closing and opening to find your worried ones.
„Mmm… don’t know. My head kinda hurts.“
Before you can properly react Jimin and Taehyung say their goodbye’s and walk out the door.
You lock it, turning around to see a pouty Jungkook, weakly standing on his own in the middle of the apartment.
Your heart melts and you take his hand, leading him to bed.
„You didn’t even drink.“ You say, your confused eyes watching him get under the blanket.
He doesn’t look good at all, dark circles appearing under his eyes, his mouth dry. Maybe...
„Did you get sick, baby?“ Your hand touches his forehead, checking if he has a fever.
„You’re hot!“ You worry.
„I know.“ He mumbles, weakly smirking.
„Not like that, Jungkook.“ You roll your eyes, chuckling.
„I’m going to make you a tea and get the medicine.“ You announce and he pouts.
„B-but… I wanna cuddle. Don’t leave me alone!“ He whines.
You smile at how adorable he is. „I’ll be right back, love. You can try to rest a little.“ Whispering, you press gentle kisses on his hot forehead, reddened cheeks and pouty lips.
„I love you. I will take care of you.“ You let him know and he hums satisfied.
„I love you too.“ You hear him whisper, before you leave the room.
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When you get back, Jungkook is sleeping. He looks so beautifully peaceful, but you know you have to wake him up.
„Babe.“ Your fingers gently brush his hair out of his now, wet face.
He slowly wakes up to your touches.
„You’re back.“ He says.
You nod. „I have something for you, Kookie.“
His eyes wander to the medicine you brought and the warm, good smelling tea.
After he takes it and drinks a little tea, he says he feels better.
„But I’d feel so much better with you here.“ He pouts, patting the empty spot of the bed next to him.
You chuckle. „That’s what you get for walking in the rain, without an umbrella.“ You scrunch your nose, laying down next to him.
„The things I do for you…“ He quietly laughs, his arms wrapping around your waist.
Thinking back to when he went out to buy you snacks and it started raining, he could have taken the bus instead of walking back home. Dummy.
Your head rests on his chest, as you hold him close.
„You’re always right.“ He kisses your forehead.
„And you never listen to me anyways.“ You complain.
„You still love me.“ He says back, proudly smiling.
You smile back, looking into his eyes.
„Thank you for everything. For sticking with me, taking care of me, and also scolding me when I mess up... I’m the luckiest boyfriend in the world.“ He says and you shush him, already blushing.
„Go back to sleep bunny.“ You play with his hair.
„Will you stay with me forever?“ He whispers, his eyes sparking with love.
„Yes. I will, Jungkook. Forever.“
He falls asleep, feeling safe and loved.
He has found the most beautiful girl in the world, inside and out.
"Babyyy..." Your boyfriend Johnny whined for the 10th time this evening, as you didn't want to take your eyes off your new book.
"Come onnn, please come give me a huggg. I miss youuu." He begged, sitting up on the bed, waiting for you to come cuddle with him. But you didn't seem to listen, your eyes glued to the pages of your new novel.
So Johnny stood up and grabbed you by the waist in a smooth, fast movement, picking you up. He dropped you in your big shared bed, starring at you.
"Heyy!" You squealed, locking eyes with your boyfriend, for what felt like the first time to him that evening.
"Why won't you let me read, Johnny? It's only been-"
"3 hours!" He desperately screamed, because it's been a torture to him, not getting any attention from you for that long. It was like you wanted to ignore him.
"Wow... That long? I didn't even notice... Time passed by so fast." You chuckled and he pouted like a kid whose ice cream fell on the floor.
You smiled at your boyfriend's cuteness, moving closer to his body and holding his face. You kiss the tip of his nose.
At that he began smiling so big, that his eyes started closing. Your heart began skipping beats at how adorable he looked.
"Hug meee." He literally couldn't stop telling you, and you couldn't stop smiling, as your arms finally wrapped around his big shoulders.
"You thought I don't love you anymore?" You joked and kissed his cheeks, nose again, forehead and lastly, softly pecking his lips.
Johnny felt like it was the first time you kissed him, everytime you placed your lips on his skin. He never wanted to let go of you. You made him feel so warm and loved.
"I love you." He whispered in your ear, kissing your forehead.
You made a mental note to read again tomorrow if he was going to be all pouty and needy like this again.
summary: Y/n gets distracted by her boyfriends soft, pink lips and veiny, pretty hands, as all she can think about is what she can do, to make him touch her.
You sit legs crossed next to your boyfriend Jungkook in your big shared bed, as you listen to him talk.
Well...not really paying attention to what he really is saying.
His raspy tired voice makes you get lost in your thoughts, as you get distracted by the way his piercing moves along with his lips in such a sexy way, as he is telling you God knows what. At this point you can't even try to focus.
You notice he stays quiet for a while and wonder why he's starring back at you...almost amused?
"Hmm?" You let out, blinking innocently.
He chuckles lowly.
"I know you're not listening, sooo... Tell me what's on your mind?" Smirking, his head is tilted to the side, as he rests his pretty tattooed, veiny hands in his lap.
You find him so attractive, just sitting there in front of you, looking at you like he's so in love with you, but making fun of you at the same time.
He's so sexy, smirking like he knows what he does to you, but then his Bambi eyes are so innocent as he raises his eyebrows, waiting for your answer.
Man, he drives you mad.
"I'm sorry." Is all you say, a shade of red coloring your usually pale cheeks.
"You'll have to make it up to me." He whispers in your ear and your head is filling with thousands of dirty thoughts, which you tried so hard to ignore.
"How?" You bite you lip, hoping he would say something like "touch me" but he doesn't seem to mind you getting turned on by nothing, as he simply smiles.
He now watches as you get on his lap and brushes your hair back from your beautiful face, staying quiet.
Trying to find the right words to tell you how much he wants you, he gets lost in your eyes, forgetting what you even asked him two seconds ago.
"How can I make it up to you baby?" You ask, a small hint of flirtation in your tone, as you look him in the eyes.
"Well first off, tell me ..." He holds your chin, his face only inches apart. "...how much you want me." Jungkook breaths on your lips, teasing you when he pulls away the next moment.
The thought of his big hands roaming your waist as he kisses you, drives you crazy and you can't hold back, whining his name while pulling at his hair.
Your hands touch his muscular back while you practically embrace him, hoping he would touch you already.
Instead he just stands there, raising one eyebrow, poking his cheek with his tongue. Smirking.
"Fine." You stand up from his lap, annoyed at his reaction (and at how fucking hot he looks), taking your night dress off, exposing your lacy black bra and panties to him.
"Shit." He exhales, eyes fixating on your hot body, his cheeks visibly heating up in the now too hot room.
His bulge grows in his grey sweatpants and as you notice, you can't help but bite your lip, holding back a grin.
"Like what you see? Bet you wanna touch me, huh? Well, you can't Kookie. Not unless I say so." You say in your most seductive voice, fingers touching his parted lips.
His eyes widen at the sight of your legs spreading, as you sit in his lap again.
"Just sit and watch, I dare you." You punish him for leaving you hot and needy.
He gulps, his eyes finding your dark ones.
You lean in, pressing light kisses on his neck and he lets out whimpers.
You smile after kissing him on the lips and stand up, starting to strip out of your underwear for him.
He watches with an open mouth and big doe eyes, that are full of lust.
"Y/n..." He begins, trying to get you to hurry up, to do something and stop teasing him.
"What do you want Kookie?" You say sweetly, spreading your legs, sitting on his lap again, cupping your now bare tits.
"Please." He gulps, looking down to where you sit on his erected, still clothed dick.
"Please what, babe?" You give him your innocent eyes and brush his hair out of his face.
"F-fuck me, p-please...!" He says loudly, barely stopping himself from touching you.
"You're my good boy, right?" You bite his lip, hands in his hair.
"Mhmm, yes only yours." He breathes into your neck, holding your body close.
He lays down on the bed and you help him undress, slowly touching his chest.
“Touch me then.” You whisper, holding his face close.
“Anything for you.” He whispers back and it’s so intense, you forget to breathe.
Finally, as you get on top of him again, his hands are everywhere on your body. Desperate to feel you. All of you.
You throw your head back, aligning him with your entrance. Teasing him made you so wet and his veiny, strong cock feels so good inside of you, you could already scream.
"Ahhh Jungkook." You hold him closer, his hands squeezing your ass.
He sucks on your tits, leaving marks while you ride him faster.
"Fuck baby! That's so good." Jungkook groans, holding you in his arms.
You press wet kisses all over his neck, moans repeatedly leaving your lips in-between.
"I love you. Look at me." He tells you, as he feels your walls tightening around him.
His fingers brush the hair out of your face and you open your eyes, looking at him with so much adoration, it makes him release inside of you in seconds.
"I love y-you. Mmmm. S-so goood to me." He lets out, his orgasm lasting longer than usual.
"Fuck! I love- love you Jungkook." You scream, tears unexpectedly falling down.
You ride out your orgasm, arching your back, taking all of him.
Holding your back, he presses kisses on your head, forehead, wet cheeks and nose while you both calm down.
You giggle, kissing him a couple more times before he stands up with you in his arms as you chuckle.
"Let's take a shower, princess." He whispers, smiling as he picks you up in his arms.
"You're gonna carry me to the bathroom?" You smile, your arms around his neck.
"Surprised, love?" He laughs.
"I’m not, bunny." You press small kisses on his cheeks, giggling.
Butterflies fly around in your stomach. You feel the happiest you’ve ever felt, your heart pounding with love.
warnings: none, Jungkook gets a little emotional because he loves y/n so much.
Jungkook's eyes are fixated on the ceiling, a weird feeling still present in his belly at the thought of your voice from 2 hours ago, when you guys talked on the phone.
You didn't really say anything, just talked about some stupid homework you couldn't figure out on your own.
He instantly has picked the phone up, forgetting what he was about to do, and did his best to help you, which you were so thankful for, so you agreed to come over and promised to bring him his favorite food.
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"I'm so happy you're here." He hugged you tightly, lightly picking you up.
Placing you down again, your head to his chest, you took his scent in, as a little smile formed on your face.
You have missed him. Seeing each other 2 times per week, (because of the tough schedules), was really unfair and tough.
"I missed you so much." Your eyes find his beautiful, sparkling ones.
He cups your cheeks with his palms, pressing his lips on yours, kissing you sweetly.
"I missed you too angel." He says and scrunches his nose in such an adorable way, you're about to cry.
"You brought the food." His eyes light up as he looks at the bag you're holding.
"Yeah. I keep my promises, Kookie. You know that." You wink, placing the food on the table.
He just stands there for a couple of seconds, looking at you.
Then he pouts, his eyes becoming glassy.
"What's wrong?" You ask, coming close to him and taking his hands in yours.
"No- nothing I just..." He sighs.
Then he pulls you close again, holding you there in the middle of the kitchen.
Your cheeks heat up at the contact of his arms around you again, this time even tighter. You hug him back, feeling him place small kisses on your shoulder.
"Is everything alright baby?" You can't help but make sure.
"I love you." He lets out and looks you in the eyes, holding your chin up.
Your heart feels like it's gonna give up any second, pumping so hard and fast.
You don't know what this feeling is, but your whole body heats up and you feel your blood rushing through your veins.
You gulp, blinking a couple times.
He's so beautiful. It's like he's unreal.
But he's real. And he's yours.
"I love you too." You tell him honestly.
He feels like he can't breathe without your lips on his anymore.
but "just friends" don't look at each other like that
pairing: Hyunjin x fem!reader
genre: fluff, friends to lovers
warnings: none, just a lot of kissing, kinda making out in the end
summary: Hyunjin comes over to help you with your homework, but you end up completely forgetting about it
Hyunjin is a very good friend. An amazing one, something which makes this so much more difficult for you to shut down or ignore your feelings for him.
How can you possibly not fall for him when he's always. Always there for you, with you.
How can you stop thinking about him after he leaves, when he lets you cry on your favorite shirt of his, completely ruining it, telling you it's going to be just fine with that soft, calming voice.
How can you not imagine how it would be like to be more than just friends when he's so, so perfect.
Even his imperfections seem to be perfect and he makes everything look so easy.
You can't help but miss him when he's gone, you can't even stand a day without him being around.
Sighing, you finish your cup of tea, placing it down, when your phone vibrates on the mini table of your living room.
"Hello?" You pick up, not looking at the display.
"Y/n, hey! Are you busy?" Hyunjin asks enthusiastically.
"Hyunjin, hi." You smile. "No, not at all, what's up?"
"Guess what?" He also smiles.
"What?" You bite your lip, a habit you picked up while talking to him.
You love it when he calls you randomly, just when you don't expect it.
"I got some yummy, fancy food. And your favorite wine. Are you free?" He says full of hope to see you again, the last time he saw you last weekend feeling so far away.
You want to scream "yes" in happiness, but then remember you have a homework you still haven't finished and got to study for the next exam too.
"That sounds amazing Hyunjin. But I have so much to study, I don't know how I'll make it to be honest." Your voice breaking, your disappointment and discouragement are obvious to him.
"Hey...it's okay." He knows you're about to cry. He knows you so well even through a call.
"I'll help you study. Then we eat together, what do you say? Hmm?" He suggests.
"Okay but...it's a lot Hyunnie, you better hurry." You let out a small chuckle, wanting to hug him so tight.
"I'm on my way cutie." He laughs silently hanging up.
You smile, spreading your books and highlight pens on the table, as you wait for him.
He always knows what to say or do to make you feel better. To make you feel special.
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After a few minutes you hear a knock on the door. You rush to open it and reveal a tall, black hoodie dressed Hyunjin, with boxes of food in his hands, along with your favorite Rosé wine.
Your eyes soften at the sight of him, smiling so brightly at you.
You take one of his boxes from his hands and bury your face in his chest, hugging him tight, arms wrapping around his neck.
He chuckles in your hair, breathing in.
You can't help but stand up on your feet and press a light kiss on his cold cheek.
"Thank you Hyunjinnie." You say, stepping aside to let him walk inside your apartment.
"Something is different in here." He notices looking around.
"Yeah...can you guess what?" You smile walking into the kitchen with the food, sitting down on your bar chairs.
"Y/n..." He says in a serious tone as you look at his face.
His eyes light up with a new, completely unknown emotion to you.
"You hung up my drawings...even framed them, really?" The look on his face is so soft, you think you're going to start crying.
"Yeah...I just love your drawings. Also I painted the walls a different color and..." You shrug. "I don't know, I just felt that it really matches it and the atmosphere."
He stays quiet, starring at you for a couple of seconds, but then comes closer to you.
And man, your heart is skipping so many beats at once, is this even possible?
"Hyunjin...if you don't want it I'll put them awa-"
And then, he kisses you.
Places his lips on yours, not even moving them. Just holding them there. When he pulls away, way too quickly by the way, your legs suddenly become like jelly. Heart beating so fast, you fear he can hear it too.
It happened so fast, it was almost like just two seconds.
Your mouth hangs open now, the feeling of his lips still on yours.
When you don't have the power or idea to say something, he apologizes, looking away in shame, his ears and cheeks turning pink.
You think you're going to throw up eventually, the emotions overwhelming you.
"Don't. Don't apologize." You simply say, embarrassment making your cheeks become a bright shade of red.
"I just kissed you, oh God, it's not okay." He panics and you pray he doesn't regret it.
"But Hyunjin. I liked it..." You let out, now looking at the ground. Playing with the rings on your fingers, the long shirt you're wearing, anything.
When you say that he looks at you in surprise almost, exhaling.
"I just...I'm sorry it was so sudden." He pauses. "I'm such an idiot."
"You're my favorite idiot then." You hear yourself say, locking eyes with him for what feels like the first time after the kiss.
He's so pretty, all blushy like that, his lips swollen.
"It means a lot to me." He chuckles. "Also the way you hung up my drawings...thank you." He says looking you in the eyes.
"You're so passionate about the things you do...so delicate. I just find you really..." You can't find the right words to tell him.
"Perfect." You look up and feel your cheek burn like they never did before. Are you having a fever?
His eyebrows furrow together in a soft 'aww' way.
"I find you really perfect too." He smiles, finding your hands, holding them into his big ones.
He smells so good and you suddenly want him close. Need to feel him close.
"Hug me." You whisper looking at the way he holds your hands, brushing over your fingers with his thumb.
"Anything for you." He whispers back and it's so romantic that you can't help but melt into his large arms, and oversized, good smelling hoodie.
You're addicted to him, the way he looks, behaves, the way he is with you, how he smells...you're in love with everything he is.
"I love you." You let out, not caring about anything anymore, because you never needed anyone more than you need him right now.
"I love you too." He places kisses on your head and forehead and you think if you could die from feeling so full of love for someone, you would definitely die on the spot.
Still holding him in your arms, caressing his back, you look up to see him already looking at you.
"Can I kiss you? Just making sure I won't scare you away this time." He laughs, now holding your chin.
You nod, smiling.
Everything seems to be so easy with Hyunjin. It's like you're made for each other.
"The food is cold now." You say sadly after the kiss.
"Really? That's all you care about right now?" He looks at you with one of his judging faces.
"Hyunjinnnn, we have so much to do." You say, fake crying.
"We have timeee." He assures you, sitting down to open the boxes.
You sit down next to him, admiring his side profile.
"I have an idea." You suddenly say, standing up.
You bring some good smelling candles lighting them up, placing two big glasses for the wine on the table too.
"This is so romantic." He compliments, loving every second of it.
You look satisfied with your work and as you see the tteokbokki with extra cheese, your mouth waters.
"Oh God." You groan just looking at it.
"Indeed." He agrees. "Bon Appétit, mon amour." He says in a fake french accent and you laugh it off, saying the same.
You eat in silence, a few things such as "it's so good" and "thank you hyunjin", the only sentences spoken.
When you finish eating he opens the bottle of wine, with a bow.
"For you madame." He pours into the glass with so much elegance you can't help but think again, he really is perfect.
"For the lucky boyfriend." He pretends to talk to someone, bowing again. "Oh wait that's me." He quickly moves on the chair pretending to thank the waiter (who is also him).
You laugh so much your tummy hurts.
He loves to make you laugh, loves to hear your laugh.
"Are you my boyfriend?" You ask as he puts the bottle away.
"Well...are you my girlfriend?" He asks instead, smirking.
"Hyunjin-ah!~" You say tired of the playing.
"Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me? Yes or yes? There's only one correct answer." He smiles like he said the most logical thing on earth.
You raise an eyebrow smirking. "Are you proposing to me, or asking me to be your girlfriend, Mr. Hwang?" You joke back.
"Both." He says with an eye smile.
"Anyways, yes." You shrug, ignoring his comment, drinking your wine unbothered.
He laughs again, and you want to learn lots of jokes to hear that sound again and again.
"Yes to what?" He raises his eyebrows like he's in shock. "Just kidding."
You push his shoulder and smile, while once again admiring his handsome face.
Taking your hand while holding his glass of wine in the other, he leads you to the balcony.
You didn't realize it already got late, but you're glad it did, because you hope he'll want to spend the night with you.
Looking at the night sky full of stars, you decide Hyunjin is still your favorite thing to look at.
Taking the almost finished drink from your hands, he sets it down on a small table next to him, along with his.
He holds your waist closer, pulling you into his chest, holding you close again.
"Don't ask me anymore if you want to kiss me again." You say when he stares at your lips.
He nods, kissing you for the 3rd time tonight, but this is the first time he holds your face, waist, and kisses you so deeply, full of passion.
"You're my favorite person." He whispers in your ear, brushing your hair away from your face.
The wind is blowing, and it's really cold, but he makes you feel so warm, it's insane.
"You're mine too." You say finding yourself holding his face close, putting your lips on his again.
His kisses are like drugs and you end up wanting more of them. More of him. All of him.
You end up kissing on your way out of the balcony. Then on the way to your room and finally on your bed, where it gets more intense.
He kisses you like he never gets enough, just like you.
"You're so beautiful." He says when kissing your shoulders and collarbones, neck and jaw, then lips again.
"Hyunjin." You sigh, throwing your head back, when he sucks on a certain spot on your neck.
"Hmmm." He says satisfied when he hears you squirm under him.
"Oh God, Hyunjin." You exhale, as he presses his knee between your legs.
Pulling his hair, you can't get enough of the feeling of his lips on you.
"What do you want me to do?" He asks, still kissing your neck.
"A lot of things... But for now just please... kiss me more." You tell him, holding his face in your hands.
"Where do you want me to kiss you, my princess?" He seductively looks at you.
"Anywhere, everywhere." You let out, pulling his face closer to yours.
Kissing him, you know that is a thing you'll certainly miss when he's not gonna be around.
"We have time the whole night, love." He whispers.
have you ever cried so hard that you couldn't recognize your voice afterwards? Have you ever cried so hard that you couldn't breathe and was afraid you'd die?
If you have, remember that you have made it another day, week, month and year. You're still here. You're here for a reason. Don't give up. Keep going.
When it's hard, you feel like you want to give up, but what if instead when you want to hide from the world all that could save you would be a hug, a cup of tea and a sweet word?
As I'm writing this, I can't help but wonder what the future holds. We may have a lot of dark days ahead, but the sun always comes up after the storm.
Have you ever noticed how quickly and peacefully the sky pulls herself together after it rains? How the next day the sun comes up and it shines even more beautiful than before?
Each one of us cry, some harder, some much more often than others. Crying is good. I know you think to yourself, that you're weak when you cry, but you're strong. You're strong because after you stop crying, you get up and have to go on with your daily life. Even washing your face and drinking some water afterwards can be a big effort, but it means that you take care of yourself, as you should. It means you're on the right way.
So next time you cry, cry long and hard. After you finish, listen to some healing music, get up from your bed and go to work, to school, take a walk...etc. Tell yourself it'll get better. Because it always will.
If you feel like nothing makes sense anymore, believe me it does. Everything is for a reason, and everything that's broken, has got a cure, a healing. Speak to someone, there are so many people that feel exactly like you do.
genre: angst, fluff (pretty romantic in the end), smut
warnings: smut18+, dirty talk, blowjob, lots of cussing, praising, unprotected sex
summary: You're having a heated argument with your boyfriend. Again. But this time, little do you know you will end up in his bed, instead of not talking to him for a whole week.
"I'm done fucking talking to you." You spit making your way upstairs, leaving him bothered and hot. Angry, the veins on his neck showing and his breath hitching everytime you raise his voice at him.
"Come back here now! We're not done!" He demands, his voice loud as a shiver runs up your spine.
You don't listen, trying to calm down, walking inside your room, while he's following behind you.
"Why should I spend my time talking nonsense with you? Leave me alone!" You scream back.
"What if I don't wanna leave you alone? Huh?" He asks his voice deeper now.
You feel your cheeks heat up, but ignore the way he makes you feel. "So what are you gonna do?" You think for a moment, then you smirk. "Punish me?" Your voice is calmer and you turn around, facing him.
"What if I do?" He smirks dangerously making goosebumps show up on your whole body. You're sure he can sense you're agitated, but you try to clear your mind, gulping, breathing in.
"Oh yeah?" You get closer, challenging him.
"You won't do shit." Your voice is harsh, your doe eyes saying the opposite as they never leave his.
The eye contact says it all, it's getting too much for the both of you. So intense, mesmerizing...you start to feel dizzy, looking away, catching your breath.
Although you're not sure how convincing you sounded to him, deep inside, you always wanted to challenge him, see his reaction, see what he would do. This is making your insides so warm, that you can barely even breathe. The way he looks at you is enough to make your panties wet on the spot.
You know what he's capable of, that he could fuck you whenever he pleased to, could make you come in seconds with just one finger, could make your back arch until it hurts and your legs shake so that you can't walk the next morning.
You know all of those things. Yet you love the idea of pushing him over the edge with just your words, making him crave for you, with each second passing by, more and more.
The way you're dressed isn't helping him shake his dirty thoughts off. That dress, which was meant for the party you're not going to anymore, is way too short. And he feels like your tits are begging to be freed from the tightness.
"You know what? Why're you pushing it, when you know damn well what I could do to you right now? How do you doubt that I won't touch you right in the next moment...when you look like this?" He whispers lowly, his hands catching your waist, pulling you close to him.
"Look at you...this is driving me mad." His eyes leave your body, now finding your eyes, but the contact only lasts a second, because the next one his lips are already on yours. He's kissing you with all the emotions he held inside him.
And oh God, how he missed this. His hands in your hair, yours around his neck, welcoming him so well, motivating him to keep going, to give you more.
"You know I can't hold back. Not anymore..." He bites his lip, now almost growling.
"Please..." You find yourself speaking up. The loss of his lips and hands on you, makes you whine as you find his shirt, pulling him closer.
The feelings he wakes up in you are hard to describe, but your heart beats so fast and your blood rushes with adrenaline through your veins. You feel alive. You want more of this feeling.
"Please what, love? What do you want, hmm?" He says sweetly.
"Forget what I said I...I-" You begin, starting to lose all confidence you thought you had. All you want right now is him taking control of you.
"C'mon princess we both know you want this. Don't you, now?" He unbuckles his belt.
"Yes. Yes I do. We both know that, but how about you? Huh? You never talk about how you feel! How the fuck should I-"
"Shh." He puts his finger to your lips. "Don't waste your energy anymore, my love. I'll show you exactly how I feel." His voice is like paradise, but the things he says sinful. He pulls his pants down, along with his boxers as you gulp.
You decide to shut up, letting him win. Once again. Just this one more time....right?
He, now naked, unzips your dress, watching it fall to the floor.
He turns off the lights, the only source of light coming from the city lights outside of the big windows.
"Isn't the night view so pretty?" You loose track of your thoughts, not realizing you are daydreaming again.
"You're so much more beautiful. So much more prettier."
He comes up at you and you can only see his tall figure standing in front of you. You're feeling his hot breath on your face and you close your eyes, pulling his face closer to yours.
He kisses you soft and gentle, like it's the first time you kissed. Then it gets messy, needy, tongue involving and lip bitings. Your nails scratch his back as he sucks marks on your neck, following by your tits.
"You're mesmerizing." He wants to fuck you right there, right then in that blink, but he holds back, remembering what he has to do.
"Remember when you told me I won't do shit?"
He smirks. "Oh, I will."
Your eyes widen at his now even deeper voice. Just when you thought he couldn't get more seductive...
"Get on your knees, now." You do as he says, loving the way he is taking over you. This is all you wanted.
Once you're down you give him the most Innocent "fuck me" eyes he has ever seen. You don't do it on purpose... or do you?
"Don't fucking look at me like that." He sighs, wishing he could cum right in that moment, with you like that.
"This is what you're doing to me." He lets his dick jump out of his boxers and your mouth waters.
He has the most prettiest dick you've ever seen. Veiny, thick and long ...but you would never admit it out loud.
"Like what you see?" He asks through his teeth.
You can only moan in response.
"Pleasure me darlin'. Make me cum." He lets his head fall back on the wall, as your eyes never leave his face.
You find your cheeks heating up as your hands find their way to his dick, jerking him up and down a few times.
He groans, looking down at you from time to time, his eyebrows furried together.
"Baby." He moans then cussing out.
You take his tip into your mouth, tasting his precum. You're teasing him with your tongue only, before sucking and finally taking him into your mouth.
"Ohh love." The sounds he lets out are so shamelessly loud and deep, but he couldn't care less.
He focuses on the way your mouth is so hot and your tongue teasing him.
He focuses on the echoing noises heard in the room, coming from your actions and his moans.
He focuses on your eyes, now full of tears and the way you blink them away, giving your best to him, making sure you make him feel like no one else could make him feel.
Oh, you look so good like that, he's sure he'll imagine this moment all over again when he's alone.
"Y/n...I can't- I'll cum in your pretty mouth baby. Is that okay?" He whines the last words.
You moan in responce, sending vibrations through his dick and the feeling in his stomach builds up.
"Oh, oh fuck." He groans releasing into your mouth, down your throat.
Sweating, panting, you find the way to each other's lips again. You kiss him so desperately, and he understands what you need without words.
"You're amazing, you know that?" He praises.
You chuckle and he lies you down on the bed.
"How am I so lucky?" His eyes sparkle and you find yourself get lost in them.
He kisses you, deciding it's his favorite thing in the world to do. Everytime your tongue touches his, your stomach burns and you moan into his mouth.
"You should wear that dress more often." He whispers in your ear, goosebumps showing up on your body.
Your impatience takes the best of you, as you flip him over, getting on top of him.
He smirks, his eyes never leaving yours, his hands on your butt.
"But I like you better without it anyways." He decides, kissing your neck, your breasts in his mouth the next minute.
You pull his hair starting to feel dizzy, lust present in both of your eyes.
"Kiss me baby." He tells you, his voice so sexy you swear he didn't even finish the sentence before your lips were on his.
"I love you." He lets out his hands in your hair, on your chest, butt, everywhere.
"I love you." You say panting as you align with his dick.
He pushes the tip inside and you let out tiny whines, watching it slide into your wetness.
You soon let out all the cusses you can think off, riding him, faster and faster.
"That's it babe. Yeah, just like that." He groans, hugging your body close, your foreheads touching.
"Keep going, ohh." He hits that spot again and again in you, everytime you move down.
"I'm...close- fuck." You say a moaning mess.
Your head falls on his shoulder as you move up and down on him, so close to releasing.
"Look at me, look at me and c-cum for me." He demands, holding your hands in his.
His voice and the wet noises send you over the edge when you let out the longest, loudest moan, cumming all on his dick. Your eyes stay focused on his as he releases into you praising you with words of love.
"You're so perfect. And you're mine." He smiles, pulling you into a slow kiss full of love.
"What a great combo." You let out laughing, hugging his big naked body.
He makes a note in his mind, that he should annoy you more if it comes to this, smiling uncontrollably as you're too tired to even move.
Pressing little kisses on his chest, you feel yourself get sleepy. He caresses your body, plays with your hair, quietly singing to you.
You feel peaceful, falling asleep and as he realizes, he feels happier than he has ever been, knowing he loves you more than he had ever loved somebody in his whole life.
"I love you so much." He whispers altought he knows you're sleeping. "My angel. I'll love you forever."
