#feel lonely

[olivialiams-world]

[lilbunminx]

A lot of the time it feels like we are bad cuz some of use get really uncomfortable and kinda mad that fictives/factive exist? Especially popular ones.

We are aware that this isnt something anyone can control, lest of all the new person/creature that just formed or has been here for a decade or more.

But it would be really nice to see some discourse on what it is like to have non introject alters/parts. For us, it has always been this way. Sure, many of us are inspired by media and many literary tropes growning up. But not 'true' introjects. So it is really hard for us to understand.

But that shouldn't make us uncomfortable? Maybe it does in the sense that it is a reminder thst even in fringe groups that once again we are still 'too unique' to fit in. This insecurity obviously leaks out and others sense it. Cuz let's be honest, it turns people away rather then sitting down and asking why someone feels this rejection or uncomfortableness so strongly. I guess you can say it is a trigger for us?

[sunshine-depression]

I was just a child

I was forced to grow up too quickly deemed as independent

but really just lonely

too young to be crying myself to sleep

too young to be wishing I was dead

too gentle for the pain you caused so carelessly

you set the house on fire and locked me in

you listened to me cry for help with no remorse

the little girl inside me died a slow painful death

with people that were supposed to protect her

I was just a child

a little girl

I didn’t deserve that

~raiyna

[bilbopaggins]

I'm in a weird headspace. I think it's a manic episode. I'm just not feeling like myself. I'm not thinking or acting like myself and it's so strange. Like what is happening?

[bengisworld]

she said, life is about taking back what it gave you

and you always feel sorry for the one who left

[natural-beautys-posts]

[moonylizzy]

I don't... Like anything about my life .

-Sabi