Mochi

28y/o|Autistic|Semi Specking|Physically disabled|Poc(black/native)|Sapphic|Spiritual

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

Heyo welcomee

made this blog for anything that doesn't fit on my age regression blog mostly just going to talk about my special interests , disability related things mostly but who knows!

I'm mochi and here are some thing about me:

🌻I'm semi specking and get tired/overwhelmed from talking a lot

🌻I struggle to type when overwhelmed but also sometimes I'm either regressed (involuntarily) or its just more comfortable and feels right

🌻If I don't respond I'm not ignoring you , I'm probably overwhelmed or busy

🌻I'm autistic and medium support needs, also people are very confusing to me to be honest (especially neurotypicals) , Sometimes I can't understand my own emotions and get overwhelmed from strong emotions (and disappear until I can feel better), Might struggle to understand what you mean and ask for it to be explained in a different way (especially if no tone indicator is included , don't be rude please)

🌻I have wonky spine / chronic back pain

🌻I'm an artist and writer! I'll probably post at some point about an art account and any stories that get finished

🌻I may sometimes struggle to advocate for myself

Use tone indicators/tone tags with me please

#mochi semi verbal talk (when I talk of being semi verbal)

#mochi answers (when I answer sent in questions)

age regression account!: @mochiipudding

art account: @overlysweetmochi

Some of my big special interests that I recognize as that are:

the backrooms

scp foundations/scps (my fave is scp 049! and a few others)

scream (the movies)

Dni: Anti age regression, Racist , homophobes/queerphobe, ableists, if anti furry etc

doesn't exactly matter because I'll block if I don't like it ya know

well anywayss thankies for reading have an awesome dayy

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[littlest-owl-prince]

"you cant use your disabilities an excuse"

there are many reasons why a disability will disable someone. before you call it an excuse, maybe try considering why their disability, visible or invisible, effects their abilities.

[pupsicksilly]

bouncy castle

[just-a-queer-person]

[cosmiccripple]

hey fun fact, disabled people with bad relationships with their parents often don't get to leave those relationships.

when you are reliant on your parents for care, the amount you can do to stop them from treating you like shit, yelling at you for asking them for help etc. is very minimal.

even if you have never had a good relationship with them, if they are extremely abusive, in this world where disabled people are left to fend for themselves in fucked situations, we often don't get to leave the relationships that harm us and many of the community die because of that.

we don't get to leave our abusers because we rely on them for care and they hold that above us.

[dhddmods]

"Nobody finds it difficult to-" I assure you there's at least one disability that exists that make that particular task difficult.

[kiwisandpearls]

”this is the autism website!”

you guys still make fun of people who can’t hold a normal 9-5 job, struggle with phone calls, generally don’t want to or can’t go outside, have not so great reading comprehension, have a hard time making small talk, struggle with picking up on sarcasm, and struggle with getting the joke

[northern-punk-lad]

Everyone understands privacy until a disabled person doesn’t wanna disclose their disability

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

heatwave help

So it been like 90s here and our HVAC (??) system is broken and so been dealing with straight heat and been miserable (besides just being hot sucks, its also making my pain worse including neuropathy with increased burning and stinging) and I hate to do this butttt-

i kin need a portable air conditioner (they expensive unfortunately) so need like $426.93 😭

if you help thank you so much!

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[pumpkinspicedmochi]

Benn going to physical therapy lately and starting to hate it, causes me more pain later..then again not sure if that's all the heat (there is a heatwave) or what 😭

[psychotic-tbh]

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but you’re not any less lovable or valuable because of your disability

You also don’t need to compensate for being disabled. It’s okay to just be

[ihhfhonao3]

why do people get annoyed when you’re excited or passionate about things like do you not want me to be happy about stuff or what

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

mom's not been enjoying my love for stuffed animal lately 🥲

[mochiipudding]

usually don't do this but

for you all protection

account to block/report:

basedhartman

reasons which depending on your account might apply to you..or if you just don't like people who hate these things/think this way: ableist, anti agere , anti furry, calling people r-slur probably more (go look yourself but be aware its..pretty triggering)

made aware since this person shared my art with an insult from my side blog

No point in arguing , block and/or report

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

and possible racism (calling someone Asian 'slant eyes' )

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

I'm really shocked by how bad the ableism has gotten here on Tumblr. I thought this site was supposed to be progressive and safe for people like us, but I guess not!

Have you run into this r4cs0 troll? I guess he was a very popular "anti-SJW" blogger back in like 2016 and even though his current blog is running on fumes, he is still trying to pass himself off as a "Tumblr famous" leader of those types of bigots. His calling card is that he refers to literally everyone as the R-slur (and sometimes does even worse if he sees that you have pronouns in your profile).

Him and a few of his last remaining followers actually harassed my sister off Tumblr entirely! She made a post complaining about how narcissistic our dad can be, but r4cs0 reblogged the post to attack her. And in that case the R-slur apparently wasn't enough, so he called her the U-slur! She tried to fight back, but r4cs0 just kept reblogging the post and eventually it made the rounds on just about every fascist blog on Tumblr. My sister has to completely delete her entire online presence and rebrand as a boomer on Facebook until things calm down.

I not sure who 'r4cs0' is but sorry to hear that , it can be pretty ableist here although not sure how Tumblr compares to other social media sites when it comes to that sort of thing. It does often make me nervous to interact on social media since like in my other post people tend to make fun of the way some disabled people talk and type ..so seeing that makes me feel like I shouldn't talk. People can be pretty big jerks. Also not sure what the 'U-slur' is .

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

Jus because someone struggles with speaking or typing doesn't mean they aren't worth listening to..

Something I noticed is that a lot of places on the internet is not for disabled people, like on Reddit some communities on there want your grammar and words to be completely correct and perfect otherwise they delete your post , which has happen to me before including being insulted for it. I notice this more probably since I seem to be going through autism regression (?) but its like..they assume everyone they say that to is abled bodied anddd not disabled in anyway that effects their speaking and typing , it has legit made me no feel comfortable posting or talking on the internet because of the weird obsession with 'proper' , 'correct' English. Like I talk on Reddit but i'm super nervous that some gonna say something or not let me post because my English isn't perfect and have it called "badly written post" , "terrible grammar" , "not worth people seeing/reading" ..like ok..my bad that i'm semi verbal , disabled and it affects how I type and text ??..(specifically at the moment mean higher support needs autistic people but could go for others too , jus can't talk on experiences I don't have)

Another weird thing is people making fun of blurry or bad quality pictures..when your hands are shaky ..there is nothing I can really do about it..sorry my hands are shaky??

"this is a scam because the picture is so blurry"

well I was having tremors when I took the picture..disabled people exist ya know?

[tofupixel]

Little Matcha in the Flowers

plushie coming soon maybe.........

support me | commission me | buy a print | buy a sticker

[zombblehh]

Shout out to the autistic who’s abilities have regressed as they’ve gotten older.

“You didn’t used to be like this when you were a kid.” I know please don’t remind me

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

Mom says that a lot , sometimes acting as if i'm making it up. My communication skills have gotten worse along with other things