Intro post REDUX
I still feel I haven't fully grasped how to do-use-work this site but y'know what I don't care actually I do what I want to :3
Aaaanyway, nice to meetcha, I'm Lily! Here's some vaguely organized-sectioned stuff about me:
they're GENDER AHAHAHAAHA: I think I'm genderfluid/genderfae? Whether I feel more like a woman or just somewhere in-between or even outside the two boxes changes pretty frequently, but I never want to be a boy and I always wanna get on HRT at some point in the future.
The Mind (of the Electric variety): I've been diagnosed with ADHD and mild depression (currently medicated for both). I'm pretty certain I have autism, and possibly OCD (due to compulsions such as obsession-anxiety over word choice (which I've learned to manage-mitigate with a speech quirk of just saying all the word choices) and an impulsive need for symmetrical sensations). And finally for known disorders, I definitely have some form of multiple personality disorder (though I'm unsure if it would be classed as DID since we have some control over who fronts and thus it doesn't interfere with my life too badly) with eleven current headmates (including myself). I came up with the acronym ALTERSTARS for our system name but frankly I don't feel a need to list a bunch of people I know here just because they happen to live in the same brain as me.
I also feel very dysphoric-dysmorphic at being human, or even flesh in general... my fursona (an anthro cheetah, usually with lavender fur dye) is a representation of my ideal form, but they're slowly changing to be more and more cybernetic (though I don't have any recent art to show this, sadly, it's all outdated and more steampunky than I'd like... I'd commission someone if I had more money lol)
A smattering of other interests and traits and such: I am intensely curious (I FUCKING LOVE KNOWING THINGS RAHHHHHHH), notably introverted (I love meeting and interacting with people that I like/vibe with, but have a low-capacity social battery), and a HUGE nerd.
Favorite media: I'm a big-time gamer (and an indie game dev myself who is desperately looking for any kind of paid work!), with some of my all-time favorites being Rain World, Satisfactory, From The Depths, Rivals of Aether 2 (and really just the whole Aether universe lol), Hollow Knight: Silksong, HELLDIVERS 2, and most recently ARC Raiders. As for TTRPGs, I play D&D with friends IRL weekly (when I have the social energy to lol-), but my favorite system is easily The Unofficial Hollow Knight Tabletop Roleplaying Game, or HKRPG for short.
I don't watch a lot of shows, but my favorite one is She-Ra And The Princesses Of Power, with my favorite character being Entrapta :3 (and Double Trouble, absolute icon that they are, is a close second)
My favorite musicians/bands/whatever tf you call them are, in no particular order, YonKaGor, Ghost and Pals, Miracle Musical, Tally Hall, Chonny Jash, and RIProducer. I'm also a fan of Lemon Demon, Jamie Paige and FLAVOR FOLEY, Trickle, Ivycomb, Will Wood, and the soundtracks of most games I play (especially Rain World, UNDERTALE and DELTARUNE, Hollow Knight and Silksong, and Rivals of Aether).
I probably use :3 more than I should, and have a typing and speech quirk of just saying all the possible words that come to mind to fill a spot in a sentence well instead of agonizing-obsessing over which one is perfect, separated by dashes in text.
And a warning! I swear a lot and am unabashedly a bit of a horny freak (dw, I'm over 18, though frankly if I don't know you I see no reason to tell you my body's exact physical characteristics so that's all you're getting), and will talk about or reblog such topics as I please (tagged as containing sexual themes whenever possible). You have been warned, and I recommend minors exercise caution or avoid my blog altogether. That said, this is not exclusively a kink blog (despite the handle lol), you are subscribing to every random thought that runs screaming through my varied mind that I feel like shouting into the void.
Okay, I think that's a good intro? Feel free to ask me stuff, I still crave human interaction (which is a really fun thing to say as someone who hates being human lmao), and if you wanna reach out on a platform I remember use more than once a month, you can find me on Discord as trixter1980 (but please let me know on here you're doing so or I probably won't recognize you). Warning about talking to me: I have a habit of being cold and/or rude to people I don't know talking to me out of nowhere; if you're gonna message me please say something more than just "hi" or a random unrelated rant (ideally you tell me why you're reaching out to me), and please don't take it personally if I'm hesitant-cold in early interactions.
EDIT: Making a tag for my random rants, "#Lily ranting again :3", search it if you like I guess :3
Another edit: Adding a tag for myself, #astella, so there's a clear distinction between my posts and hers. (^ written by a headmate, the first A in ALTERSTARS)
