i'm dying but it's cool

YES I AM ACTUALLY DYING of XLP (porphyria) but until then, here’s some life: bunnies + art + hyperlexic hesychasms. nice humans welcome!! creeps dni or be damned to the stinky-ass flames of hell… 5ever!

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Nostalgia time

I didn’t go to the prom, because the guy I asked said no.

He told me he couldn’t afford it, and I guess I couldn’t really either.

So instead I had my own party.

Fluf and I went around buying all the shit for the big-ass blowout. He drove, and i cuddled with my friend Wolfie who consoled me that the person I liked didn’t say yes hahaha.

But the party turned out fun, we descended on my small neighborhood like angry bears looking for honey.

My parents slept drunkenly through it all.

My mom was really weirdly supportive, though. if she couldn't give birth to a prom queen, at least she could say "Oh, Queen? The boy she WAS going with wound up unable to afford it, so WE hosted ALL her many friends and had a big party instead!" XD

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candy elle’s secret for looking great at work:

1 caffeine

2 do your job

3 anytime you see a computer it means add to the paperwork

4 clean up messes asap ☕🐶

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goldenrod energy. kurt geiger heels, stingray set, and milla doing exactly what she’s supposed to do

Except the cutouts went from chevron gold to straight. annoying. That’s ai for ya 🤖

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Confessions of an accessories curator #3

Oh em gee, let me tell y'all the quickest story about our lit thrift tripping NYC JCE adventures in the garment district! Jess gave us each $100 and Candz got HIT by that punch like lightning. Next thing I knew she was storming the runways with these straight up ICONIC patchwork looks! I scored a rare Vivienne ring and Jess was like it's yours - looks like even back then that curator magic was popping off! Condensed confession, you're welcome cello peoplezzz 💁‍♀️

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“this little kitten, valentine, has come to ask you”

“to be mine”

circa 1930s (printed valentine card)

why, you too scared to ask them yourself? gotta send a pussy to do a humans job 🤣🤣🤣

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the beads carry the apple. greens and ambers with small shifts so it doesn’t go flat. it’s basically fruit colors stretched into a line. juicy :)

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okay so this was raven’s second dye of the big bleach week - or third if you count the bleach. raven collects kandi bracelets even though she is definitely goth. she is also a closet taylor swift fan. jk, she’s a proud swiftie and i help out by giving her supplies or just making stuff she needs xd we are diet coke and black nail polish twins forevzzzzz

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Countries That Have Banned Orwell’s “1984”

by geoglobal_

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If the chip looked too gross or unsafe, it would break the slick desirability and ruin the concept. The whole thing only works if the chip stays edible-looking, presentable, calm.

I think a lot of people who aren’t dying—immortals, or people who haven’t seen much death—think death is clean, cool, smooth, quiet, easy. It isn’t. Prototerminal bitches like me know the score.

The ad promises something terminal but keeps everything neat on its face, the same way we sanitize and dreamify the dead at funerals.

Aaaand we also have our beautiful model Raven, holding this very fake bag of chips! 💜🖤💜

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vincent / bunny noises… vincent is the sweetest and cutest! and by the way… bunny noises are things like grunt, thump, snort… bunnies are bitches sometimes, and i love em!

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capitalism melts brains, but car cuddles still buffer 🧠🚗 me errday under capitalism. fried v glitchy that’s us … because screens fuck kids’ brains.

are we on the same earth or what.

me and mister wolfie made life worth living. he lives in New York now but his memory is fond.

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chapter 5 —

different wiring 

people operate on different emotional operating systems. 

some vent to process. some fix to feel useful. some dip temporarily* to reboot their brain. 

none of these mean a lack of care — they’re coping patterns. 

once you learn how your people communicate stress, affection, silence, or interest… the whole connection becomes smoother and way less dramatic.

*big difference in consciously lying low with others in the loop AND ghosting like a fuckwad.

know the difference. do it right. condemn all else. ❣️

if you want an answer from someone who writes about the emotional pattern behind the behavior, ask me here:

I write about the patterns underneath relationships and why humans act...

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the debug ritual

healing isn’t a vibe. it’s a process.

you sit still long enough to see the error messages. you open the hood. you let yourself feel the thing you kept minimizing because it was inconvenient or embarrassing.

rituals work because they create a container for vulnerability. you don’t fix the system by force. you debug it by listening. repair happens where honesty meets gentleness.

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weirdgirl blog.

steaming loads drop daily!

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a cartoon-style black rabbit in a meditative pose with a visible brain above its head set against a colorful galaxy with stars crystals and the word cosmic. - it’s Phyllis!!

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purple velvet dress

crimson hair

matt sews, so the purple velvet dress was one of those moments where we stopped to check how the fabric was behaving in real time for a campaign. THIS WAS NOT MY DRESS, it was just borrowing my rollsies for a bit. even a small adjustment at the waist or back changes how the whole dress drapes. i was checking the mirror while he smoothed the fabric so the shape would fall right. i also brought back his tigers eye droplet all fixed up! it was strung with onyx and imperial jasper. my flame emoji necklace was mookaite from australia. those sunrise colors still haunt my dreams and my b'fast.

my hair that day was a deep crimson shade. rich reds like that take lots of time because you need a long full pigment coverage. it pairs perfectly with darker fabrics like velvet and adds to the overall dramatic feel of the look. however, it would prob be considered too clashy for conventional matchy bitches. ymmv. XD

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i was also attempting to clean up my github and build a fun little task tracker. didn’t work, but that’s life! the code focuses on styling elements such as page layout, flexbox alignment, gradients, and the .card component that would hold the timer interface. this was still part of the twitch timer experiment, except here i was buried in css tryna do the layout.

color palette: deep purple and magenta. fuck yes, purple forever!!!

most of my hair dyeing activity is purple or magenta. I find it to be flattering to all skin tones, and an efficient way to get rid of all the pinks, blues, reds and purples. I mix it together and it’s always something new and interesting, but purple-ish nonetheless! :) 💙🩷💜🩷💙

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trauma jewelry

beaches and cream

sautoir in hundreds of carats of pearls and coral

exhibited in punta gorda visual arts center

2024

& stolen shortly thereafter

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this stage was about planning the mintberry set before it physically existed. mockups of the mintberry set came first. the room was planned with mint green walls, creamy white baseboards, and strawberry-patterned curtains. we tested gathered styles and grommets and switched to grommets because they were easier to move, while keeping the sheer plus curtain combination. the mockup really helped. we found a strawberry curtain that was actually pretty close. noicccce.