#actuallysuicidal

[melancholicvnt]

why did i never get the grace from others when i was so so sick that i gave to them without hesitation? why was i not allowed to be the one who was helped instead of helping at the cost of my own health?

[compulsived]

[celestialabyss]

everytime i see those "love yourself", "be kind to yourself", "people love you" posts, i feel something. it's called cringe.

[inthisriver]

I will just always be a liability

A fawn crouched in the weeds

No one there to reclaim me

[traumacorevomit]

[compulsived]

the funny thing about facing imminent death is that it really snaps everything into perspective.

[fishchop]

what if i didn't do anything. i didn't go back to work. i never saw anyone again. i never moved out. i never got away. i never went to treatment. i didn't clean my room. i didn't get more tattoos. i didn't wait for my package to come. what if these things didn't feel like i had to wait. what if i didn't stick around for them anymore. i don't need to. if i'm gone it means nothing. why did i think it meant anything in the first place

[virgendelosmataderos]

About exactly 365 days ago, I made the promise of offing myself before 2022

And, well. Here I am. I'm here. Me. On 2022. I still don't know how to feel, but hey... that's at least a statement.