My Christofascist mother threw a narcissistic conniption fit after she basically forced me to break the "life changing news" that I'm moving out with my partner because he got a rare job opportunity. I calmly presented my case and I was shaking. She ranted about "how I can barely drive" (not completely true) "I can barely function around here, how are you gonna function 3 hours away from here" (talking about my C-PTSD and fibromyalgia most of which was caused by her, my dad, and her brother and his wife). I am definitely safer living with my partner than with my family, especially my mother right now. My partner brings me relief from my pain and anxiety, while she's escalated it for the past 5 years.
The only compromise is giving up my MMJ. But I think getting away from my mom, working and living on this sustainable ranching operation is going to be healing for me. I started the MMJ when I was 15 to cope with ostracization at school and family drama. I was diagnosed with C-PTSD when I was 19 and then my fibro took 2 years to diagnose from the start. I'll have my own place where the only bills are electric and maybe a miniscule grocery bill. I'll be surrounded by fruit and berry orchards, beef cattle and high-dollar horses, and so much more. 5,500+ acres of heaven. I sense jealousy from me mum. I'm a 22 y.o. woman and I can do what the fuck I want. I feel that in some way, I may have accidentally manifested this because I was just journaling about being shunned by my Christofascist small town, and made conditions where if I was completely cut off and discriminated against in employment and housing, there would already be an alternative and we would not have to worry. And then the next day, BAM, we're moving to this place! I'm so excited, and I wish my mom could be too. But I know I can't make her be happy for me when she's so miserable herself.
Y'all shoulda seen her face when she (again) whined "Y'ALL AREN'T EVEN MARRIED" and I calmly rebuked "well, I'm inevitably marrying him anyway, but we can elope if that's what y'all are mainly concerned about." We've already been harmlessly fornicating in our bedroom that we've been paying rent for anyway so-
This is definitely the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with. There is no doubt about that. I've been with him for 1.5 years now and there's been improvement in my conditions. For the past 5 years my mother would narcissistically turn my autism meltdowns into arguments about how my behavior was supposedly "disrespectful," "dramatic," "psychotic," "hateful," etc. Whining that "I talk like a robot all the time." A lot of these conversations turned arguments were filled with reactive abuse. I would scream, shriek, and bite my arms and hands when she inevitably lectured me into a meltdown. I could barely help these behaviors at the time and I got mocked with her speaking in a high-pitched, whiny tone, said "that I'm acting like a 2 year old," and no matter how many times I've explained meltdowns from our trauma (because my brother is autistic as well, she should know better), she deliberately chooses NOT to believe me, as if I'm just trying to make up stuff to have wrong with me, or have a label and belong somewhere. Now that I've been eating better, keeping hydrated, and supplementing with Magnesium glycinate (and D3 and K2), I've noticed that I'm now completely in control of my body from entering violent meltdown. I can stay calm and speak respectfully the whole time while she's raising her voice and trying to talk over me. I can think more rationally and clearly. I can prevent my meltdowns in front of her now. She has been minimizing and degrading my pain and mental illness. She has trauma-induced fibro but can't even believe that I have trauma-induced fibro too, saying that I'm supposedly "misdiagnosed" even after the widespread pain I've been having since 2021.
I know I'm making a healthy decision for myself. The gods have suddenly given me a way to escape my abusers and it's such a rare opportunity, I finally get to have a place of my own with my life (and eternal) partner. Away from the control of my narcissistic, Christofascist family.
I thank the gods and whoever else is suddenly blessing us like this, as well as those heroes of Iran who are currently fighting back against the g/cidal Jewish supremacist state of Israel as I go through this. My prayers and workings are finally coming to fruition along with those who are working keeping hope and manifesting liberation for Palestine/Canaan. Divine justice is emanating throughout the Earth. Yemen bombed Israel in April, Nottoway burned down and Israel had their wildfires of the colonizers' pines in May, and now Iran is bombing them into oblivion this June--and now I am suddenly able to escape my Christofascist family. Israelis--unlike their Palestinian victims--already have the privilege of affording to escape back to Europe or some other country of origin. At least they can afford to fly and their airport is still intact! Zionists deserve everything that they have done to the children of Palestine/Canaan times 666; the same for all Abrahamic/Yahwist supremacists, whether they be Zionist, Christofascist, or Islamofascist, as well as all other oppressors of our Mother Earth. We shall purge the many evils that have been abusing us and our Earth Mother. Many blessings, peace, prosperity, protection, justice, and liberation to all peoples and creatures of Mother Earth that yearn for freedom.
This is Day 2 of the Christofash, narc momster making me sick to my stomach with anxiety, as well as my fibro flares and chest pain. A few more conversations that she tried to turn into arguments took place. I'm trying to stay well enough to start packing my stuff but it's been very hard with all this going on. I really don't understand why she's trying to keep me here so bad (by treating me so badly) when she was the one trying to chase me out the house into homelessness 2 summers ago, when I was single and she caught me recording her narcissistic conniption fit toward me at that time, pasting herself in the doorway of my room. Now that she's enabled my narcopathic father to come home for another temporary "good streak," she's having him message my partner and attempt to gaslight and guilt him about how upset he and my mother are. We're grown fucking adults, not minors.
My left hand is starting to go numb from the stress of dealing with this narcissistic abuse over the phone while I hide in my end of the house (that he and I split $300/month on, so we're not freeloaders). This move is happening whether they like it or not. My partner is helping me escape from my abusers after all this time I stayed with them, and took up for my mom against my dad ever since he waited til me and my sister were gone at church to start a narcissistic fight with my mother just to call his mommy to come get him and separate himself from us on VALENTINE'S DAY, 2024 (he's a disabled vet who lost his driver's license by WRECKING MY DODGE CHALLENGER back in Dec. 2019). Now, after one phone call boohooing to my mother, telling us "not to worry about the house, I got'chall," after all that time of the abuse toward my mom and us children, they start getting all lovey dovey again this May and now they're tag teaming us.
HERE, I ENHANCE MY HEDGE OF PROTECTION, PEACE, AND PROSPERITY AGAINST MY CHRISTOFASCIST PARENTS.
I TRANSMUTE ALL THE NEGATIVE WORDS AND ENERGY INTO STRENGTH FOR MY SHIELD
THEY SHALL NO LONGER DISTURB MY PEACE WITH NAUSEA, FIBROMYALGIA, AND MELTDOWNS
THEY SHALL NO LONGER PUT ME DOWN AND MAKE ME FEEL LESS THAN, PRETENDING THAT THEY'RE NOT DOING SUCH THING WHEN I RESPECTFULLY POINT OUT THEIR WRONGDOING, CHARLIE MORNINGSTAR STYLE.
IN FACT, I FEEL THAT I HAVE BEEN TOO NICE TO THEM WHEN THEY ARE MINDFUCKING ME (SHORTER THAN SAYING NARC ABUSING ME)
BECAUSE LIKE THESE NARCOPATHIC PIGS WHO ARE GOING AFTER MIGRANTS, QUEER FOLK, ANTI-FASCISTS, AND OTHER OUTCASTS OF THE CHRISTOFASCIST TRUMP REGIME, THESE CHRISTOFASCIST NARCOPATHIC PARENTS LITERALLY MAKE ME SICK AND THEN PRETEND THAT I'M THE INSTIGATOR, I'M THE "HATEFUL," "DRAMATIC," "PSYCHOTIC," "UNLOYAL" ONE TO THEM
NARCOPATHIC, CHRISTOFASCIST MAGATS LIKE THESE PARENTS OF MINE DESERVE ALL THE HATE, DRAMA, AND UNLOYALTY THAT CAN EXIST
ALTHOUGH IT'S SAFER FOR ME TO "HEAP COALS ON THEIR HEAD" WITH MY KINDNESS AS THEIR GOOD OL BIBBLE SAYS, I REALLY FEEL THAT THEY DESERVE TO BURN FOR EVERYTHING THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, AND THE HATEFUL, HARMFUL, CHRISTOFASCIST RHETORIC THEY HAVE TRIED TO BRAINWASH ME WITH.
MOTHER HAS EVEN GOT TO MY TRANS BROTHER THIS YEAR, CAUSING THEM TO DETRANSITION AND RECONVERT BACK TO CHRISTIANITY JUST TO APPEASE HER AND HER FASCIST "GOD." IF THEY'RE SECURE WITH BEING A CIS CHRISTIAN GIRL FROM NOW ON, I CAN'T CHANGE THAT. BUT I KNOW BETTER, THAT MY TRANS BROTHER HAS BEEN MINDFUCKED BY MY QUEERPHOBIC CHRISTOFASCIST MOTHER.
MAY SHE, MY FATHER, ALL THE MAGATS, ALL THE ZIONISTS, ALL THE ISLAMOFASCISTS, AND ALL THE OTHER RELIGIOUS NARCOPATHIC PARENTS WHO HURT THEIR CHILDREN IN THE NAME OF THEIR "GOD" OR GODS IMMEDIATELY BEGIN TO SUFFER THEIR MANY, MANY YEARS OF TRIBULATION FOR THEIR CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY AND OUR MOTHER EARTH.
WE THE OPPRESSED, ABUSED, AND COLONIZED CHILDREN OF THE EARTH SHALL BE INCREASINGLY PROTECTED, STRONG, PROSPEROUS, PEACEFUL, LIBERATED, AND FREE
ALL THE EVIL WORDS AND ENERGIES SHE TRIES TO INFILTRATE ME WITH SHALL STRENGTHEN MY DIVINE PROTECTIONS, WARDS, AND PROSPERITY.
AND THE SAME TO ALL WHO ARE SUFFERING FROM NARC ABUSE AND VIOLENCE IN PALESTINE AND ELSEWHERE
WE SHALL ALL BE FREE FROM OUR ABUSERS, AND THEY SHALL BE FORCED TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR ACTIONS, WHICH THEY THOUGHT WERE SO 'RIGHTEOUS' AND 'HOLY'
DEATH TO THE ABRAHAMIC 'GOD' AND ALL HIS MONO-THEO-FASCISMS THAT BRED THESE RELIGIOUS NARCOPATHIC PARENTS IN THE FIRST PLACE
My Christofascist mother threw a narcissistic conniption fit after she basically forced me to break the "life changing news" that I'm moving out with my partner because he got a rare job opportunity. I calmly presented my case and I was shaking. She ranted about "how I can barely drive" (not completely true) "I can barely function around here, how are you gonna function 3 hours away from here" (talking about my C-PTSD and fibromyalgia most of which was caused by her, my dad, and her brother and his wife). I am definitely safer living with my partner than with my family, especially my mother right now. My partner brings me relief from my pain and anxiety, while she's escalated it for the past 5 years.
The only compromise is giving up my MMJ. But I think getting away from my mom, working and living on this sustainable ranching operation is going to be healing for me. I started the MMJ when I was 15 to cope with ostracization at school and family drama. I was diagnosed with C-PTSD when I was 19 and then my fibro took 2 years to diagnose from the start. I'll have my own place where the only bills are electric and maybe a miniscule grocery bill. I'll be surrounded by fruit and berry orchards, beef cattle and high-dollar horses, and so much more. 5,500+ acres of heaven. I sense jealousy from me mum. I'm a 22 y.o. woman and I can do what the fuck I want. I feel that in some way, I may have accidentally manifested this because I was just journaling about being shunned by my Christofascist small town, and made conditions where if I was completely cut off and discriminated against in employment and housing, there would already be an alternative and we would not have to worry. And then the next day, BAM, we're moving to this place! I'm so excited, and I wish my mom could be too. But I know I can't make her be happy for me when she's so miserable herself.
Y'all shoulda seen her face when she (again) whined "Y'ALL AREN'T EVEN MARRIED" and I calmly rebuked "well, I'm inevitably marrying him anyway, but we can elope if that's what y'all are mainly concerned about." We've already been harmlessly fornicating in our bedroom that we've been paying rent for anyway so-
This is definitely the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with. There is no doubt about that. I've been with him for 1.5 years now and there's been improvement in my conditions. For the past 5 years my mother would narcissistically turn my autism meltdowns into arguments about how my behavior was supposedly "disrespectful," "dramatic," "psychotic," "hateful," etc. Whining that "I talk like a robot all the time." A lot of these conversations turned arguments were filled with reactive abuse. I would scream, shriek, and bite my arms and hands when she inevitably lectured me into a meltdown. I could barely help these behaviors at the time and I got mocked with her speaking in a high-pitched, whiny tone, said "that I'm acting like a 2 year old," and no matter how many times I've explained meltdowns from our trauma (because my brother is autistic as well, she should know better), she deliberately chooses NOT to believe me, as if I'm just trying to make up stuff to have wrong with me, or have a label and belong somewhere. Now that I've been eating better, keeping hydrated, and supplementing with Magnesium glycinate (and D3 and K2), I've noticed that I'm now completely in control of my body from entering violent meltdown. I can stay calm and speak respectfully the whole time while she's raising her voice and trying to talk over me. I can think more rationally and clearly. I can prevent my meltdowns in front of her now. She has been minimizing and degrading my pain and mental illness. She has trauma-induced fibro but can't even believe that I have trauma-induced fibro too, saying that I'm supposedly "misdiagnosed" even after the widespread pain I've been having since 2021.
I know I'm making a healthy decision for myself. The gods have suddenly given me a way to escape my abusers and it's such a rare opportunity, I finally get to have a place of my own with my life (and eternal) partner. Away from the control of my narcissistic, Christofascist family.
I thank the gods and whoever else is suddenly blessing us like this, as well as those heroes of Iran who are currently fighting back against the g/cidal Jewish supremacist state of Israel as I go through this. My prayers and workings are finally coming to fruition along with those who are working keeping hope and manifesting liberation for Palestine/Canaan. Divine justice is emanating throughout the Earth. Yemen bombed Israel in April, Nottoway burned down and Israel had their wildfires of the colonizers' pines in May, and now Iran is bombing them into oblivion this June--and now I am suddenly able to escape my Christofascist family. Israelis--unlike their Palestinian victims--already have the privilege of affording to escape back to Europe or some other country of origin. At least they can afford to fly and their airport is still intact! Zionists deserve everything that they have done to the children of Palestine/Canaan times 666; the same for all Abrahamic/Yahwist supremacists, whether they be Zionist, Christofascist, or Islamofascist, as well as all other oppressors of our Mother Earth. We shall purge the many evils that have been abusing us and our Earth Mother. Many blessings, peace, prosperity, protection, justice, and liberation to all peoples and creatures of Mother Earth that yearn for freedom.
this might sound stupid but I can’t help but believe that the new wave of “birth control is actually horrible for your body, you need to get off it immediately” misinformation from influencers and the ‘natural cycle tracking’ apps suddenly being advertised is a sneaky underhanded way of causing more unplanned pregnancies that people now cannot abort. now is possibly the worst time ever to turn towards ‘natural family planning’
“doctors often use birth control is often used as a panacea to avoid addressing any issues in the reproductive tract. different forms of birth control can react poorly with your individual physiology so it’s important to keep trying different options until you find one that works for you. it’s okay if hormonal birth control is not for you, it is crucial to the health and wellbeing of some people but might not be a good option for you.” sensible, educational, empowering.
“all birth control causes cancer and strokes and it destroys your fertility* and your body so you need to get off of it NOW. detox off birth control. big pharma is LYING TO YOU!!!” reeks of ulterior motivations, spreads dangerous misinformation, often pops up in thinly veiled alt-right ‘alternative wellness’ spaces, once again being spread in the wake of abortion being criminalized and more people expressing fear of having planned pregnancies in today’s world.
(*failing to mention that pregnancy can also cause cancer, strokes, hemorrhages, permanent reproductive harm etc.)
Death to all the forced birther freaks who are making this reality. Vengeance shall inevitably come for you all, and no one shall feel sorry for you. As I always say, it's never too late to abort a fascist (or a few) today!
Okay so just to sum up recent events on the US Right:
• Trump starts a contract with Peter Thiel's Palantir company to create a database of ALL INFORMATION on EVERY LIVING AMERICAN
• Its revealed Stephen Miller and Elon Musk have had a very massive fight, supposedly because Elon Musk is sleeping with Miller's wife
• Trump ousts Elon from the administration, after over five months of being besties. Leaves with Stephen Miller's wife, who he just hired at one of his companies (!?)
• Elon starts saying the Big Beautiful Bill sucks
• A GOP Representative reveals that most of them didnt actually get to read the Big Beautiful Bill, GOP leadership basically made them rubber stamp it and they are pissed to find out it makes them all look horrible. A lot of them are now discussing a shakeup in GOP leadership.
• Trump says Elon has "Trump Derangement Syndrome" (🤮)
• Elon escalates massively, stating that Trump is in the Epstein files and THATS why they havent released them yet
• This comes right as Alex Jones loses a massive chunk of his audience because he's endorsing Trump's Palantir contract, and his fans are basically all very concerned about their privacy. They want a new conspiracy to follow and they just got one
• Trump starts threatening Elon's government contracts
• Ian Miles Cheong calls for Trump to be impeached immediately, and for JD Vance to become President. Elon Musk quote retweets this with "Yes"
• JD Vance was mentored by Peter Thiel
• Steve Bannon takes to Fox calling for the immediate deportation of Musk, and making SpaceX a public company
• Musk also called for formation of a Third Party in the U.S. representing the "80% in the center" (Lmao). This has Centrists, establishment Dems, and GOP who are fed up with Trump SALIVATING
• There's a serious chance that they could form exactly such a coalition, which would lead to a massive shakeup in US Politics, its hard to say how exactly itll end up, but I daresay we wont end up with the same Dem/GOP structure we had before
• Also Kanye tweeted the funniest fucking thing ever
Wouldn't it just be DIVINE if they all just miraculously DIED in a fire, respectively?
Reblog this if you're totally cool with DJT and JD Vance burning to death together on a government plane crash THIS YEAR!
Reblog this if you're totally cool with Elon Musk burning to death THIS YEAR by being trapped and unable to escape his wrecked Tesla that caught fire!
Reblog this if you're totally cool with Zionist Israel being bombed, shelled, and burned to extinction by international military powers and ceaseless wildfire THIS YEAR!
Reblog this if you're totally cool with the decolonization and liberation of Palestine and all other stolen lands from the control of Abrahamic supremacists (Zionists, Christofascists, Islamofascists) and other colonial powers THIS YEAR!
Reblog this if you're totally cool with all the Earth's oppressors - DJT, JD Vance, Elon Musk, Russel Vought, Project 2025 associates, Stephen Miller, Palantir associates, white supremacists, Zionists, Christofascists, Islamofascists, queerphobes, misogynists, sexual predators, capitalists, colonizers, Abrahamic missionaries - dropping dead like flies THIS YEAR!
Reblog this if you're totally cool with the decolonization and liberation of our Earth and all Its children from this Abrahamic/Yahwist World Order THIS YEAR!
Reblog this if you're going to continue your baneful and death work against the Earth's oppressors!
Reblog this if you're going to start baneful and death work against the Earth's oppressors!
Reblog this if you are ceaselessly working to break through the spiritual protections of the Earth's oppressors!
Reblog this if you are confident that we, the "wicked pagans," shall permanently purge all oppressors from our planet and from our universe THIS YEAR!
I’m so sick & tired of all these g/cidal, fascist colonizers! Nazis, Christofascists, Zionists, Islamofascists, queerphobes, & capitalists are EVERYWHERE!
Palestine is starving and needs FOOD and LIBERATION from Israeli colonization!
Christofascist capitalists reign throughout Turtle Island (and elsewhere), oppressors that have been dormant are warming up to the 2nd Trump admin and acting out even more!
Congo bears almost all the weight of producing the world’s technology, even their little children are required to mine hazardous cobalt and lithium to help make a living!
Sudanese have been repeatedly raped and killed throughout enduring conflict between Sudanese military and RSF militias, all this enabled by the wealthy Christofascist West, just like they enable death and starvation in Palestine, Lebanon, Syria, Iraq, Iran, Yemen, Afghanistan, …
All these pathetic fascist pigs and pigbots are the real “epidemic” , the real “disease” that need to be eradicated, RFK Jr. and his eugenicist ass included!
Enchant your social media block lists as Death Notes for these pigs! It is NOT worth engaging with those who have obviously gone reprobate, for those adamant narcissistic sociopaths that ceaselessly choose fascism over peace and liberation for all. When they get blocked from our lives, they shall also be blocked from their lives! Don’t forget to report too!
Turn every glass bottle you can into a curse against these fascists. Almost every liquor bottle I’ve bought has been reused as a curse bottle. Make it nasty, make it burn, make it hurt, poison them, humiliate them, anything to fuck up those fascists!
Keep track of names, info, and photos of fascists that can be utilized in curses and death work. Burn them, drown them, bury them, compost them, or leave them to the will of the entities of the peoples that they have oppressed.
Devote yourself to working with entities from the Canaanite pantheon in your workings for liberating Palestine and abolishing Israel, for example; these were the Indigenous deities of the Indigenous peoples of Canaan before Lord Adonai’s Israelites g/cided and displaced them to monopolize their Abrahamic/Yahwist monotheofascism, as detailed throughout the Tanakh. (So sorry, anti-Zio Jews, y’all are absolutely awesome for trying to do the right things when it comes to the Palestinian g/cide, but Zionism is the very foundation of Judaism, and all Abrahamic religions.)
All fascists need to be culled, euthanized, put to death like the diseased animals they are! All that has been stolen shall be returned to their rightful owners, and—like the Nottoway plantation and the European pines in Israel—the thieves shall face their punishment by raging fire.
I can tell that we’re all getting tired, many of us are disengaging from the chaos and giving up on Earth and humanity, which is what our oppressors want. But we must continue to purge the evil from our Earth and all Its children.
btw if you’re fat and your partner doesn’t love you wholeheartedly, if they’re attracted to you “despite” your body, if they avoid touching you, if they look away from certain parts of you, you’re allowed to break up with that person. look at me. you can do better. you are not unloveable and you don’t have to settle i fucking promise.
The Impact of Islam on Paganism (and Why That Still Matters Today)
So as a lot of my followers may or may not know, I am ex-Muslim. I was raised in a comparatively lax (though still extremely conservative) Muslim family and was made to start reading the Qur’an as early as I started reading English, and made to start memorizing the prayers just as early.
One thing that’s prevalent in Islam is the stories of Muhammad’s life. And during his life, specifically his youth, he grew up during a time when Paganism was very prevalent in Arabia. I always see posts about Christianity's influence on paganism, so I figured it would be a nice change of pace to hear from someone that has a different experience. Especially considering Islam historically has done a lot more damage to paganism than any other of the "Big Three" in my opinion, for reasons we'll see later.
NOTE: Most things we know about this specific patch of history come from Islamic sources, some directly from the Qur'an itself, so take everything with a river of salt.
NOTE 2: THIS IS NOT AN ANTI ISLAM POST. THIS IS PURELY FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES. ISLAMOPHOBES ARE NOT WELCOME HERE.
Before Islam, much of the Arabian Peninsula was polytheistic. People worshipped a variety of gods and goddesses tied to tribes, natural elements, and celestial bodies. The Kaaba itself, now the holiest site in Islam, was once a shrine that held numerous idols representing different deities. This pre-Islamic era is often referred to in Islamic texts as Jahiliyyah, meaning the "age of ignorance."
In Islam, there is only one sin that is genuinely irredeemable in the eyes of Allah. It's called shirk, and it refers to "associating partners with Allah". Many in the modern day take this to mean worshipping a god that is not Allah, but when we look at the historical context, things change. See, in the Kaaba, one of the gods worshipped was Al-Lat, who was a goddess worshipped by the Quraish tribe (a tribe who basically served as the villains of Muhammad's life). It's believed that Al-Lat and Her sisters were daughters of Allah, and thus, worshipped alongside him. This is where that particular phrasing comes from; others quite literally worshipping Allah alongside other gods.
Islamic teachings later framed these polytheistic practices as misguided or demonic, and many of those practices were systematically dismantled as Islam spread. This erasure wasn’t just spiritual, it was political and cultural. Many polytheist traditions were destroyed, and over time, the idea that polytheism was inherently evil became deeply ingrained in many Islamic teachings.
In fact, the Qur'an directly calls the polytheists of pre-Islamic Arabia pagan, as an insult. It is still used as an insult today in many Islamic countries, though I can only really speak for the one I used to live in so take that with a grain of salt.
That anti-pagan sentiment didn’t stay in the past. It’s alive and well today, not just in Muslim-majority societies, but even in ex-Muslim and secular communities where Islam's historical influence still lingers. For many Muslims and ex-Muslims alike, the word “pagan” is still deeply stigmatized. It’s associated with devil-worship (in the stigmatized way, my demonolatry friends), chaos, and moral depravity. Not because of anything inherently wrong with paganism, but because that’s how it was framed for centuries.
Even when people leave Islam, those inherited fears and associations don’t just vanish. If you were taught from early childhood that polytheism is evil, it’s not easy to deconstruct that belief, even if you stop identifying as Muslim. This contributes to internalized stigma for those who explore or convert to Paganism later in life.
It’s also worth noting that Islam isn’t the only "Big Three" religion that demonized Paganism, Christianity and Judaism have their own long histories of doing the same. But Islam’s specific influence on North African, Middle Eastern, and South Asian cultures means that in many parts of the world, “pagan” is still a dirty word.
In some countries, even being accused of “witchcraft” (a concept that overlaps heavily with modern pagan practice) can be grounds for legal punishment or even violence. This isn't just about faith. It's about state power, colonial legacy, and institutional control over spirituality.
And yet. They survive.
Interestingly, not all of those ancient beliefs were wiped out. In places like Sudan, Iran, Pakistan, and Turkey, you can still find folk practices that trace back to pre-Islamic spirituality. Sometimes these practices are “Islamicized” (e.g., calling a spirit a jinn instead of a god), and sometimes they’re practiced quietly, under the radar.
Examples include:
Zār spirit possession rituals in East Africa and parts of the Middle East
Nowruz, the Persian New Year, which has Zoroastrian roots but is still celebrated widely
Sufi mysticism, which often incorporates music, poetry, and ecstatic rituals that feel more aligned with animist and shamanic traditions than orthodox Islam
For modern Pagans (especially those coming from Muslim backgrounds) it can be hard to fully embrace Paganism without guilt, fear, or social consequences. But understanding why that stigma exists is part of the healing process.
Islam, like all religions, is shaped by its context. It developed in a time of rapid cultural change, political consolidation, and theological urgency. Its opposition to Paganism was part of a larger project of unification. One that worked for many people, but also suppressed other spiritual paths.
If you’re a modern Pagan, especially one from a Muslim background, you are not regressing. You’re not betraying your roots. You are choosing a spiritual path that makes sense for you, and you are also part of a much longer tradition than many people realize. One that predates Islam and Christianity, and that has always, in some form, resisted erasure.
Sources & Further Reading:
Hawting, G. R. (1999). The Idea of Idolatry and the Emergence of Islam: From Polemic to History. Cambridge University Press.
Shahid, Irfan. “Pre-Islamic Arabia.” In The Cambridge History of Islam, vol. 1.
Amira El-Zein (2009). Islam, Arabs, and the Intelligent World of the Jinn. Syracuse University Press.
Sa'diyya Shaikh (2012). Sufi Narratives of Intimacy: Ibn 'Arabi, Gender, and Sexuality. University of North Carolina Press.
Sabrina Peric (2015). “From Spirits to Science: Exploring the Jinn in Contemporary Muslim Contexts.” Comparative Islamic Studies.
Why Is No One Helping Me?⚠️‼️‼️😥Although I am vetted like the other supported campaigns‼️
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I won’t share for now, but I wish you the best.
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I write these words today with a heavy heart, filled with sadness and confusion. For a long time, I’ve been doing everything I can to promote my campaign — posting, sharing, asking people for help, even if it's just a single share... but it seems no one is listening.
Every time I hit "post," I hope my message reaches someone who can help or at least someone who cares. But the responses are always disappointing. No engagement, no shares, not even a word of support. It feels like I’m shouting into the void.
Right now, I am in desperate need of help. This isn’t a luxury or an extra request — it’s a necessity. My situation is very difficult, and this campaign is my only remaining hope. All I ask for is a small gesture, a human touch — just one share could change everything.
I’m not asking for much. A simple post about my campaign could reach someone who is truly able to help. You don’t have to donate money — even spreading the word is a form of kindness.
If you won’t help me now, then when?
And if not you, then who?
Please… don’t scroll past this without doing something.
👉 Here is the link to my campaign: [https://gofund.me/69d9ed7c]
Your share might be the reason someone sees this and decides to help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Why won’t you stand by me and support me, like you do for some of the other campaigns? I’m living the same suffering, in the same country as the people you share and support. I’m a helpless pregnant woman, searching for food just to keep my baby and my family alive.
All I’m asking is that you share my story—please, as if I were one of your own friends or relatives. Please, I truly hope you’ll listen. You are kind people, and you’ve helped so many of us. I just wish to be one of those you choose to support.
Include Palestine and Palestinians in all prosperity and protection rituals to be worked for the foreseeable future. Exclusively target Israel and all their allies in all baneful workings for the foreseeable future. If you know you have the capacity, donate to those in need so they don’t starve to death. The very least one can do is share and spend time expanding the mutual aid network for Palestine.
Let us come together in mutual aid for Palestine! Send funds to those in need as much as you can; work rituals for Palestinian protection and prosperity; and work toward the abolition of all these: Zionism, Israel, Christofascism, Islamofascism, and all Abrahamic, monotheofascist settler-colonial states.
All us baneful, malignant witches, continue working your hexes and curses against the Zionists and conservative Christofascists who enable this Palestinian g/cide and so much more.
Benjamin Netanyahu, May Golan, Itamar Ben Gvir, Yoav Gallant, the Knesset Zionists, the Israeli Zionists, Donald J. Trump, JD Vance, Sarah Huckabee Sanders, Mike Huckabee, Russell Vought, Elon Musk, all other Project 2025 associates, local fascist constituents, and all other oppressors and occupiers shall be culled immediately—like the evil, diseased parasites they are.
We are currently in the age where the old gods and the ancestors are united in vengeance against the Abrahamic World Order, to take back their lands and lifeways of the Indigenous peoples that were deliberately suppressed and annihilated by Yahweh and “His” believers. Decolonization is an inevitable, spiritual, and anti-Abrahamic movement as much as it is a political and environmental movement.
Sekhmet and Molech have already set Israel and their non-native trees on fire once, and they shall do it again and again, until their rage is satisfied, and all the g/cidal Zionist parasites are burned to death, just like they allowed to happen to the children of Palestine. In the blink of an eye, all g/cidal colonizers shall be culled and put out from our Earth, to the relief of Great Mother and all Her children.
The spirits of the Nottoway plantation did NOT let that evil place be saved, cleansing a monument of colonization and slavery by fire. Nottoway is only one of the first of these cleansings in Turtle Island. The gods and ancestors of are working to take their lands, peoples, and lifeways back, even if that requires utilizing the natural forces against the Christofascist colonizers.
And Democrats are not the saviors of America, either. Recall that Biden and Harris funded and made apologetics for Palestinian g/cide, therefore are just as deserving of execution. AOC, Cory Booker, Bernie Sanders, and many other Democrats make apologetics for Israel and receive thousands of dollars from AIPAC alongside their Republican counterparts. These hypocrites shall not continue to weaponize human rights to advertise their politicians while funding and enabling g/cide in Palestine: they shall be culled as well.
Sooner than you think, everyone shall be asking and wondering: “Why are all these American politicians dropping dead?” “Why are all these Israeli officials and soldiers getting massacred?” “Why are more and more people abandoning Christianity?” “Why are more people identifying as anti-Abrahamic?”
As I said before, this is the age when the Abrahamic World Order shall be abolished. There shall be no more “one true God” who rules through global white supremacy, colonialism, capitalism, and cisheteropatriarchy. We, the so-called “wicked” heathens and pagans of Mother Earth, shall abolish all worship of the monotheofascist entity called “Lord Adonai,” and heal our Mother from his millennia of abuse, for She is the abode of all peoples and all gods of this world.
My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.
The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.
Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.
I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.
Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.
I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.
My name is Abedmajed Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with what remains of my once large and loving family.
Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.
Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.
I am sharing and supporting from Arkansas, the colonized lands of the Osage, Caddo, and Quapaw peoples!
Let us come together in mutual aid for Palestine! Send funds as much as you can, work rituals for protection, prosperity, and the abolition of all these: Zionism, Israel, Christofascism, Islamofascism, and all Abrahamic, monotheofascist settler-colonial states.
All us baneful, malignant witches, continue working your hexes and curses against the Zionists and conservative Christofascists who enable this Palestinian g/cide and so much more. Benjamin Netanyahu, May Golan, Itamar Ben Gvir, Yoav Gallant, the Knesset Zionists, the Israeli Zionists, Donald J. Trump, JD Vance, Sarah Huckabee Sanders, Mike Huckabee, Russell Vought, Elon Musk, all other Project 2025 associates, local fascist constituents, and all other oppressors and occupiers shall be culled immediately—like the evil, diseased parasites they are.
We are currently in the age where the old gods and the ancestors are united in vengeance against the Abrahamic World Order, to take back their lands and lifeways of the Indigenous peoples that were deliberately suppressed and annihilated by Yahweh and “His” believers. Decolonization is an inevitable, spiritual, and anti-Abrahamic movement as much as it is a political and environmental movement.
Sekhmet and Molech has already set Israel and their non-native trees on fire once and they shall do it again and again, until their rage is satisfied, and all the g/cidal Zionist parasites are burned to death, just like they allowed to the children of Palestine. In the blink of an eye, all g/cidal colonizers shall be culled and put out from our Earth, to the relief of all Her children.
The spirits of the Nottoway plantation did NOT let that evil place be saved, cleansing a monument of colonization and slavery by fire. Nottoway is only one of the first of these cleansings in Turtle Island. The gods and ancestors of Turtle Island are working to take their lands, peoples, and lifeways back, even if that requires utilizing the natural forces against the Christofascist colonizers.
And Democrats are not the saviors of America, either. Recall that Biden and Harris funded and made apologetics for Palestinian g/cide, therefore are just as deserving of execution. AOC, Cory Booker, Bernie Sanders, and many other Democrats make apologetics for Israel and receive thousands of dollars from AIPAC just like their Republican counterparts.
Sooner than you think, everyone shall be asking and wondering: “why are all these American politicians dropping dead?” “Why are all these Zionist officials and soldiers getting massacred?” “Why are more and more people abandoning Christianity?” “Why are more people identifying as anti-Abrahamic?”
As I said before, this is the age where the Abrahamic World Order shall be abolished. There shall be no more “one true God” who rules through global white supremacy, colonialism, capitalism, and cisheteropatriarchy. We the so-called “wicked” heathens and pagans of Mother Earth shall abolish all worship of the monotheofascist entity called “Lord Adonai,” and heal our Mother from his millennia of abuse, for She is the abode of all peoples and all gods of this world.
My friend X-Savior has been severely struggling with homelessness since last year. She is a Black Trans Femme artist and needs at least $5,000 to secure permanent housing.
It is very unsustainable when her only shelter she can access is paying $75 for a hotel every night. She cannot access work and is constantly dipping into her savings, on the brink of being out on the streets. I don't want that for her and it is SICKENING that I can reach 300-500+ accounts on my Instagram posts on behalf of her, but almost all of them are NOT acting.
If all (or almost all) those potential people donated at least $1, $5, $10, or $20 (or more if they could/wanted to), we could significantly put a dent in or even exceed her goal very quickly. WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF BYSTANDERS.
If y'all can match or raise my $33.33 donation for today, PLEASE DO and SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help! If not, PLEASE DONATE what YOU CAN and again, SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help!
Reblogging this again because X-Savior is STILL on the brink of being out on the streets! She needs consistent engagement and funding to reach her goal ASAP! She is severely shadowbanned and requires more attention and action taken toward her cause! Include X-Savior in any prosperity and protection rituals that y'all perform for the foreseeable future!
This Abrahamic World Order shall be abolished during our lifetime, my friends. There shall be no more "one true God" nor "His" believers, the ones who have ceaselessly colonized and converted the world to their fascist religions and narcopathic lifeways: Zionism, queerphobia, cisheteropatriarchy, racism, xenophobia, classism, capitalism, colonialism, and so much more sprung up from and are maintained by followers of the monotheofascist Abrahamic religions. All entities who deliberately oppress through this Abrahamic World Order shall be eternally punished; they and their "God" shall be the ones to forever boil and scream in hell while we, the Heathens, restore our Mother Earth, for She is our Heaven in which all our gods reside. YHWH and "His" monotheofascists shall not hurt us nor our Earth Mother anymore!
My friend X-Savior has been severely struggling with homelessness since last year. She is a Black Trans Femme artist and needs at least $5,000 to secure permanent housing.
It is very unsustainable when her only shelter she can access is paying $75 for a hotel every night. She cannot access work and is constantly dipping into her savings, on the brink of being out on the streets. I don't want that for her, and it is SICKENING that I can reach 300-500+ accounts on my Instagram posts on behalf of her, but almost all of them are NOT acting. And it doesn't help that she and I are shadowbanned. She NEEDS constant engagement, support, and funding to survive and meet her goal.
If all (or almost all) those potential people donated at least $1, $5, $10, or $20 (or more if they could/wanted to), we could significantly put a dent in or even exceed her goal very quickly. WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF BYSTANDERS.
If y'all can match or raise my $33.33 donation for today, PLEASE DO and SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help! If not, PLEASE DONATE what YOU CAN and again, SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help! Include X-Savior in any prosperity (and protection) rituals that y'all perform for the foreseeable future!
My friend X-Savior has been severely struggling with homelessness since last year. She is a Black Trans Femme artist and needs at least $5,000 to secure permanent housing.
It is very unsustainable when her only shelter she can access is paying $75 for a hotel every night. She cannot access work and is constantly dipping into her savings, on the brink of being out on the streets. I don't want that for her and it is SICKENING that I can reach 300-500+ accounts on my Instagram posts on behalf of her, but almost all of them are NOT acting.
If all (or almost all) those potential people donated at least $1, $5, $10, or $20 (or more if they could/wanted to), we could significantly put a dent in or even exceed her goal very quickly. WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF BYSTANDERS.
If y'all can match or raise my $33.33 donation for today, PLEASE DO and SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help! If not, PLEASE DONATE what YOU CAN and again, SHARE this post with your platforms, friends, and family who you know can help!
