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Hello my name is Nikki and I'm 29. y/o. I'm a wife to an amazingly supportive man and a stay at home mum to 3 (Blake, Penelope, and Albie) This is my journey to get fit and become healthy. My goal is to lose roughly 130 lbs and to find the happiest, healthiest, me! So follow me on my journey and thanks for all the support!

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☠️F-Bomb Mom With Tattoos & Thick Thighs💋

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Who needs a little Momoa with their coffee this morning? 🙋🏼‍♀️I do!! New mug in my etsy shop! Don’t forget to follow Secret Moms Society on IG and Tumblr!

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“Makeup, Mimosas, And Jason Momoa” 

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Where are my 10 Things I Hate About You Fans!!!🙋🏼‍♀️ So another one of my favorite movies is this one! My friends and I could sit for an hour and just have movie quotes conversations. From disney to chick flicks. This is one we quote all the time! We hope you guys like it just as much as we do!!!

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SO...I did a thing!

It’s no news I'm obsessed with Almost Famous the movie since I was in high school. It was my sister and I’s go to movie for movie night. We are adults and still quote this movie in our every day lives. So we decided to put our brains together and make a few shirts of our favorite movie quotes. We still have more in the works but if you are an #almostfamous lover like us or simply a 90′s kid, this shirt is for you! 

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Recently I have been on the edge of my sanity. However I came to a huge realization...it stung a bit, but I then realized it was the most epic realization I needed in my entire adult life. I am relying way too much on other people to help me achieve my goals, to make me happy, and most of all, to help me...I forgot that I don’t need anyone to do any of those things. It is solely up to me to make my life full of happiness. To be the best person I can be. To find the strength to get shit done. 

I’m letting go of waiting for people to stand up in my life. 

I’m letting go of waiting for people to make me happy, bitch I’ll make myself happy.

 I’m letting go of waiting for my husband to watch the kids so I can workout and lose weight, bitch I got the gym daycare (signed up for child care the rest of the week)...bitch I got a stroller...hell I buy the damn groceries..no Oreos up in here anymore!

I’m letting go of waiting for friends to come over for coffee and playdates, I'm gonna make myself a pot of coffee and call a sister or a friend or hell even my mom.

I’m taking in I’m strong. I can do anything. I am independent. I will be happy!

I am in charge of my life.

I am responsible to organize my life to keep my anxiety down,

I am responsible for going to therapy to keep my depression at bay.

I am responsible for my life.

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My new best friend! Got this water jug the other day and after trying 4 different gallon jugs, I finally found the best! Granted it needed some stickers which I luckily brought back from my trip to Colorado, but I love the motivational quotes  haha so if you are trying to drink more water and looking for a new water jug for the gym or life, take it from me, this is the one my dears!! Happy drinking!  

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I’m dreading the gym and only looking forward to the celebratory iced coffee from Starbucks in the end! That’s my truth today...

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Thank goodness for therapy...I’m feeling better but not completely “cured” however I feel balanced somewhat. I have a lot of work to do this week. I need to:

1. Figure out workouts for the week. 🏋🏼‍♂️

2. Meal prep/plan for the week. 🥔🥬

3. Remember to switch from soda to water 💦 🥤

4. Most important, factor in some personal time. Away from the kids. And just focus on myself.

5. Get back on YouTube to help creatively stay on track.

Even though today is gloomy I’m going to take the day by storm 💪🏼 I can do it!!! Now to go visit the scale in the bathroom...we have some things to talk about 👎🏻

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Therapy Day...

I finally got the text yesterday from my therapist and today’s the day! Getting back on that couch and gonna poor it all out. 

I feel like im slipping away and I'm grasping at anything before I completely fall down this dark hole I'm spiraling down in.

Wish me luck..lets hope after this I can get my life back on track and get back to the grind...

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It’s hard...😭

I find myself saying repeatedly, “It’s hard!” I find I say it about everything these days. From getting out of bed in the morning to trying to fall asleep at 1 AM from insomnia the next. The moment I get out of my car with all 3 kids in toe heading into the gym, to battling the anxiety during a workout when I'm finally there. When I step into my house and see the piles of laundry, dishes in the sink, and toys in each room...”this is hard.” 

When I get on the scale and the same number stares up at me, even after a 800 calorie burn at the gym the day before, and countless weeks in the gym, and the calories I forcefully count...”what’s wrong with me?”

When I go get the mail and I see the neighborhood moms in their skinny jeans, high heels, and makeup on, blessfully carrying their babies and not breaking a sweat in the 90 degree heat...even their makeup intact. They exchange plans for playdates, while I walk back to my door. Being 265 lbs, the heat is too much. No one wants to talk to a heat stroked walrus...

I go inside to the bathroom where I have to kick the dirty clothes to see the floor, when I look up in the mirror and see the tight clothes I’m forced to wear because nothing in this world I live in fits me...my hair is greasy and in a bun, no makeup on because my PCOS is making me break out like crazy and it’s been 2 months since a period...I can’t hide...I watch from the window as the other moms laugh and smile...while I burst into tears “do I belong in this world?”

My husband comes home from a night shift...he’s currently forced into sobriety again so today is hard...he would be 2 four locos, a mikes hard lemonade, and a few nips in by now..but for now it’s withdrawals and chew... I didn’t get much sleep since my insomnia and a toddler battling shots and an ear infection...so “I'll babysit the kids so you can sleep in I guess..getting home at 6 am and going to bed at 8 you know.” “I was told you didn’t make the kids lunch today...” Once again I’m reminded, I'm not making it as a mom or a wife...

I battle depression and anxiety...I was diagnosed with PCOS. My hormones control me. I wish they didnt but they do. I dont know who I am anymore. I had enough so I broke down to my husband who later apologized...he didnt realize his withdrawals were part of the issue...but he’s not the only problem. He says he loves me and im doing a great job...but I dont buy it...I'm not. I’m failing in so many ways. Luckily though...I know theres help. I know I'm not alone. I know I’m gonna be ok..I know this will pass...I know it’s not real...but... “it’s hard..” 

My diagnoses: Depression, anxiety, PCOS, and motherhood

My antidote: Therapy, healthy eating, routine, me time...

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Dear PCOS and Under Active Thyroid: YOU SUCK!🤬

It’s been 2 years since I found out I have PCOS. I’ve been trying to lose weight for 2 fucking years. I’m stuck at the same number, 265 lbs. To say I’m pissed is an understatement, granted I did have another baby within that time period, but he's almost 2 and theres no reason why I'm still carrying this weight anymore. 

I’ve been back to the gym for 2 weeks now and I have seen ZERO results. Nothing! If anything I've seen myself gain 3 lbs. The only time I lost weight with PCOS is when I went vegan I lost 15 lbs in just the first month. My goal one day is to get back to that way of life, but right now I'm just trying to get through every hour of the day. Its hard enough tracking calories let alone everything else. 

Another thing that was added this year is an under active thyroid. It finally bit the dust this year. I’ve been monitoring it every year and I've watched it decline, but had hoped I could hold out a bit longer but NOPE, it was time I bit the bullet and went on thyroid medication. I was hoping it’d help with my weight loss but it hasn't. However it has helped a lot with my mood, fatigue, and activity level. 

Despite all the negatives, I am proud of myself for still hitting the gym regardless of what the scale says. I know I will get there im just tired of all the hurdles I have to jump to get there. I wish I could be like my husband who quit drinking and lost 10 lbs. I quit soda and I gain 3 lbs. Fuck this shit...I'm getting a soda. End Rant...

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I started this weight loss journey YouTube channel to document my weight loss and keep me accountable. So far after two weeks it’s been working. I even said no to pizza 🍕 last night cause I want to reach my goal of another 5 lbs down. This has been slow and steady which I’m ok with! Would love all my weight loss tumblers support! If you are also on YouTube sharing your journey let me know!! I’d love to follow yours as well😊

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It’s been 2 weeks since I uploaded. It’s been crazy town around here between renovations with our home, the kids out of school, husband on nights. It’s taken a HUGE toll on my #mentalhealth and now that things have finally calmed down I’m ready to get back into the swing of things and get healthy and shed some weight! I look forward to keeping myself accountable and losing my goal of 130+ lbs. Bear with me, it’s going to be a journey!