#actually depression

[adult-female-with-aspergers]

I don’t think this is true 100% of the time but it does seem like a good portion the time.

[oshidorifuufu2]

i feel like i'm always grieving something i've long forgotten about

[ditrihs]

[semicolonnyy]

i genuinely don't remember a single time in my life i was happy

[liminalwellness]

Introduction

Nick (pseudonym) | Age 28 | Any gender, any pronouns | AFAB

Diagnoses: Schizobsessive x AuDHD x C-PTSD x BPD

On 450mg Wellbutrin, 80mg Strattera, 20mg Prozac, 40mg Latuda

Side effects: trembling/jitters, mild nausea, excessive yawning, mild drowsiness

Likes (visuals): #weirdcore, #dereality, #liminal space, #surrealcore, #dreamcore, #anemoia, #kidcore, #2000s aesthetic, #Old Web, #webcore, #retro anime gifs, #vaporwave, #cyberpunk, #surrealism

Likes: libraries, fairy lights, the moon, sunlight, energy drinks, Halloween, sunrises & sunsets, Spotify, airports, pdfs, the night sky.

DNI #1:

LET THE DEFENSIVENESS BEGIN!

If you have a problem with me "trying so hard to do XYZ" (XYZ could be a number of things), and you don't even know if I'm intentionally trying to do XYZ or if XYZ is a side effect, and if XYZ isn't harmful other than making you feel bad about yourself (eg inadequate in some way), get the fuck away from me.

+ Some passive aggression to spice things up?

Also DNI #2 if you live independently, have an income that is sufficient to financially support yourself with in the future, and struggle to believe that there are things YOU take for granted as easy that are difficult for me, especially if you're prone to thinking, "Y can't be difficult for you because you can do X!"

DNI #3 if you don't believe that abusive people (whom humanity would be better off without) exist, that first impressions can be misleading, and again, and that people really can be *that bad.*

Lastly, DNI #4

Asks (non-anon only) are open as long as you don't fit into the DNI.

[trexandfriends]

why is it that whenever i say that i am going to do something i usually either don't do it or take a long time to do it

likely because i forgot or just decided not to do it

also whenever i say "give me like 20 minutes" i usually take a lot longer because i decide to do other stuff too

[runwiththerain]

i still find it ridiculous that my school refuses to give me "too much support"

[randomishsuggestions]

Time heals nothing.