#cptsd posting

[ct-lambykins]

nothing hurts more than going outside and seeing people your age with their friends or partner while your completely alone and too afraid of people to even attempt to change that

[hpdamechan]

the worst people tend to have the prettiest names.

[altarofdeceit]

❝ You just received a love letter … ❞

💌 𓂃 nebula cptsd ˖

a term for one who either suspects, has traits of, or otherwise cannot be 100% sure has cptsd, but still find it important enough to mention as one relates to cptsd experiences and needs to note how one interacts with others.

examples may include people who aren't able to properly self diagnose for whatever reason, are in the process of getting diagnosed, are a system member with traits the rest of the system lacks, or are unsure whether their symptoms are pervasive enough to be a disorder.

ᰔ 01 : made by ' the lovingly adored '

ᰔ 02 : i used the helix nebula as a reference for this.. i wanted to use nebulas because i find them as such a complex object within galaxies and they like hold stars and star remnants, idk if i make sense but you know, i might make ptsd a galaxy.

ᰔ 03 : tagging @radiomogai , @mad-pride , @goatgai (ask to be removed / added)

[PT: You just received a love letter. nebula cptsd. a term for one who either suspects, has traits of, or otherwise cannot be 100% sure has cptsd, but still find it important enough to mention as one relates to cptsd experiences and needs to note how one interacts with others. examples may include people who aren't able to properly self diagnose for whatever reason, are in the process of getting diagnosed, are a system member with traits the rest of the system lacks, or are unsure whether their symptoms are pervasive enough to be a disorder. made by the lovingly adored. i used the helix nebula as a reference for this.. i wanted to use nebulas because i find them as such a complex object within galaxies and they like hold stars and star remnants, idk if i make sense but you know, i might make ptsd a galaxy. tagging radiomogai, mad-pride, goatgai (ask to be removed / added) :END PT]

[learningfromlosing]

I really just want to be able to recover without feeling like theres a time limit

[nightmaredogtooth]

i wish i had the capability to express my emotions in a raw and consumable form. instead everything is so messy all of the time. i have no outlets so instead i feel it all, violently, over and over and over.

[medikitti]

I miss the hospital

[ch0kingd0g]

Tw

I don’t get to be small and fragile like other victims. But imagine how nice if I was?

Imagine if I could wrap myself up neatly

Tuck myself away in a drawer

But instead I take up so much space everywhere I go. I foam at the mouth and drool and gross you out

I shed thick fur all over my small bedroom that, is only really small when I’m

You don’t even know me

You don’t know my favorite color you don’t know what I enjoy

You look at me but who am I? Do you know? Do you know me? Why don’t you know me?

How could you look at me and not even know me that well?

How do you know my face and not my name?

You know the birthmark on my thigh but you don’t know me

I’d like to rip my face off, tear it off entirely. You can have it, it’s all yours. Thats not my face. This isn’t my body. You don’t know me at all.

This isn’t me. You don’t know me. You’ve never seen me.

[sentimentljamboree]

god truly nerfed me

i've been trying to work on my self regulation but guess what when ur mentally ill and you try to calm yourself it takes !! a lot of effort !!!!! so now i've been. crashing. bad. my mecfs is tweaking the fuck out and crashing. how am i supposed to treat my mental disorders and get better when self regulation and the work needed to put into recovery literally makes me physically ill i hate this

i truly hate having mecfs so bad

it ruins my mental health even more, i can barely distract myself from both the sickness and boredom or do anything for that matter. im so isolated