she/her, bisexual/pansexual/idk just rolling with it, big time fan of a bunch of stuff, everything from fantasy book series to kpop to asian ql dramas, please feel free to dm, send asks or tag me in stuff
(Now also including stuff from south asia in general! Because I cannot help myself)
A couple of days ago, @impala124 sent @lurkingshan an ask about the lack of discussion about Queer Indian Media in fandom spaces. I wrote about it here, @neuroticbookworm here, and @waitmyturtles here (both of them have excellent points, I highly recommend you read their posts!). It's become quite apparent that people are willing to watch and engage in discourse about queer Indian media, it's just that the lack of popularity and accessibility makes it harder for people to start. So, I've decided to make a list tracking all of the queer Indian media I know of, and hopefully also any meta/discourse about it, which is an idea I've had floating in my head for months now.
This list is by no means comprehensive, so if you have recs, send them my way! Text me on DM, send an ask, tag me in your posts, whatever. And though it's not possible for me to watch everything on the list, I will be slowly going through as many of these as I can and writing about them, as well as hopefully finding more stuff and easier to access versions for the ones that are harder to access right now. This post is going to be a slow work in progress, but I'm hoping to update it regularly. So, if you'd like me to keep you updated, let me know through the tags/replies and I will tag you in future posts!
I've tagged the people who've recommended certain shows alongside each show. Everything on here is available online. The hyperlinked titles lead you to the media itself, meaning that it's available for free online with subtitles. Other details will be mentioned separately. If you want to watch something but can't access it, DM me and I'll see if i can help you.
(The list was getting too long so I've put all of the recs under the cut)
Disclaimer: The media I have watched/read have recommendation ratings (which will not always reflect my enjoyment of something, rather are based on how much I'd recommend it). While I did lightly screen everything on here, the criteria was 'has a trailer or otherwise showing queerness to be a central theme in the story' and 'is available online', so take that into account if you decide to pick something up, and definitely watch trailers and/or skim the wikipedia pages beforehand.
Movies
Fire | English | @neuroticbookwormÂ
Recommendation: 9/10
A 1996 movie surrounding a lesbian couple packed with commentary on religion, class, purity culture and more.
Quick Pitch + Historical Context
Badnam Basti | Hindi
Kapoor & Sons | Hindi | @neuroticbookworm
Available on Netflix, Prime, and paid on Youtube and Apple TV
Kaathal-The Core | Malayalam | @neuroticbookwormÂ
Officially on Prime, also available grey without subtitles
Meta by @ineffable-opinions
Super Deluxe | Tamil | @neuroticbookwormÂ
Officially on a paid streaming service called aha, grey on youtube
Dear Dad | Hindi | @neuroticbookwormÂ
This is grey on youtube without subtitles, available officially on Disney Hotstar and Amazon Prime
Recommendation: 7.75
Follows a father and a son on a road trip, during which the son accidentally learns that his father is gay. The son struggles with reconciling with the new information, leading to conflict.
Geeli Puchi (Ajeeb Dastaans) | Hindi | @blorbingqls @neuroticbookwormÂ
Available on Netflix
Cobalt Blue | Hindi | @blorbingqls
Officially on Netflix, also available grey without subtitles
Ek Ladki Ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga | Hindi | @fallsouthwinter @usertoxicyaoi @neuroticbookworm
Available officially on Netflix, but can also be found grey in two parts without subtitles
Recommendation: 7.5/10
What seems like a typical bollywood movie about a man falling in love with a girl who's family opposes their marriage takes a turn halfway through when it is revealed that the girl has a secret girlfriend. The protagonist then resolves to help the pair by convincing the family to accept them.
Chitrangada: The Crowning Wish | Bengali | @silverquillsideas @neuroticbookwormÂ
I believe it's available on prime, but you might need to do some digging. Also available grey on youtube without subtitles (the movie is in part Bengali, part English)
Shubh Mangal Zyada Savdhan | Hindi | @silverquillsideas @twig-tea @neuroticbookworm
Officially on Amazon, grey on youtube without subtitles
Maja Ma | Hindi | @flyingrosebeetle @silverquillsideasÂ
Available on Amazon Prime
Badhaai Do | Hindi
Officially on Netflix, available grey on youtube without subtitles
Loev | Hindi
Available on youtube with Spanish (I think?) subtitles
Margarita With A Straw | Hindi
I believe this is a cut version, it is officially on Netflix which is likely the uncut version
Recommendation: 9/10
A self-discovery story about an Indian woman named Laila with cerebral palsy with great rep and beautiful execution.
Meta by @wen-kexing-apologist
Chandigarh Kare Aashiqui | Hindi | anon
Available grey without subtitles, officially on Netflix
Amar Prem Ki Prem Kahani | Hindi | @flowerbeasblog @aneechan
Officially on Jio Cinema, also available grey without subtitles
Time Out | Hindi
Available on Netflix
My BrotherâŚNikhil | Hindi
Available on youtube without subtitles, also on Amazon Prime
My Son Is Gay | Tamil
Hindi dub available on youtube without subtitles
Little Hearts | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on Amazon Prime
There's multiple storylines, one of which is queer
Meta by @ineffable-opinions
Moothon | Malayalam | @non-beingnary
This is grey on youtube without subtitles, it's officially on Amazon Prime and Zee5, both need subscriptions
Aligarh | Hindi | @ayoungroyal
This is grey with subtitles, it says the subtitles are in hindi for some reason but they're actually in English. Officially on several subscription platforms: JioCinema, Zee5, Amazon Prime, Apple TV
Recommendation: 8/10
Based on a true story, the movie is about a professor who is outed as gay when he is recorded while in bed with a man, and is suspended from his position in the university as a result, in addition to being shunned by society. The movie follows his budding friendship with a journalist who initially sought him out to report on his story, and their fight for justice.
Mumbai Police | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Gulmohar | Hindi | @nihilisticcondensedmilk
Gaami | Telugu | @ineffable-opinions
Officially on Zee5 for free (you do need an account), unsure if subtitles are available but guessing no. Hindi dubs are available officially on Amazon Prime with subtitles and grey (1 & 2) without
Ardhanari | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Ka Bodyscapes | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
I'm assuming the above link is official but I honestly have no clue. Available alternatively also with subs grey
Sancharram | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
B 32 Muthal 44 Vare | Malayalam | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on C Space with english subtitles where you can rent it out, also available grey without subtitles (1, 2 & 3)
Kaadhal Enbadhu Podhu Udamai | Tamil | @ineffable-opinions
Available officially on Sunnxt with subtitles, which requires you to sign up and has some free content and some paid, unsure if KEPU is free. Can be bought/rented on Youtube. Available grey (1, 2, 3), but only parts 1 and 3 seems to have eng subs
Sabar Bonda (Cactus Pears) | Marathi
Available officially on Netflix, though you might need a vpn set to India
Recommendation: 9.5/10
It follows Anand, a man from Mumbai who returns to his village for a 10 day mourning period following his father's death, reconnecting and kindling a romance with his childhood friend Balya.
My thoughts
Evening Shadows | Hindi
Available officially to buy/rent on Youtube, also available grey without subtitles
Shows
Romil and Jugal | Hindi | @anixknowsnothin
You do need a vpn if you're outside India to watch it with the above link, it's also grey on youtube without subtitles
Recommendation: 8.5/10
India's modern gay remake of Romeo and Juliet, five years before Bad Buddy
Random thoughts
The Married Woman | Hindi | @a-not-knowing-bisexual-wizard
Dev DD Season 2 | Hindi
Legitimately no clue whether this and the prev are grey or official
Made in Heaven | Hindi | @flyingrosebeetle @non-beingnary @neuroticbookworm
Available on Prime
All About Section 377, Still About Section 377 | Hindi
The Story Tales S2 | Gujrati
Insomnia | Hindi
It's a streaming service I've never heard of before, not unlike Gaga, this is one of the darker shows on the list so please do check out the trailer beforehand
Amra 2GayTher | Bengali
Available on two streaming services here and here, both paid
Happy Family, Conditions Apply | Hindi | @non-beingnary
Officially on Amazon Prime, first episode available for free on the official youtube
As far as I know, it's a sitcom with a queer subplot, but I'm not sure how relevant it is to the story
His Storyy | Hindi
Officially on Zee5 for free but you do need to register, unsure of whether or not subtitles are available but guessing no
Murder In Mahim | Hindi | @soberbutsleepless
This is grey without subtitles, its available officially on JioCinema but you need a subscription
Sweet Kaaram Coffee | Tamil | @nihilisticcondensedmilk
Officially on Amazon Prime, no idea if it's with subtitles
The Sting of Lavender | Manipuri | @ineffable-opinions
The seventh and penultimate episode seems to have been privated/deleted from the channel for some reason
Mini gls from @twig-tea (og post here)
Firsts S3 | @tinyreadinglifelight
Neverland
Maaya 2
Last two eps do not have subtitles but the story is followable
The âOtherâ Love Story @/silverquillsideasÂ
Just Another Love Story
Short Films
Sisak | Hindi | @blorbingqls
Recommendation: 8.5/10
A fifteen minute silent film about two men who experience mutual attraction to one another while on the same train during their daily commute. It's impactful, and it says a lot without saying anything.
Vaidya | Hindi
U for Usha | Hindi
Wajood | Hindi
Wig | Hindi
TAPS | Hindi
Thiruthai Avale | Tamil
Neha | Tamil
Vali | Tamil
Books
Memory of Light | English
Recommendation: 5/10
A historical book set during the colonial era, the lesbian romance is mostly a subplot that loses its way towards the end. It's kind of a drag, but the history component is somewhat interesting.
Don't Let Him Know | Englsih
Recommendation Rating: 8/10 with serious trigger warnings including rape. It's a brutally honest book designed to make the reader uncomfortable, so proceed with caution. I personally liked it quite a lot, but that's majorly because of how authentic the book felt.
Falling Into Place | English
Recommendation Rating: 8/10
A modern lesbian romance that follows similar beats to the typical thai bl/gl. A little underdeveloped in some places, but overall quite good.
My Magical Palace | English
Funny Boy | English
Cobalt Blue | English
The Paths Of Marriage | English
Marriage Of A Thousand Lies | English
Babyji | English
A Life Apart | English
The Devourers | English
Nights Like This | English
She of the Mountains | English
Love Bi The Way | English
Your Driver is Waiting | English
The Burning Kingdoms Trilogy | English
All This Could Be Different | English
A World Between | English
The Henna Wars | English
Hani and Ishuâs Guide to Fake Dating | English
The Dos and Donuts of Love | English
Indian Winter | English
Kari (Graphic Novel) | English
The Other Man | English
The Sea Elephants | English
What a Desi Girl Wants | English
The Love & Lies of Rukhsana Ali | English
Zara Hossain Is Here | English
Meet Me in Mumbai | English
Dulhaniyaa | English
The Saint of Bright Doors | English
One Day I Locked My Flat in Soul City | English
The Wisest Fool on Earth and Other Plays | English
Hostel Room 131Â | English
Lady Lolita's Lover | English
Madam, Give Me My Sex | English
Crocodile Tears | English
The Broken Rainbow: Poems and Translations | English
A Slight Angle | English
Chocolate and Other Stories on Male-Male Desire | English (compilation of translations from Hindi)
Lihaaf | Urdu (english translation)
Machli Mari Hui | Hindi
Kulli Bhaat | Hindi | English translation: A Life Misspent
Entering The Maze | Bengali (+english translation available)
i'm so happy we're getting to see this version of peach. so happy and secure in his love for thee that he never hesitates to verbally and physically express it. so obviously adored by his husband that he wants to make sure he knows he is too and doesn't even try to or think about hiding it. he is just so openly in love
you may be familiar with disney twisted wonderland, the gacha game in which various disney villains are used as direct inspiration for handsome anime boys. well that game was so successful that disney is trying to do it again but this time they're just animeboyifying whatever
here's mickey, goofy, donald, and chip & dale. yeah they turned mickey & friends into anime boys. they're an idol unit or something. they're technically not anime boy versions of the source characters, they have different names. mickey's guy is "Neo Michel". not michael, michel, like he's french. chip & dale are "Ruska Moncrief" and "Ranka Monk", they have different last names, they're not brothers anymore so that they can be yaoibait instead, anyways this post isn't actually about these guys I'm just setting the stage for the actual humanizations I wanted to show you
They also did monsters inc. And. Well it's obvious from the designs who mike and sully are. but you will also notice. the blonde one on the left. with glasses. monsters inc is kind of famously about just the two guys so they didn't really have a lot of other non-villain characters to take anime boys inspiration from, I guess, so, well,
Yeah it's her. they made an anime boy version of the mean receptionist slug. her name is roz btw, as all of boygachagame twitter has become extremely aware of in the past 3 days as we speculated prior to the release of the full image who tf the third guy was. the anime boy's name is "noah slugger". at this point no parody of the types of things gacha games will make gijinkas of will ever be able to live up to what disney is officially spending their own real money on designing
I've been thinking about this - and why asking the demon is also a bad idea
Tartini was a composer and violin teacher and no one respected him, he was generally broke, and he started having weird dreams in which the devil asked him to teach him violin
despite being catholic tartini agreed - although everything told him this was a bad idea
so he taught the devil violin in his dreams and when he had taught him everything he knew the devil offered him payment, he played an original composition in his dream
Tartini woke up weeping and struggled to write it down
we have a historical version of "couldn't remember the greatest song in the world, this is just its tribute", and the song he wrote down made him "Sonata in G Minor, aka the devil's trill" it's usually played by 2 violinists because it's evil difficult,
now imagine you make a deal with the devil to write your novel, he writes it but only lets you read it in a dream and you have to transcribe it from memory the next day.... 150k of the best prose and plot you've ever seen in your life and you have to remember it
people gossiping about which parent your temperament resembles most + guilty older brother getting passed over as heir for the younger brother who can handle it.
close enough, welcome back Theerapanyakul brothers!
ok @29daffodils i shall expand my thoughts. I SWEAR that i've made a post about this before that i can't find BUT.
Me and Thee is CLEARLY Kinnporsche Fanfiction. and it's amazing. I absolutely 100% believe that someone at GMMTV who knows Mile IRL saw Kinnporsche and was like. "Mile is a mafia boss? Mile Phakphum? That silly nerd??? Lol. Lmao even." and got struck by inspiration lightning.
This is all about the show, b t w, i have no knowledge of the books and do not intend to acquire any. And many of my points are filming decisions.
not ONLY in Me and Thee are there very basic vibes based looks similarities between Thee and Kinn. (sorry Pond but not everyone can achieve Mile's Eyebrows) not ONLY do we get Our Bestie Deutsche Bank Sex Pool prominently in the trailer. we ALSO get Thee buying GMMTheeV to make tv series. and we ALL know the Kinnporsche funded by Mile lore, right? Ok. so that all is the FOUNDATION we are working with.
we also get, in no particular order:
Peach and Plub's backstory is like. sooo Porsche and Chay coded. Like. come on. no explanation necessary.
( Peach. Porsche. Kian. Kinn. Rome. Vegas. COME ON.)
superficial visual similarities with Mok and Arm. bodyguard with glasses!
Thee is an amalgamation of Kinn and Tankhun. Rome is an amalgamation of Kinn and Vegas.
Thee's dad is LITERALLY PLAYED BY GUN THEERAPANYAKUL HIMSELF Ex Piya (and apparently we were ROBBED of Ex and Bible speaking English to each other in Kinnporsche!)
"People say I'm more like my mom" vs "People say i'm decisive like dad and Kian is like mom."
vegas pants in the pool vs rome silk pajamas on the grass crimes against fashion.
older sibling (tankhun, Thee) getting passed over as mafia heir because dad decided they didn't have the stomach for it and giving it to younger brother (Kinn, Rome). older sibling feels guilt for putting younger in that position.
main character's fuckass friends having weird relationship shit going on in the background that no one wants or understands (TayTimeTem vs AranTawan)
NGL i haven't rewatched kpts in forever and completely forgot tankhun was supposed to be heir , i, quite literally, vanished him from existence!
peach/plub being parallels to porche/chay!!! never saw it coming, in my defense though, I was way too into vegaspete that i forgot everything else lmao.
the only thing I do remember while watching MAT and PAM is âcan gun theerapanyakul stop traumatizing his kids for once? â đ¤Ł
You wouldnât think that flamingoes are extremophiles just from looking at them. Itâs like somebody tried to build the vertebrate equivalent of that fungus that lives inside nuclear reactors, and ended up with a gangly pink dinosaur with a spoon for a face.
For everyone in the comments asking how flamingos are extremophiles:
Flamingos can survive in low oxygen, high altitude, high temperatures, low temperatures, high alkaline, they can and will drink boiling water and they can be completely frozen at night and still get up the next morning
Oh yeah, this leaves out what I *did* know about themâthey can also survive hypersalinity. That is, water so salty it kills practically everything elseâwater so salty it burns your skin.
(animal death) this is a real undoctored photograph (*though the body was stood up for the shot) of a dead flamingo on the surface of lake natron, a lake so salty and so alkaline that itâs naturally carbonated like soda and would eat through your stomach lining if you drank from it.
When this photo went viral years ago, most people assumed this poor flamingo must have been killed by the lake.
It is actually the lake where 75% of its global population are hatched. This is a photo from the same lake:
Some species of flamingo actually subsist almost entirely on a diet of bacteria! In other words, there is a species of dinosaur that eats only bacteria and lives in lakes so toxic they would kill almost anything elseâand it is best known to the average person as a kitschy lawn decoration.
Flamingos can survive in high altitudes, hypersaline conditions, and caustic lakes.
Source: âAll flamingo species have evolved to live in some of the planetâs most extreme wetlands, like caustic âsoda lakesâ, hypersaline lagoons or high-altitude salt flats.â
They can survive water so alkaline it burns human skin.
Source: âMore than a million lesser flamingos breed in Tanzaniaâs Lake Natron, for instance, a lake fed by hot springs with water so alkaline that it can strip away human skin (one pioneering flamingo researcher named Leslie Brown spent months in Nairobi General Hospital after burning his legs wading out to observe where the birds nested).â
They can drink water at near-boiling temperatures.
Source: âThey can drink water at near boiling point to collect freshwater from springs and geysers at lake edges. If no freshwater is available, flamingos can use glands in their head that remove salt, draining it out from their nasal cavity.â
The lakes they inhabit can freeze overnight, and the flamingos can survive once it thaws in the morning.
Source: âThe birds may seem to epitomize the tropics, but they also live in the Andes, 15,000 feet above sea level, where they rest on lakes that freeze around them overnight.
âYouâll see them sitting there like snowballs, frozen on ice,â Dr. Arengo said. âAnd as the temperature warms up, they thaw out, fluff themselves up and go about their business.ââ
The photo is indeed from Lake Natron, taken by photographer Nick Brandt. The content of the lake chemically preserves animal corpses that die there. You can see more photos of this here.
It is also true that 75% of Lesser Flamingos are hatches on Lake Natron.
Source: âThe lakeâs landscape is surreal and deadlyâand made even more bizarre by the fact that itâs the place where nearly 75 percent of the worldâs lesser flamingos are born.â
Some species of Flamingo eat cyanobacteria or algae.
Source: âFlamingos have very specialised diets. And their food is responsible for their famous pink colouration. The two species in Planet Earth II eat a lot of floating microscopic algae, which contains carotenoid pigments, the same types of chemical that make carrots orange. These pigments turn their feathers pink, orange and red â without them, flamingos would be white.â
glasses - johnathan coulton // in this corner of the world - dir. sunao katabuchi // no choir - florence + the machine // up - dir. pete docter // romeo x juliet - dir. fumitoshi oizaki // wolf children ame and yuki - dir mamoru hosoda // le lit - henri de toulouse-lautrec // garden - noah gundersen // everything everywhere all at once - dir. daniel kwan and daniel scheinert
The infuriating part is that people apply the pop-psychology definition of "trauma-bond", but apply the actual psychology judgement of it, as in, "obviously bad, duh, everyone knows that".
The number of times I've been given shit for my relationships being "trauma-bonds" specifically cause I date fellow disordered people for the mutual understanding, is fucking astonishing.
[image description: flyer clarifying the meanings of various psychological terms, cut in two, which says "pop psychology" on the left and "actual psychology" on the right.
In pop psychology, "trauma bonding is when you're bonding with someone over shared trauma or similar past experiences." In actual psychology, "A trauma bond refers to the situation where someone develops strong feelings of sympathy, loyalty, dependance, and attachment towards their abuser."
In pop psychology, "Gaslighting is when someone lies to you, questions you, or disagrees with you over what happened." In actual psychology, "Gaslighting is an abuse tactic where you are manipulated to question your reality, memory, or sanityânot just a disagreement over what happened."
In pop psychology, "Being triggered means that something makes you uncomfortable or annoyed." In actual psychology, "A trigger is something that causes a sudden increase in symptomsâlike flashbacks in PTSD or compulsions in OCD. Its not just a source of general discomfort."
In pop psychology, "Intrusive thoughts are random impulses you might want to act on; e.g. wanting to do something unexpected like dye your hair pink or eat cake for dinner." In actual psychology, "Intrusive thoughts and unwanted, involuntary thoughts that go against your real value and desires. You dont want to act on them, and them coming true would be your worst nightmare. They can be very prominent and distressing in disorders like OCD and PTSD."
Because I feel like kids of color donât hear it enough: domestic abuse is not a part of your culture.Â
A lot of us were raised with the idea that âits normal for wives/children to get hit! it helps them learnâ only white folk donât get beaten when they misbehaveâ. Thatâs not true, white people arenât the only ones who deserve a safe and abuse free environment. Black and brown people can and do have loving families.Â
If youâre in a situation where you are enduring abuse and people use your culture to justify it, I want you to know that what theyâre telling you are lies.
as someone who studies this: statistically speaking, child abuse (including âspankingâ, because all forms of hitting children are abusive) is pretty much equally prevalent in households of all racial, ethnic, and cultural backgrounds. so yeah, donât let people use the âcultureâ excuse on you, but also, donât believe others are experiencing it less just because itâs less normalized in their culture to talk about it. we all gotta work together to fix this shit.
the highest recorded wet bulb temperatures in the world occur in india, jsyk. in odisha, theyâve hit 34.6 degrees celsius. the human survivability limit is 35 degrees celsius but the body faces significant risks, potentially fatal risks, even at 30 degrees as it starts failing to cool itself, like iâm talking organ failure levels of risk. climate change isnât coming to peak, itâs been in the global south where you canât see it or feel it.
imagine temperatures that high and humidity as high as 75%âyou make more heat than you can ever cool. your sweat cannot evaporate fast enough. you literally boil alive. heat deaths in india are underreported and they already hit the thousands. there is no plan, for a nation of almost 2 billion people. no plan. nothing.