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Pairing(s): Sam Winchester/Reader; Dean/Castiel (implied)
Prompt: Lexie Carver’s Adult SPN Writing Challenge-June Edition “You Look Good Enough to Eat”
Summary: After a satisfying hunt, Garth managed to score a nicer motel with a decent pool. Turns out you and Sam don't need a fancy pool to get all wet. Dean/Castiel (implied)
This is from the Shenanigans & Blarney 'verse. You can find more of that series HERE
Reader Gender: female
Warnings: Smut, graphic, unprotected oral sex,
Word count: around 2.5k
Author’s Notes: This is my submission for @roxy-davenport‘s June writing challenge. I chose prompt 40. “You Look Good Enough to Eat” Special thank you to Lexie Carver/Roxy davenport for being patient with my late submission and for inviting me to participate in her June challenge.
Thank you @pennygirl47/ YellowWallpaper for giving me feedback on this!
Also Happy Birthday to @spectaculacular-sammy (she’s getting another fic later this month) and @pennygirl47 (sorry this is super late; you have another one coming soon too)
Fresh from the Pool
It’s the end of a productive hunt. Monsters are dead; villagers are saved. With no fresh hunt on the radar, it’s time to enjoy the perks of traveling with Garth: a nicer motel with a decent pool. Dean and Castiel are in the pool with Garth, Sam, and Garth’s special lady. You’re just enjoying a good post-sleep stare from the motel window. After the hunt, you just wanted a nap before enjoying the pool. Garth thought you were crazy missing a minute poolside. Admittedly, looking at Sam lounging on an inflatable raft in the pool, bare-chested, and his navy swim trunks with white trim clinging to him, you think Garth may have had a point.
You drop the parted curtains and take your swimsuit into the bathroom to change. Murphy’s Law will make sure that if you change in the main room, Dean will walk in and see the whole show. You don’t realize Sam noticed you staring at him in the pool from behind his sunglasses.
In the bathroom, you’re changing into your two-piece swimsuit when you hear someone coming. Knowing that by the numbers, it’s more than likely someone other than Sam, you call out, “I’m almost done changing. Just give me a minute.” You’re still tugging things into place when Sam starts to open the door. He apologizes with a goofy, puppy smile, coming into the room and heading towards you and the shower. Even if you hadn’t been watching him, you’d know he’s fresh from the pool, sun-warmed, wet, hair slightly damp, and wearing a white towel around his waist. Water glistens over his skin.
Sam doesn’t seem to be wearing anything under the towel, and your brain immediately translates that as: he’s planning to shower. It’s only been a few months since you and Sam became a couple and sometimes, you still forget that he’s not just your friend, Sam. He’s oh so much more . . . More than you’re even willing to admit to yourself. It’s still not obvious to you that he might be hoping to shower with you. You’re trying to be respectful and not stare. You forget that you’re allowed - even encouraged - to let him catch you in a long, leering look. You smile and start to head out of the room giving him wide berth, which is impossible because he’s a giant. You forget that you don’t have to keep a regular respectful distance from him.
Fortunately, Sam gets it, and he’s touchy-feely enough that he’s more than comfortable reminding you that you are all kinds of welcome to look and touch. As you pass him, his hand snakes around and pokes you in the stomach, as he pulls you close. Sam meant it to be a tease, but he underestimated his own strength, and it feels unpleasant. “I saw you watching at the window, dragon girl.”
You frown up at him. “Ow. It’s not nice to poke dragons in the stomach.”
“Sorry, I was trying to tickle you.” He smiles down at you. You look so adorably indignant.
“That’s not nice either.” You force a scowl when all you really want to do is wrap him around your body like a towel.
He smiles down at you, and slides an arm around your waist, pulling you into a half hug. “Sorry.” He kisses the top of your head. “I bet I can change your mind about both.”
You narrow your eyes at him. “Poking me in the stomach while you attempt to tickle me doesn’t make me want to let you try.”
He smirks. “Maybe I’ll tickle you in a way you’ll like.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah, maybe if I aim a little lower?” His voice drops, and he starts to maneuver you towards the counter with his hips.
A smile starts to curl across you face as you play innocent. “Like my knees?”
Sam snickers. “Maybe something with your knees for a start.” He backs you up until the backs of your knees bump against edge of the counter, his arms finish draping loosely around your waist, and your arms involuntarily wrap back around his. All you’re aware of is the press of your skin not covered by bathingsuit material pressed against either lightly-furred skin or damp terrycloth and the musky scent of his skin mixed with chlorine and sunscreen. He runs his nose down the top of yours before giving your Eskimo kisses.
Your hands slide up his back, exploring skin that still feels both familiar and uncharted and pulling him closer. Your hands are slick on his skin. “Sam, you’re all wet.” You wrinkle your nose, teasing him.
“You’re gonna be all wet in a minute.” He reaches down and gives your ass a smack that makes you squeal and jolt against his body. He takes advantage and cups his hands under your ass and lifts you on top of the counter.
Your feet slide up his calves and your knees squeeze his hips as you pull him closer. “Maybe I already am.”
Sam slides his hands up and down your bare thighs, his thumbs grazing closer and closer to the edge of your swimsuit. He bites his lower lip, looking at you through his eyelashes. “Maybe I’ll have to find out for myself.” He hooks his thumbs into the waistband of your swimsuit bottom.
You expect him to start tugging the material down your legs, but instead, Sam leans in and slants his mouth over yours. You reach up and cup his face with your hands, deepening the kiss while he slides his fingertips over your skin just underneath the waistband of your suit.
He pulls back just slightly and starts brushing light nips over your jaw until he’s just under your ear. He angles his head, so he can lightly brush his eyelashes over the shell of your ear, teasing the skin. Then he switches to his tongue, tracing the ridges and edges with only the barest amount of pressure, his eager breath stirring the hairs along your skin. His efforts coax a few light chuckles from you before they turn to moans. Sam continues until you’re writhing for him before he pulls back just enough to murmur, “I told you I’d get you to like my tickling.”
Breathless, you smile and pant. “I guess you just needed a little more practice.”
“So it would seem.”
“By all means, I’m happy to help you sharpen your skills.”
Sam moves back in, his teasing kisses trailing down your neck and into your cleavage. His tongue dips under the fabric just enough to drive you crazy. You’re losing your mind by the time he finally shifts his hands from your waist to side up under the edge of your swimsuit and tug it down, so he can trace ticklish swirls around your breasts and nipples.
Your fingers slide over his biceps and up over his shoulders, rubbing your hands over his lightly tanned skin, reveling in the feel of warm skin and solid muscles. Then you fill your hands with thick handfuls of silky hair as he takes a break from tickling you with his mouth to suck on one of your nipples. His tongue continues to tease over your puckered skin inside his mouth, circling and flicking while you moan. Your legs try to tug him even closer until finally, Sam starts to shift his position lower again.
He takes one of your hands in his and moves his lips over your wrist and then plants a kiss over your palm, his tongue tickling your lifeline in the most delicious ways. He keeps hold of your hand as he moves between your legs, his tongue continuing to tickle your skin, starting on your inner thighs and then, much to your dismay, behind your knees. He laughs when you whimper in objection. “What? I thought you said you wanted me to tickle your knees.”
“Sa-am . . . Ple-ease . . . a little higher.”
Sam leans up to kiss you while his hands slide the bottom half of your suit off. Then he leans back, spreading your thighs wide with his hands. “Mmmmm.” He licks his lips. “You look good enough to eat.”
You giggle softly when he moves back down and resumes tickling your inner thighs with his tongue, tracing spirals and stars over your skin. Finally, Sam’s kisses lead between your thighs, where you’re craving him. You feel Sam’s tongue lightly teasing at your opening. He taps it lightly around the edges and then swipes over it back and forth rapidly, barely making contact. Then he starts making long, brushing strokes from your opening to your clit, only just tracing the slopes and valleys of your slick lower lips up and down until you feel like your body’s on fire. Sam’s tongue shifts again, and he slides it between the outer folds around his previous path. His enormous hands keep your thighs spread while you shake and his tongue opens you up delicately like a flower, so he can see and taste every bit of you.
He slowly slides his tongue inside you, running it along the inner walls, literally licking your slick right out of you while you gush into his mouth. Sam hums in satisfaction over your taste and the vibrations put you right on the edge. Feeling your thighs shaking and the pitch of the sounds you’re making, Sam gives your pussy one last thrust with his tongue and then runs the flat of his tongue up between your folds, so he can suck on your clit in earnest. His lips seal around it while his tongue laps over the bundle of nerves, and you come hard on his face, fingers tugging on his hair. Sam slows but doesn’t stop his attentions with his tongue after you come. He goes back to lightly licking all the skin of and around your pussy until your breathing slows, and he lays his head on your thigh while you absently stroke his hair.
When your eyes refocus and you start to shift, Sam lifts his head and lightly kisses you, letting you taste yourself on his lips, his face heavily scented with you.
“Mmmmm. You win, Sam. That was some damn good tickling.”
Sam grins. “It feels good being right about something that’s not monster-related for a change.”
You lick your lips, still tasting yourself. “Mmm. Sam?”
“Yeah?’
“You know what I’m really hungry for now?”
“Chinese?” He winks.
You shake your head. “Nope; I want you, just you.”
You try to get off the counter to get your hands and mouth on more of Sam, but find your legs are still shaky. You frown at him, giving your best puppy eyes. “Sam, my legs don’t work.”
He chuckles at your adorableness and flashes you a smirk. “How do you feel about working on your knees?”
“Favorable.” You smile slyly down at him. “But I think I need something for my knees. How about you stand up for me?”
Sam does as you ask, and you put your hands on his hips, pulling him closer. His eager cock is more than tenting the towel that’s now loosely-wrapped around his waist; it’s starting to poke out from the folds towards you. Licking your lips, you lean forward, still perched on the edge of the counter, and take the tip in your mouth, sucking lightly while you run your tongue over the firm flesh over and over, enjoying the salty flavor that is Sam. When you pull back, Sam’s pupils are blown wide and half-lidded.
Licking your lips again, you reach out and pull the towel away from his waist, unwrapping him slowly like a present. You take a long, leering moment to stare at him in all his naked glory.
Sam watches your eyes widen, raking over his body. He puts his index finger up to your mouth, watching you lick it into your mouth and feeling you salivate as you admire and appreciate the view.
Sam’s moans snap you back to focus. You pull off his finger and fold the towel in your hands. “How about we switch? I’ve got something for my knees now.” You hold up the towel with a wink.
Sam gives you a loopy smile and helps you off the counter and into a kneeling position on the towel. Then he pushes back onto the counter in front of you, legs spread.
Your eyes have been tracking his hard cock, as it swings between his legs while he shifts position, like a cat tracking its favorite toy. Now that Sam’s sitting on display and within reach, you can’t help but pounce. Taking his cock in both hands, you swallow it down hungrily. Sam slumps back against the bathroom mirror, one hand off to the side for support, while the other gently cups the back of your head.. Smiling around a mouthful of cock at Sam’s full-body reaction, you start to slowly move up and down over his length, licking and swallowing around him all the while. Your hands have no chance of keeping his thighs open of you, so instead you put them to work, pumping his length and stroking his balls.
Sam can feel his balls tightening, his entire body starting to fall apart to the motions of your talented mouth. He has the fleeting thought of wanting to lift you up onto his lap to come inside you. Then you do something clever with your tongue, and he’s coming down your throat with a surprised groan. “Oh wow. That was . . . wow.”
You finish swallowing him down and pull off with a satisfied smile. “Very wow. I love it when I make you lose it like that.”
Sam smiles weakly, “Anything to make you happy.”
You both chuckle while you stand up and take his hand in yours, tugging him towards the shower. “Come on. If your legs are working, we should get cleaned up and go out there before they come looking for us.”
Sam snorts. “Dean told me to take my time before I came back, and Garth and his lady retreated into the hot tub, so I think we still have some time.”
“Good. There’s another thing I’d like to try.”
Sam raises an eyebrow, hopefully, and follows. “Does it have something to do with that built-in shower seat I noticed earlier?”
You wink back at him. “And the load bearing bar above it.
Hope you enjoyed! Questions? Comments? Want more? Let me know :)
Okay so we have this huge problem with forgetting about everything that’s happened by the time the next election rolls around so I’d like to keep a running list of things as they’re happening to help remind us when the 2026 midterms roll around. And please add to this if I’ve missed anything.
January 2025:
Donald Trump pardoned 1500 people who participated in the insurrection of January 6th, including those who violently assaulted and nearly killed police officers.
Donald Trump has declared that trans and non-binary people don’t exist.
Donald Trump is working towards firing everyone in the government who isn’t loyal to him.
Donald Trump has effectively fired everyone who he claims is an “illegal DEI hire” …whatever that means
Donald Trump pulled out of the Paris Climate Agreement and the World Health Organization
Congress are trying to pass the Laken Riley Act to, effectively, round up every immigrant in the country, including LEGAL immigrants
Donald Trump removed caps on prescription drug prices.
Donald Trump wants to withhold federal aid to help combat the LA wildfires and help the thousands of people who have been displaced and lost their homes.
The Department of Justice has put a hold on all civil rights cases.
Donald Trump has cut off aid to Ukraine.
Laken Riley Act has been passed by Congress and is awaiting being signed into law by the President. Here’s the breakdown of the votes: House Senate
Donald Trump purged a dozen inspectors general from the federal government and intends to replace them all with people loyal to him.
Pete Hegseth has been confirmed as Secretary of Defense. Here’s the breakdown of how the Senate voted. Note, it was a 50-50 tie that JD Vance had to break.
Donald Trump imposed a 25% tariff on Colombia after the Colombian government turned away two airplanes carrying migrants. Columbia has retaliated by imposing a 25% tariff of its own on US goods.
Donald Trump has also issued a travel ban for Colombian citizens and revoked visas from Colombian migrants coming to the US.
Donald Trump has now backed off the tariffs and other threats against Colombia. Note for future reference: this comes just hours after Trump made the threat in the first place and he and the Colombian president got into a big fight on social media.
Nearly 1,000 migrants were arrested mostly in Chicago on January 26th by ICE and ICE has been told to meet a quota of 75 migrant arrests every day.
Donald Trump rescinded an anti-discrimination executive order from Lyndon B. Johnson
Donald Trump signed an executive order banning trans people from serving in the military and also ordered that people who were discharged for refusing to get mandatory vaccines be reinstated.
Donald Trump has frozen all federal grants to institutions.
After pressure from state governments, activist groups, and the general public, the White House has rolled back some of the freezes on federal funding.
This.
Donald Trump is trying to fire all federal employees who don’t want to return to the office (work-from-home saves the federal government millions of taxpayer dollars in overhead). He also sent an email to federal employees saying that if they’re not loyal to him, they’ll be investigated.
Donald Trump has signed the Laken Riley Act into law.
Donald Trump has said he doesn’t think Palestinians should be allowed to return to Gaza but instead should be sent to Egypt and Jordan.
Also this.
Donald Trump has ordered undocumented immigrants to be sent to Guantanamo Bay
Donald Trump signed an executive order to expand federal funding for school choice programs. [x]
Donald Trump signed an executive order saying that he will deport visa-holding students who protest against Israel. [x]
Donald Trump has blamed DEI for the plane crash that killed 67 people in Washington D. C. [x]
Donald Trump signed an executive order that schools should no longer teach about racism and discrimination. And that schools should only teach history that is “patriotic” [x]
Florida Representative Anna Paulina Luna wants to add Donald Trump’s face to Mount Rushmore. [x]
Trump’s Department of Education has called book bans a hoax. [x]
I’ll keep adding to this list as new things come up and, again, please feel free to add anything I’ve missed. I know that in this world of constant news it’s easy to forget, so let’s give our future selves a little help!
Play the scenario game to find out which Game Of Thrones Character you are. The report shows the 3 characters you are similar to with graphs and charts.
#real #not to be salty but this is what ive been saying#like everyone out here really still acting like fanfic isnt really writing#like its subpar and like it cant be good and have amazing lines#even fanfic writers treat it like its LESS and like theyre PLAY writing and not actually writing#like friend buddy ican ASSURE YOU that fanfic is every bit as real and good as writing from books#the only difference between fic and actual books is that books go through several stages of processing and editing and filtering#and are worked on by professionals who studied the craft of editing#while fanfiction cuts that filtering and everyone gets a chance to be heard and to be read#and instead of editors we have peer editing and reviewing#dont be fucking tricked by the mass notion that anything that young girls and queer people are interested in is immediately bad and subpar#bc it is fucking not #i will FIGHT for it #fanfiction (tags by @crossroadswrite bacause they add so much to this post)
The real irony is there is plenty of fanfiction that goes through more rigorous editing than some published fiction. So the difference in quality between fanfiction and “professional writing” is totally arbitrary and made up. Except that some things that are more expensive are worse.
Fanfic is not a lesser form of writing. Fanfic is a genre. And like any genre, people are not necessarily going to get what makes it tick unless they learn the conventions and presuppositions of that genre.
At some point, I am going to try to come up with a pseudo-scholarly explanation of those conventions and presuppositions. I’d say that probably the defining feature of fanfic is that the reader is expected to come in with prior knowledge of characters and (if not marked AU) the quirks and conventions of the source medium, so that some things can be taken as read before the story even begins.
Like any genre, this means that fanfic can do things that no other genre can do. Me, my particular crack is to really lean into the dramatic irony. There’s also a heavy overlap with romance, in which the conclusion of a particular story is already known and in fact inherent in the label (Kirk/Spock slow-burn, for instance) but the adventure is in the getting there.
However, like any genre, people who are not familiar with the conventions (or uninterested in what it has to offer) are likely to be thrown off, and from there often conclude that what they’re reading is no good, rather than realizing that they’re using the wrong toolset.
For an example in another genre, say that I’m accustomed to contemporary stories and I read a science fiction story that opens by saying, “Rashid was missing his sceptrim. He rolled his eyes and looked under his bunk. The starship was small. It couldn’t have gone far.” Someone who only reads conventional fiction would be all like, “What the hell is a sceptrim? It’s not in the dictionary. How do you expect us to know what’s going on if you make stuff up and then don’t explain it?” An experienced reader of science fiction, meanwhile, is thinking, “A sceptrim. This will be explained as we go. Right now, we know (a) it could fit under a bunk, and (b) either it is not important enough to immediately panic about, or Rashid is not prone to panic.” Thus, the experienced reader has absorbed information that completely missed the inexperienced reader, and you could say with some accuracy that the inexperienced reader is not, in fact, absorbing the actual story. Because they don’t know the conventions. Because they may be an expert at reading romance or contemporary, but here, they don’t know how to read.
Fanfiction is like that. By drawing on the source material, I can make sure that the reader has information that I never state. I am writing a Doctor Who fic featuring an original character who works in a shop; she thinks, “Huh, new mannequins. I must have missed the staff meeting where they said we were getting new mannequins.” Using info from the original show, I have put up a giant sign saying DANGER IS PRESENT AND PEOPLE ARE LIKELY TO FREAKING DIE. But you have to be somewhat familiar with Doctor Who to get what I’m doing. Similarly, say I’m writing a Kirk/Spock college AU, and Kirk (my viewpoint character) goes off on a mental rant about how Spock is an uptight prick and what’s with being known only by your last name anyway? My reader knows (a) these characters have an epic bond that has been inspiring people since the sixties, and (b) I marked the story Kirk/Spock rivals-to-lovers slow-burn, so the question is not whether Kirk has correctly analyzed this character, but how he learns he is wrong and exactly how they get together in the end. People who don’t read fanfiction or romance may be annoyed to find out that everything I establish about Spock in my first chapter turns out to be completely wrong; people who are here for a rivals-to-lovers slow-burn were relishing the dramatic irony from the beginning.
That’s the thing about genres. You need to learn them. You need to accumulate the right toolset. And you’re never going to do that if you decide ahead of time that they aren’t worth learning.
As a fanfic writer and published author both I can say the difference is getting paid
But id say it’s not a different genre its a different medium
Poetry and prose are different but blank verse is poetry that follows the rules of prose and even in prose there are different variations
And fanfic is one of those. Fanfic presupposes knowledge of the original media but it also doesn’t, it is transformative. It is like your favourite book being made to a movie, its something you love through the eyes if someone else who also loves it and it’s that shared passion that alters and creates. It has it’s own rules and traditions, we follow patterns and mix media all the time, we quote the original, we add song lyrics and poetry and art.
It’s a great collage of things written down with the clumsy tools of syntax, lexis and juxtaposition.
It is more than just text or genre, its a new medium and that’s amazing
Fanfic writing is legit too. Let’s not forget how much licensed fanfic is out there for dungeons and dragons, Dinotopia, Star Wars, Star Trek, . . . I can go on. And no one talks down about those.
Bless Our Rebel Princess Mom and Her Spirit.
Bless the coming and going of the Force.
May Her passage cleanse the galaxy.
May She keep the stars for Our people.
For she is now one with the Force and the Force is with her,
Fox News has no idea how to handle it because he’s Captain America and he’s literally from the 40’s like how do that handle that
He refuses to go on half of the news shows because they lie
Mostly ends up on the Daily Show, the Colbert Report, and the Young Turks
Starts charities that focus on kids and the poor
Donations to veterans charities go through the roof
Treatment for PTSD in veterans suddenly gets addressed after he admits to being diagnosised with it
Steve Rogers starting a twitter specifically for linking people to horrible news stories and calling news stations out on their lies and scare tactics
Using his twitter to complain about the state of public news and how it should be a space of change and value and honesty for the American public, and how he’s so ashamed of it all
He accidentally becomes like public face for the new generation of politically savvy people
They make of shirts like WWCD “what would Cap do?”
Tony is thrilled and proud and hires of team of lawyers exclusively to handle the news stations screaming about Steve
Fox news gets slapped with so many libel fines and law suits
Going on a show and regretting it the moment an offensive question or comment comes up and decides he’s completely done and just tears the interviewer a new one. It goes viral.
The public face thing is just the start. It starts this whole new wave of people that shut down offensive shit during interviews and holding their own.
There is a short time period once he turns 35 where there is a rally cry of “Captain America for President” that he gracefully turns down.
But politicians starting courting him, trying to get him to publicly state that they support him because his influence is just so massive, and they keep getting shut down hard
Talks about growing up in the depression when people bring up financial issues - says things like “With all due respect, ma’am, what others may remember as being over 80 years ago was less then 5 ago to me. Things were supposed to get better. Those issues we thought we fixed were supposed to go away - we were supposed to work to a future where it was gone - and instead it seems to be worse then ever.”
And of course he’s a raging feminist and is absolutely appalled when Natasha tells him about rape statistics
Bruce takes a lot of time to fully educate him about the social and medical side of abortions, teaches him about the various birth defects and medical issues the mothers can face, shows him the demographic information of access and need, and Steve is horrified by that too
Then Bucky walks him through gay rights and other LGBT issues, all of them helping him understand how sexuality can manifest differently and the difference between sex and gender identity
Steve just REAL FUCKIN DONE with everything.
Angrily stands in protest rallies and dares people to start something with peaceful protesters. Just DARES them.
Rolls his eyes at baby boomer articles about the newer generations. He’s heard that mess before. He’s done with it.
Understanding people have problems with medical bills, having been there himself.
Fucking standing up for single mothers because LIKE WHOA THAT’S HIS MOTHER YOU JUST DISSED.
Steve Rogers hating bullies. Hates that kids are actually KILLING THEMSELVES because of bullying and people are just “oh boys will be boys” about it and he’s just LIVID.
Peaceful protests staying peaceful because when the cops try to start something it doesn’t matter how many of them there are, Steve’s there and he will shut them down, but more than that: Steve gets pepper sprayed. Steve gets chemical burns. Steve on shaky iphone video blind and disoriented and still using his body to protect others as the cops close in. And suddenly the heroes who stay back because they don’t want to get involved - because they shouldn’t use their powers ‘like that’ start showing up in droves.
Peter gumming up the smoke and pepper bombs before they go off. Thor becoming a one man blockade. Natasha working with organizers to help plan for escapes if things do go badly. Tony’s not only keeping Cap up to date - he’s putting considerable money behind the political candidates who will actually work to improve things, because we all know you need money to represent at the polls. They’re not there attacking the police - even if the officers are being assholes, they understand they have a job to do and often bad orders - but they will protect the protesters who have done nothing but show up.
And the more they do, the more heroes join in. Because it’s not just about using your powers against the mighty evil empire or taking down some guy calling himself the Boomerang. It’s about making sure you want to keep living in the world you keep saving.
There’s a reason that Captain America is canonically the one person ALL the various superheroes and superhero teams of the marvel universe can agree to be their collective leader in times of crisis. This is that reason.
1. We would miss you.
2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again…
19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don’t even know you and I love you.
57. I don’t even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.
65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.
70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you’re proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. Sherlock season three.
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
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Just a heads up, @xxxmoonxlightxxx has been stealing other people’s gifs in the Marvel fandom and posting them as their own. I wrote to this person last July regarding them posting a gif set of mine in an attempt to get them to remove it. Instead, they played dumb and acted like they didn’t know how to delete the post. I let it go seeing that it was getting nowhere, but then yesterday a few of my friends pointed out that they had noticed that this person stole some of their gifs as well, so for the hell of it, I went through their blog again just to see if they had ever reposted another gif of mine since the last conversation I had with them. Sure enough, I discovered another one of my gif sets. So I sent them the link and wrote them another message and instead of just doing the right thing by removing the post from their blog, they blocked me. I’m posting this not only to warn others of what’s been happening, but to call this person out, because reposting needs to fucking stop. I’m sick of people in this fandom stealing other people’s edits and taking credit for the hard work that’s put into them all because they’re too lazy to take the time to make them themselves. It’s beyond ridiculous and they ought to be ashamed. Please help spread the word by reblogging this post, it would mean a lot
Hi guys, looking for Sterek fanfic from AO3 where Derek rebuilds the Hale house while Stiles is in college (Stiles and Derek are in contact the whole time & Stiles helps him design the house) and when he comes back and see the house he gets sad because Derek build his bathroom with 2 shower heads for him and his partner/mate and in that moment Stiles realize that Derek is planning future with someone and not him so the runs into the kitchen and from now on he starts to pulling away from the pack and never stays there overnight until Derek finally tells him, that he build the house for him.
My bad. found a good link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/7358659 You’d Be So Good to Come Home To. She does great work Description: In Stiles’ final year of college, Derek decides to rebuild the Hale house. He keeps asking for Stiles’ opinion on the house plans. Stiles doesn't realize that Derek is building the house with a mate in mind.
Hi guys, looking for Sterek fanfic from AO3 where Derek rebuilds the Hale house while Stiles is in college (Stiles and Derek are in contact the whole time & Stiles helps him design the house) and when he comes back and see the house he gets sad because Derek build his bathroom with 2 shower heads for him and his partner/mate and in that moment Stiles realize that Derek is planning future with someone and not him so the runs into the kitchen and from now on he starts to pulling away from the pack and never stays there overnight until Derek finally tells him, that he build the house for him.
