.lipstick flavored cherries.

Everybody wants me to be their angel.. but they don't know I burn.

[battleangel]

Decoding The Matrix: Im a Slave & I am a Master...

Your bored, disaffected, lifeless, listless, numb, dead inside, miserable barely existing in corporate, college & high school self…

Every day a boring drag, every day mindnumbing hell.

Just as these systems are DESIGNED to be & to do.

Schools are indoctrination centers & corporate America is mental slavery & drudgery & a prison for your mind…

You're miserable because these systems — education indoctrination brainwashing grooming conditioning centers aka “school” including ofcourse corporate Americas farm & feeder systems aka high school & college —

& the corporate I retail I academia I non-profit I food service customer service I call center I hourly salaried tipped plantations…

Are literally designed to mindbreak you in every single way, indoctrinate you, control you, numb you, enervate you, assault & attack your energy & psyche, depress you, shut you down, cause disordered, compulsive & addictive behavior — bingeing, restricting,  obsessing, dysmorphic, insomniac — anxiety, panic, dread, existentialist terror, loss of identity, suppression of the self, mindlessness, killing your own dreams…

Putting a human CONSCIOUSNESS on a schedule…

Forcing you by DESIGN to dream, fantasize, daydream, mindless escapism, mindless self indulgence, mindless self hate, anything to get away from the job or college or high school aka in AmeriKKKas capitalist hellscape your LIFE that you HATE by DESIGN because they want to fucking BREAK you!

BREAK your MIND, break your SPIRIT, drain your SOUL…

Zombified corporate zombie drone mindless fuck…

Because in Americas capitalist citadel HELL WHAT we DO is WHO we ARE — 

Its our entire identity in the capitalist imperialist American west…

And we’re still on the payroll…

They set this up by design then they feed your own trauma back to you in the form of Applw TVs “Severance” WHEN YOU ARE IN FACT LIVING & BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS TRAUMA EVERY DAY OF BEING FORCED TO SPLIT YOUR REAL SELF FROM YOUR WORK SELF AS CAPITALISM IS DESIGNED TO MINDBREAK YOUR FUCKING ASS!

YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF EVERY DAY WITHOUT THE RIDICULOUS TROPEY SCIFI ABSURD CONVENTION OF ACTUAL SURGERY….

YOU ARE FORCED TO SPLIT YOURSELF IN ORDER TO WASTE THE MAJORITY OF YOUR LIFE AWAY IN AN OFFICE JOB CORPORATE JOB CUBICLE JOB 9 TO 5 JOB W-2 JOB MANDATED SCHEDULE JOB JOB WITH A SUPERVISOR JOB JOB THAT TREATS YOU LIKE A MACHINE JOB THAT PURPOSELY SEVERS YOU FROM THE REAL YOU!

NOT YOUR “HUMAN” SELF IN A HUMAN SUIT!

THATS JUST A PROJECTION .. YOUR CURRENT HUMAN SELF IS A 3D PROJECTION OF YOUR HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF IN THE ASTRAL PLANE — YOUR ACTUAL SELF — THIS IS JUST A TEMPORARY EXPERIENCE — SO CALLED LIFE — YOU HAVE BEEN ON A JOURNEY FOR AN ETERNITY THROUGH TIMELESS COUNTLESS AGES AS YOUR HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF —

YOU HAVE SIMPLY STOPPED OFF ON EARTH BUT YOUR TRUE SELF IS PROJECTING YOUR HUMAN SELF ON OUR 3D REALM.

YOUR TRUE SELF RESIDES IN THE ASTRAL REALM AS YOUR HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF — A CRYSTALLIZED LIGHT BEING RESIDES IN THE DREAMSCAPE.

THE DREAMSCAPE IS YOUR MIND, YOUR IMAGINATION, YOUR LIMITLESSNESS….

THEY WANT YOU TO FORGET!

THEY DISTRACT & NUMB YOU!

THEY BREAK YOU DOWN!

THEY MIND BREAK YOU!

THEY BREAK YOUR MIND!

WAKE YOUR SELF UP!

What happens after David Aames jumps in Vanilla Sky?

The entire movie is a dream! 

David is dreaming all of this!

How else do you explain a snowman randomly appearing in the elevator with the Life Extension employees?

Davids patient# in Vanilla Sky is PLEASANT DREAMS.

Wake up — your entire life is a dream.

When David jumped off the building and ended everything — everything was beginning — instead of killing himself — he broke himself out of the dream & entered another one.

The end was beginning and the beginning was ending.

Will you ever wake yourself up? 

“You too can split yourself!”

This is Severance’s seductive & alluring promise to its millions of traumatized corporate American capitalist on the plantation dehumanized corporatized commodified commoditized traumatized viewers vicariously living through the characters on the show without realizing that…

They are LITERALLY psychically splitting themselves EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THEIR LIVES THAT THEY REPORT IN TO WORK.

How else to get a human being to treat themselves as a machine?

Instead of a surgery to split “work” you at work and “real” you outside of work…

You know…

You? 

Y O U?

The person youre suppressing every day of your life so you can get through hours & hours of Slacks, Teams, meetings, emails, Zoom calls, IMs, FYIs, Please advise, cc, bcc, demands, requests, threats, backhanded compliments, passive aggressive insults, ass kissing, dick sucking & fucking for clout, scrambling over peoples backs…

The corporate grind.

Where you spend the majority of your LIFE.

Getting harvested by the creators of the Matrix.

The dark entities that put a grid on our planet millennia ago to suppress humanity’s consciousness to ensure we never elevate our consciousness and us and the planet ascend beyond the current dark low vibrational frequency of 3D living and ascend to 10D ascended actualized higher consciousness astral plane dreamscape existence. Until then, the dark entities entrap humanity in meaningless jobs, drudgery, soul sucking soul crushing work, numbing our existence, suppressing the self, siphoning & harvesting our energy, causing divisions, tensions, causing our wars, our genocides, our atrocities, our economic collapses, our plane crashes, our agendas, our scripts, our false flag events, our mass shootings, our lunatics, our hypocrites, our Tales from the Crypt, our concentration camps, our prison complexes, our poisonings presented as medicine, our mass graves, our mass burials, our killing fields, our Roman shields…

YOU — the ACTUAL SOUL & CONSCIOUSNESS BEING SUPPRESSED IN OUR 3D PHYSICAL REALM CAPITALIST HELLSCAPE!

ACTUAL YOU with YOUR hobbies, loves, desires, interests, wanderlust, creativity, ideas, lust, hopes, dreams, fantasies, personality, sexuality, intellectualism, esotericism, eroticism, meditative thoughts, spirituality, identity, identities, experiences, memories, energy,  L O V E . . . 

You know — an actual fucking HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS & A SOUL . . . !

Ghost in the machine…

That the current Matrix program has forced into WORKER I STUDENT I SLAVE . . . 

[battleangel]

5 Football Deaths Already This Season

It's essentially the beginning of football season across all three levels of the sport given that we are in September — the NFL, college and high school.

And yet five players have already died from the sport of football itself.

Not a tragic accident, like a car crash. Or a violent crime, like a shooting.

From playing the sport that is so obsessively watched and consumed in this country.

Like tens of millions of Americans are doing today, as I type this, tuned into America's Game of the Week. Cheering their teams on. Ordering food. Chowing down on snacks. Spending time with family and friends, trash talking, checking their fantasy and prop bets.

Does anyone think of the five young Black teenagers who have already died this year playing football?

An even better, and more haunting question is — does anyone even know about them?

When Korey Stringer died of heat exhaustion in the NFL in 2002 during training camp, since it was the NFL, it was big news that led to changes regarding how training camp is conducted.

Obviously, when Damar Hamlin died in front of our eyes live in living color in January 2023, millions of Americans knew about and were at least temporarily horrified by what had occurred.

So, NFL tragedies, unsurprisingly make major headlines because they are occurring in the nation's most beloved and most obsessed over sport.

But what happens at the lower levels? As popular as Division I and Big 10 college football are, what about deaths at the Div II, Div III and juco level? What about at the NAIA level? What about high school?

Does anyone even know about these deaths to then decide if they care?

The answer is definitely not, unless you know someone personally who attends these schools.

I checked CFB reddit, the largest college football community online, about the most recent death from this past weekend, Emmanuel Cooks.

There wasn't one post about him.

I am going to keep track all season (2025 to 2026) of every high school's and college player's death due to football.

These teenagers who have their entire lives ahead of them get killed by football itself (the first physical death) and then their deaths are only reported locally so there is no national media coverage so they are forgotten and subsumed by the sport itself and as always "the game" goes on (the second metaphorical death).

I am creating this document as a testament to how many NON-PROFESSIONAL AMATUER ATHLETES (college) and ACTUAL CHILDREN UNDER THE AGE OF 18 (high school) this so-called "game" which is in all actuality and fact is a BLOODSPORT kills every single year!

And then nothing really changes.

Small and not so small changes. But never removing tackling and hitting itself. The pads have to go. Tackling and blocking has to go.

Or these deaths will continue.

Can you die from other sports? Yes.

But contact is INCIDENTAL in those sports excluding boxing and MMA, which is irrelevant, as this document is concerning school sports at the high school and college level.

The contact in football is VERY MUCH ON PURPOSE and occurs on absolutely every single play.

The other major issue is that there are no contact limits at the lower levels.

Imagine that. At the pro level, in the NFL where there is a union which ofcourse doesn't exist in college much less high school, the NFLPA negotiated for limited contact in practices.

There is none of that at the high school and college levels. Most of the concussions at the college level occur during practice. In both levels, they are hitting to their coaches' hearts content.

That's on top of all the contact occurring in games.

In high school, a football player endures 600 to 1000 head impacts per season. In college, a football player endures a 1000 head impacts per season.

No union to protect them. No national media coverage by ESPN when someone dies. NFL Network, ofcourse, remains silent in the face of these needless and tragic deaths.

Mourned locally by family, friends, school mates, teachers and partners.

Then the rest of this country's crazed football fanatics don't even know about these deaths to move on from them.

I am at least going to document them.

It's only September but these deaths occur every football season. All you have to do is look up last season's to confirm them. And every season before that.

Something you will notice right away is that the deaths seem to occur in the South.

Football in the south is played predominantly by Black players.

It gets VERY hot and humid, excessively and dangerously so, in the south where these coaches absolutely insist in putting these teenagers out in full pads in hitting drills and training camps where some unsurprisingly, tragically and COMPLETELY predictably and needlessly succumb to the heat.

We — Black people — make up most of these deaths.

The schools always issue statements after the fact claiming that the deaths are an “unfortunate reality”.

Then it’s on to next week’s game.

There is NOTHING that is a "reality" about any of this.

These players don’t have to practice in full pads and gear in 100+ degree weather.

A lot of these players are in the south where it gets oppressively hot and humid making training camps in the morning and afternoon excessively dangerous and fucking stupid!

They dont have to make these young teenagers not drink water to RISK THEIR LIVES to impress their coach and to “prove” how “tough” and how much of a “man” they are — that is, until they drop dead ofcourse.

Black teenagers overwhelmingly pay the price for the militaristic toxic brutality and so-called disgusting "ideals" of this "sport".

Black men are only 6% of the US population — ask yourself why so many young Black teenagers have been sacrificed on the altar of football?

The lower you go, the less regulations there are, the less people know about these deaths.

None of the below players will be mentioned on ESPN or NFL Network.

The NFL season is ofcourse underway with all of the usual unavoidable absolutely nauseating hype, hoopla and fanfare so this won't even be a blip on anyone's radar.

I wonder if their mothers feel that way burying their sons under 21?

How many more young Black teenagers have to DIE for a GAME at overwhelmingly HIGHER numbers than any other race at a disproportionate RATE given their percentage of the US population of SIX PERCENT?

It’s always the same response.

The school issues a "somber" condolence to the family, never an apology.

Maybe a cause of death is given, maybe it's not.

Then the standard “our hearts and prayers are with the family at this difficult time” is trotted out. Then that's pretty much it.

Maybe a one liner about the fragility of life or a reminder of how precious our time on earth is.

Then it's on to the next game and the next death.

These mostly young Black teenagers deaths that play this bloodsport are completely acceptable to the football industrial complex and its' rabid fanatical fanbase.

1 million play football in high school every year and 100k play football in college every year.

So, the argument goes, what statistically is a dozen or more deaths per year at the high school and college level when there are so many who play the "game"?

It's a rounding error, the argument goes.

It's an acceptable amount of deaths because, even though they happen every single year at the high school and college level, they are also statistically rare compared to the actual number of people who play the sport at those levels.

So, the argument is, most high school and college football players don't die every season.

So, therefore, these annual deaths are acceptable.

That is a BULLSHIT argument!

These kids are dying from the SAME causes every year!

Training in excessive heat in full gear and pads without water! Their coaches not listening to them when they say they've had enough and need to be taken out! Hitting drills in triple digit weather! Refusing to move training camps to later times in the day when the weather isn't dangerous! Training in 90 and 100 plus degree weather!

Why don't they take an EKG of every player at the beginning of each season?

Why isn't every player required to do a thorough physical that screens for heart conditions?

Hydrate the players FULLY instead of denying them water to “make them prove how tough they are”.

Instead of coaches literally hazing teenagers to death, why not listen to them when they say they need to be taken out, that they've had enough?

Instead, they are pushed beyond all sane and humane reasonable limits with predictably tragic results.

Then it just happens all over again the next season.

It's just someone else's dead black son.

It never tempers or slows down the fervor or enthusiasm for the NFL or college football.

The young mostly Black teenagers sacrificed every single season for the sport of football aren’t even thought about by the sport's most ardent and mostly white fans.

The biggest high school football programs air on ESPN.

These kids are paid absolutely nothing yet their schools get to monetize them on ESPN as well as via paid subscription apps for high school football games while they literally risk and sometimes lose their lives on America's killing fields for a so-called "game".

If Black men are 6% of the US population, why do we make up so much more of the football population and the casualties and fatalities of this “sport”?

Why does no one care?

Why are these absolutely tragic deaths of 15, 16 and 17 year old bright young Black teenagers who had their entire lives in front of them callously brushed off as the “unfortunate reality” of the "game".

Whose game? Whose reality?

Why does this game have to be played at all if it's killing mostly Black teenagers year after year?

Why is there no uproar or outrage?

Because we're not seeing it live in living color in front of our eyes like Damar Hamlin.

But these mostly Black teens are still just as dead.

Why doesn't anyone care in the football industrial complex and obsessive frothing at the mouth football “fandom”?

Something you will notice is there are a lot of linemen already in this document.

Why?

Look at the weight they have to put on to be able to get into 70 to 80 car crashes a game.

That extra weight is not going to help someone who has an undiagnosed heart condition.

You know what else isn't going to help someone with a heart condition?

Practicing in excessively hot, humid and dangerous weather.

College Player #1 - Jeremiah Kelly - 4/22/25 - 18 years old - Lineman

SI.com:

An autopsy result has revealed the cause of death for Cincinnati Bearcats offensive lineman Jeremiah Kelly, who died in April at the age of 18.

Kelly died of a heart condition known as cardiac hypertrophy, according to a coroner’s report obtained by ESPN.

“The Cincinnati football program and athletics department continue to mourn Jeremiah’s passing. He is deeply missed by all of us,” a Cincinnati spokesman said to ESPN.

Kelly was an early enrollee on campus to take part in the Bearcats’ first practices ahead of what would have been his debut season in college football.

“The Bearcats football family is heartbroken by the sudden loss of this outstanding young man,” Cincinnati head football coach Scott Satterfield said in April.

“In the short time Jeremiah has spent with our team, he has made a real impact, both on the field and in our locker room. My prayers are with the Kelly family and those who had the pleasure of knowing Jeremiah.”

A native of the Cleveland area, Kelly was on the Avon High School football team that finished with a perfect 16-0 record, including a win in the state championship game.

College Player #2 - Emmanuel Cooks - 9/19/25 - 19 years old - Lineman

AP:

A Mississippi community college football player died from medical complications after a football game, according to a statement released by Mississippi Delta Community College on Friday.

Emanuell Cooks of Elba, Alabama, was a freshman offensive lineman, according to his profile on MDCC’s website. Cooks died after playing a game against Hinds Community College in Raymond on Thursday.

The college’s statement does not specify Cooks’ cause of death.

Clarion Ledger:

Hinds defeated Mississippi Delta 48-0 at Joe Renfroe Stadium in Raymond.

“Our entire Trojan family is devastated by this loss,” MDCC President Dr. Steven Jones said in a statement released by the school. “At this time, our deepest thoughts and prayers are with Emanuell’s family, teammates, coaches, and friends. We will come together as a community to support one another through this tragedy.”

The 6-foot-5, 340-pound Cooks was a freshman offensive lineman from Elba, Alabama. He appeared in all four games this season for Mississippi Delta (0-4).

"While we as spectators are watching passionately and imagining ourselves as part of the game, it is the players who are giving their all physically," Hinds President Dr. Stephen Vacik said in a statement. "Their safety is always more important than any outcome on the scoreboard, and when we lose a student-athlete in the prime of his life, it is a sobering reminder how precious our time here on Earth really is. The thoughts and prayers of everyone at Hinds CC go out to Emanuell Cooks' family as well as the entire MS Delta CC team, faculty, staff and administration.

HS Player #1 - Joshua Henderson - 7/26/25 - 16 years old - Lineman

Fox13 Memphis:

Joshua Henderson collapsed during practice in July when the heat index was over 100 degrees, and never recovered.

Henderson's family said that too many questions remain about what happened that day on the football field, and who is accountable.

"At football practice, my nephew asked for water. He was denied his water. He was denied his break. And he fell out twice," Tyrance said. "How do his parents get to the school before the ambulance? Why would you call his parents first when he's in dire need of medical assistance?"

“By the time I got there, he’s in the back of an ambulance, lethargic, unconscious, no eyes open and barely able to breathe,” his mother Angel Henderson said.

Yahoo! News

The teen’s family says he suffered complications caused by a severe heat stroke.

Now, parents of Bolton High School football players have received notices of a subpoena.

Parents and students are being asked to submit videos or documents from the football practice that took place on July 7, 2025, which is when Henderson collapsed.

The subpoena states that the detective on the case has reason to believe that a crime was committed or is being committed.

“When I went up to the school to get my son’s phone and his clothes from his football locker, he handed them to me like you putting somebody out of a house or something,” said Eddie Henderson, Joshua Henderson’s Father in July. “They didn’t say anything. Not half an apology. Not, ‘I’m sorry for what happened.’”

The subpoena notice states that the information will help determine if a crime was committed and who’s responsible, which could then result in criminal charges.

ABC24:

Kristen said Joshua was fighting for his life for weeks before he died. She said prior to her nephew's exposure to excessive heat, Joshua was healthy, strong and full of life.

"It's really hard because every moment we have breakdown moments; the siblings are the same way," Kristen said. "They sleep in his bed and sleep with his pillows. Joshua loved stuffed animals, so everybody has a stuffed animal."

"If it's too hot, these children don't have to push themselves. Don't make your child go," she said. "If we know that it's too hot, these children don't have to prove themselves to these coaches."

HS Player #2 - MiKah King - 7/22/25 - 15 years old - Lineman (OG + DT)

Atlanta News First:

A 15-year-old high school football player died Wednesday after experiencing a medical emergency at practice the day prior, according to the DeKalb County school district.

Mikah King, a sophomore at Arabia Mountain High School, was taken to the hospital and died hours later.

“I know I’m going to miss him because that was my day one,” said Jordan Hollie, Mikah’s best friend.

Hollie and King have been best friends since kindergarten.

“He’s a generally funny, goofy person,” Hollie said.

Hollie said King played offensive guard and defensive tackle at Arabia Mountain High School. Hollie plays football at Southwest DeKalb High School.

“He loved [football] as much as I did,” Hollie said. “He was my practice partner. He would push me to be better.”

No other details were provided, including the cause of King’s death.

HS Player #3 - Preston Malone III - 8/20/25 - 15 years old - Lineman

Yahoo Sports:

Preston Malone III, a junior varsity football player and sophomore at Lancaster Early College High School, died following practice on August 20. He had a "medical emergency" at practice and ultimately passed away.

The 15-year-old high school football player told his coach that he "wasn't feeling well" during practice, ABC News reported. Coaches at the school noticed that despite the intense workout, Malone was not perspiring. The coaches placed him in a cold tub and took his temperature, with it reading 104 degrees.

Malone was ultimately transported to the hospital by paramedics.

Malone's temperature dropped to 102 degrees upon arrival at the hospital, according to ABC News. Upon arrival at the hospital, the teenage football player had tragic last words for his head coach.

Malone's tragic last words for his coach were an apology. The 15-year-old high school football player told his coaches that he was "sorry" that he couldn't finish the team workout. He promised his coaches that he was going to be OK and back out on the field soon.

“That was our last communication with our student,” school officials stated.

Malone ended up dying overnight at the hospital.

Lancaster Independent School District Superintendent A. Katrise Perera released a heartfelt statement.

“Our hearts are broken, and we extend our deepest condolences to the student’s family, friends, classmates, teammates, and teachers during this unimaginable time of loss.”

She added: “No one ever wants to be in this position. As a mother, I never want to call a family and share that their kid is not safe in our building [or] our facilities and something has happened to them."

[battleangel]

Tua, Concussions & Thursday Night Football

Are you ready for some concussions?

This week, Thursday Night Football is the Dolphins vs the Bills.

Does that ring any bells? It should for alarmingly disturbing reasons.

In 2022, Tua was concussed against the Bills yet the Dolphins refused to remove him from the game and had the temerity to lie afterwards and claim it was a "back injury".

Four days after that — on Thursday Night Football — Tua and the Dolphins played against the Bengals.

This concussion everyone remembers as it was two concussions in four days and, very disturbingly, Tua went into a fencing response.

Two concussions in four days!

Does the NFL ever say to itself, "Hm, maybe we should place the bye week before the Thursday Night game given the disgustingly brutalistic violence in this "sport"?"

Ofcourse it doesn't because the NFL doesn't actually give a damn about its players.

Two concussions in four days.

In the same season, versus Green Bay, Tua was concussed yet AGAIN for the THIRD time in the same season!

His QBR in the game went from 100% before the concussion to 60% after the concussion.

Tua admitted after the game that he couldn't remember any of the plays he had just called.

Yet he was not even checked for a concussion, much less removed from the game!

The next day, Tua reported concussion symptoms to the Dolphins and he was finally shut down for the season.

So, three concussions in ONE season!

The next concussion in the following season, just like the one against the Bengals, everyone remembers — and guess what?

Not only was it just LAST SEASON, but it was also THURSDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL, and ALSO VERSUS THE BILLS — just like this Thursday's game!

This was Tua's FOURTH concussion where he yet again went into a disturbingly familiar fencing response. He was removed from the game, missed six weeks then "cleared concussion protocol".

Tua also had a concussion at Alabama.

For those who want to even pretend that they somewhat care enough to keep track and not just do the whole "FOOTBALLS BACK!!!!!!" thing, that is FIVE concussions in four years.

Five concussions in four years!

Okay, this season, Week 1 vs the Colts, Tua was blindsided on the free rush sack. You can watch it back if you have Sunday Ticket or try to pull it up on Youtube.

His head was brutally whiplashed into the turf and once again, his QBR fell off a cliff, just like it did against Green Bay in the above game I mentioned from 2022.

Most of Tua's concussions have come from him slamming his head against the turf and this is the second time that there has been an extremely obvious impact on his cognitive and decision making abilities on the field in terms of accuracy, reading the defense and anticipation.

However, yet AGAIN Tua was NOT even checked for a concussion nor was he removed from the game.

This was only NINE days ago!

For someone who has previously suffered FIVE concussions in FOUR years!

He wasn't evaluated, no blue tent, he wasn't checked on the sidelines, nothing. He played the rest of the game (Week 1) and ofcourse Tua then played in the following week's game (Week 2) which was this past Sunday.

And because the NFL doesn't care about the fact that its players' brains are being destroyed and their minds are being damaged for a GAME, Tua will be playing again this Thursday (9/18) only four days after playing on Sunday (9/14).

Once Thursday Night Football happens this week, Tua would have already played three games in 11 days, sustaining an undiagnosed concussion in Week 1 vs the Colts on 9/7, played in a second game in Week 2 on 9/14 and then played in a third game this Thursday on 9/18 with no time off, rest or recovery as he was never even evaluated for much less officially diagnosed with the concussion he clearly sustained in Week 1 (9/7).

The concussion Tua suffered against the Bills in 2022 was undiagnosed and pathetically claimed to be a "back injury". The concussion Tua suffered against Green Bay in 2022 was not diagnosed during the game so he played through it as he was not diagnosed until the next day despite Tua himself admitting after the game that he could not remember any of the plays he had just called during the game.

So, one undiagnosed concussion vs the Bills which he played through then he was concussed a second time four days later versus the Bengals. Then another concussion that Tua played through versus Green Bay which he was diagnosed for the next day. That was the 2022-2023 season.

Then last year, Tua was concussed Fall 2024 versus the Bills on Thursday Night Football. He was removed from the game and cleared concussion protocol in six weeks.

Then Week 1 this season vs the Colts, Tua once again was clearly concussed due to his head violently whiplashing against the turf and his decision-making abilities being severely affected. Tua once again played through the concussion and it was not diagnosed. Since the concussion was not diagnosed, Tua then played again last Sunday in Week 2.

Tua is now about to play his second game in four days and his third game in eleven days this Thursday versus the Bills.

So, in his NFL career, Tua has suffered five concussions in three seasons, three diagnosed and two undiagnosed. Tua has played through three concussions, one diagnosed after the game and two undiagnosed. Tua has had two fencing responses. Tua has admitted to memory issues from a diagnosed concussion that he played through resulting in not remembering any of the plays he had just called.

And once again, Tua faces the prospect of playing a Thursday night game on only four days "rest" with an undiagnosed concussion this time that he played through only 11 days prior in Week 1.

Keep in mind, this was his FIFTH concussion in three NFL seasons!

For an undersized concussion-prone quarterback who has already suffered five concussions in three seasons, what could possibly go wrong this week during Thursday Night Football?

The NFL has known for decades that after you sustain one concussion, you are much more likely to sustain additional concussions. The NFL has known for decades about Second Impact Syndrome which is a potentially fatal condition wherein if you are concussed and you receive a second concussion, you can DIE.

Are any of the "fans" who will be tuning in Thursday on Amazon Prime to watch the Dolphins play the Bills going to be thinking about any of this?

I stopped watching the NFL last year but I saw repeated commercials for Thursday Night Football last night and it really disturbed me given Tua's obvious concussion history and the collective "shrug" response of the NFL viewing audience.

"It's on Tua if he doesn't want to retire. Let's order pizza."

Seriously?!

We are talking about a young man in his 20s who is a father!

Collective apathy while you debate what to order for delivery during the TNF game is all you can muster for Tua continuing to suffer IRREVERSIBLE, PERMANENT brain damage, potential additional fencing responses, loss of consciousness, potential spinal & neck cord injuries and possibly even DEATH?

For all the commentary Thursday, pre-game, in-game analysis, half-time and post-game — will anyone on Amazon actually mention the obvious?

No, because the fans want to push it out of their minds and act like it doesn't exist as well.

That's what being a football fan is.

It's pretending that Damar Hamlin doesn't currently play on the Bills and that he didn't die in front of our eyes during Monday Night Football in 2023.

It's pretending that Tua didn't lower his head to gain yardage last September against DAMAR HAMLIN — that's what caused Tua's fifth concussion!

Everything gets wiped away in the viscera and spectacle of a NEW FOOTBALL SEASON!!!!!!!!!!

The hype and unmitigated glee.

The unthinking reflexive enthusiastic fervor.

Everything but the permanent brain damage...

[battleangel]

NFL to Players: You can mask your concussion symptoms!

As long as you don't involve your team.

It seems like really bad satire even beyond the NFL's typically nauseating and vomit-inducing levels of absolute hypocrisy but it's real as you can see from the NFL's own website about their fairly new policy dropped earlier this month:

"The NFL is banning the use of "smelling salts" during games, saying the products aren't proven to be safe and also could mask signs of a concussion. According to the memo, which explicitly prohibits any club personnel from providing or supplying products such as ammonia capsules, inhalers, ammonia in a cup, and any form of "smelling salts."

You caught that, right?

So, the NFL literally could not care less if its players are sniffing smelling salts, often after being concussed, while feeling dizzy, seeing stars, struggling to physically make it back on the field and then the "jolt" of the ammonia masks and suppresses their concussion symptoms allowing these players to go back out on the fields and sustain even more damage as long as the players don't involve their teams and obtain the smelling salts themselves.

You know what the smelling salts don't mask?

The continual irreversible and permanent damage being done to these players' brains.

There is actually a physical jolt that happens when you inhale ammonia that causes your neck to snap back and that additional jostling of the player's head and brain is only going to cause additional (permanent & irreversible) brain damage.

George Kittle (49ers Tight End) "joked" on NFL Network that he uses smelling salts after every drive and that he would have to retire if the substances were totally banned.

It's good to see that in the nearly 35 years since John Madden made his "jokes" about smelling salts in the 90's that absolutely nothing has changed about the NFL's disgusting toxic cultish ultra-masculine hideously violent and dehumanizing culture.

As you can see, Waddle tied Madden's smelling salts record.

HI - LA - REE - OUS!

And it is absolutely nauseatingly disgusting that the NFL once again is allowed to get away with their complete and total hypocrisy and disregard for their own players' safety.

The NFL is only issuing this policy in the first place because the FDA issued the following warning last year (2024):

"In 2024, the FDA issued a warning to companies that produce commercially available ammonia inhalants (AIs), as well as to consumers about the purchase and use of AIs, regarding the lack of evidence supporting the safety or efficacy of AIs marketed for improving mental alertness or boosting energy," the memo stated. "The FDA noted potential negative effects from AI use. AIs also have the potential to mask certain neurologic signs and symptoms, including some potential signs of concussion. As a result, the NFL Head, Neck, and Spine Committee recommended prohibiting the use of AIs for any purpose during play in the NFL."

So, the NFL is just getting ahead of any potential future lawsuits so they can claim they instituted a policy after the FDA issued a warning for teams to stop issuing smelling salts to their players so in this way the NFL won't be liable (at least after the issuance of this policy) as players then obtained the substances themselves.

How disgustingly transparent, vile, callous and cold can the NFL possibly be?

The NFL is openly admitting that the FDA may be right and that ammonia inhalants (smelling salts) may mask concussion symptoms –

Wait a second, I thought the NFL cared about concussions?

Or are they dropping even the thinnest pretensions of caring about that?

If the NFL cares, shouldn't they want to know if players are concussed?

So, why even risk players regularly taking a substance that can mask concussion symptoms?

Wouldn't that make it harder for a player to then report symptoms, get a proper evaluation and diagnosis and be removed from the game if in fact they do have a concussion?

Ofcourse, that was never the NFL's true goal.

How about the fact that many players abuse smelling salts and take them multiple times every single game? What if some of the side effects that the FDA warns about like a seizure happens to a player who was already concussed, took smelling salts to get back in the game, has a seizure and slams his head again? Then what if that same player suffers Second Impact Syndrome and dies?

Then what?

Does anyone even care or is everyone just waiting for the NFL season to kick off with Eagles Cowboys?

While everyone else watches the reigning Super Bowl champions go up against their hated rivals, I'll very much not be watching the game and be thinking about TJ Watt last season receiving a literal KNEE TO HIS JAW LIKE IT WAS A UFC MATCH that literally appeared to knock him unconscious.

Ofcourse, he isn't even evaluated in the blue tent and instead during a night game he is given a helmet with a dark visor and we visibly see him smelling salts.

This is all directly after the knee to the jaw!

Even the broadcast conceded how obvious the Steelers were being and questioned why TJ Watt "all of a sudden" needed a dark visor during a night game and pointed out that he was smelling salts.

How many times has the NFL done this?

Too many times to count.

The NFL utilized race norming bias in 2021 which assumed that Black players cognitive functioning was lower due to race so it made it much harder for them to score low enough on tests to determine dementia thus they were routinely denied payouts under the concussion settlement.

The NFL repeatedly lied to players for literal decades that there are no long-term effects of concussions, that re-entering games after being knocked out has no long-term effects, when in fact the NFL had studies since the 1930's and on from the NCAA, Wayne University and the United States military proving that concussions in football were dangerous as were repetitive head impacts.

The NFL has denied 80% of players who have applied for payouts through the 2015 concussion settlement.

Each time, there is a bit of a reaction. At most. Sometimes, there isn't even that. And then it's pretty much forgotten about until next week's game. By the time the next season has rolled around, people have completely moved on.

In 2022, why wasn't Tua removed from the game when he was clearly concussed against the Bills? Why did the Dolphins coaching staff lie after the game and claim Tua suffered a "back injury"?

Tua then sustained a concussion against the Bengals four nights later during Thursday Night Football that resulted in a fencing response and him being stretchered off the field.

Tua then returned a few weeks later and suffered yet another concussion and stayed in the game! He played through a concussion again for the second time that season! His QBR in the game went from 100% to 60%. After the game, Tua admitted to reporters that he couldn't remember any of the plays he had just called.

How is THAT not a symptom of a concussion?

Tua then reported concussion symptoms the next day to the Dolphins facility and then and only then was he finally shut down for the season.

This was only 2022!

An eternity ago in football years.

Then Tua suffered yet another concussion last season in 2024 from lowering his helmet to gain yardage and unbelievably the tackler was Damar Hamlin.

I think even the average NFL fanatic with injury amnesia every week remembers Damar Hamlin dying in living color on Monday Night Football in front of our very eyes.

Okay, so if you are keeping track, that is four concussions that Tua has suffered in the pros.

Three documented and one undocumented (vs the Bills).

Tua also suffered a concussion in college.

So, five concussions in five years.

Three concussions in one season.

Two concussions he played through in one season.

One fencing response.

Yet he isn't retiring and refuses to wear a Guardian cap which has been shown to reduce concussions by 52%.

Are you ready for some football?

[battleangel]

EXTREMELY dehumanizing to NFL players!

This commercial is EXTREMELY dehumanizing!

"Our Fair Play Insurance now protects your pro football bets from all first half injuries. Why risk it if you don't have to? *takes massive bite of turkey leg* Save your legs, people." - Livvy Dunne (Fanatics)

Explanation of the above Fanatics policy from FantasyLabs:

"You’ve got a straight bet on Aaron Jones’ rushing yards, but he tweaks an affected leg on his second carry and doesn’t return. Or maybe you’ve got him in a same game parlay with a quarterback TD prop. Under the Fanatics Sportsbook Fair Play Policy, Jones’ bum leg doesn’t sink your ticket. Single bets on an individual player can get refunded, “under” props might be graded as wins, and in parlays, the busted leg gets voided so the rest still runs with recalculated odds."

So, first of all, that is the so-called "humor" in the commercial.

Save your "legs"...get it?

You know whose leg doesn't get saved in that scenario? 

The football players. As the above example points out, Aaron Jones, who was one of my favorite players when I watched football.

Are people that desensitized to NFL players injuries?

The NFL is the only major sports league in America that doesn't have guaranteed contracts precisely because the injury risk in football is 100%. 

How is that funny? Why is that being made into a joke?

Beyond the commercial, the players mean absolutely nothing to the "fans" who are betting outside of whether or not their bets get messed up. 

A real life flesh and blood player in pain, physical agony, their entire season ending, having to endure surgery and recovery is not even an afterthought. 

That's the definition of dehumanization but it's normalized as, "I just don't want my bet to be messed up." and "I don't want to lose money."

"I feel sorry for the player but."

No, you don't. 

You're not even thinking about the player especially now that first half injuries are "covered". 

For everyone except for the player that is.

From a previous article I wrote:

"Keep in mind that 31% – almost a third of the NFL audience – has played baseball and/or basketball. But only 12% of the NFL audience has played tackle football – not flag or touch. And virtually none of the female NFL viewers have played tackle football. 

That means nearly 90% of the NFL's audience literally has no idea what it is actually like to be violently tackled or to have a full-speed collision on a football field. 

There is a total inability for almost 90% of the NFL's audience to relate to the violence they are seeing play out on their screens because they have never been subjected to such violence themselves. 

They don't know what the violence they cheer so loudly for actually feels like.

They don't know what it feels like to collide with another player at 25 miles per hour.

They can't hear how loudly the bodies on their televisions are colliding and crashing into each other in real life on the field.

Nearly 90% of the audience can’t relate to the violence they see on a televised game of football because they have never experienced that violence themselves thus further dehumanizing the players and making it harder for the audience to empathize with them.

Had they ever been hit so hard that they couldn't remember who their opponent was, if they knew what multiple concussions in a season felt like, maybe they wouldn't be so quick to cheer when an opponent gets trucked by a star defender on their team or when the opposing quarterback gets absolutely annihilated by a sack.

Maybe an injury timeout and a quick commercial break wouldn't instantaneously erase all but the most high profile players from their mind when injuries occur and the broadcast "steps away for a moment".

Maybe the players would actually be real to the viewers..."

[battleangel]

Book Review: Meat on the Hoof by Gary Shaw

Meat On The Hoof by Gary Shaw was an at the time of publication in 1972 an explosive expose on big-time college football specifically University if Texas Longhorns when the author played from 1959 to 1964.

Shaw goes into details regarding the abuses and dehumanizations meted out by the coaching staff to players. Coach Darelle Royal — whom the University of Texas stadium is now named after — won at the expense of the health and humanity of his players.

Hours long “shit drills” were players were forced to hit helmet to helmet, forcing players to play through extremely serious injuries while refusing to allow them to even be seen by a doctor are just some of the abuses detailed — including near fatal blood clots and a hole in a players heart.

Nothing is ever enough to make the coaches even almost give a damn.

Shaw details how football supplants players identity from the time they are children, the constant indoctrination, grooming and conditioning as well as how football is wrapped up in American ideals of masculinity, patriotism, nationalism, militarism & global dominance.

At the time Shaw was in college and published his book, the United States was waging a costly, bloody, imperialistic war in Vietnam and Nixon was repeatedly referring to himself as “Americas quarterback” going so far as to name a bombing assault in Vietnam “Operation Linebacker”.

Ultimately, Meat On The Hoof details Shaw’s eventual realization that he is an entire, whole human being, not a machine or robot who plays football, not a jock that has to shove down his feelings, not a brute who has to pretend he has no softness or vulnerability and that he only wants to win, score and play the literal and figurative field.

Shaw’s self-realization leads to his first serious relationship, he ends up checking himself into the university’s mental health hospital, he eventually quits the football team, works odd end jobs then finally moves to California where he finally frees himself from the remnants of the football mentality that he had been indoctrinated with his whole life since childhood.

Once in California, he receives a grant which he uses to write Meat On The Hoof.

Football is a violent, dehumanizing, abusive, inhumane, merciless, pitiless sport.

What Meggyesy did for exposing the NFL a year after the publication of Meat On The Hoof, Shaw did in Meat on the Hoof by exposing the extremely egregious bullying & hazing rituals, punishments, abuses & literal torture embedded within the very institution of college football.

With multiple men dying every year to this day during college football training camps, it is clear this extremely inhumane mindset is still pervasive within this extremely inhumane sport.

A few excerpts from the book that highlight the insane levels of inhumanity inherent within the sport of football:

“Running through the concrete passageway, many were crying and screaming, a couple of then hitting me on the shoulders saying, “Kill them, Shaw, kill ‘em.” I had the feeling that I sometimes had when I was a kid and first waking up from a nightmare.”

“But more importantly, hazing initiated us into a world of unquestioning obedience. On command we needed to be able to demonstrate the required amount of self-denial. This hazing compounded our bewilderment and confusion. We were eighteen year old high school heroes lost in a new world and daily being stripped of dignity any past identity.”

“In the year 2200 they would have a film of American adolescence in the twentieth century: “Yes, this was apparently very typical then. Here we have forty-five boys agreeing to indulge in mutual self-torture and madness for the profit and entertainment of their elders.”

“So to be successful meant to wear pain and injury as some merit badge. I think this ability to dissociate from your own body is the key to those able to endure the most pain. And I think that the bulking up football players do is at least partly to further dissociate themselves from body feeling — to put more padding between the point of contact and the soul.”

“But who is to say what would have happened if we 250-pound puppets had broken the strings and put this imposed explosion to our own ends. Maybe for one thing, these dreary marines called coaches could no longer construct human torpedoes out of lost love.”

Highly recommend! Five stars.

[battleangel]

Formaldehyde & Butterflies

Cancer barely existed 200 years ago — so what changed??????

Modern society.

The Industrial Revolution.

Thats the real answer.

Sedentary lifestyle & stress caused by our modern lifestyle & corporate America has caused literally MILLIONS of deaths.

All this death and suffering is for fucking money & capitalism PERIOD!

Compare the cancer rates in the United States to Africa & the Middle East.

The U.S. has exponentially higher cancer rates.

What accounts for this?

The Standard American Diet is jam packed with animal fat and animal protein — it is where Americans derive most of their protein from — and those are carcinogens!

100+ studies have confirmed that animal fat & animal protein are carcinogens.

But the FDA refuses to properly categorize animal fat & animal protein as carcinogens because they make money off of all of this.

Speaking broadly, in Africa & the Middle East, they derive most of their protein from lentils, beans, leafy greens, chickpeas, squash & couscous —

Which are all vegan & extremely high in protein without any of the unhealthy, toxic cancer-causing artery bursting heart attack causing saturated fat in the meat that Americans consume that they derive the majority of their protein from.

All of this suffering, pain & death is for money!

They WANT Americans eating, using, ingesting & inhaling toxic synthetic chemicals & toxins known to cause cancer, immune system disorders, diabetes, dementia, increased mortality and much more.

Increased rates of cancer, childhood cancer, diabetes, polio, heart disease, stroke, dementia, Alzheimer’s disease, atherosclerosis, chronic kidney disease, high blood pressure, auto immune disorders & diseases, autism, vaccines, etc. have been caused by many toxic chemicals & toxins, these are just a few…

Pesticides, Forever Chemicals & Formaldehyde!

•DDT: Pesticide - mosquitoes➡️polio➡️polio vaccines➡️Polio rates were exponentially lower prior to widespread DDT usage in the 1940s to kill mosquitoes.

•Pesticides: Used in such high volume they literally rain down on us — so not only in our water stream, they are literally in our atmosphere when condensation occurs raining down on us!

•Herbicides: Monsanto (Roundup, etc) - Used in such high volume they literally rain down on us — so not only in our water stream, they are literally in our atmosphere when condensation occurs raining down on us!

•Fungicides: Used in such high volume they literally rain down on us — so not only in our water stream, they are literally in our atmosphere when condensation occurs raining down on us!

•PFAs & PFCs: Forever chemicals that have been linked to many harmful effects & diseases. As the name implies, they remain in environment for thousands of years.

•Formaldehyde: This is used to construct all residential homes in America! It is also used to embalm corpses. It is highly toxic! This is why its so dangerous when a home burns but its also dangerous for us living inside our homes inhaling these toxins every single day.

•Radon: Another toxin that is used to construct residential and commercial buildings in America that we inhale every day while we work, eat, live & sleep and that has been proven to cause cancer!

60 to 70% of US food & beverages contain the below synthetic chemicals & toxins — most of which are not allowed in Europe — so American products are reformulated without them in Europe.

The FDA makes money from all this so that is why they allow the below toxins in US products.

The below is a VERY incomplete list.

Synthetic Chemicals & Toxins - Food & Beverages:

•OPFs aka overly processed foods (potato chips, cookies, candy, ice cream, sugary cereals, etc.)

•fast food

•fast casual

•sit down chain restaurants

•sweetened sugary beverages

•high fructose corn syrup

•partially hydrogenated vegetable oil

•dextrose

•sucralose

•maltodextrin

•saccharine

•artificial colors, flavors & preservatives

•BHT

•microplastics - they have found microplastics inside babies in utero as well as sea turtles in oceans!

•monosodium glutamate

•additives

Most American household cleaning products as well as personal care & hygiene products also contain toxic synthetic chemicals & toxins that have been proven to cause cancer, infertility, immune system disruption & disorders, dementia & many other disorders & diseases contained in products like tampons, sanitary pads, deodorant, detergent, make up & much more.

Keep this in mind the next time you see an ad for the American Cancer Society or Shriners or anything else like that asking you to donate money for kids with cancer or people dying of cancer or anything else like that.

There is no search for a “cure” for cancer!!!!!!!!!!!!

All of this is on purpose for money!

How else do you explain cancer being basically non-existent 200 years ago?

How else do you explain why countries in Africa & the Middle East have exponentially lower cancer rates than the United States?

How else do you explain American manufacturers reformulating their snack, beverages & food WITHOUT cancer and disease causing chemicals & toxins in Europe yet leaving those same chemicals & toxins in those same exact products in America?

Understand, the money donated to cancer foundations is NOT going towards a “cure”.

All of this is on purpose for profit!

The suffering, the sickness, the death, all of it!

The other diseases, they just want you on medication for the rest of your life to “manage the symptoms” but to never to cure the disease.

Do you think maybe taking “maintenance medication” for the rest of your life makes these companies money?

What are the diseases?

Type II diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, dementia, chronic kidney disease, ulcerative colitis, arthritis, obesity, atherosclerosis, migraines, autoimmune disorders, etc…

Want to avoid the above diseases?

•Eat vegan & organic most of the time

•Spend an hour in nature every day

•Move your body every day for at least half an hour to an hour

•Drink half a gallon to a gallon of water every day

•Use organic house hold cleaning & self care items

•Balance your mind & body naturally & holistically through:

•meditation

•yoga

•tai chi

•qi gong

•reiki

•cleansing, balancing, aligning & activating your chakras

•sound bath healing

•hz healing audio

•journaling

•shadow work

•somatic work

•grounding

•deep flotation

•opening your third eye

•having a kundalini awakening

•accessing the Akashic library of universal human consciousness

•esotericism

•self awakening

•self actualization

•self ascending…

You can heal yourself naturally & holistically of 90%+ of DIS-ease —

The remaining exceptions are just that, exceptions, so the exact opposite of what “society” says as society inverts this and pretends & claims that the ratio is more like 10/90 —

10% of diseases you can heal yourself & 90% you need either a pill, a shot or surgery for —

Its not!

And then with the exceptions, do a mix of naturopathic, allopathic & holistic remedies while remembering that…

Death is the natural outcome of life so to avoid it at all costs & to extend life beyond all reason painfully expensively & counterintuitively doesnt make any sense!

So, for the exceptions, pursue a naturopathic & allopathic mix as a solution then whatever doesnt work at that point…

Radically accept your mortality & look forward to returning to your original state 🦋🦋🦋

You are an energetic Crystalline Light Body in the astral plane aka what most refer to as the “after life” but its actually the “before life”…

Its where the real you originated and IS the real you!

Your physical human form right now is VERY temporary.

This is just your “human form” on the 3D realm and is VERY temporary —

Keep that in mind, keep perspective, you are a butterfly that will eventually fly free from here back to the astral & etheric realms…🦋

After your human experience ends aka “when you die”…

Either your soul — aka your essence, your energy, your spirit, what makes you YOU and unique — will cycle to another experience —

Either another lifetime as a human being in the 3D realm on earth —

Or you could go to other realms, interstellar travel, dimensions, realities, planes of existance as a different species or life form —

Or if you are done with your “cycles”, you would then ascend for a final time back to the beginning —

Your origination point back to your Crystalline Light Body in the astral plane with all of your combined lifetimes, experiences & cycles.

Once you finish “cycling”, you will be joined in the astral & etheric planes with your cosmic soul connections when they are also done “cycling” —

Either your soulmate(s) (platonic, romantic, sexual, creative, mentor/mentee, familial) and/or your twinflame.

To oversimplify, a twinflame is where one entity & one soul is split into two physical bodies - one with masculine energy & one with feminine energy - & since they are the embodiment of the yin yang symbol & are both one & the same yet two separate entities all at once & are a true representation of dualism on a pure energy soul merge level….

The twinflame connection is the most intense explosive desirous fiery energy feeling connection & emotion, its the strongest warmest feeling of coming home, of fitting connecting, clicking like puzzle pieces, of belonging, the most extreme familiarity & comfortability, the strongest most intense energetic soul connection that exists…

And you will be with your soul connections in the astral plane forever once you have completed your soul missions & stopped cycling (aka multiple lifetime experiences)

Which is why the soul connections is so strong, life changing, impactful, dream-like, other-worldly, intense, fantastical, magical, breath taking, illuminating, alluring— because thats LITERALLY what an eternal cosmic soul connection is.

🦋✨🌌

[battleangel]

The NFL Draft: Drafted Into What?

“How might we see the totality of this violence without just replaying the violence itself? By defamiliarizing the familiar, I hope to illuminate the terror of the mundane and quotidian rather than exploit the shocking spectacle."

- Josh Begley, Concussion Protocol, 2018

"Disturbing, haunting yet strangely beautiful." - Shaun King

"That word 'concussion' gives me permission, emotional permission, to see what happens on the field and not think of it as a traumatic brain injury."

- Shaun King

"It was no longer strangers, it was no longer men that were larger than life, it was no longer just bodies on the field. These were now guys that I knew and watching them get crushed, play after play, game after game, was no longer palatable. So, before I boycotted the NFL for social justice reasons, I got to the point where I was like, 'Hell, I don't know if I can watch this.'"

- Shaun King

Who Protects Players From Themselves?

Who protects players from themselves against their own toughness, recklessness, youthful exuberance & aura of invincibility?

Who protects the players from the bloodlust of the fans who demand a constant experience where they can vicariously live through the players thus removing the players’ humanity and ability to experience fear, pain, vulnerability, injury, concussions, brain damage, surgeries, debilitation & disability?

The NFL releases yearly concussion statistics but only as an aggregate so there is no real way to do a deep dive into the data.

Everything the NFL does involves some level of subterfuge, deceipt, deception, manipulation, facades, smoke & mirrors and gaslighting.

A Warning From The Future - Brett Favre

Favre recorded the below video, A Warning From The Future, for Concussion Legacy Foundation.

In the video, a child tells his father through the years that starting tackle football at a young age can cause cognitive debilitating issues in adulthood then the individual morphs into Brett Favre stating tackle can wait until at least 12 years old and that he wishes he had waited.

It is extremely haunting to watch.

Especially given Favre’s Parkinson’s disease diagnosis at 55 earlier this year.

Favre was also a part of a documentary on Apple TV, “Concussed: The American Dream”, which focuses on himself and the after effects of the concussions he suffered during his football career as well as Tyler Sash, a college football star who won a Super Bowl with the Giants who died in his 20s with very advanced CTE — as advanced as Junior Seau’s although Sash was twenty years younger when he died.

Since the “Concussion” documentary was released on Apple TV, Favre has also confirmed that at age 55, he has been diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease, a neurodegenerative condition that there is no cure for.

2010 Concussion NFL Locker Room Poster

The NFL had the audacity to put this poster in all locker rooms in 2010. This is after the first ever concussion pamphlet that the NFL posted in locker rooms in 2007 — when the NFL had sat on research by then for nearly a 100 years clearly linking SUBconcussive repetitive head trauma -- NOT concussions -- to neurological disorders & conditions like CTE, Parkinsons disease, dementia, ALS & Alzheimers disease with symptoms including suicidality, aggression, depression, anxiety, memory loss, confusion, loss of physical motor ability and yet the poster says NOTHING about SUBconcussive repetitive head trauma CAUSING neurodegenerative disorders such as the ones listed above as early as players’ 30s, 40s & 50s — yet they had studies proving this by 2010 for nearly 100 fucking years!

The NFL was forwarded studies in 1932 by the NCAA warning that the repetitive head trauma causing dementia puglistica in boxers could also cause brain damage in football players.

The NFL did absolutely nothing with this information.

Both dementia puglistica & chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE) are tauopathies — tau protein clusters caused by repetitive subconcussive head impact — causing tauopathologies — therefore CTE was NOT discovered in 2005, even Dr. Bennett Omalu openly admits this — it was just the first time CTE had been diagnosed in a high profile ex-football player (Mike Webster) but CTE IS dementia pugilistica.

Dr. Omalu even admits he picked a three letter acronym to name the disease after just because the NFL is also a three letter acronym and he thought it was catchy.

It was nothing new, it just hadn’t been diagnosed in a football player before.

Lets go back to that disgustingly deceptive 2010 concussion locker room poster.

Before that, I want to say that the NFL didn’t even outlaw helmet to helmet hitting until 2018 — so how dare that poster admonish PLAYERS to “take brain injuries out of play” and finger wag them that younger players look up to them as examples — yet helmet to helmet hits would be legal for another EIGHT YEARS!

You cant "take brain injuries out of play".

Even outside of the above — every single literal play in football involves either tackling or football — therefore the BRAIN inside the HELMET is CRASHING AGAINST THE SHARP BONY SKULL and this causes TEARING OF NEURONS which is PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE and the literal scientific definition of a concussion — change of direction, helmet hitting the turf and grass, shoulder pad, helmet, stiff arm, colliding into players on the sidelines, goal line plays, lowering your head for additional yardage, banging away on the line —

THE ENTIRE LITERAL SPORT IS REPETITIVE HEAD IMPACTS & CONCUSSIONS!

The NFL is absolutely sociopathic with its levels of deception.

It’s sickening!

I see all these excited young men being drafted and I feel literally sick to my stomach.

The NFL poster in the 2010 season had dramatically different verbiage than the 2007 locker room poster that was distributed to all players.

Although the 2010 NFL locker room poster mentions dementia and depression, it STILL doesnt mention CTE!!!!!!!!

Still!

This is five years after Mike Webster’s CTE diagnosis and Dr. Omalu’s publication in Neurology!

Absolutely nauseating…

None of the current NFL player contracts or liability waivers signed by the players mention CTE.

Imagine the unmitigated gall that the NFL has to not even mention CTE a full 20 years after Mike Webster’s CTE diagnosis was published in Neurosurgery and a full 10 years after the Concussion movie with Will Smith!

What the fucking fuck!

Understand that I am writing this in 2025 — so 15 years after the above locker room poster went up in NFL locker rooms — and still there is not one contract that NFL players sign that even mentions CTE!

And keep in mind that the $765 million concussion lawsuit does NOT cover CTE!

Players have to be diagnosed with CTE AND another neurodegenerative disorder that the concussion lawsuit DOES cover to qualify to receive any money from the settlement no matter how disabled they are from playing football.

Absolutely inhumane.

The NFL knows CTE is their existential boogeyman and what will end tackle football within the next decade once a test is developed that can confirm CTE in living players.

The NFL has known that repetitive SUBconcussive head trauma causes CTE since the 1930s as mentioned above.

The NFL has done nothing to admit this, address this or acknowledge this as all of their focus has been on reducing CONCUSSIONS not reducing the REPETITIVE SUBCONCUSSIVE HEAD IMPACTS THAT CAUSES CTE & OTHER NEUROLOGICAL DISORDERS LIKE PARKINSONS, ALS, DEMENTIA & ALZHEIMERS.

Back to the 2010 NFL Concussion poster:

“Concussion is a brain injury that alters the way your brain functions,” it says.

“Concussions and conditions resulting from repeated brain injury can change your life and your family’s life forever.”

Fucking unbelievable when the 2007 locker room poster distributed to players just three years before LIED and stated that concussions are not known to cause long-term problems!

What a sickening about face in just 3 years.

The timing of the 2010 concussion poster was not random. It was partly driven by the CDC as well as a 2009 study that found NFL players develop dementia and Alzheimer’s at NINETEEN TIMES the rate of the average American.

Terrifying, sobering and sickening.

The science is VERY clear!

CTE is caused by REPETITIVE SUBCONCUSSIVE HEAD TRAUMA, THE TENS OF THOUSANDS OF SUBCONCUSSIVE HITS A TACKLE FOOTBALL PLAYER ENDURES FROM THE YOUTH LEVELS THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL AND/OR COLLEGE AND/OR THE PROS.

How can people know this yet cheer on the young men in the draft full of hopes, ambitions & dreams?

Where will their battered brains & unrecognizable minds & lost memories be by their 30s & 40s?

Will they still be alive by their 50s?

Does anyone care or are they too caught up in the drama, spectacle & excitement of the draft and who their team is drafting?

They are human beings…

The NFL just cant consistently admit the truth because then their sport is gone.

So, they just go back and forth, obfuscate, obscure the issue, throw concussions in, talk about players who played for 20+ years who never displayed CTE symptoms or claim that only correlation and not causation has been proven and pretend that the self-selection bias in the brains of the players donated to Dr. McKee somehow invalidates the veracity of the link between repetitive SUBconcussive head impacts and CTE.

The NFL, through USA Football & Pop Warner, is allowed to continue to market tackle football to youth participants from 5 to 14 who receive an average of 375 head impacts per season.

Smelling Salts Are Funny!

"Good, it was his head. They will give him smelling salts and put him back in."

- John Madden discussing his coaching days with the Raiders

Madden still found the use of smelling salts on concussed players hilarious by the 90s as you can see in the below screencap.

In the broadcast, as can be seen above in the on-screen graphic and heard on youtube, Madden laughs and says the above wide receiver has tied his smelling salts record.

Permanent brain damage was comedy as late as the 90s.

Despite all of the research and evidence that the NFL had since at least the 1960s that concussed players should be removed from the game. 

As late as the 1990s, we were still getting on-screen graphics and jokes about permanent brain damage superimposed over a concussed player reviving himself with smelling salts.

Absolutely disgusting and nauseating…

Child Sacrifices & Consuming Its Own Young

Prior to the 1940s, Pop Warner was ages 15 to 30 — so, teenagers and adults.

From the 1950s and onward, after WWII when many returning veterans did not return to playing football, Pop Warner was opened up to children as young as 5 years old.

But now, a sport that was strictly the domain of older teenagers and adults now had to be marketed to literal kindergarteners.

The NFL Commissioner at the time, Bert Bell, championed Pop Warner and aligned Pop Warner teams with NFL teams thus creating and ensuring a pipeline of young future players and lifelong fans.

Additionally, a young scholarship program was also added to the Pop Warners program which drew Walt Disney’s attention to the extent that Disney filmed a fictional and highly dramatized TV show about Pop Warner players. The relationship with Pop Warner & Disney continues to this day with the winners of the Pop Warner Super Bowl still going to Disney World every season.

Does it get any more militaristic, capitalistic or nauseating than this?

The above is from Pop Warners Super Bowl.

Absolutely sickening…

Plantation Cosplay

“The creation of the Madden video game was not a great development for the U.S. It further glamorized violence and dehumanized Black athletes, helping to establish plantation cosplay that has grown worse in the era of fantasy football.”

— Dr. Andrew McGregor (Dallas College)

“I think the video games led fans to think the real sport was a video game.”

— Marcy Wheeler

Archaic & Inhumane

“They always talk about boxing being archaic, but if a boxer gets knocked out he can’t fight for another month. And sometimes in football we say, ‘Oh that guy has a slight concussion, he’ll be right back in.’ I don’t know if I ever agreed with that.”

— John Madden — 1993

Video of above quote: https://x.com/taylortwellman/status/1476254122538160135?s=46

The Suicide Squad

“In the late ’60s or early ’70s, there was an article in Life magazine on football, and the title of it was ‘Suicide Squad,’” says Peterson, who, during research for an art project, found that the moniker was what players of previous generations commonly used to call the kickoff team. “It kind of blows my mind that they were forecasting what’s transpiring today.”

The Small Concussions

“But I have had my bell rung, I have seen stars, I have been dizzy and I have had the little ones.”

These are unlike a normal injury, he says, where “Someone is going to cart you off  the field or you’re going to limp off. With concussions, you don’t really recognize them, especially the small ones.”

Thousands of Hits in Four Weeks

One player explained,

“They scare you into not reporting your injuries, especially concussions, because they treat you even worse as a person, because they just think you’re faking it.”

“We had maybe 30-ish padded practices in 28 days … you hit your head in those four weeks thousands of times at a G-force of at least 20 Gs. You know it experientially, but you don’t know the science behind it …

My teammate, sometimes, everything would go black when [he] hit. And I learned it practicing playing with him, like if he was on the ground, just to give him a beat, because everything would be black for a second.

And he would say, ‘Wait, wait, wait’ and then [he’d nod] and be like, ‘OK’ and then I would help him up. So that’s [a] dramatic case.

But … the gulf between what you can study in a lab and what’s actually happening on the field is so wide, and I think either willfully or genuinely, brain injury doctors are oblivious to the fact that [redacted teammate], everything was black on the field for him … because he’s a zero in that dataset.

You know, he’s ‘never had a concussion.’ It’s absurd.”

The Gods In The Draft Will Break

“How many times had I sat in the stands hoping to see someone try Seau over the middle?

The explosion of savagery as he erased them—and the reactionary jolt from my seat as the mob rose as one to exalt in it?

In reflecting on the revelry audiences took in watching Mike Tyson fight, writer Joyce Carol Oates once said:

"The boxer (Tyson) is acting out suppressed, or denied aggressions of the civilization, so he sort of rises to this peak of adrenaline... But not that he is alone in doing that because the crowd is urging him on. The whole thing is a strange act of complicity which people don't like to talk about."

Does any other sport rival football in its emulsion of grace, synchronization of beauty and violence?”

Black Violence, White Audience

“Football fans are primarily white and relatively wealthy, earning $55,000 annually on average. 40 percent are over the age of 50.”

Deny, Deny, Deny & Lie

“While the league’s boosters can see who’s a true man at the end of the game, they can’t seem to draw a connection between playing football and head injury when player’s brains are staring them right in the face.”

Is the Draft really Glamorous when the League has NO guaranteed contracts?

•”The stress to play is high, even if injured! You don't complain because there is always someone to take your place if you don't perform. People don't understand the amount of stress that is put on players to play. So you play through your pain."

•"It's what you have to do to play. You have to play through injuries. In last five years, I got a shot of Toradol before EVERY game. People keep playing because they're unsure of their future. They have little real career training and many players don't know what to do without football."

•"Ninety-nine percent of the guys played when they would not have played if their jobs were protected. There was no job security and too much pressure to play. You could lose your job if you didn't play while hurt."

•”It was part of everyday play. How are you going to monitor this? Players are not going to tell you they have a concussion. Concussions were at every practice and every game."

All Things I Am Because Of Football

“The game, the game: here we go again. All glory to it, all things I am and own because of Roller Ball Murder.”

— Jonathan E., “Rollerball Murder.”

“When an hour is gone, I’m still wheeling along, though we have four team members out with broken parts and one rookie maybe dead. But the other team is even worse off.”

“Their best player turns in my direction, exposes the ugly snarl inside his helmet, and I take him out of action. In that tiniest instant, I feel his teeth and bone give way, and the crowd screams its approval.”

“Although the owner compliments my play, I don’t tell him all that’s inside me; that I’m tired of the long season, that I’m lonely and miss my wife, that I yearn for high, lost, important thoughts, and that maybe, just maybe, I’ve got a deep rupture in my soul.”

“Before the next game, the dreary late-season pall takes us. We hardly speak among ourselves now, and like soldiers or gladiators sensing what lies ahead, we move around in the sickening surgical odors of the locker room.”

This is one of the great paradoxes of this phenomenon — the football fan lives vicariously through the player, witnessing the player’s delivery or receipt of a brain-rattling hit, without ever having to receive such a hit himself. 

They would never in a million years go down to the locker room, put on the pads, and go out on the field themselves.

Why?

Because they don’t want to get killed or seriously maimed or brain damaged.

They are people of relative financial security, even wealth — who live vicariously through the young men on the field, who come mostly from underprivileged upbringings.

How Many of this Year’s Draftees will be Broke & Disabled in 30 Years?

Players receive only one two-part BAP examination and if they do not qualify for compensation through the BAP program, they must be retested through the Monetary Award Fund (MAF) program which though stringent is less rigid and permits diagnoses “generally consistent” with BAP protocols.

These exams typically run between $6,000 to $8,000 and can climb to $10,000 if neuropsychological testing is necessary.

Many MAF providers do not accept insurance, therefore, a player must be able to put forth a large amount of money to qualify him for compensation.  

Since many veteran players, especially those who retired prior to 1993 are living on near poverty level pensions, the NFL is well aware they won’t be able to afford and obtain the examinations that would qualify them for compensation.

Who Is A Man?

Deep play is enacted on bodies, human or animal, that will be violently sacrificed for this art.

Fainaru-Wada and Fainaru report,

“New England Patriots coach Bill Belichick believed that the Nutcracker answered some of football’s most fundamental questions: ‘Who is a man? Who’s tough? Who’s going to hit somebody?’”

League of Deception & Denial

NFL posted the above pamphlet in 2007 in players locker rooms. 2007 is not coincidentally the same exact year that Roger Goodell became league commissioner. 2007 is also the same year when Dr. Ira Casson was made the head of the NFL’s MTBI (Minor Traumatic Brain Injury) Committee — who was at least a neurologist whereas the previous head of the MTBI, Dr. Ron Pellman, was a rheumatologist. As can be seen above, the title of the pamphlet was “What is a Concussion? More than a Ding”.

2007 was also relevant timing because Dr. Bennett Omalu had published his findings in 2005 in Neurosurgery that Mike Webster, Hall of Fame center for the Pittsburgh Steelers, was the first football player ever diagnosed with CTE.

Again, the NFL has had studies, research and data going back 100 years proving that repetitive head impacts cause neurodegenerative disorders like CTE, Parkinson’s disease, ALS, dementia & Alzheimer’s disease.

So, the NFL was starting to feel the heat on concussions, brain damage, CTE & the severe cognitive decline of their former players.

In 2007, the NFL posted the below pamphlet in players’ lockers, “What is a Concussion? More Than a Ding”.

Pamphlet: https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/802804-3-nfl-concussion-pamphlet

The NFL still has a link on their website discussing the above pamphlet titled “NFL outlines for players steps to take to address concussions”.

Link: https://www.nfl.com/news/nfl-outlines-for-players-steps-taken-to-address-concussions-09000d5d8017cc67

From NFL.com:

“We want to make sure all NFL players, coaches and staff members are fully informed and take advantage of the most up-to-date information and resources as we continue to study the long-term impact of concussions," Commissioner Roger Goodell said. "Because of the unique and complex nature of the brain, our goal is to continue to have concussions managed conservatively by outstanding medical personnel in a way that clearly emphasizes player safety over competitive concerns."

“Managed conservatively” yet 18 years later there is STILL no mandated time for a diagnosed concussion in the NFL — one week? Two weeks? A month? The current policy can be cleared as quickly as five days — five steps to be cleared and each step is a minimum of 1 day.

The NFL’s negligence with their concussion policy is abhorrent.

An informational pamphlet on concussions for NFL players and their families has been prepared (linked again below). It describes the symptoms of concussions, what NFL players should look for in themselves or a teammate if they suspect a possible concussion, and what NFL families should know about concussions.

Pamphlet: https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/802804-3-nfl-concussion-pamphlet

From NFL.com:

The establishment of a hotline to report information on a confidential basis about an NFL player being forced to practice or play against medical advice. The hotline underscores the league's priority on player safety over competitive concerns.

Link: https://www.nfl.com/news/nfl-outlines-for-players-steps-taken-to-address-concussions-09000d5d8017cc67

No, it really doesn’t — it took over a decade for the NFL to even add unaffiliated neurotrauma consultants — you know, NOT employed by the team so they can actually make unbiased decisions?

And yet, even today, in 2025 the team coach has the ultimate decision on whether a player returns to action — so then what was the point of adding the UNCs if the coach can still just overrule them?

It took until 2007 for the NFL to decide that a PLAYER LOSING CONSCIOUSNESS should not return to the same practice or game.

From the above 2007 poster:

·Loss of consciousness: You may black out or get knocked out, even for a second or two.

Absolutely nauseating, disgusting & abhorrent.

2007 Concussion Pamphlet:

“Player safety rules relating to the use of the helmet will continue to be closely enforced. This will include strict enforcement of the requirement that chin straps on helmets be completely and properly buckled so that the helmet provides the maximum protection.”

The helmet only protects the SKULL and protects SKULL FRACTURES not that mushy thing INSIDE the skull housing your BRAIN, MIND, INTELLECT, PERSONALITY & MEMORIES.

No big.

2007 Concussion Pamphlet:

“The NFL will continue to research and study all elements of concussions with a particular focus on long-term effects.”

Absolute lie. Why doesn’t the NFL proactively reach out to retirees and warn them about CTE & other neurodegenerative disorders? Symptoms to look out for, providers they can contact for support, holistic treatment options, mental health support?

Why isn’t the NFL doing this given the long list of former players who have killed themselves who were then posthumously diagnosed with CTE?

2007 Concussion Pamphlet:

“Concussions are caused by a hard hit to the head. The hit is typically from another player's helmet, shoulder pad or knee or from a fall to the ground. The effects usually last a short time, but it's important that they are treated properly and promptly by you, your team doctors and your athletic trainers.”

The effects do NOT last a short time — the effects of a concussion are PERMANENT brain damage!

2007 Concussion Pamphlet:

“When should I return to play following a concussion?

After a concussion, all return-to-play decisions should be made by your team medical staff. These decisions should never be made by players or coaches. You should be free of symptoms before you return to play.”

Absolutely abysmal that the NFL still — 18 years after this pamphlet was posted in locker rooms and distributed to players — does not have a TIMELINE for players diagnosed with a concussion to return to play.

Abysmal!

Even boxers diagnosed with a concussion are required to sit out 30 days before fighting again — and the entire point of their sport is to literally knock out their opponents!

Yet even boxing has a more sensible concussion policy than football where a player can return to action in just five days if they clear each step of the 5 step concussion protocol and each step takes at least one day to clear.

Five days and then they are being exposed to contact again in practice and a full speed game with live bullets within a week the following Sunday?

Reckless negligence.

From the 2007 concussion pamphlet:

“If you have had a concussion and feel you are being pressured to return too quickly, or think that is happening to a teammate, you can call (the hotline number) to make a confidential report.”

What good is an anonymous hotline?

It doesn’t even say what will happen to trainers, team doctors and coaches who are reported to this hotline — will the NFL launch an investigation? Does the NFLPA have the right to fire the individual? For instance, the NFLPA chose to fire the doctor who cleared Tua to return to play during the 2022 season which resulted in Tua being concussed a second time and being stretchered off the field after displaying a fencing response. To not list the potential consequences of a trainer, doctor or coach being reported to the hotline or even mention the player’s union makes it seem like exactly what it was — the NFL not taking concussions or this pamphlet seriously.

It was nothing but then newly selected commissioner of the league Roger Goodell attempting to cover his own ass as we would also see that same year (2007) with the formation of the (disastrous) MTBI or Minor Traumatic Brain Injury Committee.

Goodell was trying to get ahead of what he knew was coming — more CTE suicides, more former players in severe cognitive decline, more lawsuits against the league for abandoning its former players physically mentally cognitively & emotionally suffering in retirement and a potential drying up of the player pipeline of concerned parents start directing their children away from tackle football (Pop Warner) and to other sports without 375 head impacts per season like baseball and basketball.

This is the most egregious lie in the entire 2007 concussion pamphlet:

“Am I at risk for further injury if I have had a concussion?

Current research with professional athletes has shown that you should not be at greater risk of further injury once you receive proper medical care for a concussion and are free of symptoms.

Research is currently underway to determine if there are any long-term effects of concussion in NFL athletes.”

You are absolutely more susceptible to suffering additional concussions once you have suffered your first one!

Why does the NFL get away with such disgusting lies?

Everyone just moves on.

“Those were the bad old days.”

In 2007?????????????????

There are ABSOLUTELY long-term, debilitating effects of concussions and the NFL had literally known that since at least the 1960s!

What about all the players who were irrevocably damaged, who were diagnosed with dementia, who suffered dozens of concussions, who ended up in a nursing home, who died alone, who died without dignity, who shot themselves in the heart so that their damaged brains could be diagnosed with CTE?

What about them?

Everyone just moves on to the draft…

[battleangel]

Book Review: Out of Their League by Dave Meggyesy

Out of Their League is a polemical memoir by then St. Louis (now Arizona) Cardinals linebacker Dave Meggyesy included among Sports Illustrated’s Top 100 Sports Books. Aside from being an NFL player (which Meggyesy wasn’t too famous for even among hardcore NFL fans), Meggyesy became infamous for refusing to salute the American flag during the national anthem before NFL games in 1969 to protest the Vietnam War.

Interestingly enough, Meggyesy’s multi-game protests were not covered by the national media & press at the time so NFL fans outside of Cardinals fans were unaware but that ofcourse does not mean that the Commissioner at the time, Pete Rozelle, was unaware — he was aware and enraged, not just at Meggyesy’s national anthem & flag protests but his associations with SDS and the anti-war left including collecting signatures for petitions from teammates and scheduling meetings with hundreds of protesters at his house — to the extent Meggyesy was told by the team the FBI had a dossier on him.

However, the national public did not become aware of Meggyesy’s national anthem protests and anti-war views until his book, Out of Their League, was published which he appeared on the Dick Cavett show for which resulted in a national speaking tour with over 600 engagements which resulted in the book selling over 650k copies.

Meggyesy’s protest occurred nearly five decades prior to Colin Kapernick’s similar protest of the national anthem & flag. Both players were protesting America’s repressive regime, with Meggyesy’s protest focusing on his objection to the Vietnam War while Kapernick’s protest focused on police brutality and the murder of unarmed black men dying in the streets.

As similar as Meggyesy’s and Kapernick’s protests were, there was one critical difference — the price each man paid for following his conscience strictly due to the color of their skin.

Whereas Kapernick was a black quarterback protesting racism in an extremely racist league (yes, the NFL is still racist) so Kapernick was literally run out of the league then blackballed and stopped from returning despite bringing the 49ers to an NFC Championship and almost winning them a Super Bowl — alternaltely, Meggyesy as a white linebacker was benched for the remainder of the season as punishment for his protests yet he never lost his job nor was he blacklisted and run out of the league as Kapernick was.

To return to the NFL’s racism, Meggyesy writes about this in much detail during his time in the league in the 1960s and very little has changed over six decades later.

Racism in the NFL is still rampant today given that over 70% of the league is black yet black men only make up of the US population. Additionally, the highest collision positions are dominated by black players (cornerbacks - 99% black, wide receivers - 88% black, linebackers - 74% black) yet the lowest collision positions are dominated by white players (quarterbacks, kickers & punters).

Meggyesy calls attention to how disgustingly rampant racism in the NFL was during his time in the league from stacking, quotas, forced segregation by the coaches, verbal abuse & humiliation of black players, extremely racist team leaders and more.

Importantly, Meggyesy also highlights the complete and total dehumanization of the game of football itself and the extremely high price that it extracts from its very human flesh & blood players.

Meggyesy describes the dehumanization that occurred on kickoff as he was often used in special teams:

“I was playing end on the kickoff return team. I watched the flight of the ball as it went straight down the middle. Then I dropped back a few steps and began the sprint across field. I knew he didn’t see me and I decided to take him low. I gathered all my force and hit him. As I did, I heard his knee explode in my ear, a jagged, tearing sound of muscles and ligaments separating. The next thing I knew, time was called and he was writhing in pain on the field. They carried him off on a stretcher and I felt sorry—but at the same time, I knew it was a tremendous block and that was what I got paid for.

During the rest of my years in the pros, this image would occasionally surface in my mind. This sort of thing happened all the time; it was part of a typical Sunday afternoon in big-time football. But the conditions that made me feel a confused joy at breaking up another man’s body gradually became just one of many reasons why I decided to quit the game. After playing the sport most of my life, I’ve come to see that football is one of the most dehumanizing experiences a person can face, and in this book I’m going to tell you what’s really behind the video glitter of the game—the racism and fraud, the unbelievable brutality that affects mind as much as body.”

As Meggyesy further describes football’s dehumanization:

”We didn’t fully understand the demands and contradictions imposed by the commercial nature of the game, that we were the product and the replaceable parts.”

Meggyesy is also brutally honest about the straight up sadism and violent spectacle inherent in the sport of football itself and, although this was written in 1970, it is still extremely relevant today. Even though we are no longer in the “headbanging” era of football as helmet to helmet hits have been outlawed the fact remains that football players today are bigger, faster, taller & stronger which results in injuries that are still just as catastrophic, gruesome & debilitating. Additionally, since neurodegenerative diseases like CTE are caused by repetitive subconcussive head impacts, today’s players are just as susceptible to suffering from CTE, Parkinson’s disease, dementia & Alzheimer’s disease from the tens of thousands of repetitive head impacts they endure from Pop Warner to high school football to college football to the Pros.

Meggyesy describes the constant pervasive nature of & blind acceptance of violence in football:

”From an early age, I had learned to endure violence and brutality as simply a part of my life. But in football, the brutality became legitimate, a way of being accepted on the football field and off.”

Meggyesy also details the ambivalent, harrowing nature of football violence:

“Like any other sane person, he didnt particularly like to hit or be hit. But as the pro football cliche goes, “A player has got to want to love to hit.”

A lot of Meggyesy’s book deals with the psychological violence that the game of football exacts upon and extracts from its players. Football’s violence requires a detachment bordering on dissociation while also requiring a ramping up and “psyching up” of the self to “go out there and hit somebody”.

Meggyesy examines what this constant psychological damage does to the players who are suffering from not just the physical violence which is explicit and obvious to the viewer but also a psychological violence that is invisible and insidious that is not visible to the viewer:

“For the first time in my life I began to experience fear on the playing field. The fears kept creeping in and for a while I could hardly control them. I began to question the brutality of the game — these guys on the other side of the line were obviously trying to smash the hell out of me.”

Sometimes the psyching up that the players would do that Meggyesy describes appears to rise to the level of brainwashing as described by the author in the haunting passage below:

“I rarely missed a tackle when I was playing pro ball, but when I did it usually was because of a fear of getting my head kicked in. I always tried to psych myself out of this fear but sometimes it refused to get psyched away and I would find myself turning my face away from a ball player’s driving knees.”

Who would TURN their face TOWARDS a player’s driving knees?

Players inculcated with decades of brainwashing in tackle football from the time they were children.

Meggyesy further expounds on the importance of players dehumanizing each other given the levels of brutalistic violence that the game requires them to inflict upon each other:

”I particularly didn’t want to see their faces, because the more anonymous they were the better it was for me — and I’m sure most of the other ball players felt the same way: they were a faceless enemy we had to meet.”

Another account of players rituals of “psyching” themselves up for the physical violence of upcoming games included a teammate of Meggyesy’s whose pre-game ritual included actual physical violence:

“The coaches never seemed to realize that it was not an easy thing for guys to psych themselves up for what they had to go out and do during a game. I would spend a lot of time just trying to get my nervous system together. Other guys had other techniques. Just before we went out on the field, for instance, Ernie Clark, one of our linebackers, would disappear. The rest of us would be in the locker room, down on one knee going through the Lord’s Prayer, and above our mumbling, you could hear this steady pounding noise. It was Ernie with his helmet on, beating his head against the concrete walls of the training room.”

What is clear throughout Meggyesy’s book is that at all times as a football player — in the particular chapter the below quote is from when he is playing at Syracuse — you are a football player first and a human being with wants, love, desires, needs, friendships, relationships, intellect, beliefs, values, hobbies & interests second.

In fact, what happens as the novel progresses, is that these positions slowly switch place for Meggyesy where he gradually becomes a football player second and an individual first which creates an existential crisis within the author.

The below quote from the author makes clear how extreme the cultish indoctrination, conditioning & brainwashing inherent in football’s contact drills, training camps, authoritarianism and unthinking obedience really is:

“I’d have sacrificed my life for the team and I think the coaches knew it.”

This is the complete & total dehumanization & reductionism that football players endure to participate in their sport.

Football players arent humans, partners, lovers, students, thinkers, philosophers, friends or activists.

Football players are nothing but football players and machines, commodified money making apparatuses as Meggyesy repeatedly makes clear:

”I also realized, paradoxically, how cut off and removed I was from my body. I knew my body more thoroughly than most men are ever able to, but I had used it and thought of it as a machine, a thing that had to be well-oiled, well-fed, and well-taken-care of, to do a specific job. I had glimpsed a bit of myself and realized that the “me” behind the face guard was alive and well and could feel and think.”

In fact, the last literal lines in the book clearly address this forced split in football players’ psyche and the toll it exacts upon its’ players:

“Now that football and the split personality it forced on me were part of the past, I knew I could get down to the real work — joining forces with those individuals and groups trying to change this society.”

College football is well known for its’ pageantry, spectacle, pomp & circumstance and traditions — but what about the injured players who are quickly removed from the field of play and are usually forgotten about — “out of sight, out of mind”?

Meggyesy gives a harrowing account of a horrific injury he suffered while playing at Syracuse and how crushingly lonely & isolating the agonizing experience was:

“The pain was excruciating for I had also torn up my ankle and it was hemorrhaging. The trainers put me on a table, told me an ambulance was on its way, then went back out to watch the game. It was eerie to hear the fans screaming as I lay alone in the locker room not knowing how badly I was hurt. I felt completely cut off, and I was scared that it might be the end of my career.”

How inhumane is that?

But once the announcers say that we are back to the action, the Dave Meggyesys suffering alone in excruciating, agonizing, terrifying & isolating pain are very quickly forgotten.

Meggyesy also discusses the romanticized coach player “father son” relationship that is so endlessly mythologized in football that coupled with the obligatory authoritarianism and demands for obedience subjects players to being ruthlessly taken advantage of, emotionally exploited & needlessly injured.

Meggyesy describes a teammate at Syracuse who was physically struggling and not at 100% who the team coach decided to put in on punt return anyway.

The resulting injury was as disastrous as it was obvious (not to mention preventable):

“I couldn’t forget seeing Mark’s career end so suddenly and senselessly. The way he was injured made me acutely aware of the incredible brutality of the game and of the power those who control the game have over the players. While I continued to be the hustling, super-aggressive ball player for the rest of college and my seven years in the NFL, I never again played with the intensity and blind commitment that I had my sophomore year.”

Something that also came across very clearly to me in Meggyesy’s book was that the fans’ bloodlust and excitement for football’s brutality and sadism make them very complicit in the violence that occurs on the field. The media complex — play by play & color commentators, analyzers & sideline reporters — are also complicit since they are responsible for presenting football as a dazzling spectacle and for glorifying the violence and making heroes of football’s gladiators for the fans to endlessly worship. Thus, the fans and sports commentators alike take football players’ already reckless nature and “devil may care” attitude and combine to make the players feel literally indestructible which in turn then makes the players play even more recklessly which the fans and commentators then eat up even more.

It is a vicious cycle which to this day leads players to make hits they shouldn’t, initiate contact they shouldn’t, hold on to the ball when they shouldn’t, lower their head for extra yardage when they shouldn’t, refuse to slide when they should, take risks they shouldn’t, and buy into the mythology of the sport that the players are indestructible, immortal, god-like and will never grow old much less ever die but instead will always be the way we see them when they come charging out of the smoke-filled tunnels onto the field full of testosterone, adrenaline, physical courage & moxie. Per football’s endless and self-reinforcing mythology, the players aren’t human like the fans and commentators are. They are our heroes & avatars that we endlessly & vicariously live through.

Meggyesy highlights the complicated reality for football players as the violence in the game exacts a steep price but paradoxically that same violence that is so destructive to the players also provides them with an indescribable high:

“I still felt ambivalent about hitting. At times I didn’t want to touch anyone or be touched. On other occasions I felt great pleasure and release from the sheer physical violence of the game. Sometimes after getting a clean shot at the ball carrier, I would feel this tremendous energy flow and not experience the pain of contact at all. I sometimes could psych myself so high I would feel indestructible.”

The publication and promotion of “Outside of Their League” which so pointedly & honestly spoke out against the “all-American” institution of football led to current players, coaches, some in the media and even politicians labeling Meggyesy as un-American, a hippie, a quitter & a loser.

What comes through in the “headbanging” era of football that Meggyesy played in that still rings true in the sport today is denial.

A “ding” isn’t permanent brain damage. “Getting your bell rung” isnt permanent brain damage. That was in Meggyesy’s playing days.

Today, nearly six decades later, linemen banging away on the line 70 to 80 times a game isn’t permanent brain damage.

Today, nearly six decades later, a running back running into a wall of linemen 25 to 30 times a game isn’t permanent brain damage.

In the below excerpt, Meggyesy recounts being so “dingy” that he was throwing up after every game his senior year in college at Syracuse which is before he played seven seasons in the NFL.

It is terrifying to think of the damage this sport has caused to countless unsuspecting men that believe in the lie of this sport that is endlessly peddled to them from the time they are children — that football provides bonds of brotherhood, fidelity, loyalty, friendship, character development & is a crucible that makes them a man instead of football “providing” repetitive head impacts, persistent side effects, permanent & irreversible brain damage that can lead to incurable neurodegenerative diseases like CTE & dementia and the potential destruction of their minds & the loss of their personalities & memories:

“I’d spear him in the legs just above the knees with my helmet. The only problem with spear blocking was that I got kicked in the head a lot. Every time I drove my head into the defensive tackle’s legs, his knee would come driving into my helmet. I’d be pretty dingy by the end of the game and by my senior year I was throwing up after every game.”

What also comes across clearly is the level of compulsion inherent in football — what is presented as incredible physical courage, bravery, bravado, heart & dedication to “the game” is often manipulative exploitation that counts on these young men’s desperate need for their coaches’ approval that they are literally breaking their bodies & minds for:

”Throughout my junior year, I continued to play tough, hard-hitting, fanatical football. The coaches continued to hold me up as a model to other players. Yet, like so many other ball players, my “courageous” behavior was often not voluntary. Although I played time and again with injuries, and told myself I was doing this because it was in the best tradition of the game, it was really to get approval from the coaches. It would have taken real courage to tell the coach I was hurt and wouldn’t play until my injury healed properly.”

As someone who watched the NFL every week for over a decade & attended the Eagles Super Bowl parade in person in 2018 then stopped watching because of the violence, exploitation, racism & deception, I highly recommend Meggyesy’s book as it honestly shows how much the NFL and football have not changed and how in some ways things are actually worse today than they were when Meggyesy played in the 1960s.

“Out of Their League” is an incredibly important novel showing that football has always been inextricably linked to America’s militaristic, nationalistic, racist, misogynistic, hegemonic and colonialist mindset & capitalist exploitation as well as its’ hyper conservative political mindset and how incredibly toxic & corrosive football’s popularity is.

Meggyesy’s voice is one that over 60 years later still absolutely deserves to be and needs to be read and heard.

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Ozempic Mania: Obsession & Brainwashing

I saw a Hims & Hers commercial for compounded semaglutide during Raw on Netflix last night that really bothered & disturbed me:

In fact, it bothered & disturbed me so much that when I woke up (very early) this morning at 3:30 am it was the literal first thought I had.

Why did it bother me so much?

First of all, compounded pharmacies create copies of name brand drugs but do NOT go through FDA approval.

So, there are no rigorous quality checks & often times, these copycat drugs which are considerably cheaper than the name brand, are contaminated, improperly dosed, etc. which has resulted in poisonings, overdoses & deaths.

Hims also does not even require for individuals using their service for compounded semaglutide aka knockoff Ozempic & Wegovy as semaglutide is the active ingredient to even have a video appointment with a doctor before receiving their prescription.

All you have to do is fill out a form which does not even screen for eating disorders so all you have to do is lie about your weight & bam! You now have copycat Ozempic or Wegovy.

It's literally 1/5th of the cost that the name brand drugs cost at $250 to $300 a month for the copycat compounded version versus $1000 to $1399 a month out of pocket for the name brand.

Given that manufacturer's coupons reducing price for the name brand are only valid for a few months & insurance companies that do approve Ozempic & Wegovy, when they do, only do so for a year or two, there are millions of Americans obtaining their "miracle weight loss drug" through compounding pharmacies, online med spas, Hims & Hers, etc.

With no oversight & without even speaking to a doctor.

What could possibly go wrong?

On top of the above obvious issues, if you played the ad above, you see that unlike Novo Nordisk when they advertise Ozempic & Wegovy, literally NONE of the medications extremely adverse potential side effects are even mentioned!

Just a one line sentence of text in the corner of the screen.

Really?

When compounded semaglutide is NOT FDA approved so it does NOT have the quality checks that Ozempic & Wegovy have?

How does it make sense that pharma manufacturers have to list out all potential side effects for the drugs they market when those medications HAVE FDA approval yet compounded semaglutide is NOT FDA approved yet Hims was allowed to air this ad without any consequences?

The Hims Super Bowl ad was even worse & once again, Hims did not list ANY potential adverse side effects of GLP-1 drugs.

While the FDA wouldnt regulate or monitor this ad since its compounded, the FTC could have and SHOULD have stepped in & fined Hims or not approved the ad to air without insisting Hims include warnings of the potentially extremely adverse side effects that can occur with semaglutide.

As you can see above, that didn't happen.

Predatory, manipulative, deceptive, dishonest, preying on people's insecurities, soulless corporatists.

I have done ongoing research for the past fifteen years on overly processed foods, fast food, incidences of obesity, additives, sugar substitutes, toxins, synthetic chemicals, pesticides, herbicides, GMOs & fungicides in causing & creating America's obesity pandemic which started in 1976 & has only exponentially worsened in the fifty years since.

Funny how none of the GLP-1 hysteria even bothers to mention that 60% of food & beverage products in America contain toxic additives, synthetic chemicals, substitutes, pesticides, herbicides, fungicides, GMOs, preservatives, flavorings, colorings & excess amounts of salt, fat & sugar with minimal amounts of protein, fiber & nutrients.

The absolutely nauseating ubiquitous advertisements for Ozempic, Wegovy & Zepbound have really disturbed me with the above Hims ad during Raw on Netflix last night being a final straw so I did additional research this morning on GLP-1 drugs causing weight rebound, suppressing the body's natural ability to release GLP-1 which is the body's natural signal indicating fullness & satiety which then naturally increases individuals appetite causing extreme hunger pangs & cravings once the medications are stopped.

Additionally, the FDA recently ruled this past Friday that there is no longer a semaglutide shortage which means that compounding pharmacies have 90 days to cease & desist in making & selling compounded semaglutide.

Now, ofcourse, these pharmacies can get around this by combining semaglutide with metformin for nausea or Vitamin B12 for fatigue & then sell the combination under 503B exemption. I am also fairly certain these pharmacies will take Novo to court to sue as the compounded semaglutide is currently taken by millions of Americans who cannot afford the brand name Ozempic & Wegovy & is far too lucrative for them to just give up with this ruling.

With that said, while lawsuits can drag out in court for years & as I mentioned these pharmacies can just add metformin or Vitamin B12 to semaglutide and sell the combination under 503B exemption, the FDA no longer categorizing semaglutide as being in a shortage will probably somewhat affect the availability of compounded semaglutide where it will still be available for purchase but not as widely and easily as it has been.

In doing so, I came across extremely disturbing information that Phillip Morris — the big tobacco company — purchased several food companies in the 80s including Kraft.

All of the lies Phillip Morris told about tobacco & cigarettes not being addictive or deadly were repeated with Krafts overly processed foods & snacks. 

Just like with cigarettes, while Kraft/Phillip Morris purposely designed their products to be addictive & harmful while lying to the contrary, the exact same pattern was repeated with Krafts overly processed food & snacks. 

The same attorneys that were used to deny cigarettes harmful addictive qualities for decades before Phillip Morris finally admitted the truth for the first time were utilizing the exact same tactics pre-emptively & internally with overly processed junk food & snacks that Kraft produced. 

The attorneys, marketing teams & executives foresaw similar warning labels in coming decades for junk food as well as lawsuits — exactly what happened with tobacco — & utilized all the same disgusting deceptive practices, lies, industry funded research to claim their products were safe when the opposite was true & aggressive lobbying of lawmakers to keep warning labels off of their products & to minimize regulation attempts — the exact same playbook they had utilized with their tobacco products.

Just like how Phillip Morris finally admitted cigarettes were addictive in 2000 after decades of vociferous denials, industry funded research & studies & aggressive lobbying to the contrary — recall that the NFL who utilized the same law firm as Phillip Morris for the landmark concussion lawsuit & 2013 settlement followed the exact same corporatist denial playbook — decades of denying the dangers of concussions, returning to play after receiving a concussion, second impact syndrome & long term effects of concussions such as post concussion syndrome & neurological issues, symptoms & conditions only to finally admit the truth for the first time in 2011.

The snack & fast food industries are poised to follow the exact same pattern as big tobacco & the NFL — as well as the meat processing & packaging companies — in terms of denying the purposefully addictive qualities of overly processed foods — packaged snacks, potato chips, ice cream, candy, chocolate, desserts, baked goods, cereals, white bread, pasta, breakfast bars, pastries, cookies, frozen snacks & meals, sugary beverages — the dangerous qualities of overprocessed foods — hundreds of studies have proven they cause a significant increase in all cause mortality, diabetes, cancer, atherosclerosis, heart disease, heart attack, stroke, dementia, Alzheimers disease, hypertension, high blood pressure, shortened lifespan & auto immune disorders — then eventually admitting the truth to get ahead of impending litigation, regulation & warning labels — settling to avoid a lawsuit that would result in discovery where companies internal documents detailing how intentional the addictive nature of the food products are & how aware they were of the dangers while actively avoiding any attempts at regulation, banning advertisements to children, warning labels & paying a minuscule amount in settling compared to industry profits.

The exact same pattern also happened with Purdue, the big pharma giant that manufactured Oxycontin — lies & full page ads claiming Oxy was safer than Tylenol, promoting its usage among vulnerable populations such as veterans & low income individuals, denials that it was addictive & blaming Oxy addicts for “personal moral failings” who died of their addictions & overdoses, denying the science proving Oxy was addictive, lethal & dangerously overprescribed, litigation happened, settlement ordered, settlement paid.

Wash, rinse repeat as we will see this in 5 to 10 years with Novo Nordisk & the GLP-1 drugs which we have no long term effects for (5 years) for people taking it for weight loss. The drugs have been shown to cause suicidal ideation, suicides, stomach paralysis, gastroparesis, pancreatitis, cyclical vomiting, severe nausea & diarrhea & cancer.

The medications are designed to be “taken for life” but given the side effects if an individual stops taking them, studies show that 66% of users gain all the weight lost back — given the drugs are $1400 a month & insurance companies only cover them for a certain period of time, this is critical as most people will not be able to afford to take these drugs for the rest of their lives & Novos patent will not expire until the next decade so FDA approved generics will not be available until then & compounded seamglutide — current generics & knockoffs — are non-FDA approved, unregulated & can result in contaminated doses, poisoning & death.

These drugs also suppress the bodys natural ability to release its own GLP-1, the bodys hormone signaling satiety after eating, so an individual will go from extremely excessive amounts of GLP-1 generated by the drugs to their own body not being able to secrete GLP-1 at normal levels which will cause & create withdrawals, ravenous increased appetite, food bingeing & disordered eating — all by design to then force the individuals back on the drug by any means necessary.

I still feel totally disturbed & unnerved.

I am 43 years old so I remember the Oxycontin ads. I remember Fen-Phen. I remember Vioxx. I remember the big tobacco Congressional hearings & lawsuits. I remember the NFL Congressional hearings & lawsuits.

And I know for an absolute fact we are going to witness the same hearings & lawsuits over the next decade with regards to these GLP-1 drugs.

We do not know the long term effects for people taking GLP-1 drugs for weight loss only, NOT for diabetes. We do not have longitudinal studies or data for the effects of taking GLP-1 drugs for weight loss long term which would be 5 years.

Yet the FDA has approved Ozempic for adolescents as young as 12 years old.

How many times do we need to see this movie?

How many people have to die for this cycle to stop happening every few years?

Or does nothing stop this under our Matrix controlled capitalist citadel hellscape?

Statnews.com

“Novo Nordisk spent $11 million on meals and travel for thousands of doctors last year, federal records show, as part of its push to promote Ozempic and other weight loss-inducing diabetes drugs.

The pharmaceutical company bought more than 457,000 meals to educate doctors and other prescribers about its portfolio of drugs known as GLP-1 agonists, according to the newly released data from the Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services.

Nearly 12,000 prescribers had food paid for by the company more than a dozen times last year. More than two hundred recorded more than 50 meals and snacks paid for by the company. One doctor, who is a frequent speaker for the company, recorded 193.”

In 2023, there was over $130 million worth of Ozempic ads shown on television with over 4,000 ads on Facebook & Instagram.

If you turned on a TV or scrolled on a cell phone or computer screen, the ad & the absolutely insipid & insufferable song were totally inescapable.

So, that's the volume of ads for the "miracle" MAGIC! weight loss drug...oh, oh, oh OZEMPIC!

What about the similarly ubiquitous & unavoidable ads for fast food & chain restaurant food?

No jarring juxtaposition or cognitive dissonance whatsoever.

Right?

I tracked the number of fast food & chain restaurant foods during 4.5 hours of one night of television watching WWE Raw & NBA on TNT:

•Olive Garden

•Ad: Limited Time Steak Gorgonzola & Chicken Marsala

•Number of times ad shown: 10 times

•Chick Fil A

•Ad: Seasonal Spicy Chicken Sandwich, Dr. Pepper & Waffle Fries

•Number of times ad shown: 8 times

•Applebees

•Ad: $9.99 Chicken Sandwich or Cheeseburger, Fries & Soda

•Number of times ad shown: 4 times

•Wingstop

•Ad: Music playing as door opens to Wingstop being delivered & friends inside an apartment then eating Wingstop wings, talking & laughing animatedly

•Number of times ad shown: 4 times

•Popeyes

•Ad: Wings with sauce

•Number of times ad shown: 2 times

•Burger King

•Ad: "Eat like a king when youre on a budget" 2 for $5 or 3 for $7

•Number of times ad shown: 2 times

•Taco Bell

•Ad: $5, $7 or $9 meals - $9 new double cheesy burrito

•Number of times ad shown: 2 times

•Dominos

•Ad: Medium 2 Topping Pizza including Thin Crust

•Number of times ad shown: 2 times

•McDonalds

•Ad: 2 for $5 - McChicken or Cheeseburger with Fries

•Number of times ad shown: 2 times

4.5 hours of TV. Nine fast food restaurant & chain restaurants advertised. For a total of 36 ads.

Literal definition of brainwashing.

Psyops.

Literally psychological operations & psychological warfare.

Brainwashing ads for the public to consume food literally designed to be addicting, stuffed full of synthetic chemicals & toxins shown literally dozens & dozens of times within just a few hours of TV — a WWE weekly wrestling program & an NBA basketball game.

Closeups, cheese pulls, food porn, lingering shots, zoom ins, slow motion, endless repetition, loud music, jingles endlessly nauseatingly replayed, people laughing eating having fun while eating & devouring fast food & chain restaurant food, eyegasms, mouthwatering, super appetizing, endorphin rush, cheap, sale, dollar menus, value deals, value meal, limited time, bogo, im lovin it, have it your way, yo quiero taco bell, noone outpizzas the hut, finger lickin good, bdubs, eatin good in the neighborhood, dollar ritas, endless chips, endless fries, same ad three times within one single solitary commercial break, alluring ads, seductive ads, literally hypnotic ads…

Ads literally designed, filmed & shot specifically to induce & cause cravings, desire, endorphin rushes, shortcircuited thinking, hunger pangs, need to be satiated & satisfied, impulse ordering, racing to doordash app, gotta have crunchy, crispy, salty, cheesy, fried, bacon-y, cheesy, melty, meaty, decadent, juicy, thick, succulent, delicious, gotta have it, lighting up your reward system, as addictive as literal cocaine, crossing the blood brain barrier, ordering for every game, every week, every weekend, every day, every mood, happy moods, sad moods, bored mood, busy moods, socializing moods, fun moods, friend mode, get together mode, family mode, gaming mode, hangout mode, its the weekend mode, tgi friday mode, i need a break mode, im going to reward myself mode, treat yo self mold, yolo mode, cheap instant endorphin rush mode, instant pick me up mode, instant mood enhancer mode, eat my feelings mode…

Capitalist exploitative cunts.

TheBeet.com

“The ads during your favorite NFL game (or any other sporting event) are full of close-ups of all sorts of junk food loaded with heart-bursting saturated fat. Researchers have linked these marketing campaigns with having a role in contributing to America's persistent obesity crisis.”

“According to Yale researchers, there is a direct relationship between ads and eating habits. Hedy Kober, a Yale Associate Professor who runs the Clinical & Affective Neuroscience Laboratory there, looked at the effect of exposure to food cues (both virtual and real) on cravings, eating behavior, and weight gain. In reviewing 45 studies that took data from 3,300 participants, Kober and her researcher told NPR they saw a direct connection between food cues and eating behavior.”

“We found very, very strong relationships between reactivity and cues and weight and eating," Kober told NPR. 

The findings, which were published in the journal Obesity Reviews, one would have thought might lead regulators to consider banning advertising food that is harmful to an American public that is significantly overweight. Yet that was over six years ago. Nothing happened.”

They make money off of sickening and poisoning us with the food they are selling us that they purposely make addicting that we then become addicted to that then poison, sicken and kill us all while making them billions & trillions of dollars in profit.

“Of all the calories we eat, and Americans on average eat over 3,600 calories a day (a 24 percent increase since 1961) nearly 60 percent of them are in the form of highly processed or junk food.

If we cut out those unhealthy calories, health advocates and nutritionists believe, we could lower our risk of lifestyle diseases such as type 2 diabetes, heart disease, obesity, high blood pressure, and certain weight-related cancers. The CDC has identified no fewer than 13 types of cancer that are tied to obesity.

Because our food systems have engineered the majority of our packaged foods to contain fewer nutrients, yet more calories, more simple carbs, and more saturated fat that can clog our arteries and lead to heart disease, it means that the same regulators who allow food makers to create chips that are hard to stop eating are also allowing these junk food makers to come into our living rooms day after day and night after night to pump up desire and cravings and remind us to want these crappy foods. 

Like cigarettes, they may be killers but they are hard to quit.

And the food ads are shot up close, like food porn, pulling apart a slice of pizza that steams and melts in a way designed to make our mouths water.

And fast food ads tell you that the social fun of watching your team with friends also must involve consuming large amounts of calories and unhealthy saturated fat.

We see cheerful pizza delivery guys opening doors to family gatherings and bonding experiences surrounding cheesy foods, carb-centric chips, stacked burgers with bacon, cheese, and fries, and innocent-looking frothy pints of beer.

Now that I am avoiding these types of foods, I notice that when you watch TV, especially football, they are ubiquitous, unavoidable and absolutely everywhere…”

Food Highs & Food Comas

They WANT people sick, obese, overweight, lethargic, sluggish, disordered, numb, compulsive, obsessive, addictive, mindless, slavish, overindulging, excessive, apathetic, indifferent, overcompensating, binge eating, binge snacking, overeating, eating fast food every day, doordash every day, delivery every day, sit down restaurant every month, pizza, wings, burgers, chicken, sandwiches, hoagies, subs, fries, mozz sticks, endless fries, 1/2 price apps, nuggets, tacos, burritos, chalupas, force of habit, emotional eating, eating emotions, stress eating, eating when bored, distracted eating, mindless eating, portions quintupled since the 1950s, super sized, extra large, large, upgrade, doordash order add ons, carvel, dairy queen, ritas, manic mondays, delivery fridays, order out, order in, sit down, eat out, take out, menus, eating chemicals, gagging it down, gagging it up, mystery meat, school cafeteria, hospital cafeteria, food that makes you sick, leftovers, seconds, thirds, buffets, endless meals, endless apps, endless pancakes, birthday meals, instant endorphins, endorphin rush, cheap endorphins, food high, sugar high, addicts…

I haven't even mentioned subsidies yet.

US government subsidizes meat, dairy, eggs & sugar.

This is why dairy is in everything — ask yourself why casein — that contains milk — is used to bind flavoring to POTATO CHIPS when vegan binding agents work better.

Subsidies.

Killing fields…

All of the tentacles in capitalism are endless. Endless industrial complex pipelines. All leading to money, pain, misery, suffering death… And money.

The government subsidizes the industries that pay them.

Its as simple, nebulous, nefarious & fucking evil as that.

Subsidies artificially increase the cost of goods enough to be profitable while still being affordable. The agricultural lobby created the USDA which then set food agendas like the completely bogus & refuted by science “Food Pyramid” that enriched…the agricultural lobby.

It is that circular & insidious.

The United States grows 2/3 of the world’s food yet 1/2 of that food is wasted — thrown away & never consumed.

40% of waste in landfills in the US is food that has been thrown away.

There is no corresponding Big Broccoli to Big Ag.

That is what subsidies are about.

Its not about competition, keeping farmers employed, exports or tariffs.

Its about what its always about in the death cult known as capitalism…

Money.

Back to Ozempic...a weight loss drug literally CAUSING eating disorders!

Ozempian Eating Disorders

NBC News

Over the past six months, psychologist Tom Hildebrandt has seen an increase in patients with eating disorders who are taking popular weight loss drugs like Wegovy or Zepbound.

A growing number of doctors are concerned that the medications are triggering or worsening eating disorders in some people.

One recent study,  based on an analysis of adverse event reports submitted to the Food and Drug Administration, found a greater risk of abuse among patients taking semaglutide, the active ingredient in Wegovy and Ozempic, compared to other weight loss drugs.

People don’t need to abuse the new drugs, however, to develop eating disorders, Keshen said. He’s seen eating disorders develop in people who take the drugs as prescribed. 

The Collaborative of Eating Disorders Organizations, whose members provide treatment or support for people with disordered eating, has called for doctors to screen people for conditions such as anorexia, bulimia and binge eating disorder before prescribing the drugs for weight loss.

McElroy and her colleagues published the story of a woman who abused a GLP-1 in the Journal of Clinical Psychopharmacology. Her team first met the patient when she was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts.

The woman lost 50 pounds in nine months and eventually confided that she often took more medication than prescribed “when she felt she ate too much.”

Hildebrandt said he’s concerned that doctors aren’t adequately warning people about the potential risks of eating disorders before prescribing the medications. 

Some doctors are especially concerned about the potential for abuse or eating disorders in adolescents. Wegovy is approved for use in children ages 12 and up.

The prevalence of eating disorders has grown sharply in recent years. 

Eating disorders can be life-threatening. Anorexia has the highest mortality rate of any psychiatric disorder; about 5% of people with the condition die within four years of diagnosis.

Most Wegovians are Women

NYT.com

81 percent of the people taking Wegovy in the United States in 2022 were female, according to data from its manufacturer, Novo Nordisk.

A researcher whose work contributed to the development of what are called GLP-1 receptor agonists, like Ozempic, believes that the loss of food joy while on these drugs is not only a genuine loss but also a major reason patients tend to stop taking them.

“What happens is that you lose your appetite and also the pleasure of eating,” and “there’s a price to be paid when you do that,” said Jens Juul Holst, a professor of Biomedical Sciences at the University of Copenhagen. For some people, “once you’ve been on this for a year or two,” he said, “life is so miserably boring that you can’t stand it any longer and you have to go back to your old life.” 

With Ozempic and Wegovy — again, taken purely for weight loss, rather than treating diabetes or other health conditions — little attention has been paid to the plight of people who have long been accustomed to ignoring our voice of hunger, inasmuch as we exhibit disordered eating or even suffer from full-blown eating disorders.

Despite the high prevalence of such problems — including in children and adolescents, with disordered eating affecting more than one in five worldwide — the potential of these drugs to push people into dangerous territory is rarely confronted soberly. 

Disordered Eating In A Syringe

Styletto Mag UK

"Thinness is the ultimate goal, and happiness and health come in the form of a syringe or a starvation diet. We need to take a stand—against the diet culture that profits from insecurity, against the media that perpetuates harmful ideals, and against the normalisation of disordered eating."

Stapled Tongues & Paralyzed Stomachs

LA Times

Typically used to treat Type 2 diabetes and other conditions, Ozempic, Wegovy and other semaglutide and liraglutide medications are part of the latest wave of weight loss solutions that people, in particular women, are clamoring to get their hands on. Whether that’s through their doctor, a medispa, a pharmacy in Tijuana, a website or by any other means. The popularity of Ozempic continues to skyrocket, despite growing concerns over the drug’s side effects, including thyroid cancer, muscle loss, suicidal ideation, stomach paralysis and other gastrointestinal issues. It harkens back to other weight loss “solutions” from the not-so-distant past: Fen-Phen, Herbalife, Belviq, Hydroxycut, the Atkins diet, the keto diet, jaw wires, flat tummy teas, and innumerable other drugs, fad diets and products, which have all had their moment.

Anything that promises a thinner body will find a hungry audience.

“In our family, with all our experimental diets and being Mexican, when something like [Ozempic] comes out, it makes it not scary for us,” said Aguilera, who started trying to lose weight at age 11. “Me and my mom have gone together to get our tongues stapled. I’ve injected so many shots into my stomach, I can’t even tell you what they were. We were never afraid of trying something new.”

Pedroza stopped taking Ozempic in early October after his body began to reject food. The smell inside a restaurant causes him extreme nausea, and he now struggles to swallow anything he tries to eat. He’s worried the drug gave him stomach paralysis. “It’s scaring me because I know that I need to eat,” he said.

A Clockwork Orange: Eating Disorder in an Injection

Guardian.com

It’s so controversial because of the way it works: by triggering a chemical repugnance to food itself. After being injected with Ozempic, a user could try to imagine a calorically-dense, half-pound Baconator bacon cheeseburger from Wendy’s, and their body physically revolts, with spasms of nausea and waves of ill feeling. It’s the chemical realization of a behavioral psychologist’s wildest dream; A Clockwork Orange for junk food, an eating disorder in an injection.

Online, forums are chock full of stories from Ozempic users whose relationship with food has changed, not only physiologically, but psychologically. “I miss enjoying food and going out to eat,” says one. Another is even more blunt, lamenting: “I hate food.”

There is, perhaps, something sinister, and even a little sci-fi, about a wildly popular weight loss treatment that works, whether in whole or in part, by making food itself disgusting.

Pavlovian Ozempian Salivating Dogs

In due course of treatment, the desire or stimulus itself is exterminated – “beyond the zero”, as Pavlov famously put itin his 1927 lecture on the conditioned reflexes of dogs.

Thyroid Cancer to be Thinner

Animal studies have linked Semaglutide to an increased risk for thyroid cancers, as well as pancreatitis and gallstones. Some law firms already seem to be gearing up to file suits on the basis of these adverse effects.

Weight Loss or Water Loss?

She compares Ozempic to the weight-loss pill Alli, still sold over the counter today, which was “huge news” in the 90s for its claim to stop fat absorption. “What happens is very frequent, very colourful diarrhoea, but of course they say: ‘You’ve lost weight’.” 

That is a common side effect of Ozempic, too – alongside nausea, vomiting, constipation and fatigue. Some people report becoming intolerant to most foods, and even water. “In short, it ruined my life,” a 26-year-old Londoner said recently of her five-month experience: she felt constant nausea and often vomited after waking. But, for some, even that is worth it. “I think a part of me felt like I deserved to feel awful as a punishment for my weight,” said the woman.

“It sounds to me that what people are doing, culturally and psychologically,” she says, “is imagining [being overweight] as a chronic disease that then requires chronic treatment for the rest of their lives.”

“Highly processed foods are engineered to make us want them: They have the sugar, fats, salt,” says Chrzan. The optimal combination of these for maximum deliciousness is sought after by market researchers and flavour scientists as the so-called “bliss point”. 

Ozempic could prove to have a lasting impact on our hormonal pathways, and other internal processes relevant to dietary intake. Certainly, doctors have found that stopping Ozempic can cause blood sugar to surge and cravings to return, sometimes amplified. Regulatory approval also does not guarantee safe consumption. In 2020, the diet drug Belviq was withdrawn over a potential cancer risk that “outweighs the benefits”, a full eight years after it was approved by the US Food & Drug Administration.

There’s one fact about Ozempic that might appear to negate the entire endeavour: People often gain back any weight lost while on the drug as soon as they stop taking it – locking them into a costly, indefinite commitment to medication. 

Instead of learning how to eat and be active – how to nourish and accept the ever-changing body we’re in – we are effectively paying to make the problem go away.

“I think we’re going to look back on this and view it with the same concern and disdain that we now view the prescription of cigarettes and benzedrine for weight loss – we’re going to see how treacherous it really was,” says Christyna Johnson, a “non-diet” dietitian based in Texas.

Doctors in the UK as well as the US receive nominal instruction in nutrition, and next to nothing in disordered eating – meaning they, too, can weight medicalised responses and cures over holistic ones, or prevention.

"I'm Just Identifying...'I'm Eating Eggs'"

“I don’t think people anticipate that they’re going to be so repulsed by food as they embark on their Ozempic journey,” says Johnson. “You can’t wrap your head around it: ‘I’m putting something in my mouth that I know I enjoy, and I’m getting zero pleasure out of it… I’m just identifying: I’m eating scrambled eggs’.”

Ozempic seems to superficially, artificially transcend the matter of willpower, indulgence, restraint and virtue.

Kate Moss’s quip that “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” may have caused outrage, but it captured the deadpan nihilism of the 90s and heroin chic.

Now slimming drugs are ushering in a return of that era’s extreme thinness – but it is telling that the slogan, updated for 2020s, lacks the same wry provocation: “nothing tastes as good”.

These days, we are barrelling towards dystopian chic. Indeed, one feature of a dystopia is the sense of no tomorrow: Ozempic promises thinness for today, as long as you can afford it.

Anorexia, Bulimia & Laxative Abuse in an Eating Disorder Needle

Beateatingdisorders.org.uk

"There must also be more education about the dangers of using medication to lose weight. It’s very alarming that patients in the clinical trial of Semaglutide experienced side effects such as nausea and vomiting, which could potentially trigger an eating disorder or worsen symptoms for someone who is already unwell."

"I have to remember to drink water"

Jezebel

New York published a feature about how trendy Ozempic and semaglutides generally have become with the headline “Life After Food?”

Interviewees reported a severe lack of appetite; one source said they even had to remind themselves to drink water.

Another said, “It’s really fun for [already-thin women] to have their jeans hang off of them like they’re a Hadid. There is an addictive quality to it.” An actor described herself as less anxious because she was less hungry, and said Ozempic allowed her “to be casual about food”: “I can just have one bite, or two bites, or three.”

The off-label use of semaglutide just add another tool to the stockpile of ways to self-destruct with an eating disorder.

If your side effects are so bad you can’t (or don’t) eat you should not be taking them.

It would be one thing if people who got semaglutide prescriptions for weight loss were given informed consent, like, “By the way, taking this medication puts you at greater risk of developing a potentially deadly eating disorder,” Dennis said.

“But nobody’s getting that in their informed consent. Nobody at the primary care office or the endocrinologist’s office or the family practice office is being told, ‘Yes, you can try this medication, but please be aware that one of the potential side effects is the development of an eating disorder.’”

“So all of these people are still going to have their eating disorders and obsession with weight loss and obsession well after they’re off of their one-year, two-year, three-year course of Ozempic.”

Using Ozempic and other semaglutide medications for off-label weight loss is simply recycling the worst parts of diet culture and packaging them in a syringe with a doctor’s approval.

Ozempic Black Market

“We know that people have been able to get hold of Ozempic when they shouldn’t, for example by amending weight details when requesting it from online pharmacies, or getting it through the black market,” says Tom Quinn, head of external affairs at Beat, the UK’s leading eating disorders charity.

“Eating disorders will not suddenly be improved by the person affected losing weight – while it might bring their BMI [body mass index] down in isolation, it will do nothing to address the eating disorder and could make symptoms worse.”

While those suffering from an eating disorder might be lured in by the promise of quick weight loss, there’s a lingering question mark over what happens if and when they stop taking the drug. “If somebody gains weight after their prescription finishes, this could trigger feelings of shame and guilt, which could contribute to an eating disorder developing or a relapse,” adds Quinn.

However, the risks attached to taking these drugs off-label, without proper medical supervision, are high, with potential side effects including gallbladder disease, kidney failure, pancreatitis, and changes in vision. And those are just the ones we know about; given how new these drugs still are, there’s no concrete research on the long-term effects. For those with eating disorders, though, the psychological risks are arguably higher. By using these medications to change how we feel about ourselves, we’re mimicking the behaviour seen in substance use disorders, where substances are used to manage internal discomfort. It’s alarming, and the potential medical consequences are enormous. As well as the risk of provoking a relapse or prolonging recovery from an eating disorder, there are fears that physical side effects won’t put people off but will rather only strengthen a reliance on the drug. Nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain, diarrhoea and constipation also disrupt regulated eating, which is generally considered to be the most healthy approach to achieving and maintaining a healthy weight and is the mainstay of the treatment of eating disorders. For some, seeing the physical changes – especially those that society has come to idealise – and the attention they bring can drive the desire to replicate the same results, despite the risks. This visibility creates a feedback loop – people using the drug, becoming more noticeable, and others wanting to follow suit. However, greater changes are urgently needed at a higher level in order to combat the rise of people accessing weight-loss drugs without proper prescriptions. Evidently, the restrictions around them are far too lax. Safeguards should be in place for the prescription of these medications, including a requirement for comprehensive assessment of physical and psychological parameters before treatment is started. This should include verified BMI and screening for eating disorders.

♪"Ohhhhh, its magic"♪...hypoglycemic seizures?

Reddit

"My family is deeply concerned about my mom, who has been on Zepbound. It was initially prescribed for weight loss, but it’s escalated into something much more dangerous. She’s now eating only about 500 calories a day, has lost significant muscle mass, and is showing clear signs of malnutrition. She moves like someone decades older than her age.

Despite promising to stop, she’s continuing the medication, and it seems to have triggered or exacerbated disordered eating behaviors. It’s become so obvious that even people outside our family have noticed how unwell she looks. Her doctor hasn’t stepped in, and we’re starting to feel like they’re enabling this situation by continuing to prescribe the medication without addressing these risks.

This concern is amplified by my wife’s experience with the same class of drugs. When she decided to stop taking semaglutide, her doctors actually discouraged her from getting off it, even though she was having side effects. It felt like they were more focused on keeping her on the medication than on her overall health.

Today, my mom fell and likely had a hypoglycemic seizure. My dad, who is usually very stoic, is panicked. We’re arriving tomorrow for the holiday, and at this point, we’re unsure what to do."

Ozempic Manic Mania

NPR

In July, the European Medicines Agency said that it was looking into the risk of thoughts of self-harm and suicidal thoughts with the use of Ozempic and similar drugs. As of July 11, the regulator, Europe's FDA, was evaluating more than 150 reports.

The FDA hasn't taken that step. For now, the agency is monitoring the situation. "We continue to conclude that the benefits of these medications outweigh their risks when they are used according to the FDA approved labeling," spokesperson Chanapa Tantibanchachai said in an email to NPR. She noted that weight-loss drug Wegovy, which contains the same active ingredient as Ozempic, semaglutide, includes a warning about suicidal thoughts on its label.

NPR analyzed the FDA's adverse event reporting system, or FAERS, and learned that the agency has received 489 reports of patients experiencing anxiety, depression or suicidal thoughts while taking semaglutide drugs, including Ozempic, Wegovy and Rybelsus.

In 96 of those reports, the patient had suicidal thoughts. Five of them died.

These kinds of incidents often don't happen during the drug's clinical trials because those studies include relatively small numbers of patients who are taking the drug for a limited time. Once a drug is on the market, millions of patients might take it for years.

There's another limitation to the preapproval studies: Who gets to be part of them. Dr. Amy Rothberg, an endocrinologist at the University of Michigan, says patients recruited for the Ozempic clinical trials were screened for depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. They would have been excluded from participating.

Less Desire for Food, Sex And Life

Healthline.com

The most commonly reported symptoms of “Ozempic personality” are:

Worse mood

Increased feelings of anxiety and depression

Feelings of anhedonia, or lacking an interest in previously enjoyed activities 

Decreased libido (less interest in sex)

These negative feelings are generally attributed to changes in the dopamine or “reward center” of the brain. But it’s not entirely clear how GLP-1 drugs are interacting with dopamine in the brain.

“It doesn’t surprise me that there are overall changes in people that are on these drugs. I think some of them are probably subtle, but in animal models, these drugs turn down almost any motivated behavior that we can imagine,” said Daniels.

This Is Your Sex Life...On Ozempic

Wired.com

SHANE DESMOND HAS been taking Wegovy only since the beginning of January, but he’s already noticing benefits. For one, he has dropped about 18 pounds from his starting weight. There’s something else: His libido has improved. At 51, Desmond says it was normal for him to feel in the mood maybe once a week. Now, it’s almost daily. “It kind of took me by surprise,” he says, considering he usually experiences low libido in the winter. He says there have “definitely been some improvements” in his sex life with his husband.

For Julie, a 47-year-old started Wegovy in March 2023 and switched to Zepbound in August last year. She has lost about 60 pounds, down from a starting weight of 276.

The weight loss has made her feel more physically comfortable in the bedroom, making sex with her husband more enjoyable. “If I’m on top, and I have weight resting on my knees or hips, it doesn’t hurt as much,” she says. “If I’m on all fours, my wrists don’t hurt from holding myself up, which makes everything better.”

Certain positions are quite literally a better fit now, she says. And the weight loss has made her more open to trying or suggesting those positions.

Ozempic Magic Deaths

DailyMail.com

Weight loss shots like Ozempic have been linked to 162 deaths in the US, DailyMail.com can reveal.

One of the victims was a 45-year-old woman who choked on her own vomit while on Mounjaro, a rival drug that works the same way.

Another involved a 23-year-old man who died from vomiting, nausea, and a rapid heart rate after taking Wegovy.

The fatalities were logged in the FDA's FAERS database, which is used to monitor the safety of drugs after they are approved and on the market.

Surveys from this year suggest that six percent of US adults — or 15.5million people — have now tried a weight loss drug.

In FAERS, a total of 10,000 reactions were classified as 'serious', or where a patient was hospitalized or suffered from a life-threatening event.

Among the new cases reported in the past six months was a 30-year-old man on Ozempic who was hospitalized with pancreatitis — a serious diagnosis where the pancreas becomes inflamed and causes pain in the abdomen which some patients describe as being 'worse than childbirth'. 

Juanita Gantt was found by her husband Robert unconscious one day in October 2023 and rushed her to the hospital to find she had a severe case of colitis requiring the removal of her colon. She was faring well on the medicine for months until she suddenly collapsed at home and was found unconscious by her husband.

Doctors found part of her intestine had died due to a condition called ischemic colitis, requiring her colon to be removed. She later went into cardiac arrest.

The woman now has to use a drainage pouch — a bag used to collect waste from the intestines when the normal route is no longer functional — for the rest of her life when she goes to the bathroom, which she says she wouldn't have needed if she had never taken Ozempic.

Australian Trish Webster, 56, died after using Ozempic to lose some weight before her daughter's wedding from a blocked bowel after months of severe vomiting and diarrhea.

A decade from now, Ozempic, Wegovy, Zepbound & Mounjaro — the heavily hyped GLP-1 weight loss drugs currently touted as the newest so-called “miracle” — will absolutely be facing the same controversies, lawsuits, dangerous long-term side effects, deaths, Congressional hearings, regulatory oversight for online medspas & telehealth companies prescribing compounded semaglutide with a filled out online form without even requiring a video appointment with a doctor prior to filling the prescription, settlements & yet another societal reckoning — just as we have previously collectively done after the fact once again when it was too late — for OxyContin, Fen-Phen, tobacco, nicotine, overly processed foods, fast food, sugary beverages, alcohol, Vioxx, Celebrex, concussions, CTE, MSG, transfat & a host of other dangerous medications, chemicals & additives in our capitalist obsessed dehumanized dystopia that prioritizes money & profits over safety, protection, prudence, caution, restraint & actually learning from the mistakes of our VERY recent past always to only repeat them again just a few short years later when the next craze, fad, mania & trend hits and only when actually suffer & die first do we collectively momentarily pause as a society, decide that we didnt do enough regulatory checks, there wasnt enough oversight, compliance, ensuring the well being of society, waiting for long term safety & efficacy before allowing millions to potentially harm, sicken, destroy & kill themselves whether for vanity, purported health, so-called character building & teamwork, pain relief, recovery, social benefits, cool or IT factor, Hollywood factor, keeping up with the joneses & flexing for the gram…

There will always be a skinny jab, a magical cure all, a magic pill, a sought after elixir, a fountain of youth, a pain reliever that also induces euphoria, something that promises results without all the work, thinness in a bottle, tiny waist in a needle, confidence in a vial, salvation through microdosing Ozempic dragging out every last drop through insulin needles jabbed into your stomach, compounded semaglutide sodium made in an unregulated Chinese lab, anything to be fit skinny on trend fashionable riding the hype train jumping on the bandwagon not being left out no FOMO in the mix status symbol ego confidence hot new thing one of millions everyone else is doing it…

[battleangel]

Super Bowl Sunday: Brainwashing Kids & Brett Favre's Damaged Brain

On Super Bowl Sunday, while over 120 million Americans tune into the big game and hundreds of millions more watch worldwide, since I no longer watch football I wanted to examine how the NFL exploits & brainwashes children.

Fight For Every Inch

Reddit “I can't speak to non NFL players as they're not really contact sports, but in the NFL, you're taught from an early age to fight for every yard possible. Some guys are so insanely strong that while they're fighting for yards, they'll hurt themselves.” 

Youth Football Coach #1 — Reddit "Coaches used the “quick whistle” (so guys hit and continued 100% until the whistle but were instructed to stop at the whistle which was often blown at the onset of tackle/heavy contact) in a lot of drills/scrimmage and usually we started drills at like 75% and worked our way up to 100%."

Youth Football Coach #2 — Reddit "I’m even fond of doing team periods and whole practices in “thud” once or twice a week in-season with shoulder pads and shorts—and a VERY quick whistle and watchful coaches."

So, the play’s over but the ref hasn't blown the whistle so the ball is still in play.

No matter how injured a player becomes in this scenario — no matter how far away the player was from the actual ball, the play itself & the meaningful action on the field — whether during kickoff or during any other play — players when asked always say the same exact thing: that they have been trained since Pee Wee to "play through the whistle" and that the play isn't over until the ref blows his whistle.

Pee Wee is ages 5 to 9 — literal children being brainwashed to hit with everything they have until a whistle is blown and they are then allowed to stop.

How is that not Pavlovian conditioning?

They’re taught from the literal time they are children to hit not think, to play at absolute full tilt & full speed, every single play, 70 to 80 plays a game, until the all mighty whistle is blown.

Until then, they are trained as children to risk their lives, risk their limbs, risk their bodies, risk their brains, risk their minds on every single play, no matter how far away they actually are from the ball on the field.

They as a person, they as people, they as children, do not matter — all that matters is the ball, football.

That is Pavlovian conditioning!

That is brainwashing!

During mindless, endless, numbing hitting drills during training camps, the coaches push their adolescent, teenage and young adult male charges to their absolute limit and breaking point and the only time that they are allowed to stop — linemen hitting drills, red zone drills, 1 on 1 "beat your man" drills, etc. — is when the coach blows his whistle.

Until then, you are nothing but an inhuman battering ram smashing yourself repeatedly into your teammates in drills, practices & scrimmages and opponents during games, waiting to hear a merciful whistle to end your brain being battered.

Short bursts of violence, intensity, explosive action, balletic destruction that all comes to an instantaneous immediate stop the moment the ref whistles the play dead.

Until then, you unthinkingly unflinchingly risk catastrophic & debilitating injury, paralysis, concussion, physical & mental incapacitation, spinal cord injuries, broken necks, permanent brain damage, nerve damage, internal bleeding, punctured & collapsed lungs, broken collarbones, temporary memory loss, anterograde amnesia, loss of consciousness, blacking out, convulsions & seizures, fencing responses . . .

Never hesitating, never flinching, never thinking.

As the old NFL VHS series were called, Search and Destroy.

War Stories.

Strike Force and Merchants of Menace.

Simulated battle with actual real-life casualties.

Constant programming & brainwashing at all times at all levels of the sport.

How else do you get a human being to smash into another human being 70 to 80 times a game without thinking and without hesitation?

It's what the military does when brainwashing its recruits during basic training.

It's getting human beings to have absolutely no regard for their own physical well being. 

Attack!

Go over that hill!

Get into that bunker!

Get into those trenches!

Charge!

The parallels between the military & football are stark, undeniable, sobering, unnerving & fucking terrifying.

Same cold, militaristic, dehumanizing demands.

Same unthinking, unquestioned obedience to authority.

Sir, yes sir!

Yes, coach!

Same brainwashing tactics.

Same inhuman, inhumane, unreasonable, cruel demands.

Same breaking down of the mind, body and psyche.

Same militaristic ideals of masculinity, virtue, physical courage, valor & bravado.

Same willingness to die for the cause.

Same replacement of the individual with the group — the unit or squad in the military and the team in football.

I am soldier.

I am player.

I am football.

I will kill myself until I hear the whistle.

I will hurt and be hurt until then.

I will maim and be maimed.

Search & Destroy, as the NFL VHS 80s video series was called.

Injure and be injured.

Leap, jump, twist, grab, shove, pull, growl, grunt, push, crawl, fight, drag, scratch, claw, punch, stomp.

Anything for ball.

Anything for coach.

Anything goes.

In between the white lines and the whistle is where essential truth lies.

It's where I can test myself as a man against another grown ass man.

There's no hiding behind, going around, going up or over or getting someone else to do it for you or anything like that. 

The true measure of a man — just you and me, lined up against each other, squared up, pads against pads.

The distillation of manhood as we stare into each other, neither one willing to bend — so who breaks?

The ultimate test of manhood. 

Masculinity boiled down to its purest essence.

So rare in today's day and age of tweets, twitch and texts.

Who is a man? Who came to play?

Who came to hit?

Who wants it more?

Are you going to take it away from me or am I going to take it away from you?

We both want the same exact thing so the only question as we line up against each other is — who wants it more?

No excuses, no hiding, no running — just squared up against each other, me vs you.

The essence of manhood and war.

The only way past me is to run right through me.

To overpower me. To have a stronger will than me.

To want it more than me. 

To be more of a man than me. 

A true battle of wills unparalleled anywhere else in our current day genteel, sterilized, homogenized, bubble wrapped existences.

Lined up, one on one, mano y mano.

My will against your will.

May the least battered brain cells win.

In between the white lines.

Its where ligaments and tendons are torn, where muscles are pulled, where bones break and shatter, where brains and minds are concussed to jelly, where neurons tear, where brain cells die, where white brain matter is lost, where seasons are ended, where careers are ended, where blood and sweat and tears flow, where screams are bellowed, where war cries are yelled, where players go down on a knee, where players collapse to the turf motionlessly face down, where players lie immobile, where players are carted off, stretchered off & driven off by ambulance, where cerebrospinal fluid leaks, where traumatic brain injuries occur, where brains bleed & swell, where helmets clash & collide, where facemasks crash into one another, where cleats dig into soft bruised skin, where players bodies are bent backwards, snapped upwards, crunched in between multiple defenders, hit high and hit low, where human beings are obliterated, crashed, smashed, destroyed, pulverized, crushed. . . 

Anything goes until the whistle blows.

The darkest violence, the most unhinged impulses, the most feral & ferocious attacks.

The whistle is what the players are trained, conditioned and endlessly brainwashed as children in countless training camps, hitting drills, 1 on 1s, 7 on 7s, 11 on 11s, end zone drills, scrimmages and gametime scenarios to listen to, slavishly obey, and follow like salivating Pavlovian dogs.

Whistle, salivate. Whistle, stop being an inhuman battering ram, back to being a human being. 

Until the ball is snapped again, ofcourse.

Listen for the whistle at all times as it will tell you whether to dive on top of a pile of fellow human beings where anything goes because even in 2025 the cameras cannot see what goes on under a pile of 22 writhing behemoth men killing each other for a bouncing ball.

The whistle will tell you whether to hit, smash, run full tilt into another human being also running full tilt into you, whether to launch yourself like a missile, to leap over the end zone straight into a 350+ pound defender, whether to torpedo yourself in open space at a really shitty angle against an offensive player in a tackle attempt that has the potential to seriously hurt you with the added bonus of probably not even knocking the ball loose, kamikaze'ing yourself on kick off since a fair catch wasn’t signaled whether it puts you on injured reserve for the rest of the season or not he is going to pay for not fair catching that ball . . .

The whistle is all-powerful.

The whistle tells you when to pop, when to jam, when to fill the hole, when to hit high, when to hit low, when to launch yourself like a weapon, when to lower your shoulder and obliterate your opponent, when to compress your spine, when to fracture your vertebrae, when to willingly enter yourself into the concussion protocol, when to willingly check yourself into your local hospitals neurology ward, when to transfer yourself to an assisted living facility, when to shave years off your life, when to shrink your own brains white matter, when to physically & mentally incapacitate yourself, when to make yourself see stars, when to make yourself taste blood, when to pop off an opponent's helmet, when to risk a crazy angle that may take you and the other guy out, when to break a stiff arm, when to pulverize a guy that is heading out of bounds, when to demolish a QB who started sliding just a little late, when to punish, hurt, maim, injure, destroy, destruct, damage, pulverize, pulpify, put in a blender . . .

Give it everything you've got!

You’ve gotta go hit the person in front of you!

Run through them like they're not even there!

I want to see violence! Aggression!

Make him pay!

Make him see stars!

Make him swallow his mouthguard!

Who's a man? Who's afraid to hit?

Who's afraid to be hit?

We're going to see what's what once those pads come on.

Militaristic brainwashing tactics employed in bootcamp with adult recruits are utilized in hitting drills in Pee Wee football with 5 to 8 year old children.

Football is brainwashing.

Brainwashing Children

“It’s chaotic. It takes years and years of brainwashing to go along with a lot of the shit. Lol. It starts at Pee Wee [youth football]. We were groomed from a young age to care a little less about humans. Training camp is brainwashing camp. I used to always laugh watching guys who came in one way and left another after the daily brainwashing. Like, damn they got another one. Psychologically it’s some really dangerous shit. Athletes experience a lot of physical and mental abuse. It’s a traumatic experience. The PTSD.”  – Martellus Bennett, former NFL defensive end & Super Bowl winner & author of "Things That Make White People Uncomfortable"

“The brainwashing & dividing of culture for a small piece of jewelry No Longer Exist...Being around too much Ego to even understand that someone has the same skin as you No Longer Exist ... People using me for Entertainment and not understanding that i Am a Black Man in America No Longer Exist." — Rishard Matthews, a former wide receiver for the New Orleans Saints wrote on his social media. 

NBCNews.com:

"Former college football linebacker Michael Keck had played tackle football since he was age 6 and had sustained more than 10 concussions by the time he was a junior in college. 

Keck knew something was going wrong with his brain. He was only in his 20s and his memory was failing. He was having trouble concentrating and he’d become uncharacteristically emotional and short-fused.

By the time Keck was 25, he had lost the ability to work and had become completely dependent on his wife.

Keck died from a congenital heart defect at the age of 25 in 2013.

In the researchers' report, published in JAMA Neurology, doctors found clumps of abnormal tau protein scattered throughout his brain in a pattern researchers say is one of the hallmarks of CTE.

"It was the worst CTE I’ve seen in an individual this young," said study co-author Dr. Ann McKee. “It was quite widespread," said McKee, chief of neuropathology at the Bedford Veterans Administration and a professor of neurology and pathology at the Boston University School of Medicine.

Researchers discovered that Keck not only had CTE, but also that it was as severe as what had been found in the brain of 43-year-old Seau.

"He started playing when he was quite young,” Dr. Ann McKee from Boston University's CTE research center said. “So he had 16 years of football behind him. That’s a lengthy exposure."

Even as a youngster, Michael had been taught to play through pain, even if it was associated with a brain injury, his wife said.

“He told me that when he was 8 he would be sitting on the bench holding his head and the coach would be rubbing it because it hurt so bad,” Cassandra, Michael's wife, said.

Whether Keck was playing youth, or high school or college football, the message was “if you’re hurt, you just get out there and play — don’t be a wuss,” Cassandra said.

Regardless of how dope Kendrick Lamar's halftime show is, or whether the former team I supported for 15 years before I stopped watching football actually beat the Chiefs & win their second Super Bowl in less than a decade, or how hilarious the ads are (Seal as a...seal?) or how breathless the reporting is on Taylor Swift's outfit is, if her & Travis Kelce wore matching outfits & the over/under for how many times the broadcast will switch to Taylor reacting in VIP during Kendrick's performance...

I will be sitting at home not cheering the Eagles on, not watching the Super Bowl, the ads, the halftime show & all the rest of the spectacle, glamour, glitz that encompasses what has essentially become a national holiday — the Super Bowl.

Lest you think it's just because of children being conditioned in creepy Pavlovian violent militaristic brainwashing drills, there is also the issue of Brett Favre at 55 already being diagnosed with Parkinson's disease by five different neurologists & struggling to hold a screw driver in his hands.

Was football worth Brett Favre's mind?

Brett Favre: A Warning From The Future — 90 Seconds:

East Bay Times — 2016:

“HE WOULD take off running, screaming, waving his arms and raising his fists, until he reached the object of his “man love.” 

He didn’t think twice about vaulting into the arms of a lineman or climbing the back of a receiver. 

He would hug and kiss coaches, teammates and opponents.

Everyone was his friend, and he spent 16 seasons hauling us around for one of the wildest, craziest, greatest rides in sports history.

Then he had to go and add good-ole-boy charm to his package. Favre was a regular guy, one of the boys. He showed up in Green Bay and immediately began pushing out burps that could be heard all over Wisconsin. He was the overgrown country boy with the twinkle in his eye, embracing every moment, squeezing it to the last drop.

Favre no doubt fantasized about dumping a bucket of water on Paul Tagliabue, the stuffy patrician mannequin-with-a-brain who served as No Fun League commissioner for most of Favre’s 17-year career.

If Favre was not smooching a teammate, he might be seen wrapping a friendly arm around a “hated” opponent such as Warren Sapp or taking a dive to nudge Michael Strahan into the record book.

While most football players tend to be programmed and many are utterly humorless — especially on the field — Favre was the opposite. His imagination never took leave, his love the game never went absent. He was a such highly unique football player, we have to turn to three retired NBA stars to capture his essence. 

We submit that Favre was a blend of Larry Bird’s cool, aw-shucks swagger and Magic Johnson’s exuberance and creativity, with a generous sprinkle of Charles Barkley’s innate insouciance.

That aside, Favre was a tremendous thrower, with unmatched toughness, outstanding arm strength and a machismo that spread to his teammates. Though Montana and Elway were great leaders, neither was any better than Favre, who shared with them the ability to make magic, thus inspiring faith among teammates and fans. 

Another shrewd discovery of the superb scout Ron Wolf, Favre joined the Packers in 1992 as a backup and in less than a season established himself as the man to engineer their turnaround.

Favre started 253 consecutive games, which given the pounding a quarterback takes is as impressive as Cal Ripken’s feat of playing in 2,632 consecutive baseball games.

Favre won most of those games and, moreover, appeared to enjoy the action as much as we enjoyed watching. If he were to say he’d have played for nothing, I think I’d believe him.”

Sports Illustrated

"You would never come out of the game for a concussion because nobody thought concussions were that bad," Favre said. "It was a matter of toughness. You didn't come out of a game because you were dinged, you saw stars, or fireworks are flashing — which are all results of a concussion, as we know now. Ear ringing, kind of like the dinner bell dining — 'time to come eat' — that should be a wake-up call: You just suffered a severe brain injury."

Boston University Medical Campus:

A study of 211 deceased football players found that those who started playing tackle football before age 12 developed symptoms of chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE) 13 years earlier than those who started later. The study also found that each year a player played before age 12 predicted an earlier onset of cognitive problems by 2.4 years. 

U.S. News & World Report

Favre was known for his durability during his Hall of Fame career. He had an NFL-record streak of 297 consecutive starts, a figure that goes up to 321 if playoff games are included.

He won three straight MVP awards with the Green Bay Packers from 1995-97. Favre led the 1996 Packers to their first Super Bowl title in nearly three decades and brought them back to the Super Bowl the following year.

Fox11Online

New York Jets quarterback Aaron Rodgers, who was Favre’s teammate for three seasons in Green Bay, said Wednesday it is “unfortunately” part of the game.

“You know, the older you get, and some of you know this, like the mortality gets kind of thrown in our face a little bit more,” Rodgers said. “It’s actually unfortunately more normal to hear about a death or a cancer diagnosis or a diagnosis like this. And it doesn’t desensitize it for me. I mean, I feel bad for him and (his wife) Deanna, but it’s unfortunately part of our game. That’s part of the risk of playing.”

Favre said five Parkinson's specialists told him they believed head trauma played a role in his developing the disease.

“Well, hell, I wrote the book on head trauma,” said Favre, who once estimated he had “thousands” of concussions.

Packers.com

Number 5: "The worst hit I remember in college was a game at Auburn," Brett says. "The defensive back, I never saw him, and he hit me right here," he says, pointing to his chin. "It was Carlo Cheatum. I'll never forget his name. You live and learn."

Number 4: Greg Lloyd, Aug. 13, 1995, at Pittsburgh (preseason). "Yah, I keep forgetting that one," Brett says. Wonder why. Lloyd hit Favre and knocked him silly. "That would definitely be in the top 5," he says.

Number 3: vs. Pittsburgh Steelers, Dec. 24, 1995. Remember that streak of blood trickling down Favre's chin as he led a scoring drive to win the division title? So does Brett. "I tried running into the end zone, got smushed by two guys. I ended up coughing up blood."

"They laugh in the huddle," Brett says. "Frankie (Winters) always tells me, 'You're the craziest son-of-a- --- I've ever seen.'"

"I look at this game as being brutal, and you've got to get up if you can. Other players don't look at it that way. But jumping up, and pumping up our players and fans, it may give us an advantage. I'll use anything I can, including my body."

Was it truly worth it?

Losing your mind over a game?

Your memories? Your personality?

Your ability to work?

Becoming mentally incapacitated?

Forgetting who your wife is?

Forgetting who your children are?

Forgetting your coach Mike Holmgren?

Forgetting making history & being MVP three years in a row?

Forgetting winning the Super Bowl for Green Bay’s first Lombardi in three decades?

Forgetting bringing the Packers to the Super Bowl back to back two years in a row?

Forgetting your consecutive streak of starting nearly 300 games in a row — over 320 games if post season playoff games are included — and subsequently being known as an ironman with unmatched toughness?

Was it worth not knowing who you are?

Was it worth debilitating & demoralizing Parkinsonism symptoms?

Was it worth dying with the shakes, tremors, trembling, physically fragile & feeble, losing most of your weight, struggling to walk, move, stand, sit, talk, swallow & breathe?

Was it worth a slow, agonizing, debilitating, demoralizing, soul crushing death that robs you of your personality, memories & dignity?

Was it worth it being superman if it made you lose yourself?



[battleangel]

Decoding The Matrix Part 2: Im a Slave & I am a Master...

So, they can distract you for 40 to 50 years while you waste your life away working instead of expressing your soul so the dark entities that run & control the current Matrix program can…

SIPHON & DRAIN HUMANITY'S LIFEFORCE AS HUMANITY IS SHUT OFF THE MAJORITY OF THEIR LIVES IN SCHOOL (K-12), COLLEGE CORPORATE, ACADEMIA, NON-PROFIT, RETAIL, FOOD SERVICE, HOSPITALITY, CALL CENTER, CUSTOMER SERVICE — ANY JOB WITH MANDATED SCHEDULES & SUPERVISORS —  MIND CONTROLLED, CONDITIONED, GROOMED, BROKEN, INDOCTRINATED, SHUT DOWN, SUPPRESSED, REPRESSED, DEFLATED, THIRD EYE CLOSED…

NO KNOWLEDGE OF HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF PROJECTING YOUR CURRENT TEMPORARY HUMAN VERSION OF YOURSELF IN THIS PHYSICAL 3D REALM…

YOUR HUMAN SELF IS NOT THE REAL YOU!

IT IS A PROJECTION OF YOU THAT YOUR HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF IS PROJECTING FROM THE ASTRAL REALM FOR YOUR VERY VERY TEMPORARY TIME ON EARTH IN THE PHYSICAL 3D REALM…

75 TO 80 YEARS VERSUS AN ETERNITY! 

WHICH YOU ARE AN ETERNAL CRYSTALLINE LIGHT BODY BEING IN THE ASTRAL PLANE WHERE YOUR HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF HAS EXISTED FOR AN ETERNITY…

This is all “reality” is…

A holographic astral projector playing your “human life” on the 3D physical realm earth streaming from your crystalline light body higher consciousness self in the astral etheric plane.

Then they lie and present what YOU YOURSELF are actually doing RIGHT NOW — as “brand new technology”.

EARTH… OUR CURRENT 3D PHYSICAL REALM WE CURRENTLY INHABIT WHERE I AM TYPING THIS…

IS JUST ONE SEASON FOR YOU IN ONE NETFLIX SHOW...

IN A LIMITLESS LIBRARY OF MULTIVERSES, PARADOXES, ALTERNATE REALITIES, PARALLEL UNIVERSES, INTERSTELLAR TRAVEL, MULTIDIMENSIONAL TRAVEL, TIME TRAVEL, TIMEWARPS, INFINITY LOOPS, BLACK HOLE SUNS, WORMHOLES, SINGULARITIES, REDSHIFTS, BLUESHIFTS, SHAPESHIFTERS, SUPERNOVAS, EVENT HORIZONS IN YOUR LIMITLESS DREAMSCAPE ASTRAL ETHERIC PLANE COMMONLY MIS-REFERRED TO AS THE “AFTERLIFE”.

HOW CAN IT BE AN “AFTERLIFE” WHEN YOU ARE SIMPLY RETURNING TO WHO & WHAT YOU WERE FOR AN ETERNITY PRIOR TO A VERY TEMPORARY 75 TO 80 YEAR HUMAN SEASON OF YOUR TRILLIONS OF SEASONS LONG ACTUAL TV PROGRAM WHICH IS YOUR ETERNAL EXISTENCE AS A CRYSTALLINE LIGHT BEING HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF THAT HAS EXISTED FOR ETERNITY?

THATS WHAT THEY HIDE FROM YOU SO YOU STAY PLUGGED IN TO THE MATRIX.

SHUT DOWN, NUMB, DISAFFECTED, LISTLESS, LETHARGIC, ADDICTED, DYSMORPHIC, MONEY HUNGRY, DISTRACTED, SENSELESS, MINDLESS, UNFEELING, UNTHINKING, CHEAP, COMPETITIVE, LOW DOWN DIRTY, WORKAHOLIC, NO IDENTITY, NO KNOWLEDGE OF THE SELF, MARRIED TO YOUR JOB, CHAINED TO YOUR DESK, ADDICTED, DISORDERED HUMAN ZOMBIFIED MEAT PUPPETS. .:.PARANOID ANDROID.:.

THERE ARE LIMITLESS SHOWS, REALMS, TIMELINES, UNIVERSES, GALAXIES, PARADOXES, WORMHOLES, BLACK HOLE SUNS TO EXPLORE….

EARTH — “LIFE” — SO-CALED “REALITY” — IS JUST ONE OF COUNTLESS TRILLIONS OF EXPERIENCES AKA REALITIES…

WHEN YOU ARE DONE HERE…

WHEN YOU SO-CALLED “DIE”…

ALL YOU ARE REALLY DOING IS SHEDDING YOUR VERY TEMPORARY HUMAN SUIT & RETURNING TO YOUR ORIGINAL CRYSTALLINE LIGHT BODY HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS SELF IN THE ASTRAL PLANE…

WHICH IS THE DREAMSCAPE THAT YOU TEMPORARILY VISIT EACH NIGHT WHEN YOU SHIFT YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS DURING REM SLEEP…

THEN YOU WILL GO WHEREVER YOUR MIND TAKES YOU…

THATS ALL “DEATH” IS…

Endless shows, endless genres, endless universes, endless worlds, endless settings…

What dreams may come…

Earth — our current 3D physical realm — our so-called “life”…

Is literally just ONE season of our own respective individual TV shows! 

Our “life”, our human life that is…

Which lasts on average for 75 to 80 years — 

Then the TV show season “ends”  after an average of 75 to 80 year long episodes— 

Then your “human” broadcast stops…

And you go back to your ORIGINAL PROGRAMMING

— which has been broadcasting for an ETERNITY on the astral plane TV — station which is your real, true, original, eternal, crystalline light body higher consciousness self resides.

This “life” & this so-called “reality”... 

Which is really just a 3D PROJECTION and an ILLUSION that your higher consciousness self is BROADCASTING from the astral realm TV station where your consciousness originated an eternity ago & currently resides…

What you are currently experiencing now on earth in this 3D physical realm is just your higher consciousness self projecting your "human" season.

Dassit.

Its exactly like a film projector in every way.

This is why humanity resonates with film & cinema so deeply as movies mirrors our souls playing out the role of "human".

Thats all life is in this 3D physical realm of earth...

Life is just a temporary role & a temporary part in the neverending movie, in the neverending TV series that is your CONSCIOUSNESS & SOULS EXISTENCE.

Your HUMAN SUIT is nothing but a BODY and is not WHO or even WHAT you are!

Then the curtain calls, your role ends & you return to your master TV station, your original sound stage, where YOU produce all of YOUR productions aka "realities" aka lived existences aka lived experiences aka so-called "lives"...

Your higher consciousness self in the astral & etheric planes…

And unlike in the extremely limited dark low vibrational 3D physical realm of earth currently run by dark entities that have enslaved the planet & suppressed humanity’s consciousness to siphon & harvest our life force energy…

The 10D multidimensional multifractal dreamscape astral & etheric planes are as truly limitless as your mind & imagination…

You can play any part, any role, you can explore any place, you can see and do anything.

ONE human season with about 75 to 80 year long episodes.

Thats all “life” is.

Thats literally it.

75 to 80 years out of a literal eternity which is literally nothing.

Whats 75/infinity? Whats 80/infinity?

Out of a literal eternity of trillions, countless, limitless, endless TV seasons aka “lifetimes” aka "realities" aka experiences aka existences.

Not “one TV season that lasts for 75 to 80 years” like so-called “life” does in this physical 3D limited illusory simulated realm…

But trillions, countless, limitless, endless TV seasons of ALL kinds, all experiences, realms, realities, universes, sexualities, psyches, realizations, awakenings, actualizations, epiphanies, dreams, fantasies, orgasms, eroticism, wet dreams, wet fantasies, making out, lucidity, visceral, time travel, interdimensional travel, interstellar travel, black hole suns, wormholes, singularities, redshifts, blueshifts, shapeshifts, parallel realities, parallel universes, starbursts, galaxies, rainbows, shooting stars, ocean kingdoms, centers of planets, underground kingdoms, trances, hypnosis, magick, spells, wizardry, fortune telling, crystal balls, dragons, unicorns, fairies, whales, dolphins, butterflies, angels, aliens, celestial beings, mermaids, telekinesis, telepathy, tarot cards, palmistry, fairy tales, legends, folklore, divinations, heiroglyphs, cave paintings, secrets, neverending stories…

The Netflix library with all of its seemingly limitless programming options & choices represents all of the actual limitless options & choices you have in the astral plane as your higher consciousness self for “lifetimes”, realities, experiences & existences you get to live.

Choose your own adventure.

Read above the title — its describing the paradox & true essence of your existenceS:

"You're the star of the story! Choose from 40 possible endings..."

But instead of 40...its literally COUNTLESS TRILLIONS...and there ARE no endings...just endings that are beginnings...

Choose your own adventure in your neverending story.

You are severed from all that upon temporarily incarnating in this 3D physical realm as a human being.

THEY sever you from all that so THEY can siphon YOUR lifeforce & energy.

Then they hope YOU never remember WHO & WHAT you are & THEY hope that YOU confuse your HUMAN SUIT for “being human.” Open your third eye & remember who you are!

All that is YOU and WHO & WHAT YOU are.

The dark entities LIE is that your TEMPORARY ILLUSORY HUMAN SELF WHICH IS A 3D PROJECTION OF YOUR HUMAN EXPERIENCE & YOUR TEMPORARY HUMAN EXISTENCE is “all there is”.

THEIR LIE IS…When you die, everything ends.

THEIR LIE IS…You lose everything & everyone.

THEIR LIE IS…you have to fear, avoid & fight death to a painful, counterintuitive, harmful, counterproductive, expensive, illogical degree.

THEIR LIE IS…You have to hang on, hold on, "fight", "battle", "conquer" your disease, your mortality, your "terminal" illness...

REMOVE YOURSELF FROM THE MATRIX!

It is up to you to awaken to your self, experience & induce your ego death, open your third eye, experience a kundalini awakening, self actualize, self-ascend & realize that what is presented as “reality” is a projection of our higher consciousness selves in the astral plane dreamscape projecting our human existences on this physical 3D realm — activate awaken ascend!!!!!!

Free your mind.

But instead of this truth —

Which we all have access to once we tap into universal consciousness….

You can access all knowledge, all experiences, all emotions, all energy — 

You just have to tune in to the frequency & vibe — vibration…

FREE YOURSELF FROM THE MATRIX!!!!!

[battleangel]

Is Any Game Worth Your Mind, Memory & Personality?

I asked myself a question today as the top NFC & AFC teams battle it out in their respective championship games today to ascend to the Super Bowl as I stopped watching football earlier this season after being a devoted Eagles & Bengals fanatic for over a decade:

What is the price of winning a Super Bowl?

Of that penultimate moment of glory & acclaim?

Of hoisting that prized Lombardi trophy?

Of being showered with confetti on the field after the game?

Of living out a boyhood dream?

A dream is earned & a dream has a price is what many football players would say in response.

But what is that price?

As I actually attended the Eagles championship parade at City Hall back in 2018 after they won the Super Bowl, I thought back to our 2017 roster – and I wanted to know where all those men were today?

After all, it was only seven years ago since that group of men ascended to the ultimate apex of their sport and claimed their rightful place in history as Super Bowl champions – so less than a decade later, where are all those men now?

As anyone who has watched ten seconds of football is aware, it is a hell of a lot of men on any NFL roster.

An average of 2,000 men suit up and play every single season. The sport is that brutalistic, violent, sadistic, merciless, pitiless and frankly speaking fucking insane.

Next man up, right?

So, where are all the men who won the Superbowl for the Eagles in 2018 today?

I wanted to look at the following for each man on the team: 

Current age, Position played, length of NFL tenure, Current Player Status – 2025, NFL injury history & NCAA injury history.

What price did these men play to achieve the ultimate dream in American sports – to ascend to the top in the nation’s most watched & hypercompetitive, violent, militaristic sport to claim their victory as Super Bowl champions?

I can’t ask Tyler Sash this question, a safety who won the Super Bowl with the Giants in 2013, because he died at 27 in 2016 of a methadone & hydrocodone overdose with Stage II CTE which Dr. Ann McKee stated at the time is very rarely seen in someone as young as Tyler – for instance, it is approximately the same level of CTE that Junior Seau had when he committed suicide in 2013 at age 43.

I can’t ask Junior Seau that question either.

In fact, many of the sport’s greatest warriors, enshrined eternally in the sport’s Valhalla, the sport’s war memorial, the Hall of Fame cannot answer that question because many died prematurely and many died because of CTE.

The average age that an NFL player lives to be is 55 – twenty years younger than the average non-NFL player male who lives to be 75.

Is the price worth it?

Per the NFL’s own research, NFL players are nineteen times more likely to develop neurological conditions and disorders such as Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease, ALS & dementia than non-NFL players.

Nineteen times!

Is the price worth it?

Let’s take a look at the price that one team paid – by looking at each individual player on the roster at the time – to ascend to the pinnacle of the sport and win a Super Bowl championship.

Less than ten years later – what price did these men pay?

As millions of Americans sit down today to watch the Eagles play the Commanders in the NFC championship this afternoon and as over 120 million Americans watched the Super Bowl last year and at least as many will be tuned in next month, it is worth it to ask and we owe these men to ask –

What price do they pay to play this game, our national sport obsession & religion – our cult of masculinity – and is it worth it?

Keep in mind, there are MANY more concussions that these players endure at ALL levels as evidenced by an article I wrote that was published on Advocacy for Fairness In Sports – as you will read, there are many, many undiagnosed concussions in the NFL and they are purposely undiagnosed as many of the “evaluations” as I notated in my article are disingenuous if they even happen at all for extremely obvious concussions symptoms such as temporary loss of consciousness, collapsing on the field, seizures, ataxia, etc. 

Players are indoctrinated in this disgustingly violent & inhumane sport from the time they strap on their helmets and shoulder pads to lie about how they’re feeling – if I’m not in pain, then I’m not hurt. 

If I hit him, then he didn’t hit me – right?

Is the price these men pay worth it?

Also, keep in mind – ALL of these men suffered serious injuries in high school including concussions and thousands of repetitive head impacts in the four years they played high school football – tackle football has the highest injury rate of any high school sport as well as the highest concussion rate among men.

Is the price these men pay worth it?

Also, keep one very important thing in mind – for most players, the neurological conditions & disorders such as CTE, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease, ALS & dementia literally caused by the sport of tackle football itself – as it is NOT the concussions that causes this disorders but instead the tens of thousands of subconcussive repetitive head impacts that these men endure throughout their playing careers – 336 head impacts per season in Pop Warner (youth tackle – ages 5 to 14), 600 to 1000 head impacts per season in high school football, 1000 head impacts per season in college football & 1000+ head impacts per season in college football – most men in the NFL start playing tackle as children, so that is a LOT of fucking hits to the head! 

For most players, the neurological symptoms that accompany CTE, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease, ALS & dementia do not start to occur until 10 to 15 years after their playing careers are over – how convenient for the NFL as by that time, most of these men are hidden from the public’s view – out of sight, out of mind.

The symptoms are terrifying and often fatal – poor decision making, impulsivity, suicidality, aggression, violent tendencies, emotional outbursts, memory loss, confusion, emotional volatility, depression & insomnia which often leads to complete and total incapacitation and the inability to work.

The NFL’s own disability paperwork allows former players to file for disability benefits for dementia as early as 36 – is the price really worth it?

In other words, as you will see, some of the Eagles from the 2018 Super Bowl winning team are still playing in the league – and obviously, as it has only been seven years since they won the Super Bowl – so we are very far from the 10 to 15 years after retirement timer for former NFL players when neurological symptoms tend to occur – so as you ask yourself if the price is worth it, keep in mind that a decade from now, many of the men below may be suffering from CTE, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease, ALS & dementia.

Loss of memory, loss of personality, loss of identity, not knowing who they are as a person, not recognizing themselves in the mirror, not knowing who their soulmate, the love of their life is.

Like John Mackey, the Hall of Fame tight end from the Indianapolis Colts & first ever President of the NFLPA, not being able to recognize his own adult children in a picture that his wife showed him.

Is the price really worth it?

Not remembering their own teammates whom they forged such strong bonds of friendship & brotherhood with, who they shed blood, sweat & tears with.

Is the price really worth it?

Not even remembering the Super Bowl they played in and won.

Ask yourself if the price these men pay really worth it?

Some people play the game and don’t seem to pay the steepest, heaviest or highest price – the problem with that is, we don’t know who gets debilitated, incapacitated & disabled from the sport of football until it happens – and until there is a CTE test for living athletes, we won’t know what the prevalence of CTE is – but given the current research, it is possible that almost every single NFL player has some level of CTE.

Is the price these men pay worth it?

Being hit so hard you are knocked unconscious. 

Having your leg broken from being upended by an opposing defensive back in frustration and then having the same defensive back slam your literal head to the ground while you are already lying prone with a fractured leg.

I thought the best way to demonstrate the price that all these men pay who play this game was to pull up the Eagles 2017 team roster & to select the first six players and examine their injury histories, where they are now & examine the price that they paid to play this game – at what cost did these men sacrifice themselves to earn the ultimate prize in their sport?

And what future price may be exacted from these men in 10 to 15 years?

Is there any price that is too high for the sport of football?

For glory? For immortality?

For a dream? The Price of Playing

Nelson Agholor

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 31 

Position: Wide receiver (NFL) & Wide receiver & returner (USC).

NFL Tenure: 5 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Free agent.

NFL Injury History: 

2024: Concussion.

2022: Hamstring injury.

2021: Concussion & ankle injury.

2019: Knee patella sprain.

2015: Finger dislocation.

2014: High ankle sprain.

NCAA Injury History:

2013: Rib injury.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55 or under? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day & night? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

Jay Ayaji

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 31 

Position: Running back (NFL & Boise State) 

NFL Tenure: 7 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Retired – 2022.

NFL Injury History: 

2018: ACL tear & Back vertebral fracture.

2017: Concussion.

2016: Shoulder sprain.

2015: Fractured rib & hamstring injury.

NCAA Injury History:

2011: Torn ACL.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55 or under? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day & night? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

Beau Allen

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 33

Position: Nose tackle (NFL) & defensive tackle (University of Wisconsin).

NFL Tenure: 5 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Free agent.

NFL Injury History: 

2020: Stinger & leg injury.

2019: Ankle sprain & neck strain.

2018: Foot sprain.

2017: Ruptured pectoral muscle.

NCAA Injury History:

2013: Torn anterior talofibular ligament in ankle.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55 or under? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

Derek Barnett

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 28

Position: Defensive end (NFL & University of Tennessee)

NFL Tenure: 8 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Active player – Houston Texans.

NFL Injury History: 

2024: Shoulder injury.

2022: ACL tear.

2021: Neck & shoulder strain.

2020: Calf strain.

NCAA Injury History:

2017: Hamstring injury.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55 or under? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

Will Beatty

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 39

Position: Left tackle (NFL & UConn)

NFL Tenure: 8 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Retired – 2017.

NFL Injury History: 

2015: Torn pectoral muscle & torn rotator cuff.

2013: Broken leg – “Beatty broke his leg in the final game of the season vs the Washington Redskins, when DeAngelo Hall upended Beatty in frustration. Hall was fined $7,875 for slamming Beatty's head into the ground while Beatty laid on the ground with a fractured leg. Hall wasn’t ejected or even flagged for his completely unnecessary actions during the game but the NFL decided to give him a slap on the wrist.”

2011: Nerve injury – disrupted sciatic nerve (back).

2011: Detached retina.

2010: Foot injury.

NCAA Injury History:

2006: Broken leg.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

LeGarette Blount

Today: 2025 – Seven years after the Super Bowl

Current Age: 38

Position: Running back (NFL & UConn)

NFL Tenure: 8 seasons.

Current Status – 2025: Retired – 2018.

NFL Injury History: 

2016: Hip strain.

2015: Hip strain.

2014: Shoulder sprain.

2012: Neck strain.

NCAA Injury History:

2006: Broken leg.

The Future: 10 to 15 years from now…

CTE diagnosis: Unknown 

Parkinson’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

Alzheimer’s disease diagnosis: Unknown

ALS diagnosis: Unknown

Dementia diagnosis: Unknown

Loss of memory: Unknown

Loss of personality: Unknown

Loss of identity: Unknown

Unable to recognize soulmate & love of life? Unknown

Unable to recognize own children? Unknown

Unable to remember Super Bowl teammates? Unknown

Unable to remember winning Super Bowl? Unknown

Incapacitated & unable to work? Unknown

Early death at 55 or under? Unknown

Suicide? Unknown

Divorce? Alcohol, drug & opioid addictions? Houselessness? Unknown

Business failure? Bankruptcy? Unknown

Severe unrelenting physical pain that lasts for most of the day? Unknown

Severe insomnia & debilitating & crippling migraines & headaches? Unknown

Died alone? Unknown

What did you notice from the above?

None of the six players that I included above as a representative sample of the 2017 Eagles Super Bowl winning roster escaped from their college playing days or NFL playing days unscathed.

Broken bones. Torn muscles. Concussions. Loss of consciousness. Torn ACLs. High ankle sprains. Shoulder sprains. Surgeries.

There isn’t one college football game – not one! – that goes by without at least one player, and oftentimes many more, being seriously injured.

Ofcourse, this is also true of the NFL as well.

So, those are the injuries these men endured in college & in the NFL and some of them are still actively playing in the league today, some are free agents, some retired recently and some retired years ago.

You know what else they all have in common other than enduring the inhumane brutalistic violence inherent & foundational to the game of tackle football?

As you can see above, right now, I have “Unknown” for all six players' future status in terms of developing neurological symptoms of cognitive disorders & conditions such as CTE, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s disease, ALS & dementia which are literally caused by repetitive subconcussive head impacts not concussions – the hits that occur on every single solitary blocking & tackling play in tackle football – that tend to surface 10 to 15 years after a player has stopped playing football.

How many of the above six players will have CTE? 

Parkinson’s?

ALS?

Dementia?

Frontotemporal Dementia or FTD like Hall of Fame Indianapolis Colts running back & first ever President of the NFLPA John Mackey that couldn't recognize pictures of his own adult children when shown by his wife & college sweetheart Sylvia Mackey who ended up dying from dementia in an assisted living facility?

Alzheimer’s?

How many will lose their memory?

Their personality?

Their identity?

Their sense of self?

Their ability to be independent, to drive & to work?

To own & run a business?

To speak, swallow & breathe without difficulty as happened to Earl Morrall, the most famous backup quarterback in NFL history who famously filled in for an injured Bob Griese during the Dolphins never repeated perfect 1972 season which culminated in a Super Bowl win, who died completely physically incapacitated with the most advanced form of CTE, Stage IV as well as Parkinson's disease?

To recognize their soulmates & loves of their lives?

Their high school & college sweethearts?

Their own children?

Their former teammates?

Their former coach?

Will they remember winning the Super Bowl?

Will they even remember playing in the Super Bowl?

How many will be suicidal, depressed, alcoholic, drug addicted, opioid abusing, binge eating, addicted to sleeping pills, suffering from constant migraines, ringing in the ears, sensitivity to light & noise, non-stop pounding in the head, insomnia, aggression, volatility, impulsivity, impaired decision making, confusion, violent tendencies, emotional outbursts, reckless behavior, addicted to illicit drugs, antidepressants, benzodiazepines?

How many of the above six men?

How many of the 2017 Eagles team that won the Super Bowl?

How many of the players in the league that suited up in the 2017 to 2018 season?

Is any game worth the price these men risk paying?

Is any game truly worth your mind, memory & personality?

[battleangel]

LA Fires: Hell Is Earth

Its not hell ON earth — hell IS earth.

Fires were set on PURPOSE.

They find mentally unwell individuals and get them to do things like this, mass shooting in Vegas 2017, planned purges.

The Vegas shooting in 2017 — why did they block the exits?

There were SEVEN SHOOTINGS — why werent the other shootings at the other casinos and at Hard Rock reported on?

Three eyewitnesses told the truth — there were MULTIPLE SHOOTERS at MULTIPLE LOCATIONS and people were BLOCKED FROM EXITING ON TO THE STRIP ensuring that casualties would be maximized — ALL THREE EYEWITNESSES DISAPPEARED!

THEY TOLD THE TRUTH TO LOCAL LAS VEGAS NEWS NETWORKS & ALL THREE VANISHED WITHOUT A TRACE!

DISAPPEARED NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN, SOCIAL MEDIA PROFILES DELETED, STILL MISSING TO THIS DAY.

UNSURPRISINGLY, EYEWITNESS TESTIMONY CORROBORATING THE DISAPPEARED’S RECOUNTING OF EVENTS DISAPPEARED FROM THE META FALSE NARRATIVE OF THE 2017 VEGAS SHOOTING.

DO YOU REALLY THINK LAS VEGAS DOESNT HAVE TIGHTER SECURITY?

HOW DID THE SHOOTER GET THAT MANY GUNS INTO THE ELEVATOR?

INTO THE CONCERT VENUE?

YOUTUBE VIDEOS AT THE TIME IN 2017 OF FORMER LAW ENFORCEMENT & MILITARY PROFESSIONALS ADAMANTLY STATED THAT LISTENING TO THE AUDIO OF THE SHOOTING CONFIRMED THAT THERE WERE MULTIPLE SHOOTERS WERE ALL DELETED & TAKEN DOWN FROM YOUTUBE.

DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE EVERY LIE YOURE TOLD?

Disgusting sick sad cruel world.

They are clearing the way for their planned cities of the future owned by megacorporations like Amazon and rich tech founders NOT government.

Permits have already been submitted.

They are burning people to death, they are killing people, 10k buildings destroyed, dozens dead, all the water from the Pacific Ocean is RIGHT THERE BUT THEY REFUSE TO USE IT as they are setting up their cities of the future on the charred and burned corpses of LA residents today.

Remember the UFO drone sightings all over New Jersey last winter?

They have enlisted aliens to set these fires and they are purposely letting them burn and not containing them on purpose.

Have you noticed in a lot of the broadcasts of the LA fires that palm trees are NOT burning yet homes and buildings right next to them are?

They could put out the fires TODAY!

Its CALIFORNIA!

They are RIGHT BY THE PACIFIC OCEAN!

They WANT people to die!

They set these fires on PURPOSE!

They are letting people die on PURPOSE!

Buildings burned on purpose!

Lives & businesses destroyed on purpose!

Family heirlooms reduced to ash on purpose!

Priceless photos and memories consumed by flames on purpose!

Dozens of elderly & disabled dying alone of thermal injuries on purpose!

Vulnerable individuals dying of smoke inhalation on purpose!

For cities of the future. To reset society.

For Amazon & Lord Bezos’ future cities.

Disgusting sick sad cruel world.

They hurt sicken & kill people for money & profits!

This place is fucking sick and literally sickening.

10k burned buildings to pave the way for cities of the future with the ashes of charred corpses and immolated memories.

They hide the truth from everyone about everything and then anyone who tells the truth is accused of being a “conspiracy theorist”.

Its not hell ON earth — hell IS earth.

Making money off of lying to people & poisoning them & burning them alive!

Burning their homes!

Toxic noxious fumes!

Homes are made of plastic, formaldehyde & extremely toxic materials & substances releasing extremely harmful toxins into the air & atmosphere when burned that can persist for decades dangerously reducing air quality for hundreds and thousands of miles that cause asthma, cancer, pulmonary conditions, early deaths compromised immune systems that lead to fatal immune system disorders!

You can heal yourself!

Avoid & minimize carcinogens — which they dont tell the American public about & there are no warning labels despite hundreds of studies — just like tackle football — like animal fat & animal protein, OPFs (overly processed foods), artificial sweeteners, sugar substitutes, synthetic chemicals, toxins, pesticides, herbicides, GMOs, high fructose corn syrup, modified food starch, monosodium glutamate, partially hydrogenated vegetable oil (transfat), artificial flavoring, artificial colorings, preservatives, sucralose, dextrose, aspartame, saccharine, fast food, national chain restaurants, junk food, fried food.

Avoid a sedentary lifestyle. Engage in physical movement 20 to 30 minutes a day. Be outside in nature 15 to 30 minutes a day. Meditate. Journal. Breath work. Energy work. Reiki. Yoga. Tai chi. Stretching. Sound bath healing. Deep water flotation. EFT. Tapping. Shadow work. Somatic work. Subconscious work. Narrative self therapy. Art. Movement. Self expression. Hz healing audio. ASMR. Medicinal plants & herbs. Essential oils. Fresh fruits & vegetables. Leafy greens. Diet high in protein & fiber, low in animal fat & protein, low in sodium & sugar. 32 to 64+ oz of water a day. Beans, legumes, lentils, quinoa, leafy green vegetables, natural herbs & spices.

Open your third eye. Induce your ego death. Self awaken. Self actualize. Self ascend.

Realize you are an eternal energetic limitless being wearing a very temporary human suit.

Realize your higher consciousness self exists on the astral plane while you very temporarily exist on the physical plane in a very temporary human suit.

Your true form is of an ascended crystalline light being.

You are telepathic, eternal, limitless…

There is one universal consciousness — this is what is bastardized and confused for a “creator god”.

There is no creator god — only universal consciousness aka the Akashic library aka the sum of all of our experiences which you can access and download at any time you just have to be attuned and tap into the frequency.

Creation created itself — a big bang kemetic explosion which in the monetary instant of creation eternally shot itself — creation — into the past & into the future in an eternal loop — which is all the infinity symbol really represents — there is no beginning & there is no end — existence is eternal, infinite & endless.

Magical mythical creatures exist on the astral and etheric planes with our higher consciousness astral plane crystallized light being selves — whales, dolphins, unicorns, angels, mermaids, butterflies, fairies, sirens, etc.

We currently temporarily exist on one of the darkest lowest realms that exist, the 3D physical realm.

There are other similarly dark realms where dark entities, dark empaths, malignant narcissists, toxic energy vampires & abusive sociopaths roam.

It is up to us awakened actualized ascended aware third eye open crystal children born in the 1980s, starseeds, star children & crystalline light beings to get humanity to awaken their consciousness and mass ascend so together by elevating our consciousness we can remove the planetary grid placed on our earth millennia ago by the dark entities that inhabit the center of our planet and control our politics, elections, global economy, militaries, wars & genocides through controlling global elites, political governmental & military leaders, dictators, strongmen, industry executives & insiders, CEOs, founders, celebrities, influencers, financiers & bankers & religious leaders & shadowy figures behind the scenes, puppet masters & kingmakers.

They are the ones responsible for poisoning us, chemtrails, synthetic toxins & chemicals in our food, beverages & self care & personal hygiene & household cleaning products, herbicides & pesticides literally raining down on us, contaminants in our drinking water, fast food, restaurant chain food, alcohol, fentanyl, opioids, Adderall, antidepressants, pain pills, chemotherapy, radiation, hormone therapy, violent medical interventions & surgeries, injections, pills, shots, junk food, social media, online gaming, streaming apps, messaging apps, diet culture, plastic surgery, weight loss drugs, body dysmorphia, dystopian obsession with beauty, cancer industrial complex, educational indoctrination centers, fake religion dogma, bastardized religion to control the masses, fear to control the masses, planned mass shootings, false flag events, viruses that kill millions purposely made in a lab, fires that destroy thousands of buildings purposely set & not put out, climate change destroying the earth, ecocidal consumerism overconsumption materialism fomo superficiality, cult of personality, numbing the populace, sheep, apathetic amnesia, genocides, ethnic cleansings, colonization of earth by alien dark entities only interested in power and harvesting humans making deals with global elites to siphon our lifeforce energy, burning rainforests, burning forests, death again, war crimes, crimes against humanity, atrocities, ethnic cleansings, femicides, patriarchy, paternalism, misogyny, gendered violence, commodification of human beings, commoditizing sex, dehumanization, throatfucking everybody with AI & robotics, purposely eliminating 80% of all current jobs, decimating economy, purposely causing suicides, death cult of capitalism, hypercapitalism, late stage capitalism, end stage capitalism, oncology industrial complex, fast food industrial complex, military industrial complex, colonialism, capitalist citadel hellscape, combat as entertainment, consuming our young, exploiting girls under 21, souls for sale, militarism, hegemony, settler expansionism, land acquisition, exploiting land & resources, war machine, hate machines, suicide machines, suicide downloads, false narratives, propaganda, misinformation campaigns, gaslighting, torture, beatings, rapes, assault, sexual violence, gendered violence, masochism, emptiness, numbness, forcible druggings, misdiagnoses, overdiagnosing, pathologizing normal human condition, not knowing the self, golden handcuffs, career as identity, being trapped, corporate ladder, corporate ambition, mass planned cyclical layoffs, wall street, ritual planned sacrifices in the form of planned mass shootings, earth dying by 2100, mass extinction events, victors writing history, victors never punishing themselves, gonzo, facials, bukkake, double anal, double vaginal, airtight, gangbangs, vaginal tearing, perineal tearing, anal tearing, blowbangs, PIV, double penetration, GFE, anal creampies, vaginal creampies, STIs, forced pregnancies, forced childbirth, modern day slavery, child labor, forced labor, sexual trafficking, human trafficking, child trafficking, hebephila, pedophilia, false personas, false idols, false images, tainted crowns, tainted love, suicides, self harm, stock market, disappearances, kidnappings, abductions, hostages, home invasions, police brutality, police state, cop cities, off with her head, burn the witch, convenient targets, retaliations, reprisals, ex communications, coercion, intimidation, manipulation, force, deception, dishonesty, distortions, using the head as a weapon, lead with your head, cage fighting, helmet to helmet, losing your personality for a sport, losing your memory to entertain people with violence, being consumed, being subsumed, drowning, suffocation, asphyxiation, immolation, being made an example out of, plane crashes, murdered whistleblowers, poisonings made to look like natural deaths, 9/11 inside job, la wildfires allowed to burn, deaths for profit, killing machines, hazings, psyops, psychological warfare, alien weaponry, psychic weaponry, the upside down…

They keep us inside of buildings 90% of the time penned up like animals to purposely sicken and kill us slowly over time and sever us from nature.

Sever the mind body soul heart spirit connection.

And to make people think their physical body is all that exists and to sever them from their higher consciousness selves that simultaneously eternally exist in the astral plane alongside our VERY temporary human suit physical bodies projected by our elevated eternal limitless consciousness in the 3D physical realm.

They make people sick on PURPOSE then lie to them and tell them they dont have the power to heal themselves.

This realm is fucking sick, dark, literally sickening & evil as fuck.

They created the sedentary lifestyle — 90% of life spent indoors, sitting down, staring at screens — to purposely mindbreak people, attack their psyches & auras, energetically attack them, purposely sever their connection with nature — then when they get sick ACCORDING TO PLAN they hide the truth from them that they can heal themselves while also giving them OTC & prescription pills injections shots surgeries with horrific side effects and debilitating pain to make them even sicker to maybe just barely temporarily address the symptoms but never bothering to ever even examine the root cause which is almost ALWAYS a mind-body imbalance as you are literally DIS-EASE which is almost always the root cause of medical conditions, disorders and DISeases as it is almost always a mind body imbalance manifesting itself as physical and mental maladies, pain, discomfort, unease, depression, anxiety, compulsions, obsessions, insomnia, panic, weight gain, menstrual pain, PMS, PMDD, constant fatigue, muscular pain, back pain, neck pain, shoulder pain, sciatica, diabetes, asthma, allergies, rhinitis, migraines, tension headaches, pressure headaches, stress headaches, vertigo, hypertension, hypotension, pulmonary conditions, circulatory conditions, cancer, autoimmune deficiencies & disorders, arthritis, apnea, heart disease, OCD, suicidality, aggression, violent tendencies, emotional dysregulation, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, gastrointestinal conditions & disorders, skin conditions, tinnitus, sinusitis, obesity, eating disorders, body dysmorphia, ADHD, neuropathy, nerve disorders & conditions, etc.

They hide the truth from people about their OWN self healing properties and NATURES natural healing properties.

Five football fields burned in 60 seconds?

Thats literally not human.

McKinsey & KornFerry have both published studies confirming that within the next 3 to 5 years 80% of all current jobs will have been replaced by AI & robotics & further innovations in automation.

They are paving the way to that near future by constantly terrorizing & numbing the populace with planned purges — mass shootings, fires, virus outbreaks, plane crashes, de minimis loopholes allowing fentanyl into port entries of the United States enriching Chinese & American elites while becoming the top cause of death for 18 to 45 year olds causing hundreds of thousands of deaths a year, unsafe & untested vaccines & weight loss drugs relentlessly marketed to the millions of drugged up, drugged out sheep…

[battleangel]

WHAT FUCKING CEASEFIRE???????

Ceasefire????????

Even “Israel” is admitting that the “ceasefire” doesnt go into effect until Sunday.

Yesterday, the first day of the ceasefire, IOF killed THIRTY Palestinian civilians.

While they were celebrating the end of freezing in tents flooded with freezing water, no blankets, exposed to the elements, belongings washed away, standing in dirty freezing water up to their knees, celebrating a return to their homes — if they were still standing — celebrating eating something that wasn’t beans or carrots after being crushed to death for hours upon hours for possibly nothing, celebrating 500 pound Boeing bombs designed to be dropped on fortified military bunkers incinerating them in tents literally melting them alive —

Israel has done this again & again.

When Israel had a “ceasefire” with Lebanon last year, they also continued killing civilians with absolute impunity.

So, what happens after the “ceasefire” starts Sunday?

Its a three phase “ceasefire” agreement that isnt fully in effect until the third and final phase is completed.

What are the terms by the time all three phases are complete?

Israel is supposed to exit North Gaza.

Israel is supposed to stop encroaching on Palestinian homes and land with illegal settlements in West Bank.

Israel is not supposed to occupy the Philadelphia corridor on the border of Rafah (southern Palestine) and Egypt.

Whats the reality?

The reason Israel destroyed every single hospital and university in Gaza as well as most of the buildings — residential, schools, mosques, commercial — is because they WANTED to ethnically cleanse Gaza — especially North Gaza — of Palestinians.

Why?

Gaza has $500 billion of UNTAPPED natural gas & oil.

Chevron is already building oil wells.

Chevron also supports Israel’s lobbying effortsfor the construction of the Eastmed Pipeline, a massive, EU sponsored fossil fuel infrastructure project that would exacerbate the climate crisis and whose feasibility is widely contested.

EastMed is a mega pipeline that would carry fossil gas from the disputed waters of the Levantine Basin (Cyprus, Israel and potentially Palestine) to Italy.

It would be one of Europe’s longest pipelines, and, reportedly, the world’s deepest.

The Israeli government is one of the most enthusiastic proponents of the EastMed pipeline, as it would secure a European export market for Israeli gas reserves.

The EastMed continues from Israel to Cyprus, where important offshore gas reserves are located.

Siemens was awarded the contract for building the EuroAsia Interconnector, a  subsea cable that will link Israel’s electricity grid with Europe’s, allowing its illegal settlements on stolen Palestinian (and Syrian) land to benefit from Israel-EU trade of electricity produced from fossil gas.

Which is why Israel is already saying they are not going to give back ANY lands that they genocidally acquired in Lebanon or Syria.

The hostages on both Israel & Palestines sides are supposed to be exchanged in this “ceasefire” —

WHAT ABOUT THE 450 PALESTINIAN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS THAT ISRAEL ILLEGALLY DETAINED & ARE CURRENTLY TORTURING AT DETENTION CAMPS LIKE SDE TEIMAN FOR THE CRIME OF PRACTICING MEDICINE & SAVING PALESTINIAN CIVILIAN LIVES?

WHERE IS THE DEAL FOR THESE INNOCENT MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS WHO ARE COVERED & SHOULD BE PROTECTED UNDER GENEVA CONVENTIONS?

WHERE IS DR. HUSSAM???????????????

•IOF murdered Dr. Hussams son - also a doctor at Kamal Adwan hospital - in front of Dr. Hussam at the entrance to the hospital. •The IOF then bulldozed & desecrated Dr. Hussams sons gravesite. The IOF also seriously & greivously injured Dr. Hussam.

•On 12/27/24, the IOF forced Dr. Hussam via commands issued over a megaphone speaker to exit Kamal Adwan hospital alone & walk over the rubble — of destroyed buildings & his own sons bulldozed gravesite — towards an awaiting Israeli military tank.

•Once Dr. Hussam reached the Israeli tank, the IOF immediately detained Dr. Hussam & transported him to Sde Teiman detention center.

•Sde Teiman is the SAME exact detention center where the IOF raped Dr. Adan Al-Bursh - Director of Al-Shifa hospital - to death less than two months ago in November 2024!

•Per eyewitnesses - Sde Teiman released detainees - Dr. Hussam upon his arrival at the detention center was stripped, brutally whipped, beaten with batons, humiliated & severely tortured.

•Israel initially denied all of two days ago having any information on Dr. Hussams whereabouts — this is despite LITERAL videos clearly showing Dr. Hussam entering an Israeli military tank — then the IOF admitted yesterday to detaining Dr. Hussam on MADE UP COMPLETELY FALSE charges that he is a “Hamas Colonel” & “Hamas operative”.

•THEN A DAY AFTER THE ABOVE, THE IOF DECLINED DR. HUSSAM AN ATTORNEY & ALSO DENIED AN ATTORNEY THE OPPORTUNITY TO EVALUATE DR. HUSSAMS CURRENT DETAINMENT CONDITIONS TO CONFIRM THEY WERE HUMANE.

•THEN THREE DAYS AFTER THE ABOVE, AN ISRAELI COURT EXTENDED DR. HUSSAMS DETENTION UNTIL 2/13/25.

•THE IOF ALSO EXTENDED THE BAN ON LEGAL COUNSEL FOR DR. HUSSAM UNTIL 1/22/25.

WHERE IS PROOF OF LIFE FOR DR. HUSSAM???????

WHERE??????????

WHERE IS JUSTICE, WHERE IS FREEDOM FOR THE 450 PALESTINIAN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS CURRENTLY ILLEGALLY DETAINED & TORTURED BY THE IOF FOR DOING NOTHING BUT SAVE THEIR PATIENTS LIVES??????????

WHERE IS THE CEASEFIRE FOR THEM???????

WHERE IS THE CEASEFIRE FOR THE 200 PALESTINIAN JOURNALISTS THAT ISRAEL SPECIFICALLY TARGETED & KILLED FOR THE CRIME OF REPORTING ON THE GENOCIDE????????

WHERE IS THE CEASEFIRE FOR THE 1000 PALESTINIAN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS MURDERED FOR THE CRIME OF PRACTICING MEDICINE?????????

WHERE???????????????

[battleangel]

ISRAEL KEEPS CHANGING THEIR STORY!

•IN THE SPAN OF A WEEK, THE IOF TRIED TO “DISAPPEAR” DR. HUSSAM CLAIMING THEY DIDNT KNOW WHERE HE WAS DESPITE AL JAZEERA AIRING VIDEO FOOTAGE OF DR. HUSSAM ENTERING AN ISRAELI MILITARY TANK ON 12/27/24.

•TWO DAYS LATER, IOF REVERSED THEIR STORY & ADVISED THEY HAD “ARRESTED” DR. HUSSAM FOR BEING A “HAMAS COLONEL” & “HAMAS OPERATIVE”.

•THEN A DAY AFTER THAT, THE IOF DECLINED DR. HUSSAM AN ATTORNEY & ALSO DENIED AN ATTORNEY THE OPPORTUNITY TO EVALUATE DR. HUSSAMS CURRENT DETAINMENT CONDITIONS TO CONFIRM THEY WERE HUMANE.

•THEN THREE DAYS LATER, AN ISRAELI COURT EXTENDED DR. SAFIYAS DETENTION UNTIL 2/13/25. THE IOF ALSO EXTENDED THE BAN ON LEGAL COUNSEL FOR DR. HUSSAM UNTIL 1/22/25.

•DR. HUSSAM WAS PROMISED ACCESS TO HIS ATTORNEY T O D A Y!

•WHERE IS PROOF OF LIFE FOR DR. HUSSAM?

•THE VIDEO FOOTAGE OF DR. HUSSAM ENTERING AN ISRAELI MILITARY TANK FROM 12/27/24 IS THE LAST IMAGE OR VIDEO ANYONE HAS OF DR. HUSSAM!

•IT HAS BEEN NEARLY TWO WEEKS!

•WHY WONT THE IOF PROVIDE PROOF OF LIFE?

•WHERE ARE THE IMAGES, VIDEO OR AUDIO OF DR. HUSSAM TO PROVE HE IS STILL ALIVE?

•WHY DOES THE IOF KEEP CHANGING THEIR STORY?

•FIRST, THE IOF CLAIMED TO HAVE “NO INFORMATION ON HIS WHEREABOUTS”.

•THEN THE IOF ADMITTED TO “ARRESTING” HIM ON FALSE & TOTALLY TO THIS DAY UNSUBSTANTIATED “CHARGES” OF DR. HUSSAM BEING A “HAMAS COLONEL” & “HAMAS OPERATIVE”.

•THEN THE IOF DENIED DR. HUSSAM THE RIGHT TO SPEAK WITH AN ATTORNEY & THEY DECLINED THE ATTORNEYS REQUEST TO CONFIRM THAT DR. HUSSAMS DETAINMENT CONDITIONS WERE HUMANE.

•THEN THE IOF CLAIMED THAT DR. HUSSAM COULD SPEAK WITH AN ATTORNEY ON 1/10/25 — TODAY.

•THEN TODAY — 1/10/25 — AN ISRAELI COURT EXTENDED DR. SAFIYAS DETENTION UNTIL 2/13/25. THE IOF ALSO EXTENDED THE BAN ON LEGAL COUNSEL FOR DR. HUSSAM UNTIL 1/22/25.

•WHY DOES THE IOF & ISRAEL GET TO CHANGE THEIR STORY ON DR. HUSSAM MULTIPLE TIMES IN A WEEK WITH TOTAL IMPUNITY?

•WE DEMAND PROOF OF LIFE FOR DR. HUSSAM!

•WE DEMAND THE IMMEDIATE RELEASE OF DR. HUSSAM!

•WE DEMAND THE RELEASE OF THE 450 GAZA MEDICS THE IOF HAS ILLEGALLY DETAINED!

•DEMAND THE MEDIA COVERS DR. HUSSAMS ILLEGAL DETAINMENT!

•Email media outlets: http://tinyurl.com/free450medics

•Call media outlets: http://tinyurl.com/free450medics

•DEMAND the RELEASE of Dr. Hussam to the US State Department, Congress members, Senators, United Nations, global government leaders, human rights & legal rights groups & non-profits:

•Link: http://tinyurl.com/free450medics

[battleangel]

FREE DR. HUSSAM & 450 GAZA MEDICS!

🍉🇵🇸REBLOG THIS!🍉🇵🇸

📍GOOGLE DOC: 100+ emails & phone numbers for media outlets, human & legal rights groups, government leaders & more!

tinyurl.com/free450medics

THIS GOOGLE DOCUMENT HAS:

•Email addresses for major news media outlets to DEMAND coversge for Dr. Hussam & 450 other Palestinian medical professionals currently illegally detained & tortured by the IOF.

•Phone numbers for major news media outlets to DEMAND coverage for Dr. Hussam & 450 other Palestinian medical professionals currently illegally detained & tortured by the IOF.

•100+ email addresses for government leaders, United Nations officers, human rights organizations & non-profits & a message template to email to DEMAND the release of Dr. Hussam & 450 other illegally detained & tortured Palestinian medical professionals!

•A human rights appeal that you can copy & paste then send by clicking “Send” via the provided link in the google doc to legal rights groups in “Israel” & the UN High Commissioner of Human Rights to release Dr. Hussam & the 450 other illegally detained & tortured Palestinian medical professionals!

•A petition to the US State Department to DEMAND the release of Dr. Hussam & the 450 other illegally detained & tortured Palestinian medical professionals!

•A petition to Congress members & Senators to DEMAND the release of Dr. Hussam & the 450 other illegally detained & tortured Palestinian medical professionals!

•A full explainer of the situation with Israeli hospital massacres, Kamal Adwan hospital massacre, Al-Shifa hospital massacre, recent threats to massacre Al Awda hospital, Dr. Adnan Al-Bursh’s illegal detainment, torture & being brutally raped to death, timeline for Dr. Hussam Abu Safiya being threatened, illegally detained, tortured at Sde Teiman, attempts at attorney representation & unknown current whereabouts & appeal for advocacy for the other 450 Palestinian medical professionals also currently illegally detained & tortured by the IOF.

📍The link is: tinyurl.com/free450medics

We need DEFINED & SPECIFIC ACTION.

We need to STOP just sharing videos of Palestinian death to our Instagram stories & watching videos on our TikTok!

We need SPECIFIC ACTION STEPS WE CAN TAKE REGULARLY TO: ✅PRESSURE ISRAEL & THE IOF TO RELEASE THE ILLEGALLY DETAINED PALESTINIAN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS INCLUDING DR. HUSSAM. ✅LONG TERM GOALS OF OFFICIAL ARMS EMBARGO, PERMANENT CEASEFIRE AGREEEMENT, ENDING ALL AID TO ISRAEL & ✅A FREE & LIBERATED PALESTINE...

Given that the United States is Israels staunchest ally & the United States has the EXACT same settler-expansionist, militaristic, colonizing, land & resource acquiring, natural gas & oil obsessed zionist goals that Israel has — as the US did all the same genocidal actions to the Native Americans — these are a mix of very short term and very long term goals.

We have all seen people sharing that Biden gave Israel $8 billion in aid as a parting gift on his way out the door — okay? So, what is the action?

There are too many pro-Pali accounts that share without ANY SPECIFIC & DEFINED action steps to take.

So, at over a year, we DO have to start asking what is the point of a SHARE without a direct & corresponding ACTION -- cause without the action, you are just sharing to share.

Repeated steps on a specific cadence until the goal is acquired & achieved is necessary for any project with a definable target...if you are serious about achieving the goal & acquiring the target that is.

Many pro-Pali accounts are deeply unserious.

Nothing but shares and requests to reshare WITHOUT corresponding SPECIFIC, DEFINABLE & REPEATABLE action.

We have to be serious & stop just sharing to IG Stories & scrolling on TikTok.

🍉REBLOG THIS POST!🍉

•While we dont know the other 450 Palestinian illegally detained medics situations, we DO know Dr. Hussams and he IS running out of time.

•Please — reblog this post AND SHARE the link for the google document tinyurl.com/free450medics — to as many people as you can.

•REBLOG post

•LIKE post

•SHARE post

•COMMENT post

•SHARE google doc link: tinyurl.com/free450medics

450 innocent Palestinian medical professionals are counting on us. 

Our governments do not care. 

We MUST do everything we can to secure their release & to continue to advocate for a free & liberated Palestine!

Who will stop this if not us?