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Autism & Irritability
Neurodivergent_lou
What Its Like To Be Me (a poem i wrote in a psych ward in 2018. a bit later my egg cracked & i became a trans woman)
you ever see a pro boxer corner another boxer, and throw tight rotating punches against his head like he's a speedbag?
bupida bupida!
all at once his head is frozen, and rapidly vibrating, numb and violently tortured. I want to do that with every superstring particle, but with my teeth.
Well, no... i just said superstring particle because that's currently the most-accepted elementary particle.
But there CANNOT BE an elementary particle, because that would mean on that GLORIOUS moment when i stopped bottling the sensations I take in, I would eventually have to put that lid back on, which I can't, because there is an infinity of Hate inside me.
This rain has me fucked up. I'm so sleepy and irritated.
I think my dad's attention span is worse than mine. Maybe he thinks that mine's worse than his, though. I wouldn't know. But sometimes I feel like my dad has the worst attention span ever. He can't focus when he multitasks, I feel like.
I don't mean to be harsh to my dad a lot, but I do snap at him a lot and accuse him of not paying attention to me. I don't mean to be cruel, but I can't help snapping sometimes. I hate how I act sometimes, but I always repeat my bad behavior. sigh...
PS: I'm sweating again. We have the air conditioning on, but I'm still sweating. Damn my heat sensitivity.
Writers: do you feel like you get more irritated when someone is wrong about something than the average person does?
Yes, it drives me up the wall when people are just wrong about things
Yeah, I think I get somewhat more upset than the average person would
Not really, I think I’m similar to the average person about that
No, definitely not, I think I’m less irritable about that
It literally does not bother me at all when people are wrong about things
Unsure / I don’t know how to answer
Other answer / it’s complicated
See results / not a writer