Choxtopia

A Collection of musings and scribblings.

[cholerascum]

"erm! actually! I'm not comfortable calling people it/its! it just makes me uncomfortable I feel dirty and icky and mean! why not just use they/them? sending love!" doesn't feel good reading once. reading it 12000 times on 4 different posts? fucking explode. leave it/it's users alone. you really don't have to share that someones chosen pronouns makes you uncomfortable. you sound like a transphobe.

[laterkiss]

happy pride to my favourite post on reddit

[memorydatas]

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[memorydatas]

for context:

[dragonquestv]

[an-actual-lion-deactivated20200]

“Beep Beep Bitch, You’re Gay!”

[leolikesaccountability]

Updated the lesbian flag and added nonbinary, pan, ace, and aro for all your tacky LBGTQ+ barcode needs.

[non-binary-ary]

Hope yall  like my abomination

[thegrimmlovely]

That last one is fucking moving istg

[silverjirachi]

at last. the gaydar

[cargopantsman]

[anathemaegg]

[effeminate-wastrel-deactivated2]

The only pride flag I care about anymore

[elumish]

2026 Progress Pride Reading Challenge: April/May Update

(The rules)

My progress (hard mode):

🤍 0/2

🩷 0/4

🩵 4/6 (4 books with trans main characters, 2 books with disabled main characters, 1 book with a female main character)

🤎 6/6 (2 books with a indigenous main characters, 3 books with a disabled main character, 1 book with a female main character)

🖤 2/6 (1 book with a disabled main character with HIV/AIDS, 1 book with a female main character)

❤️ 4/8 (1 book with a bisexual / female main character, 1 book with disabled main character)

🧡 4/7 (1 books with a lesbian / female main character, 2 books with disabled main characters)

💛 3/6 (1 book with an intersex main character, 0 books with disabled or female main characters)

💚 5/6 (1 book with an aromantic main character, 2 books with disabled main characters, 2 books with a female main character)

💙 7/7 (1+ book with a gay main character, 3 books with disabled main characters, 2 book with a female main character)

💜 8/8 (1 book with an asexual main character, 2 books with disabled main characters, 1 book with a female main character)

Total book count: 43/66

Read more for book list from April/May and whether I would recommend each of them.

Would Recommend:

🩵 The Girl That My Mother is Leaving Me For by Cameron Reed (challenge requirement: trans main character) - a sharp sci fi short story.

🤎 Redemption by Sloane Kennedy (challenge requirements: POC and disabled main character) - a romance between a man whose role in an old crime may not be what it seems and the man ordered to watch him.

🤎 Blood Sisters by Vanessa Lillie (challenge requirements: indigenous/Native American, female, and disabled main character) - a mystery/thriller about a Cherokee archeologist for the Bureau of Indian Affairs returning home to Oklahoma to investigate a skull--and more.

❤️ It Started With a Text by Jax Calder (challenge requirements: n/a) - a cute novella about a man who is nearly positive he's being catfished by his favorite musician and said musician who cannot convince him that he's not a catfish.

💚 Deadly Lineage by M.J. May (challenge requirements: n/a) - urban fantasy about a necromancer who helps investigate crimes.

💜 Meet Me at Midnight by Rachel Lacey (challenge requirement: female main character) - a cute novella about a bisexual surgeon on the day of her divorce and a veterinarian she brings an injured stray dog to.

On the Fence:

🩵 Unbury the Bones by Coyote J.M. Edwards (challenge requirement: trans/non-binary main character) - the first of two in a novella duology about an aro vampire who can sometimes see people's bones and his werewolf best friend.

🧡 The Rosewood Penny by J.S. Fields (challenge requirements: lesbian/female main character) - a romance between a thief and a princess who knows her even though they have never met. It was Fine.

🧡 Crash Test by Amy James (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - a Formula 1 romance about what happens to a secret relationship when one of them faces a devestating injury. Cute and emotional but the pacing could have used some work.

💜 Treasured by S.J. Himes (challenge requirement: n/a) - a cute romance between a clairvoyant and a dragon. A bit insta-love-y.

💜 Night Call by C.T. Whistle (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - an omegaverse romantic suspense. I liked it, but you have to be cool with omegaverse stuff.

💜 Taji From Beyond the Rings by R. Cooper (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - a sci fi romance set on a planet where a set of people are beloved sequestered semi-mindless nymphomaniacs. Surprisingly interesting court intrigue plot, and I did enjoy it, but you have to be good with increasingly bonkers almost-omegaverse-heat-like sexual worldbuilding.

💜 Omega's Gamble by Claire Cullen (challenge requirement: n/a) - a fantasy omegaverse sort-of-arranged-marriage/sort-of-marriage-of-convenience romance. Decent, but again, you need to be cool with omegaverse stuff.

Wouldn't Recommend:

💛 Sacred Fate by Eressë Belley (challenge requirement: intersex main character) - a fantasy romance in a world where there are no women and men are all intersex. It was less a plot than just a series of things that happen, and there is so much head-hopping/POV-hopping that it became actively distracting. Not bad, but I wouldn't necessarily recommend it.

💙 His Secret Omega by Chani Lynn Feener (challenge requirement: n/a) - I wanted the love interest to die. Unfortunately, he lived.

[choxtopia]

Do you have all your books picked already? I'd love to follow along your progress!

[elumish]

Unfortunately I am nowhere near that organized, and I'm very much a vibes reader.

I do have a few books that are on my Maybe list because I already own a physical copy of them:

A Drop of Corruption by Robert Jackson Bennett (also a Hugo nominee and I should read it before voting closes in August)

So Let Them Burn by Kamilah Cole (I have to get myself in the mood for reading YA)

Mistress of Lies by K. M. Enright

The Unbroken by C. L. Clark

Persephone Station by Stina Leicht

The House of Shattered Wings by Aliette de Bodard

The City We Became by N.K. Jemisin

But I might not read any of these any time soon (other than hopefully the first one) so who knows.

[elumish]

2026 Progress Pride Reading Challenge: April/May Update

(The rules)

My progress (hard mode):

🤍 0/2

🩷 0/4

🩵 4/6 (4 books with trans main characters, 2 books with disabled main characters, 1 book with a female main character)

🤎 6/6 (2 books with a indigenous main characters, 3 books with a disabled main character, 1 book with a female main character)

🖤 2/6 (1 book with a disabled main character with HIV/AIDS, 1 book with a female main character)

❤️ 4/8 (1 book with a bisexual / female main character, 1 book with disabled main character)

🧡 4/7 (1 books with a lesbian / female main character, 2 books with disabled main characters)

💛 3/6 (1 book with an intersex main character, 0 books with disabled or female main characters)

💚 5/6 (1 book with an aromantic main character, 2 books with disabled main characters, 2 books with a female main character)

💙 7/7 (1+ book with a gay main character, 3 books with disabled main characters, 2 book with a female main character)

💜 8/8 (1 book with an asexual main character, 2 books with disabled main characters, 1 book with a female main character)

Total book count: 43/66

Read more for book list from April/May and whether I would recommend each of them.

Would Recommend:

🩵 The Girl That My Mother is Leaving Me For by Cameron Reed (challenge requirement: trans main character) - a sharp sci fi short story.

🤎 Redemption by Sloane Kennedy (challenge requirements: POC and disabled main character) - a romance between a man whose role in an old crime may not be what it seems and the man ordered to watch him.

🤎 Blood Sisters by Vanessa Lillie (challenge requirements: indigenous/Native American, female, and disabled main character) - a mystery/thriller about a Cherokee archeologist for the Bureau of Indian Affairs returning home to Oklahoma to investigate a skull--and more.

❤️ It Started With a Text by Jax Calder (challenge requirements: n/a) - a cute novella about a man who is nearly positive he's being catfished by his favorite musician and said musician who cannot convince him that he's not a catfish.

💚 Deadly Lineage by M.J. May (challenge requirements: n/a) - urban fantasy about a necromancer who helps investigate crimes.

💜 Meet Me at Midnight by Rachel Lacey (challenge requirement: female main character) - a cute novella about a bisexual surgeon on the day of her divorce and a veterinarian she brings an injured stray dog to.

On the Fence:

🩵 Unbury the Bones by Coyote J.M. Edwards (challenge requirement: trans/non-binary main character) - the first of two in a novella duology about an aro vampire who can sometimes see people's bones and his werewolf best friend.

🧡 The Rosewood Penny by J.S. Fields (challenge requirements: lesbian/female main character) - a romance between a thief and a princess who knows her even though they have never met. It was Fine.

🧡 Crash Test by Amy James (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - a Formula 1 romance about what happens to a secret relationship when one of them faces a devestating injury. Cute and emotional but the pacing could have used some work.

💜 Treasured by S.J. Himes (challenge requirement: n/a) - a cute romance between a clairvoyant and a dragon. A bit insta-love-y.

💜 Night Call by C.T. Whistle (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - an omegaverse romantic suspense. I liked it, but you have to be cool with omegaverse stuff.

💜 Taji From Beyond the Rings by R. Cooper (challenge requirement: disabled main character) - a sci fi romance set on a planet where a set of people are beloved sequestered semi-mindless nymphomaniacs. Surprisingly interesting court intrigue plot, and I did enjoy it, but you have to be good with increasingly bonkers almost-omegaverse-heat-like sexual worldbuilding.

💜 Omega's Gamble by Claire Cullen (challenge requirement: n/a) - a fantasy omegaverse sort-of-arranged-marriage/sort-of-marriage-of-convenience romance. Decent, but again, you need to be cool with omegaverse stuff.

Wouldn't Recommend:

💛 Sacred Fate by Eressë Belley (challenge requirement: intersex main character) - a fantasy romance in a world where there are no women and men are all intersex. It was less a plot than just a series of things that happen, and there is so much head-hopping/POV-hopping that it became actively distracting. Not bad, but I wouldn't necessarily recommend it.

💙 His Secret Omega by Chani Lynn Feener (challenge requirement: n/a) - I wanted the love interest to die. Unfortunately, he lived.

[choxtopia]

Do you have all your books picked already? I'd love to follow along your progress!

[shiropoint]

This is mesmerizing to watch.

[fuu-dog-treats]

actually physically painful to watch because you know months were spent masking all those frames for each of the kajillions of transitions in this

[ask-ickle-mod]

[thatsthat24]

Holy………..shmokes…….

[mozzarella-shenanigans]

Oh?? My god??

[pomrania]

I’ll try my best to describe this. It’s a video with a mash-up of a bunch of different Disney movies, set to a song that’s a mash-up of a bunch of other songs. That in and of itself wouldn’t make it praiseworthy, but this is DONE SO WELL that just, holy cow.

[drawnsnake]

HOLY SHIT

[cell113]

Every time I see this, I HAVE to watch.

It is Law.

[czw]

[choxtopia]

@ggcrono This feels targeted at you.

[memewhore]

[2urban2fantasy-deactivated20241]

Woman murders man in broad daylight

[theknightinslippers]

[halorvic]

[no-one-offical]

‎

[crypticgoose3]

beautiful like to reblog ratio on this

[drtanner]

That's because people are reblogging it every time they see it. Like I'm doing right now lmao

[joyfullyagnostic]

WIMPLES ON, TITTIES OUT

[jung-koook]

BTS (방탄소년단) <Hooligan> Official MV

[stromcuzewon]

this is probably my favorite tiktok of all time and I finally got around to showing it to my dad the other day and now he comes home every day and tells me about all the places he saw crumbling concrete and says "guess they didn't add enough chinchilla flakes"

[thatdisasterauthor]

My dad has worked in construction is whole life, primarily with a company that does concrete foundations, and I immediately sent him this back when I first found it on TikTok, and he IMMEDIATELY shared it with everyone he worked with. They apparently still quote it on his job sites to this day.

[choxtopia]

Item: A Bug Rarity: ⏶ Common

What's your favorite creature from any video game world?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Junimooos from Stardew Valley!!!

[choxtopia]

Item: A New Address Rarity: ✦ Uncommon

If you could choose a game to live in, what would it be?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Definitely Minami Lane. It's so cute! And I'd be able to have all the cats and konbinis I want :)

[choxtopia]

Item: The Couch Rarity: ⏶ Common

Couch co-op or online?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Co-op!

[midnights-dragon]

In case anyone is having a bad night

(The best of this post and its reblogs, but with links that work)

Here is a website where you can scroll down to all the different levels of the ocean 

Here is a website where you can see the future of the universe

Here is a website where you can press a ‘make everything okay’ button, over and over, until things really are okay

Here is a website that you can read if you feel like a burden

Here is a website where you can look at strobe illusions (TW strobe/flashing)

Here is a website where you can cut stuff up (TW blood/sh)

Here and here are websites where you can play with sand

Here is a website where you can draw with macaroni and other fun foods

Here is a website where you can paint someone’s nails

Here is a website where you can grow a garden with emojis

Here is a website with hundreds of videos of people hugging you (rightfully dubbed ‘the nicest place on the internet’ because it really is, y’all, it made me cry)

Here is a website that will take you to other useless websites

Here is a website where you can make a tiny cat play bongo drums (and other instruments!)

Here is a website to help give you gentle reminders <3

Here is a website where you can grow a tiny farm

Here is a website where you can take a bunch of scientific personality tests

Here is a website of calm rain noise

Take a breath. It’s going to be okay, I promise.

[freak-motion]

last network effect chapters destroyed me here's a shitpost

[sparrowlucero]

drew even more enchanted tea kettle dragons

available on my kofi as adoptables