More "exercise" from your local depraved death feedee. How did I do? Think my heart can take much more?

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More "exercise" from your local depraved death feedee. How did I do? Think my heart can take much more?
Drugmaker Eli Lilly is testing a new experimental drug that could be a game changer for treating high cholesterol.
Body dysmorphia is so weird. I look in the mirror/at a photo of myself and I don’t recognize that person. Like, of course I do know that’s me and what my features are but I feel repulsed and confused. The me in my head is different from the me that is my flesh prison. I don’t really know who I am. I know what I enjoy and what my name is. Are those the things that make me, me? Is that identity? What do you mean it’s almost 2026? Why don’t I look like how I looked in 2020? That doesn’t feel like almost six years ago. I blinked and now I’m uglier. Bigger. Unhealthier too. Slowly killing myself because I can’t afford healthy food. Not bigger in a nice way. I don’t look like a poster child for an ED any more. Too thin, I was too thin. I would never call my parents ugly but they’re definitely not good looking enough to have made a good looking child. I want to be pretty so badly that it hurts. I want to scream because my body was built wrong. My spine makes my entire body uneven. My features make me feel ugly. Chronically acne prone all over. Disgusting. My brain couldn’t even form right. Not enough serotonin, not enough normal functions so I could learn and act like a normal person. Why am I so clumsy and uncoordinated? Why does learning anything have to be so much harder for me? I’ve been a late bloomer all of my life except in my premature birth. Why can’t I be great at something? I’m just okay at everything that I do, even the things that I want to do. I like wearing a mask, covering half of my face. I don’t want people to see me.
high cholesterol reasons to live:
"live for ur friends!!" !Σ(×_×;)!
"live for ur family!!"!Σ(×_×;)!
"live for me!!"!Σ(×_×;)!
low cholesterol reasons to live:
LIVE FOR THE UPCOMING NEW MADOKA MAGICA WALPURGISNACHT RISING MOVIE!! (・`ω´・ )
LIVE FOR THE NSO ANIME THAT'S COMING OUT SOON!!!(・`ω´・ )
LIVE FOR YURI, YAOI, AND YUORI!!(・`ω´・ )
I feel so fat.
I weight more than 200 pounds and I'm officially Obese Class II.
I'm a few pounds away from the point of no return called "Morbid Obesity", I still have time to get in shape and lose this pig belly... Or maybe not, keep gaining weight, become Morbidly Obese and end having multiple heart attacks by my unhealthy diet.
Hey I know this question might not be in your wheelhouse, but I'm hoping that you might be able to at least point be in a direction with good resources.
I'm writing a story with a character who has an unusually high chance of heart attack in spite of their otherwise healthy lifestyle (for plot reasons), and I think I've landed on "rare lipid disorder" as the cause I want to go with, but I'm having trouble finding resources that really explain the various types beyond "it gives you really high ldl cholesterol!". I don't have any real medical training so I was hoping there's some commonly used resouce I just don't know about.
One thing you could search is "familiar hypercholesterolemia". The most common is heterozygous, where a person can live a normal lifespan if they do appropriate lab testing and take appropriate medications (though they may have xanthelasmas (blebs of cholesterol under the skin around the eyes- see picture above) or xanthomas (cholesterol deposits in joints and tendons). This would be caught whenever the person has their first screening blood test for cholesterol.
The less common type is homozygous, where a person has cholesterol so high (LDL of over 600) that they generally do not survive past age 30 unless they get a liver transplant. The xanthelasmas and xanthomas here are present at birth and this would be caught very quickly.
More information here: https://emedicine.medscape.com/article/121298-overview
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