she/her, bisexual/pansexual/idk just rolling with it, big time fan of a bunch of stuff, everything from fantasy book series to kpop to asian ql dramas, please feel free to dm, send asks or tag me in stuff
(Now also including stuff from south asia in general! Because I cannot help myself)
A couple of days ago, @impala124 sent @lurkingshan an ask about the lack of discussion about Queer Indian Media in fandom spaces. I wrote about it here, @neuroticbookworm here, and @waitmyturtles here (both of them have excellent points, I highly recommend you read their posts!). It's become quite apparent that people are willing to watch and engage in discourse about queer Indian media, it's just that the lack of popularity and accessibility makes it harder for people to start. So, I've decided to make a list tracking all of the queer Indian media I know of, and hopefully also any meta/discourse about it, which is an idea I've had floating in my head for months now.
This list is by no means comprehensive, so if you have recs, send them my way! Text me on DM, send an ask, tag me in your posts, whatever. And though it's not possible for me to watch everything on the list, I will be slowly going through as many of these as I can and writing about them, as well as hopefully finding more stuff and easier to access versions for the ones that are harder to access right now. This post is going to be a slow work in progress, but I'm hoping to update it regularly. So, if you'd like me to keep you updated, let me know through the tags/replies and I will tag you in future posts!
I've tagged the people who've recommended certain shows alongside each show. Everything on here is available online. The hyperlinked titles lead you to the media itself, meaning that it's available for free online with subtitles. Other details will be mentioned separately. If you want to watch something but can't access it, DM me and I'll see if i can help you.
(The list was getting too long so I've put all of the recs under the cut)
Disclaimer: The media I have watched/read have recommendation ratings (which will not always reflect my enjoyment of something, rather are based on how much I'd recommend it). While I did lightly screen everything on here, the criteria was 'has a trailer or otherwise showing queerness to be a central theme in the story' and 'is available online', so take that into account if you decide to pick something up, and definitely watch trailers and/or skim the wikipedia pages beforehand.
Movies
Fire | English | @neuroticbookworm
Recommendation: 9/10
A 1996 movie surrounding a lesbian couple packed with commentary on religion, class, purity culture and more.
Quick Pitch + Historical Context
Badnam Basti | Hindi
Kapoor & Sons | Hindi | @neuroticbookworm
Available on Netflix, Prime, and paid on Youtube and Apple TV
Kaathal-The Core | Malayalam | @neuroticbookworm
Officially on Prime, also available grey without subtitles
Meta by @ineffable-opinions
Super Deluxe | Tamil | @neuroticbookworm
Officially on a paid streaming service called aha, grey on youtube
Dear Dad | Hindi | @neuroticbookworm
This is grey on youtube without subtitles, available officially on Disney Hotstar and Amazon Prime
Recommendation: 7.75
Follows a father and a son on a road trip, during which the son accidentally learns that his father is gay. The son struggles with reconciling with the new information, leading to conflict.
Geeli Puchi (Ajeeb Dastaans) | Hindi | @blorbingqls @neuroticbookworm
Available on Netflix
Cobalt Blue | Hindi | @blorbingqls
Officially on Netflix, also available grey without subtitles
Ek Ladki Ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga | Hindi | @fallsouthwinter @usertoxicyaoi @neuroticbookworm
Available officially on Netflix, but can also be found grey in two parts without subtitles
Recommendation: 7.5/10
What seems like a typical bollywood movie about a man falling in love with a girl who's family opposes their marriage takes a turn halfway through when it is revealed that the girl has a secret girlfriend. The protagonist then resolves to help the pair by convincing the family to accept them.
Chitrangada: The Crowning Wish | Bengali | @silverquillsideas @neuroticbookworm
I believe it's available on prime, but you might need to do some digging. Also available grey on youtube without subtitles (the movie is in part Bengali, part English)
Shubh Mangal Zyada Savdhan | Hindi | @silverquillsideas @twig-tea @neuroticbookworm
Officially on Amazon, grey on youtube without subtitles
Maja Ma | Hindi | @flyingrosebeetle @silverquillsideas
Available on Amazon Prime
Badhaai Do | Hindi
Officially on Netflix, available grey on youtube without subtitles
Loev | Hindi
Available on youtube with Spanish (I think?) subtitles
Margarita With A Straw | Hindi
I believe this is a cut version, it is officially on Netflix which is likely the uncut version
Recommendation: 9/10
A self-discovery story about an Indian woman named Laila with cerebral palsy with great rep and beautiful execution.
Meta by @wen-kexing-apologist
Chandigarh Kare Aashiqui | Hindi | anon
Available grey without subtitles, officially on Netflix
Amar Prem Ki Prem Kahani | Hindi | @flowerbeasblog @aneechan
Officially on Jio Cinema, also available grey without subtitles
Time Out | Hindi
Available on Netflix
My Brother…Nikhil | Hindi
Available on youtube without subtitles, also on Amazon Prime
My Son Is Gay | Tamil
Hindi dub available on youtube without subtitles
Little Hearts | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on Amazon Prime
There's multiple storylines, one of which is queer
Meta by @ineffable-opinions
Moothon | Malayalam | @non-beingnary
This is grey on youtube without subtitles, it's officially on Amazon Prime and Zee5, both need subscriptions
Aligarh | Hindi | @ayoungroyal
This is grey with subtitles, it says the subtitles are in hindi for some reason but they're actually in English. Officially on several subscription platforms: JioCinema, Zee5, Amazon Prime, Apple TV
Recommendation: 8/10
Based on a true story, the movie is about a professor who is outed as gay when he is recorded while in bed with a man, and is suspended from his position in the university as a result, in addition to being shunned by society. The movie follows his budding friendship with a journalist who initially sought him out to report on his story, and their fight for justice.
Mumbai Police | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Gulmohar | Hindi | @nihilisticcondensedmilk
Gaami | Telugu | @ineffable-opinions
Officially on Zee5 for free (you do need an account), unsure if subtitles are available but guessing no. Hindi dubs are available officially on Amazon Prime with subtitles and grey (1 & 2) without
Ardhanari | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Ka Bodyscapes | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
I'm assuming the above link is official but I honestly have no clue. Available alternatively also with subs grey
Sancharram | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
B 32 Muthal 44 Vare | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on C Space with english subtitles where you can rent it out, also available grey without subtitles (1, 2 & 3)
Kaadhal Enbadhu Podhu Udamai | Tamil | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on Sunnxt with subtitles, which requires you to sign up and has some free content and some paid, unsure if KEPU is free. Can be bought/rented on Youtube. Available grey (1, 2, 3), but only parts 1 and 3 seems to have eng subs
Sabar Bonda (Cactus Pears) | Marathi
Available officially on Netflix, though you might need a vpn set to India
Recommendation: 9.5/10
It follows Anand, a man from Mumbai who returns to his village for a 10 day mourning period following his father's death, reconnecting and kindling a romance with his childhood friend Balya.
My thoughts
Evening Shadows | Hindi
Available officially to buy/rent on Youtube, also available grey without subtitles
Shows
Romil and Jugal | Hindi | @anixknowsnothin
You do need a vpn if you're outside India to watch it with the above link, it's also grey on youtube without subtitles
Recommendation: 8.5/10
India's modern gay remake of Romeo and Juliet, five years before Bad Buddy
Random thoughts
The Married Woman | Hindi | @a-not-knowing-bisexual-wizard
Dev DD Season 2 | Hindi
Legitimately no clue whether this and the prev are grey or official
Made in Heaven | Hindi | @flyingrosebeetle @non-beingnary @neuroticbookworm
Available on Prime
All About Section 377, Still About Section 377 | Hindi
The Story Tales S2 | Gujrati
Insomnia | Hindi
It's a streaming service I've never heard of before, not unlike Gaga, this is one of the darker shows on the list so please do check out the trailer beforehand
Amra 2GayTher | Bengali
Available on two streaming services here and here, both paid
Happy Family, Conditions Apply | Hindi | @non-beingnary
Officially on Amazon Prime, first episode available for free on the official youtube
As far as I know, it's a sitcom with a queer subplot, but I'm not sure how relevant it is to the story
His Storyy | Hindi
Officially on Zee5 for free but you do need to register, unsure of whether or not subtitles are available but guessing no
Murder In Mahim | Hindi | @soberbutsleepless
This is grey without subtitles, its available officially on JioCinema but you need a subscription
Sweet Kaaram Coffee | Tamil | @nihilisticcondensedmilk
Officially on Amazon Prime, no idea if it's with subtitles
The Sting of Lavender | Manipuri | @ineffable-opinions
The seventh and penultimate episode seems to have been privated/deleted from the channel for some reason
Mini gls from @twig-tea (og post here)
Firsts S3 | @tinyreadinglifelight
Neverland
Maaya 2
Last two eps do not have subtitles but the story is followable
The ‘Other’ Love Story @/silverquillsideas
Just Another Love Story
Short Films
Sisak | Hindi | @blorbingqls
Recommendation: 8.5/10
A fifteen minute silent film about two men who experience mutual attraction to one another while on the same train during their daily commute. It's impactful, and it says a lot without saying anything.
Vaidya | Hindi
U for Usha | Hindi
Wajood | Hindi
Wig | Hindi
TAPS | Hindi
Thiruthai Avale | Tamil
Neha | Tamil
Vali | Tamil
Books
Memory of Light | English
Recommendation: 5/10
A historical book set during the colonial era, the lesbian romance is mostly a subplot that loses its way towards the end. It's kind of a drag, but the history component is somewhat interesting.
Don't Let Him Know | Englsih
Recommendation Rating: 8/10 with serious trigger warnings including rape. It's a brutally honest book designed to make the reader uncomfortable, so proceed with caution. I personally liked it quite a lot, but that's majorly because of how authentic the book felt.
Falling Into Place | English
Recommendation Rating: 8/10
A modern lesbian romance that follows similar beats to the typical thai bl/gl. A little underdeveloped in some places, but overall quite good.
My Magical Palace | English
Funny Boy | English
Cobalt Blue | English
The Paths Of Marriage | English
Marriage Of A Thousand Lies | English
Babyji | English
A Life Apart | English
The Devourers | English
Nights Like This | English
She of the Mountains | English
Love Bi The Way | English
Your Driver is Waiting | English
The Burning Kingdoms Trilogy | English
All This Could Be Different | English
A World Between | English
The Henna Wars | English
Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating | English
The Dos and Donuts of Love | English
Indian Winter | English
Kari (Graphic Novel) | English
The Other Man | English
The Sea Elephants | English
What a Desi Girl Wants | English
The Love & Lies of Rukhsana Ali | English
Zara Hossain Is Here | English
Meet Me in Mumbai | English
Dulhaniyaa | English
The Saint of Bright Doors | English
One Day I Locked My Flat in Soul City | English
The Wisest Fool on Earth and Other Plays | English
Hostel Room 131 | English
Lady Lolita's Lover | English
Madam, Give Me My Sex | English
Crocodile Tears | English
The Broken Rainbow: Poems and Translations | English
A Slight Angle | English
Chocolate and Other Stories on Male-Male Desire | English (compilation of translations from Hindi)
Lihaaf | Urdu (english translation)
Machli Mari Hui | Hindi
Kulli Bhaat | Hindi | English translation: A Life Misspent
Entering The Maze | Bengali (+english translation available)
Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”
So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”
Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.
Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.
#'this is present in the text' is often a good first step #but those second and third ones (naming it; describing its function) are vital (via @elucubrare)
I see so many arguments over what is and isn't "good queer representation" that really just boil down to "y'all are actually arguing over matters of taste and genre preference, which is incredibly subjective and personal."
Worldbuilding where being queer is normalized and queerphobia has no impact on the plot? THAT'S FINE. Worldbuilding that includes queerphobia and tackles the effects of it as part of the story? THAT'S ALSO FINE.
Low-stakes queer romcom where the characters are fluffy and cute? THAT'S COOL. Messy queer drama with toxic people who fuck each other over and clash repeatedly? THAT'S ALSO COOL.
Stories that center the characters' queerness, show a trans character's transition, and are about the queerness as much as the rest of the plot? AWESOME. Stories where the characters' queerness isn't treated as a big deal, and have trans characters whose transition happened before the story entirely? ALSO AWESOME.
You may PREFER one thing or another, but it is actually good to have all these things. It's about variety. It's about queer characters being allowed to exist without censorship. It's about queer artists getting to make things without being told we're a "niche issue" or "adult content." It's about having as many goddamn cakes as the bakery can produce.
At the end of the day, I'd prefer a media landscape with fifty pieces of problematic queer representation over a media landscape with one single piece of queer representation that's trying (and usually failing) to be 100% perfect for everything and everyone.