Unleashed

Unleashing the power

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Honestly, kpop demon hunter is too short.

I NEED MORE

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Initially, there were times when I didn't understand you.

There were times when I was scared to say anything because you were so delicate that you could break.

Now that I'm the one who is breaking, I don't care to be careful about it.

I was the tout, bitch face, strong, independent, intimidating cool guy.

Now I'm you.

I don't hate it.

But now I understand, “why?”

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I'm about to have an anxiety attack if you still ignore me like that

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You were taking a picture of the sunset, and I was taking a picture of you.

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Surprise yourself everyday.

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We were strangers

Now we are again

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single file line please

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Writing, 5% of the time:

Writing, 95% of the time:

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My sister told me today to “be the first millionaire of the family.”

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CREATION OF AN HEART

My heart was created for you that night.

You held me tight.

Your arms around me caress my back gently—those same arms that could destroy me so easily.

I felt his arms get tighter around me. It was a simple gesture that made me feel loved; he wanted to be as close to me as possible.

His hugs started to get tighter and tighter. I was now scared, trying to escape his grip.

“I needed it.” That was the last time I heard his voice.

My unconscious body laid on the cold floor in a pool of my own blood. The detective started to question himself, “Where did your heart go now?”

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The illusion of Freedom that humanity has

Everything is controlled and connected.

We are (people) objects to a greater being.

A powerful (rageful) Entity that comes out at night.

(He watches over us.)

The creator of the creation itself (Non-existence herself)

We are (rightly) wrong.

We are both alive and dead.

The eye is the only one (and he's watching).

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These days, when the summer starts

I feel the energy draining from me.

It is a strange feeling to express; it's when you don't want to do anything anymore, when laziness takes over your body, and you are no longer productive.

I hate it.

I'm struggling to be productive, struggling to do the basic tasks that I actually want to do.

Having all of this happen in a snap of a finger

When summer starts, I lose myself.

I blinded myself.

I'm blind to not see “the lazy mess” that I am.

Not only that, but I want to be able to do that again, to reconnect with my soul and ego.

I feel centered and one with myself.

And not many broken pieces of the same glass mirror.

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I can't feel anymore.

Your hugs confuse me.

Your kisses confuse me.

Your eyes talk, but your lips are always ready to stay silent.

Why won't you trust me to keep your heart a secret from those envious hands?

“I dreamed about you. I dreamed that I said, “I love you,” to you.”

You don't even know how much those words confused me.

You are my confusion.

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Having the time of my life.

This is a journal. This is the First journal prone to helping people discover who they really are and who they really can be. I am truly in love with how this is turning out.

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Your worries are going toward the wrong goals. It's okay to feel like you can do better. Because, let's face it, you can.

But YOUR GOAL NOW should not be your body but your mindset.

Better say the change of MINDSET.

You are going to be a lazy, broke, doing nothing bitch.

To a confident, rich, curious, and interested in everything type of bitch.

You are becoming the best version of yourself, and you are doing a fucking great job.

Stop worrying about the calories you burn and the calories you eat.

That's THE WRONG NUMBER TO WORRY ABOUT.

Worry about the number of:

Money.

Hours you studied.

Hours you exercised.

Hours, you take action.

FOR YOUR FUTURE:

You are better off doing better and listening to your body.

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Every time I'm sad, Is not even my fault.

Breaking the chains.

It's time to make myself uncomfortable again.

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Awaken

Chapter 1: Blinded by Fear

I woke up from a terrible dream.

The memories of that dream have completely obfuscated my mind, while my heart races with a fast beat.

It would be better if I said nightmare at this point.

I’m trying so hard to calm my heart.

“Breath in, breathe out.”

I jumped in fear; no one is supposed to be here.

I try to stand up as fast as I can without succeeding and falling on my knees.

“You sure are clumsy, love,” he laughs, covering his mouth. I don’t know who he is. His laugh is somewhere between terrifying and charming. It’s confusing.

Maybe I am still sleeping, or maybe my head still has to recover from the fall.

What fall? I just dreamed about that. I don’t think it happens in real life.

“You know,” he paused, “it’s not really polite of you to not speak to the one who saved your life.” That phrase distracted me from my thoughts.

“Who…” My voice is shaking; I couldn’t bring myself to articulate the words. The fear got a hold of me.

I looked around me, avoiding eye contact with this tall stranger.

“Who? Is that the only thing you can say?” He says it with a bit of venom on his tongue.

“Please don’t hurt me.” That was the only thing my cowardly heart had to say or ask.

“You sure are a fearful thing.” He laughed again, and I am still looking down, shaking.

I have to run.

“So… tell me. Who are you?” He asked with a strangely calming voice.

I look at him shyly; I’m looking at him eye-to-eye.

“Are you going to answer me, or are you just going to look at me?” “Sorry…” I whispered it, and my voice cracked. My throat starts to burn; it hurts.

I reached for my neck with my left hand in confusion about what was going on.

I suddenly felt a wet sensation in my hand.

If before I was scared, now I am really paralyzed from fear, seeing my hands covered in blood.

I wanted to scream, to cry out loud, and to disappear.

That man comes closer to my ear; I don’t know him. He’s going to hurt me, and I know that.

“I can help you with that if you want to,” he says, whispering in my ears with a calming tone again.

I didn’t like that; it’s manipulation. I started shaking; my whole body could not stop.

“Just rest for now,” he says, stroking my head.

After that, my vision went dark.