Soooooo let’s all take a moment to appreciate their existence

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Game Changer & Make Some Noise

Jimmy Eat World

oozey mess

izzy's playlists!
d e v o n

bliss lane
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hello vonnie

blake kathryn
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Cookie Run:Kingdom Official!

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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"

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@xrileyxfarklex
Soooooo let’s all take a moment to appreciate their existence
Reblog
reblog this post if you started to watch Girl Meets world for Cory and Topanga
reblog this post if you still watch Girl meets world because you have fallen in love with the character
reblog if you are not ashamed to watch the show for both reason
Reblog with the first gif that comes up without searching for anything
I like mine lol though Idk who that is
OMG that is Dave Mustaine from Megadeath nice
It’s from Steven Universe and
What is this?! 😄😄
This is adorable
ALL THE COMMENTS ARE GONE BUT HEY ITS BACK
gotta get those comments back
YOU👏🏽 AREN’T 👏🏽 A👏🏽 REAL 👏🏽 FAN 👏🏽 IF 👏🏽YOU👏🏽 HAVEN’T 👏🏽 REBLOGGED 👏🏽 THIS 👏🏽
wow shit this ones short
10,000 NOTES??!!!!
THIS IS A TRADITION. EVERYTIME. YOU. JUST. DO. IT.
holy shit
Bruh
WHERE DID ALL THE COMMENTS GO
STARTING A NEW CHAIN
🐋 🦄 accurate
😘😓lmao tru
😩👌🏼 OOF YOU RIGHT
🤔🌠incredible
👀😍 you right
😻🙌🏾lmao…I don't know what to think of this
that same anon just sent me ketchup 15 times what did i do to deserve this
AS SOON AS I REBLOGGED IT SOMEONE SEND ME PIZZA AND MY FRIEND WHO ALSO REBLOGGED THIS GOT APPLE PIE 15 TIMES
IS THIS A MOTHERFUCKING CURSE
i’m gonna
this is not okay
UM
i WASNT EVEN EXPECTING ANYTHING WHAT IS THIS
so far i’ve gotten penut butter, julius caesar, and dicks
my body is ready
I got 100 potatoes
seriously though, i didn’t think it would happen. it did. i don’t know how to feel about this…
maybe it’ll be nice to get something in my ask box for once…
WTF I REBLOGGED THIS AND TWO MINUTES LATER I GOT TEN “flipflop"S IN MY ASK WHAT THIS IS GREAT
WAIT WTF IS GOING ON SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME!!!!
It’s real!!
I’m laughing so hard
I’m ready fight me
I still wont get shit I’m not afraid
last time i got apple lmao
I GOT CREAMPIE IN MY INBOX WTF
I literally fucking reblogged this not that long ago just because I thought it was funny and got 5 anonymous messages with just root beer. This post is one post that I can confirm fucking works!
Meh, it might be interesting to see what happens. I’ll reblog this, feed the cats, eat breakfast, and then we’ll see what’s up when I get back.
im kind of scared
GUYS GUYS GUYS
@bubblegumdrop1 explain
I ready.
I’m ready
i dont know what i was expecting, but not this… xDD
This won’t work but whatever you gotta try
Holy fuck it worked
What the….. I don’t even like quinoa
this isn’t gonna work wtf it never works for me
@avengingdemons
Remember this? Our origin story?
Idk abt this m8
the last time i reblogged this i got WINDOW in my inbox 19 times
Last time I reblobed I got 26 onions
Last time I reblogged this, I didn’t get anything in my inbox. Maybe this time I will ://
Just gonna try?
Why not
LOL NOBODY FOLLOWS ME EHEHEHEHE *hides under aunties couch, shoves cat and smol cousin out of the way for their spot*
I GOT SEVEN “beet”
Let’s try it…
Bing it on.
I’m fucking crying. Thank you anon who sent me all those oranges.
Oh boy here we go
Last time I reblogged this I got 15 milks XD
what even?
roflmao *reblogs* COME AT ME bRETHEREN/SISTERS/NONBINARIES/ECT/OMGIDC
This post is gold XD
What is this XD
limme try it looks weird XD
I wonder what will happen .3.
Come at me losers :v
>:V COME AT ME SCRUBLORDS
Lil anon…
Spam me with junk!
*waits for an empty ask box*
I call shenanigans.
OTP Prompt List
1)“There’s a bug in your room, and you want me to get it;but not kill it!”
2)“You’re afraid that you’ll lose me in big crowds so you always hold my hand, but now you just hold my hand when there’s only, like, five people around. Hmmm very suspicious.“
3)“I can always hear you singing, so I decided to sing the song with you.”
4)“They still got my request right”
5)“Why is it that every time you walk into the room I smile like its the first time I seen fireworks go off.”
6)“We never discussed this!!!“
7)“I thought I should meet the person who does silly dances when they thought no one was watching. ”
8)"You come in my cafe, so often I know your order by heart.”
9)“But I don’t want to go to the dentist.”
10)“NO I WANT THE MARKER!”
11)“Oh, so you think your pancakes are better than mine? Okay then let’s have a competition.”
12)“You have never seen a horror movie before?”
13)“I’m practically dating a child.”
14)“I didn’t think I would actually find you,”
15)“Did it work because I found this on the Internet, so I wanted to try it to see if it would actually work.”
Anorexia Part 3||Riarkle AU
It was another morning day, but this time I still felt tired I didn't have that burst of energy I had in the mornings. I got ready for school, and waited for Maya to come. Instead of going down to eat breakfast I laid down in bed. Maybe a little nap wouldn't hurt before I went to school.
Out of nowhere I was falling. It was the weird kind of falling though. I felt myself falling, but my eyes were closed. Not knowing what was going to happen next my whole body jerks awake from my nap. As that happened I heard someone stumble back a bit. I looked around and saw all my friends looking at me. I then realized I was breathing really heavy, so I try to calm it down.
Maya asked,"Riles are you okay?"
"Yea what were you dreaming about for you to breath heavy," Lucas spoken.
I replied, "I was falling in my dream. What does that mean?"
"Well it depends on what happened. Were you falling from the sky, pushed, stumbled as you walked, jumping without a parachute, or did you jerk awake," Farkle mentioned.
I stated,"I jerked awake. I didn't know how I started falling I just was."
"You have experienced a out of body, but it came back which jolt you into experiencing re-entry into the physical realm," Smackle pointed out.(All credit goes to the website where I found this information.)
I declared, "You know what it doesn't matter lets just go to school okay." We all walked out and went to school.
The day was good and dandy as of right now. The classes were still boring though, but I guess you could at the day was okay. I thought that to until I got a text. Thinking it was from a friend it wasn't. It was a hateful text. I thought they died down? What did I do to get these and why am I getting these? I felt my eyes water up, but I held them back and walked to my fathers class when I heard the bell rang.
I sat down with my friends and heard the bell ring again for class to start. When class started I couldn't focus for some reason. I looked around the room and saw people talking, laughing, and whispering it looked like it was directed towards me. I turned back around and tried to focus on what my dad was teaching. The whispers and laughters started getting louder and louder in my head. I couldn't take it anymore, so I ran out of class not listening to the people who were calling my name. I ran all the way to the bathroom.
I was crying my eyes out under the sink. I knew that once I go out of this bathroom all my friends and family would start questioning me. I was just thinking and thinking until I heard footsteps coming to the bathroom. I got up and turned the knob on the sink. I splashed water on my face and dried it off with toilet paper, so it doesn't look like it cried. The person was Maya.
Maya told me, "Riley what happened over there. Farkle and I were trying to call you, but you ran off."
I asked,"Dis Farkle come with you?"
"Yea he is, but what's wrong Riles," Maya said.
"I don't want to talk about this Maya. I just want to be alone please" I remarked. I walked out and saw Farkle right next to the door, but I didn't say anything I just kept walking. I didn't get very far since Farkle grabbed my hand.
"Riley please tell what's wrong. And why do you look pale?" Farkle babbled.
I mumbled,"Farkle I just want to be alone okay."
Farkle vocalized, "No not until you tell me what's wrong"
"Farkle I need to be alone from you, Maya, and the rest of the gang. If you want to help me then you would let me be alone," I exclaimed. As soon as I walked away the bell rang.
The rest of the day wasn't so good. I felt bad about what I did, but I just need to be alone. At least tomorrow would be a new day.
In the morning I didn't feel so good. I felt so cold, and my head was hot that I stayed under my sheets and called my parents. When they came I told them I didn't feel so well they checked my head. When they felt it both of my parents told me that I wasn't going to school today and I to get some rest.
I was about to go to sleep, but I heard a know on my bay window. I got up and opened it to see Farkle. I went back to lay down on bed. Both of us didn't say anything, so I just went to sleep. When I woke up he was still there.
"Your still here? I thought you were going to go to school," I yawned.
Farkle insisted,"I thought I could take care of you since you don't feel well. Are you hungry? Do you want me to get you something to eat?
"No I'm not hungry," I answered.
"Riley I saw your phone, and I saw text messages that was mean. Is that what has been happening Riley? Why couldn't you tell us or me especially you know I'll always be there do you," Farkle spoke.
I expressed,"I know I just didn't want to involve you. Let's go downstairs and watch Empire Strikes Back oh and I'll make you a sandwich"
"Okay ill put the movie on," Farkle implied.
I was glad that he didn't make to much of a big deal. I guess since I don't feel well, but I'm still glad. As I was down making Farkles sandwich I got dizzy. Everything became blurry and I fell on the floor. Before Farkle can get to me I blacked it wondering what's going to happen next.
what the fuck. theres not even a fucking joke here. its just the fucking alphabet. i was expecting some kind of fucking meme like “gun” or “john cena” or something like that but no its just the fucking alphabet. here. on tumblr.com. 26 users just fucking banded together to write the alphabet. what the fuck, man.
I think the update broke them, and almost everyone else.
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69 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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72 …..why not….making the best out of this sad situation
73… I got so angry at this post I had to reblog it and continue
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91 (last time this was on my dash we were up to 36)
93 (this makes the third time I’ve added)
99
100 (why do I feel so angry??)
102
105 (my lucky number!)
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119 (but froot on itunes)
Nobody bye-bye? Everybody whoop-see-woo?
Lol I just laughed at this and it makes me happy so I’m posting it!
your 12th emoji is how you'll die
🤓.
what
I will die like :🎨
…how? Will I be stabbed by a paint brush or die because I have no talent
😐 I guess I’m leaving the earth because I annoyed myself to death…
😭 well then I died from crying..
Hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahah omg Someone said that Riley was immature because she sings about brushing her hair and sings into her hairbrush!
I don’t know about you but I am 21 and I still do that!
In fact I pretend that I am a famous singer and sing in the bathroom! So if you think Riley is immature what does that make me?
Hahahaha man So many people find the stupidest reason to hate on Riley!
Honestly
They will never let her live. They sang in HSM let the girl sing about brushing her hair. It’s adorable.
And they sang and danced until senior year. Leave the girl alone. My goodness
Honestly if you haven’t sang into your hairbrush at least once, you are doing life wrong
I sing any chance I get tbh. They are lyin to themselves if they haven’t done that. Especially with Duets…Hell, I put on a show
I give a full on concert hahahahah
I think the problem is they don’t understand Fun. I’m older but anytime A Disney Musical comes on I am Singing and Dancing my ass off and no one can stop me
AMEN Anytime I hear Disney this is me
I still know every move from HSM, Cheetah Girls, TBM…They just don’t get us
We will just start our own Disney sing along party with Riley!!
LET THE PARTY BEGIN!!!
DANCE OFF!!!!
LOL How many people do you think are annoyed with how long this post is getting…I’m sorry. But also
DANCE!
I DON’T have a care in the world…I AM DANCING! Everyone come and join Hahaha ily everyone
Feel free to join in on the Dance Party
I LOVE THIS POST OMG
YAAAAY! Someone else for the Dance Party
This Queen dances all the time, why shouldn’t Queen Row?? 👑👑
I mean if the Queen does it, it must be right
I’m here to appreciate my angel bean Riley and Feminist icon Rowan.
I’m pretty sure we’re gonna run outta GIFs soon . Oh Well. Come on Join or Dance
Wait wait, I wanna play!
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH SINGING INTO YOUR HAIRBRUSH! Let the girl have some fun!! PARTYYYY!!!!!!
I’m joining!
Omg it’s still going!? YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAY
Love this post!
This is a different version than the one before so I’ll dance again!
This post has gotten waaay out of hand…I LOVE IT!!!
Could you explain more of how you think the riarkle "campfire scene" would go? I would love for that to happen, but if it does, then what about all the episodes after that that will have so little interaction between them?
Yes! I totally can.
My current theory is that ski lodge one is going to have a Riarkle moment a la the Lucaya campfire moment from Texas 2. Obviously it won’t actually be at a campfire.
I have no idea where they’ll be (I have a feeling it’s outside though) and obviously I’m not psychic so I don’t know what words they’ll use or what will actually go down but there are a few beats I think they’ll hit:
1) Farkle and Riley both have an OMG moment during which they realize there is an attraction/something deeper going on between them. A lot of people think Farkle already knows he has big boy feelings for Riley but I don’t think he does, to be honest. Lucas is fairly clueless that his feelings for Maya are vastly different than his feelings for Riley and I think the same can easily be said for Farkle re: his feelings for Riley vs his feelings for Smackle. They’ve been playing Riarkle up A LOT since STEM/late season 2 (STEM, NY, Texas 3) and even more so this season (him coming to Topanga’s in HS 1, their solo scene in PR, the volcano stuff in TM (the TM stuff is subtler, to be fair). It reads to me like a repeat of the slow Lucaya build up over season two. So it definitely hits the square dance theory that @theowldetective has.
Let’s say that the writers don’t want to be that bold in ski lodge 1, at least one of them has this moment. If that’s the case all my money is on Riley being the one to have it. Why, you ask? Well, both Lucas and Maya blatantly have struggled with “loving two people” (Couples Game throwback). Riley hasn’t. If Riley is eventually going to grow as a result of this arc (I think we can all agree that she hasn’t learned anything yet and I doubt finally getting together with Lucas is going to teach her a valuable life lesson) she needs to experience this. It seems like a good time for her to realize her Farkle feels. Maybe she doesn’t figure out the extent of them, but she will definitely have an a ha moment (hormonal telegram).
2) Depending on whether it’s one of them or both of them (and if you’re asking me to pick I would say it will be both of them), one or both will put whatever epiphany they just had aside because the other’s happiness is what is most important. These kids are being driven by their flaws throughout this entire arc. Riley Insecure Matthews and Farkle I Am A Nothing Minkus are not going to go from this moment (I have no doubt that it will be something that clearly requires individual reactions and not a kiss) to thinking the other one feels the same way. Riley and Farkle are the two who actually are good at talking but…dramatic irony they won’t be able to do that in this moment. They’ll convince themselves it was nothing, they dreamed it, there’s no way the other one is feeling the same thing.
3) They’ll go on to actually encourage each other and support each other. Riley will reinforce Farkle’s relationship with Smackle and Farkle will reassure Riley that Lucas is everything she wants and deserves.
Now the orange maple leaf is undoubtedly a Farkle symbol. Does it play into this moment? Most likely. The question is how. What I DO NOT think will happen is Farkle giving the leaf to Riley in a special moment and her turning around and re-gifting it to Lucas. I think that Riley either picked it up where she and Farkle had their moment as a keepsake and her giving it to Lucas is her way of saying this her special moment instead of what happened with Farkle? Idk. Like I said I’m not MJ and details aren’t my strength.
Now. If you need more hope that Riarkle may have a moment in Ski Lodge 1 (and remember: THIS IS NOT CONFIRMED IT IS CONJECTURE), I would say that Riley talking about how she and Maya will have several boyfriends and Lucas and Josh are only their first boyfriends as a BIG clue. Only a few episodes before (Jexica), Riley clearly thought she was going to marry Lucas. How did Riley Eight Year Lucas Plan Matthews go from marrying him in Jexica to thinking she’ll date other guys in Ski Lodge 2?!?? Something happened to change her perspective and it makes sense that that something would be realizing something about the boy she’s been having higher and higher key moments with. Also, Ethan tells FARKLE that all Riley talked about during their all nighter was “you guys”. Huh? Take this to mean the whole clique six or take it to mean Lucas and Farkle. We won’t know until we see both episodes. It’s still a 🤔 line.
Side note: Ethan is a mischief maker so I wouldn’t be surprised if he picks up on some Riarkle vibes and plots to have them alone/manufactures a moment. Though idk how’d they’d have time for that AND I think the moment needs to be natural and authentic and catalyzed by Riley and Farkle and only Riley and Farkle. Maybe his line to Farkle about only wanting to talk about “you guys” is his way of stirring the Riarkle pot.
Side note two: Ethan basically takes credit for Riley and Lucas getting together. In GM Hollyworld, we hear a lot about authenticity. Regardless of any Riarkle moment, I think it’s interesting that in both New World AND Ski Lodge 2, Rilucas getting together is anything but authentic. Fight me on this if you want and maybe I’ll change my mind after I see Ski Lodge 2 put together, but Lucas had a lot of pushes either way. I don’t want those kinds of machinations anywhere near Riarkle (or any other couple meant to last).
Okay, so as for Riarkle having “very little interaction on the episodes after them”, I have five words for you: THEY ARE BOTH IN RELATIONSHIPS. Neither Riley nor Farkle is a bad person. They aren’t jerks. They certainly aren’t cheaters. They are both going to be pushing what happened between them so far out of their minds (trying to anyway).
Does it always succeed? No it doesn’t. Let me direct you to GM Bear, in which Farkle acts much more like Riley’s boyfriend than Lucas does. Let me direct you again to GM Great Lady of NY, in which there is an epically long Riarkle hug. There’s a very sweet and meaningful interaction between them in GM A Christmas Maya too.
In terms of solo scenes, I actually think the fact that there are no solo Riarkle scenes after ski lodge actually further the hypothesis that things go down similarly to what I’ve put forth. If they do happen like that, they will definitely be avoiding being along because they won’t want things to get weird.
Sorry this is insanely long. If you have any follow ups or clarifications, please feel free to ask!
Hmm 😉😉
Anorexia Part 2||Riarkle Fanfic
I don't know how many parts this is going to have, but here is the second part. Riarkle is going to come up soon for those who were wondering, and Lucas and Maya are dating in this for the people who ship Lucaya. If you guys have any ideas for me to write prompts about your ship or even just about friendship you can message me.
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Auggie, my mom, my dad, and I sat at the table eating mashed potatoes and pasta, but I asked if I could excuse myself to my room because I have to study for my science test. Thank goodness they let me. As soon as I was in my room I put my food out my window, but saving my plate to make it look like I ate. After that, I was figuring out a plan on what to say if anybody was to ask me,”Riley are you okay you look pale.” Or “ Have you been eating lately cause you look really skinny and not the good kind.” Or “Riley have been getting a lot of sleep.” As soon as it seemed like a hour I went downstairs to put my plate away, and went to go to bed. Tomorrow will be a new day……hopefully.
My alarm clock went off and played my favorite song(put your favorite song here) because other than that I would probably be grumpy. To start the day off I put on my favorite pair of dark blue overalls, with a magenta T-Shirt,with black converse low top sneaker, with a magenta choker necklace, and I did my hair in a ponytail. As soon I was done Maya came in.
“Alright let's go honey because I'm Hungry for whatever your mom is cooking and I want to go see huckleber...ry. Riles are you okay because you have bags under your eyes. Did you get enough sleep yesterday honey?” Maya asked.
Riley replied,” Yes peaches I just stayed up kinda late because I was studying.”
“Okay well let's go then,” Maya commented.
Maya and I went to go eat breakfast. I didn't get anything, but my mom did ask me why, and that I need to eat something since breakfast is an important meal of the day. All I told her was I'm not hungry and if I do I will get something from the cafeteria. After all that we went off to school.
When we got to school Maya went to go to Lucas which I was fine with because she usually does, same thing goes with everybody else in the group. They're always gone doing something else without me. I felt lonely every time it happens, but I never tell them because I don't want to cause anything. I would different things. For example, I would go to the library, go to the bathroom if I started tearing up, or just hangout in the cafeteria. They do say sorry once they realize, but all I would say to them is it's okay.
I heard my phone vibrate in the pocket of my backpack. I got it out and looked what it said. What it said was,”Maya is probably getting tired of you since she is hanging out with Lucas more, but who can blame her.” I cried, but I wiped them away. I kept telling myself that wasn't true, but my mind came back to that one question I had,”Could this be true?”
“Hey Riley. Woah Riley have you been crying. What happened, is everything okay?” Farkle worried.
“Oh um yeah I'm okay I was just yawning nothing happened.” I stated.
“We don't lie to each other Riley.” He declared
I replied,” I'm okay Farkle.” We just kept staring at each other intensely, but we broke out of our trance when the bell rang letting us know school started. I knew Farkle was not going to drop this and he will try to figure out if something is wrong with me.
It came to lunch, but I knew Maya would probably say something if I didn't eat, so we sat at the table and I told them I was going to the library. They all said okay except Farkle he just kept looking at me, but he then said okay. Instead of going to the library I went to the bathroom and cried. I want to ask Maya if she is getting tired of me, but it's better to not cause conflict. I only cried for a little bit then cleaned my face with water to remove any signs that I was crying. I walked out of the bathroom and just walked around the school. I felt really hungry, but I had to fight through it. The bell rang and off I went to my next class.
School was over and I walked home with Maya. We sat at the bay window talking about some things like Farkle, Lucas, Spanish test, and other things. When it was time for dinner I didn't eat. I saw Maya look at me weird.
"Riles are you going to eat because you didn't eat breakfast and lunch today,"Maya pointed out.
"WHAT! Riley you need to eat!"my mom, Topanga scolded.
"Yea what's wrong sweetie,"my dad, Cory remarked.
I replied,"Nothing is wrong I'll prove it to you right now." I started eating what was in my plate which was chicken, bacon, and white rice.
"See nothing is wrong,"I mentioned.
"Okay well I should get going see you tomorrow Riles," Maya said.
"Okay peaches, and I'm going to go to my room, I'm really tired okay goodnight," I told them.
My parent and Auggie said in unison,"Goodnight."
Before I went to my room;I went to the bathroom. I put the toilet seat up and knelled down. I was trying to make myself puke, so I have nothing in my stomach since I ate. After I was down I flushed the toilet and washed my face. As soon as I went to my room I climbed in bed and thought this is going to be tougher than I thought.
Anorexia Part 1 || Riarkle Fanfic
This is my first time writing a Fanfic, so I'm sorry if it doesn't turn out good or you might not like it, but I tried my best, and I really wanted to write a fanfic about Riley going through a disorder because she is still being bullied, but nobody knows until something happens to her. For who doesn't know what anorexia is it is an eating disorder that usually happens to mostly females that fear of being overweight. I wanted to do this kind of topic because it is very important because it is common, but other than that I hope you enjoy this fanfic.
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"Hi I'm Riley, and I came here to talk to you to move on from something in my past," declared Riley.
"Well I'm Mrs. Gale, so let's get started shall we. What are you trying to move on from Riley?" Replied the therapist.
"When I had anorexia," Riley exclaimed.
"Would you like to start from the beginning?" Mrs. Gale said.
"Yes please. It was Tuesday morning," Riley spoken.
//FLASHBACK\\
It was almost time to go to my dad’s class, but I stopped at my locker to get some of my books. I heard my phone ring letting me know I got a text message. I was to scared to look at my phone because I already knew what it was going to be and what it was going to probably say, but I looked anyways. Won't you look at that I was right. It ended up being a hurtful text message from anonymous people. It would always say, “I don't understand why you have friends because you're ugly and fat.” Or “You are so fat that nobody will ever love you.” Or even “You only have friends because they feel sorry for you.” I just kept looking at those messages until I was snapped out of my trance when the bell rang to go to class.
I took my seat in my original spot next Farkle. I had gotten over my crush over Lucas. I finally realized I love Farkle, but I haven't told him yet. The only one who knows that I like Farkle is Maya. She thinks I should tell him, but I told her I wasn't ready just yet.
I didn't really pay attention to what my dad was teaching at all. All I could think about was those texts I have been receiving for the past 2 weeks. I wondered why was I getting hate, why does nobody really like me, and most importantly what did I ever do to get those texts.
“Riley.”
I just kept thinking
“Riley.”
And thinking
“Riley!”
And thinking
“RILEY!”
“Huh what? Oh hey guys,” I said.
“Riley are you okay because Farkle kept saying your name, but you never replied like you were thinking very hard on something. Is everything alright?” Maya said worried.
“Yea I was just thinking about that science text in a few days,” I stated with a smile that was fake, but hopefully looked real to them.
“Oh well I bet you will do great Riley,” Lucas mentioned.
“Thanks well let's go to lunch now shall we,” I replied.
Zay commented,”Yes about time I'm starving.”
“I know right,” Maya remarked. Both Maya and Zay did their handshake and when they were done we walked off to lunch. Farkle looked at me for a second, but said nothing. I was hoping he bought it. Which I think he did. I've been getting better at lying since I asked Maya to help me.
My phone ringed again. I looked and this time it said,”You need to start losing weight since you're fat.” I put my phone back in my pocket and sat at the table with my friends. I didn't feel like getting any food. My friends asked me if I was going to get something, but I told them I was not really hungry.
The rest of the day was boring especially since I didn't have a couple of classes with my friends. I walked home and sat at the bay window and my phone just kept ringing and ringing with texts, but I didn't look. All I could think about was the texts that are mostly about me being fat. I finally got up and look at my mirror and started look at my size. I turned sideways just looking at stomach and thinking, “Am I really fat.” After having debates in my mind saying that I'm fat/I'm not fat. I have finally convinced myself that I am fat and decided to not eat for a couple of days until I look skinny.
“Riley dinner is ready!” Cory shouted. Today will be the day I stopped eating to be skinny again.
my heart is fragile. be soft with me.
my heart is iron. be hard with me.
my heart is insecure. be patient with me.
my heart is yours. do what you will with me.
my heart is foolish. don’t make fun of me.
my heart is quiet. don’t yell at me.
My heart is mine. And I’ll protect it.
my heart is tired. give it a rest.
my heart is day-dreaming. keep me down to earth.
My heart is angry. Don’t mess with me.
My heart is trapped. Set it free.
My heart is hesitant. Don’t pressure me.
My heart is empty. Fill the void.
my heart is sinking. please help me float.
my heart is numb. please help me feel.
My heart is lost. Please help me find it.
My heart is breaking. Please help me save it.
My heart is shy. Please make it confident.
Forget Me Not - Part 1 || Riarkle
( inspired by this — @lamentatios ) I might make an actual fanfic our of this. BEFORE YOU GET ALL ANTI ON ME, the Rucas is only in the beginning – it will be Riarkle. This is only the first part aka the beginning so — yeah. This also takes place in sort of a weird universe, my gmw universe. They’re juniors, Lucas and Riley are currently dating, as are Zay and Maya. Farkle is single, he and Smackle broke up after Smackle advanced so far in her classes she graduated early and is now attending school in England. I’m sorry if some of the facts of how a Hospital works aren’t correct, I’m writing this as it comes to me.
It wasn’t Maya’s fault, it was the drunk dumbass who swerved into their lane’s fault, but she couldn’t help but feel guilty. She had been the one driving, Riley was in the passenger seat talking to Lucas on the phone. It all happened so fast. One second the blonde was yelling HA-HURR over the loud music blasting from the radio, then suddenly they were on the side of the road. The car had flipped and was on it’s side, Riley’s end on the ground. She blacked out and woke up sometime later in the Hospital with only a few small cuts and a broken arm.
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