Jett

Taxidermy is truly goated with the sauce. Pro consent, Anti Harassment, yes that means for everyone (minus big dictator man in the USA, he gets an express pass), I am also pro Endo and pro willo but I do not mind if you're neutral or anti. I will not share my age but if you're mdni do not follow me, I try to stay away from those blogs because they irritate me. ⚰️🐾, 🍼🐾, 🥩🍷

[wickedcreepyote]

Sup Fuckers. Very polite of me, I know

Made an alt acc because I don't wanna be posting this shit on my mains, got friends who'd freak the fuck out at what I'd say here, got nothing against em, it's certainly a shock to hear at first, I get that.

Anyways, info:

My name is Jett, Wicker, or GA-2780I

My pronouns are he/it

I'm a physical shapeshifter, Currently a Piebald Silver Fox

I'm mixed race (Black, and White, with some Native American ancestry on both sides of my family)

I am an amateur taxidermist, currently working on getting my second pelt to work with, I think I did pretty decent with my first ever one with no tutorials beforehand (Moon).

I do digital art, mainly furry art to be specific, I also just draw animals. I can also do 3D art at an intermediate level.

I'm an aspiring hunter

I am a DID system but that might not come up often on this blog besides a few mentions of some of my headmates being down bad for Taxidermy specimens, particularly one is horrendously bad about this.

Now to the part this blog is about, I am a Paraphile, Necrozoo, I'm hoping that this blog will help me manage it in a better way than I was before with my previous one, someone I know has also made a blog for this purpose and it seems to be helping them. This is also just a blog where I can freely talk about my taxidermy. Anyway hoping first order of business will be to order a frozen rabbit to skin, gotta get some experience with that, it'll also be fun. Nearly forgot, I am very anti contact for Paraphilias that can cause harm, however I do believe they can be expressed in a safe manner; on taxidermy, pet play, age play, knife play, any type of sexual or romantic roleplay really. I also support consensual incestuous relationships completely no matter how they present themselves. Oh and huge note: for zoophilia, my anti contact stance only really considers bestiality, go off, be mates with your dog, just don't hurt the poor puppy.

Oh whoops, almost forgot about the Moon tax

Here she is, I may soak her ears and stretch them out but for now I think she's fine. We're cuddling in the bed as I type this.

Tags:

#🦴🩸Dead work 🪾🐾

#🦴 🪡Jett's Dead Babes 🫀✂️

#🫟🎨Artistry🩸🖌️

#🔪🩸Confessional🐾💌

[queen-of-sapphics]

@waitingonabook @calcium-is-screaming2 @catlover-offical @sapphic-offical @professional-fool-of-energy @small-bottle-of-expired-milk @captainspacefox @ravengirl-luca @your-fav-idiot-lesbian @finnslay @bucket-of-axilotl + open tags

[coyoteisroadkill]

@dug-1233 @c0rps3r0tt1ng @rotfilleddog @ilovemonsterandimgayashell @er-idkhehe2 @endless-distractions @villain-in-your-story @voidspacesystem @trashiestboyinamerica @transchance777 @wickedcreepyote + open tags

[wickedcreepyote]

Yellow🫵/p.

Open tags

[orlissa]

which AO3 tag are you?

Tagged by the lovely @purplesigebert

...I strangely feel both called out and seen.

The Quiz

Tagging @aloveforjaneausten @jomiddlemarch @mercurygray @stargazerdaisy @polikszena @buttercupadventures

[natedogx15]

...I can kind of see this.

@thefcguy @booksrbetterthanpeople @msweebyness @fayflutter @imsparky2002 @vigilante-bardock @whiterosequeen23 @catapuskai @randypelow

[vigilante-bardock]

I uh.. I don’t know how to feel about this…

@thefcguy @fayflutter @fabseg-creator @imsparky2002 @celestiall0tus @cornerverse @sassyduckqueen

[fayflutter]

*....glances at all the bad end aus i've created over the years*

Are we sure about that...? I think mine is busted, guys

@kittysuicoffee @agoraphcbja @theemoreader @shadownymphette @thetimelordbatgirl @thefcguy @catapuskai

[catapuskai]

Me too 😔

@whiterosequeen23 @istansquirrels @gemasthoughts @t4t-amour-yuri @kittysuicoffee @fabseg-creator

[fabseg-creator]

Thanks for the tag @catapuskai and @vigilante-bardock

My result: honored enough 🥴😅

Bonus: "I just do some tries and experiences."

Tagging:

@jeffreybrosseau @lordmartiya @gluttonycat420 @soundvenom @fyon-luna-13 @tbonner2 @celestiall0tus @gotapenname @scuderiagorobets @emman1035 @gamerknight7310 @kittysuicoffee @mangosgooddeams @pokegirlshipper @rainbowstar366 @mysticaldreamlandgentlemen @blanket-of-moss @xxxcertifiednerdxxx @kost-the-cheshirecat @toychicraft-dump @despairkitty666-blog @itskarmalone @generalluxun @mrplushgore @bluebird-in-a-cagedrawing @the-drokainian @callmequoteman @alboecrazymindofmine @alexseanchai @rainbowbutterflyp @crusader467 @thegreatdrfox @thelyingvixen @creativeryder @techpriest-catgirl404 @liononthedrumkit etc.

[vat7k-user-2026]

Tagging: @gcatinthehouse @uknighteddream @nerdasaurus1200 @janiarts436 @asillylittlefish @thatcrowghost @thatboleyngirl77 @eryanlainfa @lynxeye-k @cherryundersnow @rapunzelshorizon @ak1ti5m @ur-local-annoying-trash-can

[thatboleyngirl77]

Well screw you too

@ognicho @theshadowyalchemist @hyperfixationjunkie @justthatwalkerscobellgirl @gilmorenights @thespian-and-lesbian @apple-cider-vinegarrr @ineedmorevat7kinmylife @immadatdisney2 @alchemicalwerewolf @the honourabledaisywells @lucifermorningstarxx @humblefryingpan @stupidocornetto @astroo-osamuu @cassmouse

[ognicho]

...yeah that checks out

@theshadowyalchemist I know you're tagged already but idk who to tag so you can have two lmao

[theshadowyalchemist]

YAYYYY DOUBLE TAGS THANK YOU ;3

EXCUSE ME??? MY LIFE ISNT EVEN THAT BAD AND LIKE WHAT IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED WHAT??? DID MY VARIAN RPING AND VAUNG MANUFEST INTO GETTING TS TOO??? I WANT TO BE COMFORTED GUYS WHAT ON EARTH

Tagging: @anonymousdarkfigure and @spiral-xd hoping yall get better but who knows

[heartlessdreams18]

I didnt get tagged but this was too funny not to share

tagging @echothescuglat @vexinghearts and @lostangelofthestars js incase you guys wish to participate :3

[echothescuglat]

...yeah okay. i guess. that's probably right maybe. < has ten million AUs where the whole point is to put J through the worst situations possible solely so i can have her be comforted and loved through it

i know you've already been tagged but uhhh @lostangelofthestars oh and @darkotorclash. i should do tag games more often

[darkotorclash]

(i think this is inaccurate..?)

open tags pretend i tagged moots but you dont have to

[saph-the-queer]

I win i got fluff

Uhhhh go tags:

@theweirdqueerthing @siffrininstarsandtime @siffrinsonionquiche and whoever else I'm too tired for thus

[theweirdqueerthing]

consensual but not safe or sane you're a little bit feral, but that's okay—you weren't socialised as a puppy. it's not your fault. you mean well!

I'd say this is pretty accurate-

@darkbananagirl00 @darkotorclash @bl0odwh0re @wh0rerf4n and uhh open tags!

[bl0odwh0re]

Idk what dead dove is but sure :3

Taggies :3

@artticfennec @zelovinit @eggchanisactuallyraylon @th3-s0l4rsyst3m @decomposedvqmpmutt @forgotten-sweet-muse +open tags

[th3-s0l4rsyst3m]

Um yeah makes since :3

@confessions0farottensena @emmch4nn @the-quietrapture @sleepyhead-angel @g0reybonez @sleepyyglitter @sleepy-sodazzz @izzydreams3 @dolledupcorpse @ask-the-azure-xd @r0tt1ngb0y @rotting-darling @canniballove9 @spac3-vinni3 @that14sian @dug-1233 @sleepyhead-ang @44rocketlaunchers @bittersweet--sys-2 + open tags :3

[dug-1233]

Damn 😭 I'm not that bad... Right? :( - stan

Open tags cuz we dunno who to tag.

[coyoteisroadkill]

Fuck yeah I am

you people do need to find some fucking whimsy.

open tags cause I can't think of anyone

[wickedcreepyote]

I mean yeah makes sense tbh

Open tags because anxiety and shit

[learn-how-to-love]

I am actually so confused and baffled as to what possible reason there is to react like this to this comic. All the artist is saying is that it’s… fine for trans people to be gender nonconforming? That it doesn’t make their identity less valid? Literally why would you be upset about this other than you’re a raging transphobic bigot. Much less making literal death threats towards the creator and directing others to harass them. Actually ghoulish, please report this post and get it taken down because this isn’t okay.

[suchanormalperson]

When you're expressing your NPD thoughts/behaviors to someone, but you're suddenly just hit with the urge to image control.

So you just immediately have to go "but yeah, I know that's irrational, and it's not my real thoughts. I know it's bad. I'm not actually like that, chat. Please believe me and don't think less/worse of me. I'm actually so cool and so self-aware which is Good. It all stays inside my head and I am Not Toxic or A Bad Person. Trust."

Bonus points if you're lying to some extent.

[wickedcreepyote]

"but you don't show any signs of NPD that I can tell!"

Yes, because self awareness and introspection are something I'm good at apparently. I don't show many external behaviors on the Internet because I am actively trying to be nice and be a Good Person™. This does not change the fact that I view other people as completely worthless at times, nor does it change the fact that I lack affective empathy, or the fact that I am EXTREMELY sensitive to criticism. And do not let the fact that I seem like a great person fool you, I can be extremely manipulative when I am upset, I have repeatedly gaslighted people I know simply because they made me angry or sad, or just challenged something I said and I got pissy. I am still working on being a better person to other people, and I am not perfect, my personality disorder genuinely makes it hard for me to socialize at times, but I am trying, and in retrospect I am glad to have friends and partners that don't tolerate my bullshit and call me out on it. And please remember that some people are good at masking, pretty please.

[wickedcreepyote]

I'm honestly tired of seeing posts that say "just push through school, it will get better!". It didn't have a chance to get better for me. I was throwing up and having acid reflux every day just from the stress of being there, as well as having anxiety attacks almost every other day. I ended up illegally dropping out because I just couldn't fucking take it anymore. My parents basically took everything from me to try to force me back but I'd had enough of that school. Those were the literal worst years of my life, spent being mocked, ridiculed, and abused. And for what? Trying to make friends? Being kind?

[dogpuppy]

[wickedcreepyote]

If your response to somebody telling you "hey I believe in (spiritual belief)!" is "how can I convince this person that they are experiencing psychosis and none of their experiences are real" then you are extremely disrespectful and need to change.

[brodincest]

is this fucking play about me

[shifterswolverine0]

This was fine, I learned a lot about myself that I didn't even know.

[wickedcreepyote]

i SWEAR I didn't choose the most extreme options for every question this is just what I ended up with 🙏

[hellish-undeath]

disabled people who do not directly "contribute" to society and need large amounts of care and resources to survive deserve not only to survive but to have comfort, stability, and fun within their lives while they do. no compromises.

[astronaut-offical]

Tag game idea :D

Your last 5 emojis describe your next day.

Here are mine;

🥺😱🥹💤✨️

I'm guessing it's going to be, somewhat okay??

Sorry for tagging again today, but yea;

@silly-little-arson-frog-offical @sandofficial @velzote-velhi-azote-nitrogen @snail-offical @apocalyptic-endings @czanea-vecg @darkness-offical @light-offical @constellations-offical @no-one-offical @the-one-and-only-p1per @nelly-rebellyyyyy @do-not-u-dare + anyone else, hehe :>

[nelly-rebellyyyyy]

Uii this is so cool :D ty for the tag 🫶

🫶🫂👍🧡😭

Ummm yeah ... Ig it will be fine because I'll meet friends? Or just interact with cool ppl, we support eachother, the friendship will be approved by an oracle and then we'll fight over math colours because my friend thinks it's orange but i still believe it's blue and then I'll cry ??? This makes absolutely no sense

@a-french-coconut, @coffee--spill, @evil-era, @vivaciousmessypixie, @apocalyptic-endings, @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m, @the-one-and-only-p1per, @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3, @7-eleven-offical, @sunsetdoesstuff, @siriuslyepicrunner4, @rosemelodyshah + everyone who wants to join 🫶

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Ty for the tag :)

🫶😭‼️😞😨

Oh alright then

Npt!!! @coffeestainedstars @laced-in-ruin @prosperoisadiva @thestarsshineevenwhenhidden @justainsanenobody @sorryilovejegulus @sophi-spilled @sonderingsometimes @riri-shark-in-perpetual-motion @whatonearthisgoingon @b4rtycr0uchjr-4k4-m3-4t3-ur-m0m @bartysgreenstripofhair + anyone else who wants to <33

[thestarsshineevenwhenhidden]

i acc don't use many emojis so i already know which ones I'm gonna end up with

✨💔❤️🥺🥰

ok wait nvm there's a very lovey vibe i wasn't expecting

@timdrakescaffeinesupplier @mairon-goth-minion @lilyandpad and anyone else<3

[poladroid]

okok don’t judge

👅🤣🙌👍😔

idk how to feel abt such a day. mostly positive i guess?

npt:  @fictionalsimp09 @kayylivesinchaos @look-a-gay @rainystarsx

@bibeantransbean @taleofapart-timepoet @lovelornloserboy @lesbian-disaster-tm

@bralnwashed @soupyloopyx @lesbian-disaster-tm @clodyghost @whydousernamesevenexist

@zsrntyouil @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can @aceofspades42

@cerulean-cries @cool-lesbian-is-here   @damsnackbar03 @kermit-the-fag-uwu @owls-can-read

@your-neighbourhood-antisocial @somewhat-of-a-disappointment @welp-i @spidermansballs @landofshazza

@ladymacbethisasmash @astarsmindd @janeiscompletelyfine +anyone else XD

[whydousernamesevenexist]

Thank you for the tag!!

😭😏😝🏳️‍🌈😽

I… gay and freaky while crying??

@suckerforrosekiller 🫀 @mintbecrazy @ragingmasochist (@thatisaloaf) @mairon-goth-minion @urfavsherlockholmeskinnie @imarson404 @moonymoom @productofaritual @mudkip-enthusiast18 @ravensncrowsx @forensic-b1tch-aiden @ashes-of-a-moon-crater @im-a-mess-of-a-person @uhhlifeig @athenalikethegoddess @berryzxx @kayylivesinchaos @motivationequaldead89 @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can @silence-between-seconds @mxed-salad-greens @moonyswarmsweaters @whysosiriushuh @insert-clever-username-1133 @marylily-my-beloved @winterpandafreak @lesbianlazyhouse @carrotsinnovember @n1xxi3 @give-me-a-username-plz @idk-what-to-put-here-123 @where-is-vivian @basicallyjustmuggleremuslupin @obsessedwith15deadwizards @derangedbookworm @shamelesswolfstarshipper @everyones-a-stxrfucker @myfavcharacterdidntdrown @chace-vito @roadkill111 @definitionoffuckup @sapphos-queer-kid @regulus-smith @marauding-almond @absolutelyflabbergasted @seekmemystar @kathryn-maraudersversion @daddysclownboy @anything-for-my-moony-1971

[ragingmasochist]

💫✨💔😏🔈

I get my heart broken by concussion whump (my one true love :[) and have loud freaky time to make it jealous and come back to me

@sublime-roadkill-eating-bastard @xx-slow-damage-xx @i-am-sobao @clemmies-here @papermuncher15 + anyone else who wants to join

[kris-stardust]

🫩😭😞💔👍

awful day but I accept it lmfao

@michealssexshop @niktokof @deciduowl

+anyone elsee

[niktokof]

🐎🐓🐔📠🫵

huh.

i think I'm gonna dream about something like this today.. weird. but acceptable.

@fatelosingitspatience @fated-fucked-future @grillthusiast @agendermarimba @harbinger-of-silly @beatrixie12 + anyone else who wants to join

[harbinger-of-silly]

😭😔😡☝️💔 I will be in deep emotional turmoil

@idk anyone who wants to join

[goldenbunny30]

💔👁🍪🥹😔 umm I’ll get my heart broken, I meet the ALL SEEING EYE, we eat cookies, I get happy tears, maybe my heart is healed???

@chaimydrink @a-very-humanyes @rice-w0lf @bubble-official @ovloppy @themicroweman

[ovloppy]

😔😭🥹😎✨

So I’m taking that as I’m super sad and then my day gets so much better and i get super confident and sparkly

Yep

@rainbowkessem @spectrexviiii @myfriendscallmeglados @xxxlasombramidnightxxx and open tags!

[myfriendscallmeglados]

✨💫👀😭🙃

Astroid or meteor or whatever hits the planet and everyone dies.

@prismaticwizardsoup @raynilikescats @do-not-u-dare @kale-of-the-forbidden-cities + open tags

[do-not-u-dare]

🔥😭🐝🥲🐐

A bee and a goat get burnt. I cry

[definitelyregulusblack]

🐈‍⬛🏳️‍🌈❤️♊️🎨

Idk what this means… gay cats.

@thedrowningstarxx @reggielovestoswim1979 @cyborgclone17 @wowthatsreallycrazy @moldybread48 @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @caravalxjurdan240 @void-exe2001 @kathrine-khoward-05ismerp + open tags!!!

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Ty for the tag :)

😊😨😭🤞🥹

Seems like I'll wake up happy, have a sad shock, make a promise and end the day hopeful

Npt!! @kissrosier @mlupinn @darknesswrappedinfallcolours @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @dontyoudarejudg3 @5tars-in-my-eyes @urfavsherlockholmeskinnie @ecklekecle @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @rara3swhimsy @emotional-traffic-cone @poetscherry @sspadfoot + anyone else who wants to <33

[dontyoudarejudg3]

🥺🥴🫥😏🪐

I shall beg, it will make me happy, then embarrassed, then I will see a cute girl and go to Saturn

WTH

@ididntprepareaname @viscountessnila @lov3ercomeover @ladymacbethisasmash @rara3swhimsy @callmegayandgrunge2 @sootandspine

[callmegayandgrunge2]

Heh thank uuuu

❤️🫡😂😭🥹

Well...um..sure??

@printer-reads-books-505 @nuclear-atm0sph3ar @gracie-is-confused @scattered9bones @scarecrow-jo3

[gracie-is-confused]

i dont have enough moots for this but ty for the taggg

💔😻😭❤️🐜

yeah.

open tags! i just wanted to reply 💔

[jadie-wavy-1320]

🫶🫰😁😝✨

Yeah, that's going to be interesting?😭

TAGS: @printer-reads-505 @sageberry-19 @mayawithany @in-a-bullets-embrace @evermoreemily @thatpigeongirl @scarecrow-jo3 @rainboop @shadowstar745 @joyconehead @cabin13winion + OPEN TAGS BC IM TO LAZY TO ADD MORE

[in-a-bullets-embrace]

😭✌️😔💀🎉

what could this POSSIBLY mean

npt: @candylorde @cranberry-branflakes @ghostofconnell @ina-cares @isawyourgreenhair @krow-offical @lightsabersandbluecookies @lynn-is-definitely-sane @st4ry3mi @tcmsofan @thecatboyknight-offical @tired-shipper @universe-city-2 @vanished159 + open tags!!

[isawyourgreenhair]

😔😭💔😍🤩

I think my day will get better towards the end?!😭

Npt: @who-me-never14 @beefyboffybethy @cleradin7 @future-muse @abithetheatrekid + open tags

[cleradin7]

😭🤞🕯️😢🫂

whatever tf is happening to me, I don’t think it’ll be good

maybe they’re happy tears? Idk i dont think we can make anything good out of this

tags: @el7the7wise @lycheeeejelly @figzzst4r @landofeternalsummer @crzytgther @viciousdeliciousketchup @alexaafterrain @alb4tr0ss-feather

[crzytgther]

HI TY FOR THE TAG! twin yours is just the plot of ytmhiws i'm crying

🥹😓🩷😭

okay yall this seems quite right

@itwasa-7 @purevanillakidbyers @ilovebylerandstonathan @everythingismadeofclouds @avysami @regvluscc @abbeybg @abbeybg2 @moonycleric @miwiheroes @fanfanwitchyaa96 @wolfstarsbetterrhanyou @bylerbean @lancefawn + anyone who wants to join :)

[fanfanwitchyaa96]

Thnx for the tag

😭🐦‍⬛👋🐾💔

Goodbye to the bird and the animals ig

@nuclear-atm0sph3ar @michaelqueerlerslipstares @thoraelrlffnem

[michaelqueerlerslipstares]

Tysm for the tag!

💔🧡✌🤣🔥

Uh... So uh... My red heart will be broken but will get better but duller. I will be laughing more and get dropped in a fire?

Tags: @funkopop547 @mj-rulesdaw0rld @sammiiiithedummest @notsowisenini

[funkopop547]

☀️💀🥀💔🇦🇹

I’m gonna die because I’m in the sun, my rose will die and Austria breaks up with me

YAY

And thanks for the tag Bibu

@yoursleepdemon @notsowisenini @nicointhecloset @pewe7777 @mj-rulesdaw0rld @sourcarmellia

[nicointhecloset]

😭🥀💔😡😔

Me when you call me enzo

@sammiiiithedummest @jazzering @sootstar22 @kweerdragon i got bored of tagging sorry

[funkopop547]

No way you said that

[toulooser]

🎶😭💛💙🤩

I'm gonna listen to music and cry and also be excited because it's byler day and the release day of Heartstopper volume 6 . Yeyy

@mikeandwillsweddingofficiant , @bigbackpaperback , @ilovebylerandstonathan , @quietghostygirl , @keisha-k01 , @randomlocalartist , @jadie-wavy-1320 , @stardragon25 + OPEN TAGS

[stardragon25]

Thanks for tagging me, @toulooser.

My emojis: 💀🏳️‍🌈😭😓🥱

Tags/Mutuals: @natpeezy, @biscuitcollective, @thegayoverlord2763, @raynilikescatslikescats, @charlotte0--0, @funky-demon2, @tinymoonpoetry, @jamesblackpotter, @multiverse-guardian, @friendly-neighbourhood-demonz, @zajef37, @shafickeithsworld, @leika-midorya, @shirestrawberry144, @byedisaster, @christan042, @ashes-of-a-giftedkid-burnout, @nasser-gaza, @marleebriarwell, @andimissmylovergirl, @fangedpeachess, @kirapjo0818, @lexi-arts, @franciscojavier2325, @venusloveprincess, @nobledemonpantheon, @random-indian-girl, @certifiedusahanastan, @littlefirefly42, @xxvincentxkaixx, @aryuukuu4926, @menzraa, @jenna-ortega-private, @alternatemalternat, @emmabossblog, @honey-4-ur-honey, @circesnymph57, @bulletzdrakon, @equallyliquidheretic, @touloser, @tasamactorh, @mistress-cyn89, @sandrasalive, @timx1989, @frankensteinlyko, @cpt-stumpy-stumpy, @symylol, @willinglyinsaneheart, @reapeatedlywiseemperor, and @monica-trans

[biscuitcollective]

🐍🍼🧸🎒🦝

i (thats my tag) am going to receive a backpack containing a teddy bear from a raccoon????

too lazy to tag people whoever wants to can go next

[coyoteisroadkill]

🍎👈🚭👉👎

????

Open tags, I don't feel like tagging anyone

[wickedcreepyote]

💜🐾🫩🤞🔪

Okay so that's like... A lot to unpack

My favorite heart emoji, so a lot of love or happiness, then the paw print emoji so something nonhuman related? Then the exhaustion face which is like... Okay, I feel like that all the time, genuinely, I have chronic fatigue. The fingers crossed emoji (I don't even use it bro), which is usually a hope for good luck type thing which is concerning considering the knife emoji next to it 😭

Not gonna tag people but moots get in on this shit

[wickedcreepyote]

Hey, talking in my confessional tag again.

My personal experiences with trauma growing up was a mix of bullying, physical + emotional abuse at home, and, later, being sexually abused by multiple people.

I found that hiding and wrapping myself right under my blanket always calmed me down, and made me feel safe. Even when I was having terrible schizophrenic episodes, ones where I felt there things were standing above me and peering down menacingly.

Even now I have to cover my head with the blanket at night to sleep or else I'm extremely uncomfortable. But there was also another issue, and it still persists, sometimes being under the covers isn't enough. Sometimes I need tight walls around me to keep me calm, I try to use my blanket to do this but it's just not enough sometimes.

I used to have a bed tent, but that would not work in this situation as my bed is positioned in such a way with furniture around it where if I set it up, it would inhibit my ability to access my bed. It was also very easy to overheat inside of due to it being thick fabric and I already overheat in my room due to my PC running as well as hot flashes caused by my intersex variation.

So my solution to this is to use a 54 inch heavy duty wire dog cage, it is breathable and it would be large enough for me to fit into but not too large. It is also species affirming. But currently it is just a dream considering the fact that my family is somewhere close to lower class and lower middle class, and the closest cage to my size costs around $200. So yeah fuck me I guess.

[wickedcreepyote]

I genuinely feel like even if I was bleeding out and dying, my dad would still say shit like "why haven't you gotten the trash out of your room! I know you can do it". Father. You are not motivating me. You are making me overwhelmingly fucking angry. And when I try to communicate that my chest hurts and I'm just sitting down for a second, what does he say? "You're fine, get a move on".... Like yeah sure, the person that couldn't even show up to my birth (let alone be genuinely present for the first 6-7 years of my life) because he was too busy arguing with his (currently ex) wife because he got my mom pregnant actually knows how I feel. Yeah sure you know how I feel despite trying to take everything I care about away the moment I upset you.

[redstonedust]

im a simple man i like when things are shaped like other things. stool shaped like a mushroom. pillows shaped like fruit. salt and pepper shaker shaped like two friends hugging. in my ideal world i will have a house stocked entirely with novelty objects shaped like other objects and it will be beautiful.

[thisisexorsexism]

not an experience but this tik tok

this is exorsexism

[shifterswolverine0]

Cleaning bones and getting maceration water on your body feels almost romantic in a way, it feels like I'm closer to the Dead and to the animal that I clean the bones of.