Dark Violet The First

Reader and Writer ~ Not a Minor ~ Artist. **Pained, strained, and hopefully having some gain in life.** Liam, may you find in Heaven, what you were looking for in life. You deserved better. Haters, go away. People have feelings too, not just you.

[darkvioletthefirst]

About Me:

I love volleyball, music, art, writing, movies, shows, books, etc.

Volleyball: I've played as Libero, Setter (for a day or two) (pls, don't mention, almost my only trig.), Outside Hitter, Middle, and Rightside Hitter. It's my favorite sport and I'm really good at serving.

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Music: I love most music genres, ranging from pop to country to rap to rock. Current music obsession is 5sos. Ash is my favorite. Fav. member of 1D is Niall. Roadtrip TV: Rye. I used to play trombone, I've played recorder, and I've tried to learn guitar and piano. I love singing, I'm not too bad, and I've been doing it since I was a little girl.

Art: Any art catches my fancy, other than n@k3ds. I like to paint, do DIYs, and draw. I'm not too bad, but could def. do better. My favorite genre of art is landscape. I can't draw: eyes, mouths, ears, noses, faces, or random hairs. Hands are ok-ish.

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Writing: I write on Quotev as @AwesomeQuizzed (and @AwesomeQuizzed2 and @AwesomeQuizzed3), on 3 accounts. I write poems, stories, short stories, fanfiction, and fantasy. I am a grammar freak, but I can control it.

Rosealia Ash is Apocalyptic

Obsessed with 5sos I'm pringle That's kinda like single but hungry The way she looked was so ridiculous Every single step had me

Movies: My favorite cartoon or whatever is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron and I haven't seen the other stuff surrounding that movie (I don't wanna). I love The Fast and The Furious series, as well as the Star Wars series (except the last few movies), Harry Potter (haven't read the books), Narnia (again, haven't read the books), and LoTR/Hobbit series.

Shows: My shows include Supernatural, Arrow (not finished), Lego Ninjago (not finished), Charmed (older one), The Good Doctor, House, Chicago Fire, Chicago Med, Chicago PD, ER, OUAT, and Castle (I'm like Richard Castle).

Books: I have read a lot, especially in 7th grade. One of my favorite books is Green Angel by Alice Hoffman. One of my favorite series is FableHaven/DragonWatch by Brandon Mull. I also love the Riordanverse, Zodiac series (by Romina Russell), The Naturals (by Jennifer Lynn Barnes) (*I haven't gotten to read the last book: Twelve*), Eragon (by Christopher Paolini) (*haven't read Murtagh's book yet*), The Blackwell Pages (by K.L. Armstrong), Hush, Hush (by Becca Fitzpatrick), etc.

Extra (Non-categorical): I also love the Batfamily, the DCU, and Marvel. Shel Silverstein is my favorite poem writer.

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Let me know what else you wanna know about me. :-)

[chungledown-bimothy]

reblog to tell a 14 year old that these are the very, very hard years and they're not wrong to feel the way they do.

[nojglisrenaissance]

I had a fifteen minute long crying session yesternight over the fact that all I was 10 years ago, at the ripe old age of 14, is lost and lonely, and now, at 24, I am neither and that filled me with so much gratitude

[cecil-speaks]

reblog to tell a teenager that these aren’t actually the best years of your life and that things can and will get better when you have independance and maybe are away from your situation right now.

Its me reblog to tell me that

[etherealspacejelly]

this is your gentle reminder to stop fighting against your adhd and instead structure your life around it

buy a pack of chapsticks and put one in the pocket of all of your coats and jackets because you always forget to bring one and chapped lips is sensory hell

leave important things where you can see them. if they go in a box or a drawer you will forget they exist

put any appointments or deadlines in your phone calendar As Soon As you get them. set a reminder for a week before, a day before, an hour before, as many as you need as often as you need them.

when that little voice in your head says "i dont need to write that down, ill remember it" that is the devil talking!!! write it down anyway!!

plan for down time. have a few hours at the end of every day to just do fun stuff like engage in your hyperfixations. even if you didnt get all of your work done that day, have the rest anyway. you probably spent the whole day beating yourself up for not doing what you Should be doing, so you still need the break.

if you never eat vegetables because its too much effort to chop and cook them, get the frozen or canned shit. it doesnt go off for ages and you just have to microwave it. theres no point buying fresh vegetables if they just keep going off and being left to rot in the bottom of your fridge

if you struggle to decide what to have for dinner every day, take the decision out of it. choose a set of meals and eat those on rotation until you get sick of them, then choose some new ones and do it again.

its not stupid if it works! our brains literally have a chemical deficiency. you are allowed to accommodate yourself. go forth and stop making your life more difficult than it has to be because "this shouldn't be this hard". it is hard, so make it easier.

[should-be-sleeping]

You are allowed to accommodate yourself.

[kateisnotok]

[darkvioletthefirst]

Still missing him

As the 7 month mark of losing Liam comes up, I'm starting to think to myself more and more again. I can't bother to mention him to my friends or my family because I just can't get over him. I've lost a lot of people in my short life and I still cling onto the ones that meant the most to me. They've lost people too but they don't talk about them as much as I talk about Liam.

One Direction and, through them, Liam, helped me where my family and friends could not. They taught me so much about stuff where I would have been lost without them. Liam made me laugh, as did the others, and I got to witness some magic that I didn't know was possible because of my own life.

Liam had a ton of potential during his life and his life being cut short the way it was stabs me through the heart, because what if I end up like him? Of course, not the exact way, but by being hated by people because I don't want to blend in with the people who we shouldn't blend in with.

I am working on becoming a cop and right now, cops get a lot of hate, but someone needs to be a cop. While I don't know what exactly is going to happen to me as one, I'll still face some kind of hate, even probably by my best friend. The current media keeps showing me how much cops are being watched over so many minuscule details, and it just reminds me more of Liam. Cops can't breathe without the media blowing up, just like celebrities.

Last time I mentioned Liam to my mom, it was late at night and mentioning him pissed her off because she was having trouble with her phone. When I mentioned him, I had forgotten she was struggling with her phone as she didn't type like she was pissed off. My mom was the one who told me about Liam the day after her and I had a big fight. If I dare mention Liam now with what's happening with us right now, I'm sure it will end up like last time. I know I shouldn't keep mentioning him every month, but I'm still mourning him and the fact that Bear, the boys, and Liam's family don't have him anymore. I know myself what a death in the family so young does to you, so my heart hurts for Bear a lot.

I'm missing this smile, face, and dancing guy almost every single day:

GIF by therogueflame

[thatlittlebird]

Hey! Tag Game!

I'm gonna try to start one of these lmao

Reblog with the story behind your username

In Breath of the Wild, Urbosa calls Zelda her little bird, I modified it and stole it basically. sometimes I am also Birb because it's just funny

@itsa-thing @i-love-zelda-16 @fithesworddweller @alientheoristemmy @lizzable @astoria-nyx-moon @amayis-bigtower @loaboo @preposterousray @stargazin-on-mars @rav3nz3r0 @crims0nr0s3 @clowncore09 anybody else that feels like sharing ig

[the-enhanced-project]

It’s literally just the title of the strou I’m writing lol 😭🙏

Tagging @lunesartsworld @keeping-writing-frosty @ark-inkweaving + open tag :3

[endlessnebula]

Umm...

I number people based off their vibe and compare people close to celestial objects because autism, and I am Entity 29, of The Nebula.

@axolotls-compass is named after an object in the second book of the series I haven't written

Tagging @overwhelmedfernfrond, @illiteratehusky, @mysterious-autistic-norse-angel, @blissfullyunawares, @timeywimeyvoid, and anyone else who wants to participate

[overwhelmedfernfrond]

I like ferns and I’m easily overwhelmed, that’s all :)

Open tags :)

[guardian-of-thespirit]

I just let Tumblr roll a die and pick a name. I liked the name so I'm using it. Mine feels so average/cheat code compared to some of the others, though

No pressure!: @verdantachillean,@thespideysavvy,@aropotato,@notyourtypicalfool,@ruler-of-nothing-important,@write-with-will,@banjo15 + open tags

[aropotato-deactivated20250620]

Oh Ig I just didn’t want to “come out” on fricking tumblr so i just put aro into my url and then threw potato onto the end.

@jokerandthethief

@hex-eye

[jokerandthethief-deactivated202]

umm my username is from a song, joker and the thief, which i first heard when I was watching the artful dodger.

which is where i go tthe idea to go by Dodger online.

@ganeshpnf, @kadahoythere, @koko-blueturtle, and @dreaming-of-black-clouds

[butterflyoffaith]

I just like butterflies and I'm a Christian.

open tag

[darkvioletthefirst]

Dark Violet is the alias name of my first OC. Her real name doesn't matter, as I haven't thought about her story for a bit, but the story is tied into the Batfam. I put "thefirst" because Dark Violet was already taken.

@fabnebuous @66sharkteeth

[themalfoymistress]

Reblog if you want your followers to tell you which fictional character you remind them of.

[winter-depressed-belle]

yeah actually. that. i want this.

[narniasclosetvoltron]

please

[wheezecheese]

yeah sure

[bigender-dumpster-fire]

please

[purple-dinosaur17]

yes please :)

@babyqueenfangirl @pansexualnerdpanic @ovalbrain @crowwolf8

[kadahoythere]

I’m very curious😁

@loozerboykisser @emmidemi @wisteriahyacinth @jokerandthethief @koko-blueturtle

And everyone else

[butterflyoffaith]

Ok. I wanna do this.

@mothermushroomrat, @darkvioletthefirst, @crosslizzshipper2026, @dailybreadmarket, @remnantbeliever, @jokerandthethief, @koko-blueturtle

[darkvioletthefirst]

@fabnebuous @faithfromanewperspective @ashtonsunshine @irwinnoway @niallermybabe @ravenclawdirectioner @wiiildflowerrr

[koko-blueturtle]

hi! when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!

Ahhh, fuck. Ok, umm, like…

My hair? I like my hair color and the waves I guess.

My figure/body type, I have good sized ass and other.. bits.. and not a big belly, y’know?

Uhhh, my… biceps? They’re pretty big.

I’m smart I guess? At least compared to other people.

I liked that I can read faster that most people. I like that a lot.

Six moots @mysterious-autistic-norse-angel @humble-introvert0808 @apjofan @spicypurplemouse @b0ydeleted @jokerandthethief

Four followers @butterflyoffaith @katander @kadahoythere @blueboyinthestars

[butterflyoffaith]

Uh, like my long (like past my hips long) hair.

I like that I'm good with cats.

I like that I have an insanely intense imagination.

another thing I like about myself is that I know what I want to do with my life.

I like that I'm starting to be more open with my family.

@mothermushroomrat, @dailybreadmarket, @darkvioletthefirst, @remnantbeliever, @archer-the-nonhuman, @crosslizzshipper2026, @colorfullaudino, @eclipseandlunardance, @i-wanna-be-at-the-gateway-hotel, and anyone else I'm forgetting.

[darkvioletthefirst]

I like how I'm into many things, and am good at certain things.

2. I like my personality, as it tips the scale vs what I look like.

3. I like my resilience.

4. I love my music taste (hits just about everything, maybe).

5. I like my curiosity.

@fabnebuous @maracl3a @ravenclawdirectioner @rainyhoundanimemusic @ashtonirwinwhore @lukeypookeyfan32-blog @confusionmeisss @niallermybabe @faithfromanewperspective @irwinnoway

[darkvioletthefirst]

10 Years

On the 11th of February, it'll be 10yrs since my life turned upside down, more than it already was.

I don't know how I'm going to get through it.

I don't know how I can sit with the fact that I lost 3 people, in my family, 10 years ago. It feels like 1 or 2.

This is how I feel old, through how-many-years-ago and in-a-few-years.

[darkvioletthefirst]

Since last I knew, purple was Liam's favorite color, I colored the wings purple.

It was my first time making stickers. Niall's kept acting up.

[darkvioletthefirst]

Or Happy 'Whatever-Holiday-You-Celebrate' for those of you who don't celebrate Christmas

[kinkshame-puncher-666]

Reblog this to ease the back pain of the person you reblogged it from

[phoenixyfriend]

Reblog if you write fanfic and would be totally down with your followers coming into you askbox and talking to you about your fic

[darkvioletthefirst]

Oh please do! None are finished though.

[tygerbug]

This is the money Marge. Reblog for good fortune

[jetsxdopestnerd]

Marge better bring the bag this month

[disc0dracula]

gratuity coming on monday baybee!!!

[51wheezes]

reblog if your inbox is always open for new members of the fandom who may be a little shy or intimidated. doesn’t matter whether or not you’re a “popular blog”; everyone here is equal and if you’re reading this as a new person/someone considering entering the fandom, we will not turn you away!!!! talk to us!! make friends!! i more than understand being shy but trust me this fandom is chill come join us in this hellhole

[sea-anon]

I don’t know how many boys follow me, but I gotta bet there’s some. I just wanna tell y’all to be careful.

Abusive girls exist and what they’re doing is seen as like “badass tough don’t take no shit” but your girl should not hit you. Ever.

She should not demand for you to hand over your phone to look through.

She should not yell at you and humiliate you either alone or in front of people.

She shouldn’t make you distance yourself from your friends or family.

She shouldn’t scratch you or twist your arms.

She should not call you names.

She shouldn’t tell you ‘she’ll kill herself if you break up’

These are just a few examples of abuse and it’s just seen as okay when girls do it and god knows I’ve fallen victim to it a few times, but you shouldn’t have to.

Never worry about not being in a relationship. If they’re worth it, they won’t hurt you.

No one has the right to hurt you.

[nikola-like-tesla]

I wish someone had told me that these things are actually abuse. I would have been able to escape my ex so much sooner. Reblogging to help other people in similar situations

[movedtosideblog]

🚨PSA🚨

[ck-real]

My stepmom was extremely abusive to my dad, using these tactics

It was dismissed by others as her “being a strong and independent woman”

For the love of God don’t take this shit. Break it off immediately

[the-haiku-bot]

For the love of God

don’t take this shit. Break it off

immediately

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[darkvioletthefirst]

Reblogging because people NEED to know. Strong women are the ones who don't do this. Same with strong men.

Find strength to get rid of these people. Use the authorities. Use your non-abusive friends and family.

You weren't born to suffer by the hands of others.

Be safe. <3.

[darkvioletthefirst]

🎄DECO MY TREE🎄

Decorate Friend's Tree for Christmas🎅

I saw this and decided to do it as well!

Please decorate for me?