Ryo

Just here...doing nothing || Genderfluid || Minor

[ryo-aspen]

I'm Ryo or Aspen

I'm a minor so don't be weird

I'm queer. I like cats and Hilda

*update I like the Magnus Archives as well

[ryo-aspen]

Here's to the Lezzies

Here's to the lezzies.

To the women who love someone out of the norm.

Here's to the men, who felt the need to say that to me and my friend who were just walking past. Jeering, laughing to our faces.

Here's to my friend, who talked back,

Here's to every angry woman out there. Who won't take this treatment lying down.

Who stand up when they can.

Here's to the women who died defending themselves.

And fuck you, to the men who did it.

Because they were bigger and stronger and had enough hate in their hearts to do it.

Here's to the Lezzies, here's to the women who went outside of the patriachal norm, and here's to the women who couldn't.

[ryo-aspen]

My friend wants to leave this town.

Our town.

As soon as she gets out of college she's leaving.

She'll cut all ties with anyone who isn't her closest.

If she leaves, I think I'll leave.

Not with her though.

I don't want to miss out on the world.

I want to see everything,

Meet everyone,

Get drunk with strangers,

I want to experience life,

Be reckless and wait for the consequences to catch up.

It'll be fun.

[ryo-aspen]

When the gang is fighting so you can't ask them all to hangout. So you have to ask individuals but you really just want to hang out with all of them.

[ryo-aspen]

My friend asked me what university I want to go to. And I was like: shit. idk.

I mean its years away, but still. They have their life figured out. Doing extra courses. And mostly mentally stable.

And now I'm in a slight spiral about my future and with my luck I'll end up being a waiter somewhere (respect to waiters btw) for the rest of my life. I'm tired, angry and so fucking hopeful of what's to come.

I don't want to be someone big, known everywhere, I just want to live a life with a good community to support me, and I support them.

I want to live somewhere ik no one and then meet all these people, grow old somewhere and become a cryptid. Currently my life feels like a mess, last week I cried everyday for something as small as my brother taking my keys. Being asked to put away the dishes. I've got my fucking period. Something I thought I could finally get rid of. And now I want to cry again. Also this morning I cried because of birdsong.

[ryo-aspen]

"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable." Art is emotion put into words, drawings, paintings, craft and too many others. To be art it must have emotion, it cannot be created without soul. Art is many different things, but it should always be made with a purpose. Whether the purpose was to simply pass the time or to create something for yourself.

[ryo-aspen]

My formulas to social interaction with some of the public

Asking for something in stores: "Excuse me, do you know where the (thing you want) is? Thank you." (if you have a screenshot of what you want that is helpful)

Going to the doctors: "Hi, appointment for (full name)? Thank you."

Talking to the doctor: "I've got (number) of things I'd like to talk about."

Signing out from school: "Hi, (reason for signing out). My name is (full name)."

[heartattackinblackdye]

why is it so hip and cool to say the r slur now last i checked it was a Slur 😐

[ryo-aspen]

No, because that's true. I hate that word, not only for its history but the way its used so flippantly by people who aren't disabled. (and also my personal history with the word) One of my best friends used it, not even knowing the meaning of the r slur. Safe to say they'll never use that word again.

[ryo-aspen]

when I get wrinkles I hope the smile lines equate to the frown lines. because life isn't 1 emotion, we feel all of them and I want it to be seen. I don't want the proof of my face to be only happiness cos that is not who I am.

[ryo-aspen]

i want a character that's angry. always angry. someone who isn't ashamed of their anger, who doesn't try to hide it. I want a character that's unapologetic. a character that's kind, but firm. one that won't stand for stupidity, unafraid of confrontation. one that doesn't feel guilty about people they didn't kill.

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[queer-enby-cat01123]

When someone in a book (especially an older detective story) goes to bed with a fully loaded gun under their pillow, it confuses me a bit… surely that can’t be comfortable? Like, I understand the fear-for-your-life part, but how on earth do they even get to sleep?

[ryo-aspen]

i would put it under the pillow next to me if I had a bigger bed. Or you just have lots of pillows.

[ryo-aspen]

sometimes I look in the mirror and go: "Dayum am I hot or what?"

other times I just go

[fruitviking]

Can we stop with the character development. Where's my beach episode.

[ryo-aspen]

Update: I did not in fact make brownies because I was too sick.

[ryo-aspen]

ughhhhhh I hate being sick. I COULDVE GONE TO THE FRICKING MARKET BUT NOOOOOO, THE UNIVERSE SAID HAHA BET. Also today is my last chance to see my aunt and uncle before not seeing them for half a year. I AM SO ANNOYED RN! I want to go bake something. I'm gonna make some brownies to cheer myself up, and because I'm sick no one but me can have them. HAHAHAHAHAHA. FUCK YOU, UNIVERSE

[ryo-aspen]

I love many people in my life.

I give out love like candy but hand out hate just as easily.