Lately, Ive fallen out of the MCYT fandom. I used this blog, and my writing as a form of escapism from my real life troubles and to be honest, It helped for a long time. Im not gonna go into my whole sob story, but I guess this is my goodbye. I'll leave my blog up so people can read my past works. If you wanna keep updated on my writing/Works my other tumblr is @aries-online , I'll be posting a bunch of other stuff on there(Fanfic, Other Writing, Ect)
The last chapter of Messengers with wings will be posted soon, Before i go offline completely on here
Thank you to all my wonderful mutuals(id tag you all, but id be here for so long), and my lovely followers <3, you've all made my tumblr journey worth something. Its kinda cheesy, but im not to sure where I'd be without you all, youve brought me alot of joy <3
Synopsis:Reader becomes someone they once promised to never be + reader gets help from a strange, new face
A/n: Clove is my own character(yes i added my own character to this) heres her toyhouse profile thing. Also sorta back from my writing hiatus, my life has been hella hectic lately. This is kinda short but the next(and final) chapter will be longer!
At set of quiet footsteps could be heard behind you "i can help you, friend"
Your head whipped around to see a girl who looked similar in age to you. She had two very large dogs at her side and a black cat drapped around her neck. "Who are you?" you half-shouted, taking a few steps back out of panic. "You dont have to worry" the girl began, Raising her hands in mock surrender "im a friend not a foe" she stated, Her head lifting slightly, Just enough you could see her very clearly purple eyes.
"So you want the same thing as me" You asked, now sitting on the ground infront of the girl, who had said to call her Clove. "We do have similar goals, yes. But i wouldn't say we want the same thing." Clove shrugged, her hand absent-mindedly stroaking the cat, who was now curled up in her lap. You gave the girl a smile. At this distance you noticed her scars, most of which were similar to yours. The two of you sat comfortably in the feild for a short while after, just talking about everything and anything. You finally felt as if you had a real friend.
"So my plan is we destroy both countries that hold the people who hurt you" clove laughed darkly, her long green hair pinned back as she stood on the otherside of the large cauldron. What seemed at random, she dropped several ingredients into the cauldron, the colour changing shape with each new ingredient. You watched with curiosity, blissfully unaware of the fact that several groups of people were all separately looking for you.
"(Y/n), Where are you???"
The two of you laughed together, bonding and becoming close friends after a short while. "This is a potion of invisibility" Clove explained, swirling the liquid around in the bottle "my plan is we use it to infiltrate that horrid little town and put an end to the tyrannical reign of Jshlatt" your new best friend said darkly, a nervous chuckle escaping your lips. "Lets do it"
It had been about a month since you first disappeared, Lmanburg had been blown up by its very founder,Jshlatt died and pogtopia was dismantled, but l'manburg was shortly rebuilt after. Clove taught you alchemys greatest secrets as wellas how to use certain summoning spells. You were greatful for clove, Despite having now witch blood yourself, she taught you how to be a witch by trade.
"Oh (Y/n)~" clove sang, gently shaking your body "Time to wake up, today is a special day". You let out a stream of small babbles as you sat up in your cot. 'Tommorrow, we destroy l'manburg once and for all" She chuckled. You let out a small hum "Dream’s set everything up?" You asked. You and dream slowly rekindled your friendship, all based on a shared hate of l'manburg, soon after you became friends again, you introduced him and clove. "Yeppers" She giggled She seemed a bit too excited for this "And tech is helping us spawn a bunch of withers". You nodded, this was gonna be good.
The four of you were supposed to meet up together today, so clove helped you dress in a simple witchy type of robe and a simple wide brimmed hat. You two were the first there, followed by dream, Finally technoblade showed up, your father with him. "So Tommorrow we destroy l'manburg and everything it stands for" you said in a low tone, your gaze trained on the three infront of you. Gentle nods rippled among the group. "Tommorrow we get revenge" Techo stated. You let out a small cackle, clove laughing along with you. "We all will finally show them who they have messed with"
A/N: The flowers in the title have an important meaning of whats to come...
(Daisys typically mean loyalty and buttercups can mean ingratitude or unfaithfulness)
you were just happy to have some sort of attention.
A knock stirred you from your daze, Your door opening and a welcome face peaking through the crack. "Hey, (Y/n)" your nephew said, stepping into your room hesitantly. "Hey bud, how ya doing" you replied with a chuckle, patting the empty bed beside you. Fundy gently sat down, looking at your face, there was a moment of silence before he spoke up. "I know your probably upset, but i think this might have been a good idea" he starts, his gaze shifting from you to the large landscape painting above the fireplace, it was a painting you made of your home, a thing you worked on during your free time as Secretary of state. You raise an eyebrow "oh? Im genuinely curious as to why" you replied, looking at the painting as well. With a sigh, fundy began to explain his reasoning. He cited things during the war, as well as how wilbur treated everyone as if they were below him.
"And then what they did to you, I get you forgave them already. but in my opinion, you gave into them too quickly" he said, rubbing the back of his head. You went silent, maybe he was right, all those years of loneliness, only to be forgiven in a matter of moments. With a sigh, you looked up at the ceiling. "Your right kid, i did forgive them to fast, but i really had Noone else to go to". Giving you a half smile, fundy stood up "i gotta go (y/n), i'll come visit later with some dinner". And like that, you were alone in your thoughts once again.
With Shlatt in control of the country, Things slowly started to go downhill. First he had the citizens take down the all too familiar obsidian walls, then he started to heavily tax anyone who chose to speak out against him. But for some reason, you never had any of his harsh words thrown towards you, and you hated it.
You again paced the room you've been sleeping in for about a month now , your wings puffed up slightly. Your mind running a million miles a minute. While you paced, you pondered on who's side to take. Yes, shlatt was a bad person, but he was doing what he thought was good, and your brothers weren't any better when they had control. Making your mind up, you paused infront of the wall mirror, taking every little scar. You had a wistful smile on your face as you fluttered your wings slightly, which were once dirty to the point they seemed grey. It was something you were thankful for from Shlatt and Quackity. The two surprisingly knew how to preen your wings well, which wasn't something totally unexpected from quackity, but from your childhood friend this was news.
You now stood in the garden, preping your wings for the flight you planned on taking shortly. Just as you were about to take off, a pair of familiar voices came up the path to where you were prepping yourself.
"Hey (y/n)" Quackity exclaimed excitedly. "Eyo, what brings you boys here? Not that im complaining" you replied with a chuckle. "Just looking for ya" shlatt replied, his signature smirk everpresent "you going for a fly?" He asked stepping closer to you, gently stroking the top of your wing. You gave a nod, adjusting your goggles "yep, its easier to fly to Manberg then it is to walk" you replied, slightly struggling. Your statement caused shlatt to raise a brow "whats in Manberg that requires your attention?" He asked, walking a circle around you. "Uh,im going to visit my father, and i wanna grab the stuff to do some baking." You replied, watching him circle you. "Alright, we do need your help with something though" he replied, folding his arms after taking a step away. "Yeah sure, what do you need?" You sighed. "We need a spy"
You landed not so gracefully in the feild your father said to meet in for a picnic. Only to notice your father speaking with your three brothers. You stood there awkwardly, gently rubbing your arm. "There you are kiddo" your dad exclaimed as he suddenly popped up in front of you. Pulling you towards your brothers. For the first little bit, it was a relatively peaceful lunch, everyone talking about anything. You took a bite of your sandwich when your brother brought something up. "We need eyes in L’manberg, i know we have tubbo, but we needsomeone close to the man himself" you paused and looked up at your brothers with wide eyes. "We need a spy"
You frowned as you stood in the now empty feild, looking up at the sky. "Why does everyone want a spy" you thought, anger and betrayal filling you. A set of quiet footsteps could be heard behind you "i can help you, friend"
a/n: reader is a warden hybrid because minecraft warden makes aries' brain go brrr
Also, instead of tommy being exiled, its (y/n). (Y/N) is also apart of the doomsday squad. Note-If its in italics its a flashback of some sort
song this fic is based on:
"Im sorry" you heard tubbo mutter a halfhearted apology, Him and Tommy standing infront of you. "(Y/N), On behalf of all of l'manburg, you are hear by exiled from our country for destruction of government property. Please leave immediately."
Tears welled up in your eyes as you turned and began sprinting away, Dream following not far after, to make sure you were gone. While you ran, the hushed whispers of the citizens of l'manburg filling the air around you.
Why do you keep telling your parents
to check under your bed,
don't you know that I only wanna be your friend?
So what, I've gotta bad rap,
don't pretend that nobody's
ever talk behind your back.
you quietly paced the halls off your tunnel system, a feeling unknown to you replaced all known feelings you had moments before. it was a feeling that was a mixture of anger, betrayal, sorrow and hatred. And what brought on this feeling was something shocking, your own friends tommy and tubbo exiled you for something you didnt do. You were angry and hurt, you cared for those two. Was it because of your lineage as a Warden, or was it for some other reason?
you ducked your head as you navigated through the dark tunnels under l'manburg, tunnels you built ages ago, the torches sitting on the walls flickering as you went past. you built these tunnels with several twists, turns and dead ends. these tunnels were like a maze, a maze that lead to your safe space.
I'm under every kids' bed,
I've heard every mean thing
they ever said, about you,
they talk about me too.
Let me there for you.
letting out a sigh, you sat down on the small bed in the obsidian, blastproof room. A sad gaze was trained on the mural you had painted of you and your friends based on a picture taken years ago. you beagn to reminice on the memories you three made
"tommy" a younger, more naive you called out between laughter, you three were playing hide and seek in the newly formed l'manburg. Even at sixteen you were very tall, you were the size of an enderman, and you were still growing. you heard your best friends chuckles from behind a bush. giving yourself a small grin. you stepped towards the bush, peering over it to see both tommy and tubbo crouched down, both with their hands over their mouths to muffle their laughter. "found you"
Sorry, did I make you scream?
I'm the boogeyman,
I can feel your heart beat racing,
blood pressure starts rising.
You're scared of me, that's not surprising.
the next memory that came to your mind was when you three first met.
Tommy and tubbo wandered the expanding cave systems, dark twists and turns everyso often. The two boys didnt notice when the caves stone grew darker in shade and a glowing, twitching, moss lke growth. they only noticed they strayed from their path when they heard the weeping.
"are you okay" tubbo called out into the darkness, his torch flickering more and more as they continued into the dark. the sobbing continued as the two closed in, their combined light illuminating a person
"Hey, are you ok" tubbo asked, Carefully examining the glowing moss bits that were scattered on your skin. " 'm scared of the dark" you whimpered curling into yourself more. "Well why dont you come with us" tubbo suggested, without asking tommy. With a bewildered look you replied "okay"
You, always buying these night lights
Ruinin' the plans that I have for tonight
I just wanna stop by for awhile
Give me a chance and I will make you smile
Give me a chance and I will make you smile
with a grim look, you tore down the picture off its place on the wall, thowing the image into the soul fire you used as a heat source. you were angry, but you also felt so betrayed. It hurt so bad watching all those faces, filled with hateful looks, glare while you were escorted out of l'manburg. You wanted revenge, and you wanted it now.
I know it's kinda scary when ever your body won't
Move, but that's the only time I get to talk to you
Sleep paralysis is the only thing I can do to get through to you
Your crying in your pillow I know what you going through
Wish I could comfort you
But there's nothing I can do except watch you
With a grim expression, you looked at the one message that sat in your comms inbox, the only one that popped up after you were exiled. You read it and wasnt too sure how to react as the man who sent it, Technoblade, wasnt the nicest to you at all. Infact, youd go out on a limb and say he hated you.
"Want some revenge? I know how you feel kid. They betrayed me too. You don't have to accept but your help would be much appreciated"
I'm under every kid's bed
I've heard every mean thing they've ever said about you
They talk about me too
Let me be there for you
You stood out in a snowy feild a while from l'manburg. You ended up accepting his invitation for revenge. Your 10ft form gently lumbered towards the small cabin in the center of the clearing, the exact coords techno told you to go to.
"C'mon in" technos gruff voice called out after you gently knocked on his door. Ducking slightly, you entered the small cabin to see the normally royally dressed piglin, in very casual clothing. "We both have one thing in common (y/n)" techno began looking up at you "we both want revenge on l'manburg, you to give two certain boys a taste of their own medicine and i want revenge for them using me to build a government". You gave a small nod. Techno gestured for you to sit in the chair opposite to him. "We may have our differences, (Y/n), but were two sides of the same coin. And that coin leads to the destruction of l'manburg"
Your face held an almost sadistic grin as you drank in the information "any big ideas blade?"
Sorry, did I make you scream?
I'm the boogeyman
I can feel you heart beat racing
Blood pressure starts raising
You scared of me?
That's not surprising
You, always these night lights
Ruinin' the plans that I have for tonight
I just wanna hang out for awhile
Give me a chance and I will make you smile
Give me a chance and I will make you smile
You and techno trained together for the coming onslaught. Philza and Dream both joined in on Technoblades side, but you held a special spot in the coming battle, you had your gaze set on a boy with no hybrid traits and a boy with horns.
Your swords clashed together as you trained for the second time that day. "Your getting better" techno laughed, his laugh was loud and very boisterous. "Thanks" you laughed back, a cheeky grin on your face as you pushed him back into a stumble. Taking advantage of his current daze, you pinned him to the ground, your sword pointed at him. Your combined laughter was a loud thunderous noise that could be heard all around in the surrounding woods. You were happy and felt loved once again.
It's always go away go away
I don't you to stay
Go away go away
I'm rejected every day
It's always go away go away
"(Y/N)" tubbo mumbled, a hurt and shocked expression crossing his face as he clung onto tommy. "Why would you destroy it". Your face was stained with your florescent tears "i didn't do anything, why are you blaming me". Tommys gaze stayed eriely hardened as he watched your tears. "I saw you do it (y/n), theres no point in lying, you were caught, just fess up" tommy spoke, his usually energetic voice kind of hollow and monotonous. "I swear it wasn't me" you sobbed, your antler like horns twitching with the sound of your sobbs.
I don't want you to stay
Go away go away
I never liked you anyway
Your face held a cold expression as you stood alongside techno and phil. You were decked out in netherite gear, thanks to dream, and held a very ominous looking set of twin blades.
"(Y/n)?"Tubbo gasped, looking at you in your newfound purpose. "Why are you with them?" he shouted, his voice a mix of betrayal and anger. You responded in a cool tone "I'm getting my revenge".
"Revenge?" Tommy questioned, his face held a shocked expression, he only now piped in. "Im done with your stupid games, you dont know how to do anything but hurt, and this country is the root of all the problems" your cold expression turning to a Sadistic grin "its time to show you the consequences of your actions boys"
I've given up this time
If you me to be I will be the meanest thing you have ever seen
The baddest guy there's ever been
After all that's what you think of me
Techno gave the sign to both dream and phil. Phil began to spawn withers while dream began to rain tnt down on the once magical city.
You made your way to tommy and tubbo, both who shakily held their own swords. "Why did you side with them (y/n)" tubbo said through strangled sobbs. "I was given something you never gave me" you stated, standing tall and proud a few feet away from the boys, chaos all around you. "And what could those traitors give you that we couldn't" tommy asked, his tone holding a vindictive aura.
"Freedom"
I'll be the baddest guy you have ever seen
I'll make you scream
I'll make run back to mommy
I'll have you running right back to mommy
Both of the boys who you used to be so close to, now on the ground covered in gashes caused by you. You were about to swing, about to end their life when tommy spoke up. "We were looking for you after dream declared war". Those words caused you to hesitate. "We wanted to apologize, we found out it really wasnt you, we wanted our friend back" he continued. You raised your sword again "i dont care, no apology could fix what you caused". You let your little bit of sympathy for the two fade and you swung the now single sword down towards them.
it was about a year later, and l'manburg was now a prosperous city. Your brothers held positions as president and vice president, and you held the position of Secretary of State. You were no longer a funloving friend who was there for everyone, And after that event you became very stoic and cold, only letting your guard down around your family.
“Ill get you back dream” you growled to yourself, “thats a promise”
you sat in your quiet office, filling nonsense paperwork out while some soft music played in the background. Your peaceful solitude was quickly interupted by your brothers soft knocking. "Come in" you called out, not bothering to look up from your work. "(Y/N)" wilbur began right off the bat, not bothering to sit down "the citizens are demanding an election".
You sat amongst the citizens while the votes were being counted, your anticipation building up inside of you. You were hoping your brothers would win, but you were sorely wrong. while POG2020 did technically win the majority , when it was announced that SWAG2020 and Shlatt2020 had mixed their votes together, surpassing pog2020 by only 1 percent.
you had a sour expression on your face as you watched shlatt stagger up to the podium to give his first speech as president. you litsened to his speach, a look of pure distaste as you sat amoungst the people, you were just a regular citizen unless promoted by the new president.
"Y'know what I said, the day I got unbanned from the Dream SMP? And the day I said I was running?" shlatt spoke, scanning the crowd "An election that I won, by the way. I said things are gonna change.". his expression held a small glimmer of crazy "I looked every citizen of L'Manberg in the eyes and I said 'You listen to me. This place will be a lot different tomorrow.' Let's start making it happen." with a mighty grin, shlatts goat like pupils locked with yours "My first decree, as the President of L'Manberg, the EMPEROR, of this GREAT COUNTRY! IS TO REVOKE! THE CITIZENSHIP! OF WILBUR SOOT AND TOMMYINNIT! GET 'EM OUTTA HERE!"
When you heard what your childhood friend said, you felt sick to your stomach. crys of horror from friends, mixed with laughter from your brothers enemies drowned out every thought you could have. Again, like a malevolent god, shlatts voice rang through the crowd once more. "y'know what, Tubbo, (y/n) come on up here" he laughed. Tubbo hesitantly stood up to follow, when he saw you stalking towards the hybrid man. "c'mon, dont be shy" he laughed again.
"tubbo, my friend" shlatt greeted, pulling the young boy into a side hug "i want you to become my right hand man tubbo, i want you to be my secretary of state, what do you say kid?" shlatt asked, looking tubbo directly in his eyes, holding unwavering eye contact. you could see from the interaction that your little brothers best friend was a mixture of excited and nervous. "Yes, sir, would like that Mr. president" You turned away, a look of obvious disgust on your face. "and for you (Y/n), my oldest friend" shlatt began, opening his arms to you, his body language that of a friend, but his expression a cold and twisted smile. "i would love for you to be my first lady, but if thats not your forte, we do have a position open as a janitor". your face turned to that of a sneer, matching shlatt's. "whatever, i dont particularily care at the moment JShlatt, but if given the choice id much prefer not cleaning up your trash"
You sat quietly in your room, it had a door to Shlatts room on the other side as well as its own private bathroom, which was a plus. Being honest with yourself, you really only had one option with your childhood friend, but that was always how it had been with you two. Shlatt always lead any games you two would play together while you were just happy to have some sort of attention.
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Name/Nickname: Dioceline, Dio, Small, Vixen
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Pronouns: She/He/They, anything really
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The diffrences between love and hate(sbi x reader)
this is for the bozos 2k event .
a/n: i appologize for not being to active in the writing sense, ive been going through some tough stuff in my personal life that would rather not talk about. Anyways, i hope you enjoy this!
for once i dont just hop into the angst here
people always told you that family was always supposed to be there for you, yet you never found that sort of unconditional love with your family. Yet, even with the unesicarry coolness you felt, you still loved them.
You sat on the cliffs edge by your apothocary, After you had moved away from the snowy lands you were so accustomed to growing, people seemed to flock to you for your knowledge on medicinal plants and your almost perfect knowledge in potion brewing. It was all very strange to you, all the attention, that is, Because all you had known for the longest time was the bitter cold, literally and figuratively.
"Morning dream, Morning George" you greeted as you made your way into your shop, looking at the two men with a small wave. You considered the two very close friends of yours, and you always had the potions they needed on hand. "hey, (Y/N)" George smiled, giving you a small wave back. "mornin' (y/n), we need a few potions if you don't mind" dream explained. he had his signature white smile mask lazily placed on the side of his head. " course" you responded, walking behind your counter "i'm assuming you need the usual" you asked, shooting a lazy grin at them. "actually, we need a few extra on top of that if you don't mind'. dream replied casually, leaning back in one of the lounge chairs you had in your shop space. "not at all, whacha need" you replied, your stupid grin still plastered on your face. "we need some invis potions"
You were well aware of l'manburg and its little rebellion for emancipation, you were also very aware of the fact your family was apart of that small rebellion. With a heavy sigh, you popped the slow melody song you had playing normally in your shop, quickly replacing it with something more upbeat. Doing a small dance as you did basic chores around the shop.
the soft chime of your alert bell could be heard in the main room. You set down your broom, giving a quick greeting to your customer and stepped out of your brewing room, only to be faced with the last two people you wanted to see.
"how may i help you" you said, gritting your teeth and trying your hardest to give them a smile. "we need a few potions if thats alright" Wilbur spoke, obviously sensing the tension held by you. "of course"you replied "any specifics?". You held onto one of the tassles hanging from your belt, playing with the beaded design in the palm of your hand. "yes acctually, I need a few health and a few strength potions." wilbur stated. "and i need exactly two swiftness potions and three potions of slowfalling" tommy stated,butting in. "coming right up" you replied through gritted teeth.
it had been a full week of the greater smp members and the lmanburg citizens constantly coming in and out of the shop, usually you only had a few customers a week. You were very greatful for the customers though, you had quite a bit of food and other items in your possestion now. Your favorite trade was an enchanted netherite sword from sapnap that had the words witches wand carved into the handle. it wasnt until the end of the week, the time you had george over for tea, when four very familiar faces showed up as your friends left.
"(Y/N)" your father exclaimed coming in for a hug, a hug you swiftly dodged. "Why are you here" you hissed, pointing at the neatly painted sign at the front window "we're closed". "am i not allowed to see my child" Phil asked, crossing his arms. "You are not, now leave" your replied, slowly drawing your sword out of its hilt "or ill be forced to use drastic measures.
the glint of your sword caused your piglin brother, who was twice your height, to stand infront of phil. "you have no need for hostility" he grumbled. his figure would normally be very imposing but right now you were nothing but angry. "i said to leave" you repeated, your sword now fully out of its place on your hip. "Why are you being so hostie o the people who nurished you and gave you nothing but love." techno began, The other three members of your family standing behinf him, glares being shot your way from everyone but wilbur.
"love?LOVE?" You laughed, the laughter very obiously not out of joy or excitement. “You fed me with words, not love! you never really cared” you stated, tears threatening to fall as the grip on your sword tightened "if you really loved me, you would have been there when i lost my first two lives, you would have been there when i needed you" your voice raising in volume as you pointed accusingly at the four. "You would have been there that night" You fell to your knees, the tears that threatened to spill moments before, now cascading down your face "you would have been there when i was murdered in my own home, by someone who i nevr have seen before or after that night". You frantically wiped the tears away before shakily getting up. Your voice was now hard as stone "leave now, i dont want to see you". Like that, they left, glances of pity shot at your shaky form as the door closed behind them, the little bell jingling.
now sitting on the cliff outside of your house, you let a few tears slip. Your gaze was trained on the sunset above. You knew monsters would be spawning soon, but they never seemed to bother you, more then likely for your witch blood. you felt guilty for snapping at them, but they always found a way to exclude you in things, and it hurt.
"i promised you all forever" you whispered, now sitting and watching the waves crash below, they seemed so enticing to you right now.
please help a second generation Palestinian American escape a toxic prejudice household and afford a couple months of rent & food!!!!
hi everyone. i’ve known my situation was getting bad for a while. i’ve been living with three friends since 2019, who’ve shared the rent with me since we graduated from university. at first it was fine. we knew each other well enough because we took a class together. the problem is, they are racist. at first they hid it behind jokes, but as the months have gone on they’ve been increasingly more open about it.. particularly one of the girls, who will scoff at my rituals, and one time hid my hijab. when i was late to work she laughed and said it was a joke. i’ve wanted to leave for a while but i don’t have the money. with palestine getting constant news coverage – their gross comments have gotten worse, to the point that i don’t feel safe anymore. please help me afford a couple months of rent and food so i can get on my own two feet. please please please.
i just. i really need to know right now. there’s so much hate in the world, i need to know who’s safe. also if you can’t reblog this feel free to block me <3 i hope i never interact with you ever in my life
@aries-writes-shit @notplanningshit @strawberrymilkgeorge @heyskeppy @etherealexsistence @oh-mcyt @berry-writes-stuff @brainsanalysis and anyone else who wants to try this huehuehue :D
"Evil doesnt even come close,Phil" you hissed, The once green vines covering your body, now a very vibrant red. "This isnt you, (y/n)" Your best friend cried, reaching out for you. "Yes it is, ive had to hide how i really felt so often that it became second nature" you shouted "im so done with hiding and the egg helped me find my voice"
