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I don't wanna fucking talk to people. FUCK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! FUCK HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU HOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#alone #lonely #loneliness #trauma #traumatized #abandonment #emotional abuse #abandoned #traumatic #memories #anger #angry #PTSD #CPTSD #nihilism #nihilist #fuck you #fuck off #hoe #hoes #annoyed

I'm traumatized. Saying it aloud wouldn't do the situation justice.

Damn, I wanna kill myself.

I like how 70% of the depression went away when I stopped talking to my mother.

You ruined my life, then wanted to come back because I'm "so important" to you? You're a wicked one.

#evil #leech #leeches #vampire #vampires #diary #vent #angry vent #venting #personal vent #CPTSD #narcissistic abuse #trauma

Isolation sucks most when you give the vampires permission back into your world.

#isolated #isolation #vampire #vampires #energy vampires #energy vampire #trauma #traumatic #boundaries #lonely #alone #independent #independent women #independent woman #black woman #black women #queen #queens

There is a price to a crown.

#queen #queendom #matriarchy #female #woman #women #kingdom #throne #royal #royalty #royals #queens

The way everyone just stares, yet says nothing...

#humans #human brain #CPTSD #magnetism #magnetic #social issues #society #groups #PTSD #emotions #emotional abuse

At the end of the day, it wasn't what you already did that sent me over the edge -- it was you thinking you were entitled to another chance, and I'm sorry that I ever felt too afraid to not give it to you.

#trauma #entitled #entitlement #narcissists #narcissistic abuse #narcissism #narcissistic mother #narcissistic family #narcissistic father #savage #people pleaser #people pleasing #flaw #flaws #flawed #fuck you #saying no #CPTSD #PTSD

Working out is nice, until I realize it's just another escape, and I have to go back home to a quiet house.

I'm not leaving because I can't survive. I'm leaving because I deserve better.

Constantly buzzing with energy has its pros and cons. I'm constantly contemplating whether I want to force myself to chill, or be active non-stop. Regardless, I don't feel at peace in this fucking world.

Struggling with the trauma from using social media excessively during my adolescence, as a way of coping with the neglect from my bitch ass mother and father. I still do it today, because I was programmed to. I hate this shit.

I fucking hate what the military did to me. I fucking hate it.

I dislike that my brain tells me I shouldn’t have to learn how to meditate because it should be innate. Contrarily, I discovered it, so I should be grateful that I did.

Doing my best to use food as medicine.

Tummy ache :(

#hurt #pain #painful #sad #ache #tummy ache #stomach pain #abandonment #CPTSD #PTSD #trauma #traumatized #abandoned

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